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not looking for an owner or a Master at this time A submissive does not always get what they want, but deserves to get what they need

"I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a man , at His time , His bidding"--Anais Nin

The desire to submit is my addiction,
The ability to submit is my strength,
The freedom to submit is my power, and
The choice to submit is my wisdom

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8/1/2011 4:31:53 AM

had been conquered and enraptured, destroyed and renewed, rent in fragments and made whole, freed and enslaved, broken and created. And in the end, overwhelmed, struggling to comprehend, I had found myself more a slave than ever.
Witness of Gor, page 306

 


8/1/2011 4:23:59 AM

 

 step in front of a woman having truly Mastered Yourself first and she will willingly fall upon her knees before you

but leave her unattended and neglected, she will have no other choice but to Master herself and rise up off her knees to salvage the fragments You left behind

If Your desire is to own a slave, then Master her and if You see she is Mastering herself, look in the mirror and ask, "what is it i am neglecting to do?"

More real than the laws which guide us, is the heart

and if you fail in Your Mastery of her and let her get away from You.. then You never deserved to own her in the first place

 

 

 


8/19/2010 1:28:37 PM
(i saw this somewhere and i could not have said it better )

~*~ I am a submissive woman. I find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship. I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life. I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.

~*~ I look to find a loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am I more than when he is with me. I know that he will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with his strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as I am everything to him. His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me. Only in serving him do I find complete freedom and joy.

~*~His punishments may at times be harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that he has my best interests always foremost in his mind. He desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought him happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship. The love, trust, and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this relationship.

~*~ My body is his, and if he says I am beautiful, then I am. No matter what I look like to others, I am beautiful in his eyes, and because of that I hold my head high... for who can tell me that my Master is wrong in seeing the beauty in me? If he says I am his princess, then I am that.. regal and graceful, and if I see laughter at me in the eyes of others, I do not recognize it, for who are they to call my Master wrong??

~*~If he says I am his toy, his slut, his tramp, then I am that... as wanton and lustful as he wants me to be, and if others do not see this then it is they who are blind, not my Master. 

~*~ My mind is his, to expand, to explore, to know as only he can. I have no secrets from him... for secrets are a thing that would keep me from beings more perfectly his. Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself ... and I do not want walls. His lessons are not always ones I would seek on my own, but they are lessons he has decided I need, and so I learn from him. 

~*~ My soul is his, as bare to his touch as ever my skin could be when I kneel naked at his feet. Never a moment goes by when I do not feel his presence, be he miles away or standing over me. If I were to ever displease him, his displeasure would be a blow to my soul, worse punishment than lashes could be. The anguish of my soul that I feel when I disappoint him is harder to bear than the physical anguish when I feel his crop caresses me with fire.

~*~I spend my days knowing that the energy and thought he puts into our relationship is as much for my benefit as for his, and look forward to each lovingly crafted scene we do together. His part is much harder than mine, and I know this and am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend his time and energy so freely on me. I have the easier job, to feel, to experience, to let myself go and abandon everything to him. 

~*~ I am his pleasure and his responsibility, and he takes both seriously. I am a submissive woman. I am proud to call myself that. My submission is a gift that I do not give lightly, and can only be given to one who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold. Only to he who has that strength will I give myself fully, because I am strong and proud. I am a submissive woman.


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MaCherie
 
 Age: 45
 Doncaster, United Kingdom