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Male Dominant, 33
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About devnul
I am trying to update my profile as things come to mind - so apologies if this seems a bit random.
I am pretty shy/reserved, but very curious to explore more experiences. Patience will get me there, I think - or just make me do it - which with the right person would be fine too. There are many kinks and fantasies which intrigue me - and I'm sure even more that I haven't thought about. If I clicked to view your few profile, you can be assured that I read or saw something in that I found *VERY* intriguing, but was not sure what to say.
I am also trying to get in better shape - but its just something I'm not internally motivated to do. It strikes me as rather ironic that given how unlikely it is to ever see me without a shirt on (or even less) that there is such a big part of me that seems drawn to exhibitionism, being "shown off", performing, humiliation, etc.
I definitely have a submissive side- but I also have a dominating side too. Its that dominating side that has basically been running my life (to decent effect), but I am a bit tired of always being in control of everything. At the same time, when I do things they usually aren't for me directly. But, I do them because it brings praise and compliments back to me, but outwardly I generally have a pretty low self-esteem.
So where I'm going with all of this is that I feel like all of this sort of combines together into: wanting to be forced to work out (hopefully feel better about myself), get in better shape (if not phenomenal shape), being "shown off", have pictures taken, some humiliation even, etc...... and go from there to figure out if there are other areas of my life that I might want to give up control in.
I also have this fascination for things that have an element of randomness to them - not knowing what I'm going to have to do next or following along in some preconceived plan that I only know the details of as they are revealed. There's something wildly erotic to me about having things be out of my control or even having no general idea what will happen next.
I think that to someone experienced, I may be quite boring. But, there's a LOT more and a very kinky side that I have too. Maybe this is mostly about transformation for me. Is there a category for this? :)
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