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	I'm a spoiled brat. I am a busty female, born female, btw. I love rock music, fashion, jewelry, food, going to beautiful ocean views, going to movies, traveling. My dream job is to be a sound engineer for a music studio. I'd love to be a fashion designer, too. I have a degree in Japanese Language, I'd been interested in a sound engineering degree but kind of changed my mind and am taking fashion as my major. I've been described as a very dark person. I found my way the bdsm world upon a suggestion from a friend, for whatever reason when I was almost 18. I only conducted things over the internet, and usually I took the dominant role. It built up from there and now I'm 23 with more experience. I would love to make friends here that share my interests, and maybe introduce you to some of my own friends. If I meet the right person I might arrange something, but I'm not looking for my match here.

1/19/2011 3:28:59 AM

I have gotten two separate e-mails that I'm supposedly a man? I tried uploading more photos of me, but I keep trying to look at the one I uploaded and it's pretty ugly. Anyway. I'm not a man. I'm a very busty female that doesn't like to show her body off especially where something that is considered private is not actually private. I have a few body issues so I prefer to be covered up. If you want to see what I've got, guess if I LIKE you, we can meet and you can see in person. :P Otherwise, I am not willing to share, and don't expect it from me.

1/18/2011 1:36:40 AM

I was sitting in the car with two people and they were incidentally submissives and it occurred to me, that I am much less submissive than I though and it was easy to take the role of dominant quite easily. They even shared horror stories of being tied too tightly to the point that it had damaged their nerves in their wrists. I feel this person probably was a very deliberate, cruel master...

I love kinbaku (shibari). Kinbaku not the same as just tying someone up, it can also be pleasurable to the bound person and it is so beautiful! So why not. :)

Anyway, it's been a long, long time since I've ever been someone's mistress. Let alone practice bdsm. Not sure if I'm ready to adopt that role longterm. But for my submissive friends, why not? :P

4/22/2010 8:51:16 AM

I've been kind of depressed lately so I haven't updated or come to this site for several months.
It seems that I've been reluctant to respond to a few messages, and people may think that I am being rude, but I kind of judge by people's name. So names like "Assfistingdom" and "Imyourmaster", think about that before you send me a message, cause I'm going to go, "I don't think so." as soon as I read certain names, but I'll read your profile and your message to be sure that I'm not being too judgemental. It doesn't help when some people have extremely vague profiles. If the name seems to say it all, and the profile doesn't, then I'm probably going to avoid you, because I want to at least know a little about you.
Other than that, I have been trying to be more social in general, so, at least try, right?

10/24/2009 11:26:11 AM

I don't know what people expect of me, I'm expecting only two things, that you guys don't expect me to want to be owned cause then obviously you didn't read my profile which repeatedly states that I'm not interested in anything. I don't WANT anything. Also, I expect that you won't expect me to relocate to another country/city/state to be with you. You can forget it, cause I am not just going to relocate. I might if I want to, but don't expect that of me.
There are a lot of people that are on here to be a submissive, because they want to be a submissive. There are a lot of people on here that want to be a dominant, because they want to be a dominant. There are people who want to be a switch cause they want to do both. I can do both, but only if I want to. Right now, I don't want to.
Read, READ my profile before you try to send me mail asking me to be your sub/slave/relocate/dominant/whatever you want. Cause the answer is probably already a "No." and I don't like to say that to anyone, but the answer is "No."
Thanks.

10/21/2009 10:02:45 PM

Yes, I really am an insomniac and I love getting messages cause I have nothing better to do otherwise. I observed some interesting things on this site...
Yes, I do understand/speak/write/read Japanese. In case you all wanted to know. The answer is YES! YES! I understand Japanese. I didn't go to college all those years for a Japanese language degree for nothing. I do know why a handful of people ask, but they're Japanese. Just thought I might put that out there!
Also, why is it people make up things out there? Like some white guy with some extra weight and no punk anything would put in his profile "My name is Hikosan. I am a skinny punk switch, but I don't mind being your sub if you are a strong, beautiful Asian woman."
Now, I what bothers me is not the silly things, like a guy white guy using a Japanese name. But, if you aren't really skinny either, and you are saying you are... that's lying. Don't lie, people!
Also, I like when people look at my profile. When I wrote, "I'm not looking for my match if I meet the right person, I could arrange somthing. I ask that you please assume you are not the right person, cause I don't appreciate people trying to get me to do whatever they hope for cause I'm nice, cute, and Asian. Think again.
I know I'm mean but I am doing this out of love. Thanks guys.

10/21/2009 2:16:59 AM

So lately I don't have migraines, and this is thanks to a lot of advice from the real people here. I appreciate it.

However, what is it with the creepers on here? I swear. I got this one "dom" with little command of the English language. I'm sorry, if you can't command the English language, and you are trying to use it, you most certainly can't command me. If you can't say "I am a dom, but I would not mind you as a friend." and instead you send me something I find rather cryptic, I am going to not respond. even "I like having a freind in nearby I just move to San Diego." would suffice. Yes, it's bad English, but better than what some people have sent me. "I really want to friend" Doesn't make sense to me, makes me think "I want to friend you! Oh yeah! I'm going to friend the fuck out of you!" If you can't complete a scentance, then that is pretty bad.

Also, I am not interested in having a slave... I mean, it probably would be sweet, but I am not looking for a slave. I'm not even looking for a dom. So, please keep that in mind.

10/14/2009 1:00:31 AM

Ah, still getting those migraines but at least it's not for 11 hours like the day before.
Anyway, I had the strangest dream last night, and I know all you doms are going to jump on this as an opportunity to try to make me think that I'm on the wrong path or some shit like that. Go ahead. But, for me it's just a dream.
So, anyhow. I dreamt that somehow I had started to make my own life. I got a condo with a roommate I met mysteriously. She wasn't going to college or trying to make a life as an actress. I didn't know what the hell she was doing but I didn't care as long as rent was paid for and all that. So I'm finally doing what I always wanted to do and so I'm incredibly busy working in Hollywood and stuff.
I come home late one day and I find an interesting sight in my living room. A man is bound and on all fours, and she is hitting his ass with her crop and she's on webcam. I quietly and quickly step away and try not to think too much about it.
Later she is doing some webcast and she tells me to "make me dinner, bitch." naturally, I would have said "You shut your whore mouth." but I didn't. I went to the grocery store, bought some stofer's and put it in the oven, told her I worked so hard to make it, and I was even happy about it. In real life I probably would have kicked her ass out.
Dreams are very odd that way. Emotions seem different. :D

10/13/2009 3:43:56 AM

Sorry boys and girls, sirs and madams etc. (Yes, I'm being lazy but read further and you might understand why.) I have been rather stressed with work lately and getting things in my life straightened out, so, stress being the main onset of my migranes, I have gotten some massive ones. Just the other day I had one that lasted 11 hours. I tried ibuprofen, asprin, tylenol, caffeine, nothing's worked. So, bright lights seem to be something that causes the migrane to worsen for me, and I end up in so much agony etc that I can't even drive myself to work. (no, loves, I am not a fan of pain.) So when I get migranes, I'm not on here to answer all your messages, but do know that I appreciate them.