Cynful77

I havent been able to find what im looking for here, but then again Im not sure what I want.  Ive never been in a sub/dom relationship but ive read some books like the sleeping beauty series, and seen some movies like the secretary but ive never had any true real life experiences. Ive had some rough play in sex, spanking and hair pulling, but never a session strictly devoted to spanking just something to accompany sex. My greatest fantasy would be to have some one older but no more then 10yrs, who would be vanilla in the outside world but alone in the bedroom would treat me very differently i think i would like some of the domination ive seen in the movie the secretary were it even slips into your every day life but even after the most strenuous session im taken care of at the end by Dom with tenderness because i would truely be precious to him as my free will being turned over to him would be the greatest gift.