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About cynful1125
"With strong bones, large muscles, plenty of nerve endings and no vital organs nearby, the female bottom is perfectly designed to maintain the balance of authority between the sexes"
—anon hello Everyone. some of You may know how important to me this website has been in my journey. it has only been by being here that i have discovered that there are Men who would want me for what i really am... just the way i am. so, it is with sadness that i must tell You, that for now, i am not available. i will still read my mail, but my life is quite overwhelming to this little girl and i cannot even think about meeting anyone right now... please try to understand how scared i am. thank You....
babygirl i am a very submissive woman, timid, easily Dominated. i crave a man with the inner strength to control me. i know deep in my heart that i am not in any way superior to You. i crave punishment. i am a little girl living in the body of a sexually adult woman. i am looking for a loving Daddy who will punish me because that’s what pleases him and that is what i need. i make no pretenses to understand why i am the way i am, but by this time in my life i can no longer deny these needs and desires. i love easily and deeply, but i also get hurt easily and act out like any little girl by running away or hiding. what i really want is to be hauled back and spanked till I cry for being so silly, then kissed and forgiven. i am in a LTR with a vanilla man who is allowing me to look for what it is i need so badly... Daddy! i think He is the Man who falls in love with me and cannot live without me and i cannot live without Him. i want You to know that i am not actively looking for a home... i have a home... what i am looking for is Daddy. i have had a couple of bad experiences on CM and i do not give out my YIM identity. i must get to know You here. Please don't expect me to move fast. i will not meet unless You are willing to give me your name, your cell phone and the exact address of where we will meet. i cannot host and will not fly You to texas to dominate me. i am sorry, but i have also now discovered that long-distance relationships will not work for me.... they cause me nothing but pain and heartache.... |
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Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack in everything
That's how the light gets in
--Leonard Cohen
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After 30 years of marriage Jacqueline and her husband Mark
went for counselling.
When asked to describe her problems, Jacqueline went into a
passionate, painful tirade listing every problem they had
ever had in the 30 years they had been together.
She went on and on and on: neglect, lack of intimacy,
emptiness, loneliness, feeling unloved and unlovable, an
entire laundry list of unfulfilled needs she had endured
over the course of their marriage. Finally, after allowing
this to go on for a sufficient length of time, the therapist
got up, walked around the desk and, after asking Jacqueline
to stand, tore open blouse with buttons flying everywhere,
ripped her Bra off, starts tongue kissing while he embraces
her, then puts his hands on her breasts fondles them, and
kisses them passionately.
A side glance at her husband, he then put his hand up her
skirt, ripped her G-String off, and fondled her wildly,
while her husband Mark watched with raised eyebrows and
mouth wide open.
Jacqueline, flushed, tried to cover herself with the torn
blouse, and quietly sat down as though in a total daze.
The therapist turned to Mark and said, now do you
understand? 'This is what your wife needs at least three
times a week! Can you do this?'
Mark thought for a moment and replied, 'Well, I can drop
her off here on Mondays and Wednesdays, but on Fridays, I
play golf.'
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"Life's tough......It's even tougher if you're stupid."
-John Wayne
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Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground |
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...the best sauce is hunger
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named must your fear be before banish it you can...
===Yoda |
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The best revenge against the
in-equities in life is to live well. |
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the researches of so many eminent scientific men have thrown so much darkness upon the subject that if they continue their researches we shall soon know nothing
?Artemus Ward |
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Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action.
?Benjamin Disraeli |
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HaShem determines who walks into your life ... It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.
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Two tall trees, a birch and a beech, are growing in the woods.
A small tree begins to grow between them, and the beech says to the birch, "Is that a son of a beech or a son of a birch?"
The birch says he cannot tell.
Just then a woodpecker lands on the little sapling.
The birch says, "Woodpecker, you are a tree expert. Can you tell if that is a son of a beech or a son of a birch?"
The woodpecker takes a taste of the small tree. He replies, "It is neither a son of a beech nor a son of a birch." "It is, however, the best piece of ash I have ever put my pecker in." |
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A vulture with two dead armadillos in his mouth showed up at Austin Bergstrom International Airport and the ticket agent said, "I'm sorry, Sir, but you're only allowed one carrion." |
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They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but an entire life to forget them.
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Sand and Stone
Two friends were walking through the desert. During some point
of the journey, they had an argument; and one friend slapped
the other one in the face.
The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything,
wrote in the sand:
Today my best friend slapped me in the face.?
They kept on walking, until they found an oasis, where they
decided to take a bath.
The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and
started drowning, but the friend saved him.
After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a
stone:
'Today my best friend saved my life.?
The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked
him, After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you
write on a stone. Why??
The friend replied 'When someone hurts us we should write it
down in sand, where winds of forgiveness can erase it away.
But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave
it in stone, where no wind can ever erase it.?
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Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass...
It's about learning to dance in the rain.
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"the most incomprehensible thing about our universe is that it can be comprehended"
?albert einstein |
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in these political times we must remember the words of another great US icon:
Only one man in a thousand is a leader of men -- the other 999 follow women.
?Groucho Marx |
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Cultivate your curves - they may be dangerous but they won't be avoided.
?Mae West
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cyn?s punishment by babygirl
cyn had been a very naughty girl. she had accumulated quite a long list of reasons to be punished. when there were no more excuses to be used for getting out of what was coming to her, the list had become quite long and cyn was scared. "isn?t this what you need and want?" her mind kept asking. cyn knew in her heart that this was what she needed... but that didn?t qualm her fear. fear... it kept cyn?s little heart pounding in her chest as the fateful day finally arrived. cyn was told where to be, at what time, what to be wearing and to be on her knees when Sir entered His house. she did exactly as she was told. now that the moment was upon her, she reveled in the sensations, the fear that electrified her.... the arousal that drove her. she did so need to be punished. deep, deep in her heart she knew that this is what she deserved and that she was finally going to get it. it is an odd thing to be a grown up woman who drives a car and drinks coffee and is trusted with credit cards.... while on the inside being a little girl who will never, never grow up... a little girl who needs to be punished.... a grown up woman whose sexual arousal comes from being exactly what she truly is at her deepest core.... a little girl who needs to be punished. You may think that it is easy to be this way... maybe it is for some, but not for cyn. she struggles with embarrassment at what she is..... but as hard as she has tried to not be what she is, it always consumes her, haunts her and makes her heart ache and cry for the Man who can punish her.... who can love her that special way... the way she needs to be loved.
submission, punishment, control and sex... sacred moments frozen in time... torrents of release... wave upon wave as the pain of each instrument of reckoning is applied. cyn?s eyes are closed and her head is down.... she does not see what is being used to punish her...... she is only aware of its feel.... and the pain that she must take... the pain she wants..... she deserves the pain just for wanting it.... but to find someone who understands what she is.... what she needs and gives it to her.... until she is a whimpering, begging puddle of cyn at His feet?.. sex and punishment: what this confused, scared little girls craves and needs... to give her submission, to be restrained, collared and leashed.... this is who cyn is.... this is who i am... this is what i crave. this is the real cyn.... with a sore bottom. and the marks and the bruises that give silent testimony to my punishment. cyn with stripes across her breasts and across the backs of her thighs. the inside of the thighs and mons and clitty so red..... they look sunburned..... proud paddle scars.... [You know like battle scars] earned becoming a good girl with a clean slate!!!!!!!
so what made me go home and eat those darn cookies???????????
i wish i could find Daddy, a Daddy who could punish me everyday of the week |
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As soon as a true thought has entered our mind, it gives a light which makes us see a crowd of other objects which we have never perceived before.
Chateaubriand
the father of Romanticism in
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Fiction is like a spider's web, attached ever so slightly perhaps, but still attached to life at all four corners.
?Virginia Woolf |
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saying goodbye is the
most difficult thing in life
and we never learn to be good at it..... |
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you are a good
naughty girl
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The Platinum Rule:
Do unto others as they prefer to be done unto.
?Otto Kroeger |
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BEANNACHT
On the day when
the weight deadens
on your shoulders
and you stumble,
may the clay dance
to balance you.
And when your eyes
freeze behind
the gray window
and the ghost of loss
gets in to you,
may a flock of colors,
indigo, red, green
and azure blue
come to awaken in you
a meadow of delight.
When the canvas frays
in the curach of thought
and a stain of ocean
blackens beneath you,
may there come across the waters
a path of yellow moonlight
to bring you safely home.
May the nourishment of the earth be yours,
may the clarity of light be yours,
may the fluency of the ocean be yours,
may the protection of the ancestors be yours.
And so may a slow
wind work these words
of love around you,
an invisible cloak
to mind your life. |
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not knowing something is often a milestone on the way to knowledge.... |
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Miracles happen not in opposition to Nature, but in opposition to what we know of Nature.
?Saint Augustine |
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L ife must be lived with love and humour.
Love to understand and humour to endure. |
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Journalists are the midwives of history.
?Mark Verheiden |
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"In science one tries to tell people, in such a way as to be understood by everyone, something that no one ever knew before. But in poetry, it's the exact opposite."
? Paul Dirac
theoretical physicist |
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"Think of three Things, whence you came, where you are going, and to whom you must account."
? Benjamin Franklin
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In fact, you need to be spanked for having the nerve to have such an ass!
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life is understood looking backwards.... but it must be lived forwards
Kierkegaarde |
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Today you are you, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is youer than you.
Dr. Suess
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Beauty: The Invisible Embrace by John O?Donahue: Excerpts
When God?s voice whispers tenderness into that inner desert of thirst, the effect is ecstasy. The heart has been cleansed of everything that might distract from preparation for the guest; its longings have been woven into one strand. The truly contemplative heart has a passion and wildness that can celebrate the magic of God. When you are in the presence of a contemplative person, you can sense this. An atmosphere of stillness and a sense of clarity remind you who you are and recall your heart to the gentle wonder of the divine. The contemplative knows that gentleness can be a greater force for transfiguration than any political, economic or media power. The contemplative has broken through to that sanctuary in the soul where love dwells. Crucial to this contemplative journey is the trust and imagination to realize that regardless of how you have been damaged, there is within you a sanctuary of deep love, trust and belonging. This is the ancient dream, the masterpiece of divine creativity: the creation of the human heart; an intimate well of kindness, care and love. 
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Lots of times you have to pretend to join a parade in which you're not really interested in order to get where you're going.
-Christopher Morley,
writer (1890-1957)
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a viper must learn to enjoy his own company |
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Imagine a world without clocks...
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sitting quietly, doing nothing, spring comes, and the grass grows by itself
zen proverb |
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"Latent abilities are like clay. It can be mud on shoes, brick in a building, or a statue that will inspire all who see it. The clay is the same. The result is dependent on how it is used."
James F. Lincoln |
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"Peace, direction, power - the fullness of life - await the complete surrender of ourselves..."
Cecil Rose |
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"If you can't be a good example...
then you'll just have to serve as a horrible warning."
Catherine Aird
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unmitigated audacity and extraordinary confidence are the special domain of only two kinds of people: the amazingly successful and the extremely deranged.
Roy H. Williams |
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Nothing equals the sly spell of words as they dance across a page - or screen. After all, reading turns magical when it holds a mirror to our souls, when it helps us learn about ourselves and who, with just the right knowledge, we might be.
Ana Veciana-Suarez |
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- Theresa's Prayer
- May today there be peace within.
- May you trust that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
- May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.
- May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you.
- May you be confident knowing you are a child of God. Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love.
- It is there for each and every one of us.
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they may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel......
Carl W Buechner |
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the Sands of memory dry quickly |
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R everence is a state of mind, not a set of rules... |
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you are what your deep, driving desire is.
as your desire is, so is your will.
as your will is, so is your deed.
as your deed is, so is your destiny.
Brihadaranyaka Upanishad |
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"Bringing things home from the world of the Possible to the Land of Present Reality requires only that You build a bridge of words strong enough to carry your dreams...it is a bridge built of magical fire."
Roy H. Williams |
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" Too many people overvalue what they are not...
and undervalue what they are. "
M alcolm Forbes |
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The most precious possession that ever comes to a Man in this world is a woman?s heart.
Josiah Holland |
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S erenity is not freedom from the storm,
But peace within the storm. |
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"If a Man disowns His dark masculine desires for freedom?then he KINKS...his masculine force. His energy will not flow freely, and His attention will be bound by unfulfilled yearnings"
David Deida |
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Souls?????? We were talking about minds!!!!
?.. to speak of one is to speak of the other. |
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All men dream, but not equally. they who dream by night in the dark recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it is vanity. but the dreamers of the day are dangerous people, for they act out their dreams with open eyes to make them possible.
T. E. Lawrence (of Arabia) |
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Just because no one understands you,
does not mean you are an artist |
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Where your treasure is,
there also lies your heart |
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"Henry and June" is one of my favorite films of all times. "Henry and June" is the 1931 story of Anais Nin?s sexual exploration and love affair with Henry Miller during the time that he wrote Tropic of Cancer . It is a beautiful film!!!! Anais, brilliant, prolific and sexual, meets the much older Miller and is immediately drawn to him. She, like Miller, becomes obsessed by Miller?s wife June
while rewatching this 1990 film the other night, i was deeply struck when Anais tells her cousin Eduardo that she is passing through a crises and he replies:
"Be careful, Anais. Abnormal pleasures kill the taste for normal ones?" |
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To find a person who will love you for no reason,
and to shower that person with reasons,
that is the ultimate happiness - Robert Brault |
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"New Year's Day--
Now is the accepted time to make your regular annual good resolutions. Next week you can begin paving hell with them as usual.
~ Mark Twain
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"She was everything that a tiger is supposed to be. She was essentially shot and killed for being a tiger."
Ronald Tilson, big-cat expert
on the death of Siberian tiger, Tatiana |
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The sword of time will pierce our skins
it doesn't hurt when it begins
but as it works its way on in
the pain grows stronger...watch it grin
"Suicide is Painless"
Music by Johnny Mandel
Lyrics by Mike Altman
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?If you can't be a good example, then you'll just have to serve as a horrible warning.? Catherine Aird
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Good judgment comes from experience, and experience.......well, experience comes from poor judgment.
Cousin Woodman |
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the moment you let avoiding failure become your motivator, you're down the path of inactivity. you can only stumble if you're moving. if you don't have a few failures, you're not taking enough chances. Nobody can be right all the time. 
Roberto Goizueta --
1985
Chairman of coca cola after the failure of new coke |
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"Life is like a jar of Jalapeno's.
What you do today,
Might Burn Your Ass Tomorrow."
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What lies behind us and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us?
Ralph Waldo Emerson |
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after a very bad experience with what i believe to be a very sick man, a very dear Friend, Stonewillow, wrote this entry in His journal. He gave me permission to post it here
Blackmail vs. Compassion
It has been drawn to my attention that some "Masters" on here choose to try and control a sub or slave by blackmail.
I would like to point out, that is both a DISGRACE and big BIG RED FLAG.
Subs/slaves/switches... if a Dom or Domme or ANYONE says that they will post you as a FAKE when you know you aren't... Have some respect for yourself. Don't let that stop you from being yourself... or feel that you need to submit for that reason.
Realize too, this is a sign that this person is mentally sick... with no respect for you or what you stand for. It symbolizes a person who has no remorse in life, and will HURT you and anyone else, because they have no respect for ANYTHING (including themselves!)
If they blackmail you on anything else... well, look for this when you deal with Doms. Not EVERYONE is like this, there are some GREAT Doms and Dommes out here. Realize too, you can report a post that addresses you and have it removed by this site. So really, FAKE posts are something that carry little weight unless you let it.
When it comes to it, look instead for someone who shows compassion, who can feel for you more than a glimmer. A sign of strength is being able to accept that until you own a girl, "No" is a very valid answer.
IF a "Master" is to say to you that your disobedience will cause him to badmouth you to others... realize that what he says about others says a HELL of a lot about who HE is.
If you see a post negatively slamming girl after girl... take a hint. This person is SICK. This person will HURT you, and not care. This person is CHICKENSHIT and doesn't have enough respect for his own authority to think he can get a "yes" by his own merit. Because he knows, HE HAS NONE.
If you find yourself doing this, think twice. Badmouthing someone all over the place because they didn't fit what YOU wanted does not make you more appealing... It makes you look like someone to avoid!!
Humiliation is one thing... and some have blackmail fantasies... If it has been discussed and agreed on, FINE.
A person can respect what I say here, show that compassion for a submissive... or they can be an ass... For those who have the compassion and RESPECT for a PERSON out there (Dom or Sub)... knowing that just because a person doesn't FIT you, doesn't make them a FAKE... I salute you, hats off.
For those of you who are too insecure about their own self to have to smear everyone who won't say yes... Realize there IS such a thing as Karma, and as for what I have to say to you - SOD OFF!
(My Rant!!)
----Stonewillow---- |
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losing through You what seemed myself,
i find selves unimaginably mine;
beyond sorrow's own joys
and hopings very fears
Yours is the light by which my spirit's born:
Yours is the darkness of my soul's return...
You are my sun, my moon,
and all my stars.
e.e cummings
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 "Serendipity.
Look for something, find something else, and realize that what you've found is more suited to your needs than what you thought you were looking for."
Lawrence Block
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