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LIBRA...HOROSCOPE FOR THE MONTH OF JULY

Jupiter and Uranus opposite the cusp of your sign will bring major changes and adjustment. Mainly these changes will be positive, but because circumstances or other people will impose them, you may experience some resistance. Family relationships and your home life could be difficult as you strive to achieve balance between work and your personal life. There may be some unexpected demands on both fronts that will require a lot of juggling on your part. Pluto in Capricorn will be square to Libra and these planets, and you may feel overwhelmed by the intensity generated this month.

Looking for you,
I close my eyes;
Insistently reaching,
for something I cannot find;
Security and contentment,
I havent the means;
Alone with my thoughts,
in a world of dreams!
Longing for your touch,
your warm embrace;
Opening my eyes,
I see your face!
Velvet touches,
so soft on my skin;
Entangled...
by the passion within!
Set free for the moment,
a feeling so sweet;
Blanketed by you,
my heart skips beats!
Engulfed with a love
Ive never known;
Needing you endlessly;
beyond my control!

Questions about fisting...anyone have answers???

I actually have a few questions I would like to ask here.

What is the elasticity of a pussy? Like how often is it "okay" to be fisted? How much do you think it can take before it dosent "bounce back"? Like how much is too much? I know kegel exercises help...but at what point would it start to feel like you guys are dipping your dicks into buckets of warm water?

I love the feeling of being fisted...A LOT...but...I often find myself worrying that i will eventually have a pussy sloppy enough for someone to drive a city bus through...and quite frankly...that thought concerns me!! lol...A LOT!

I have done a lot of research on this topic online and have not been able to find any answers. Most of what I read says something like "women have babies everyday, and their stuff always goes back to normal"....which is very true...but the SAME woman can only have a baby like every 9ish months...some women get fisted once a day...

Another common answer is "the pussy is very resilient, it can handle a lot"...but again...what exactly is "a lot"?

I feel silly asking this question, but at the same time...If i am gonna eventually end up having a hole the size of the grand canynon...i would like to start taking preventative steps now!!! lol

I was watching the news a couple days ago and there was a story on there about a man charged with sexual harassment.

As i was watching the story...I just couldn't believe that a woman would freak out so badly about this...

As the story goes...

There is a woman standing at the coffee machine at work in the morning. When the man walked in...he walked up to the woman and said "Wow!, your hair smells really good!" The woman totally freaked out on him...called management...the man got fired...and charged with sexual harassment.

How many people actually think it is wrong to tell a woman that her hair smells good?

Now tell me...would you think differently if the man were only 3 feet tall???

Just something to think about!!! hahahahaha

(P.S. This is really NOT a story that was on the news...just a joke that I heard somewhere...I thought it was funny!!! lol)

Monthly Libra horoscope for August 2009.

Your friends are one of your greatest sources of strength on the 1st. So don't be shy about turning to them. If you need advice or just a dose of good conversation, get in touch. They'll know just how to help. By the 3rd, you could have a creeping suspicion that something somewhere is somehow not completely in order. What should you do with the creeping suspicion? Don't ignore it! No, your very clever brain is probably trying to tell you you forgot something by sending this suspicion creeping your way. So listen up and figure out what it is you forgot. Generosity is the name of the game on the 8th. If you hoard your resources, you'll have only yourself to blame when you don't reap any rewards. Tired and worn out on the 13th? Well, it could be that you need to take a little time off. You don't even have to miss work: Just head for the beach after hours and go for a nice long walk or jog. You'll be feeling better before you know it. Something lovely comes your way on the 18th. Is it a phone call from someone you've been missing? Or do they just show up on your doorstep? You'll be thrilled, regardless. Be sure to tell them how you feel! Watch that diet on the 21st. You only get one body, so treat it right! On the 26th, use a disruption in your routine to your advantage. Go buy them a little housewarming gift when that meeting downtown gets canceled. Take a nap on the 30th.

It is strange how you can surround yourself with people, but still feel so alone.

Through out my 30 years of life...I have come to realize many things...

the things you spend most of your time and effort searching for...never show up...and the things you dont want anything to do with...effortlessly (is effortlessly even a word?) plop right down in your lap...

Sometimes the things you know...are things you would rather forget...and the things you want to forget are the things you remember most...

sometimes no matter how much good you do...or how good of a person you think you are...it just dosent matter...karma is a bitch and she isnt always on 'your' side!!..

people come and go...in and out of your life like a revolving door...some stay awhile...and some only a short time...but they all impact you in different ways...whether it be good or bad...

the people you love the most inevitably disapear...and the people you could live without...stay forever...whether you want them to or not...

hearts break...and tears fall...and it isnt always plesant...just necessary...love isnt always enough...no matter what people say...and it sure as shit dosent last forever...

How I feel right now? ... :(

I am once again sitting here, thinking. (LOL…I really need to knock this shit off!) I really have a lot on my mind. If this sounds a little jumbled up, it's probably because IT IS…as my thoughts are nothing but a tangled up mess…Right now I am thinking about friends; past, present, and future. As human beings, it is a natural instinct to strive for close relationships…with our parents, our siblings, our extended families, and our friends. While some people choose to have many friends, others choose to have few friends. I have always been the type of person to choose quality over quantity. I don't need "a lot" of friends as long as the ones I have are "good" friends, that's all that matters to me. There was a time in my life, not sooo long ago, that I could have honestly said…"all of my friends are my best friends".  As I am sitting here looking through some old photo albums, I am remembering what it felt like to have those kinds of friendships, the kind that didn't just blow away in the wind. The kind of friends who would be there for you through thick and thin, no matter what...they were there when you were laughing or crying, excited or angry, sober or drunk. They were there to pick you up when you felt like your world was falling apart, or they were there to celebrate when you thought everything was "perfect"…  As people get older, it is only natural for things to change. Life changes, situations change, feelings change, circumstances change, and inevitably…people in general, change! There was a point in my life, when I only had like, seriously, 3 friends. It was at that point that I understood, those would be the people who would be my friends for life! God was I sadly mistaken! What kind of mistake is big and bad enough to make a friendship end? What kind of act must be committed to destroy what was built, that made you value the friendship to begin with? I know better than anyone else, that I make my share of mistakes. I never once claimed to be "perfect" or even "close to perfect". When our friendship began…you knew this! I wasn't trying to fool anyone. I wasn't trying to pull the wool over anyone eyes. Never once did it state anywhere, that our friendship would be free of flaws…and never once did I ever, ever say that we wouldn't have disagreements and differences, but part of a friendship is working through those differences. Maybe I have the total wrong impression of how a friendship is supposed to be…maybe like a lot of other things, my fucked-up tangled mind, misconstrued the true meaning of a friendship.  Isn't it a friend who has the ability to make the impossible seem possible? The way-bad seem semi-good? To make the tears, worthwhile? And the anger, manageable?  Isn't it a friend who can take the good with the bad, and realize that we have all been there before? It is a true friend that realizes; someday…they too might find themselves in a similar situation.
I am coming to terms with the fact that I DO NOT NEED ANYONE IN MY LIFE WHO DOSENT NEED ME IN THEIRS!

Im an emotional BASKETCASE lately...I dont know what my deal is...GOD help me!!! lol

Today during a conversation with a friend, the subject of "Jealousy" was brought up. (You know that awful "J" word!...the one that no one likes to talk about...) This has got me thinking about a lot of things...

What exactly is jealousy? In Wikipedia, jealousy is described as "an emotion that typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anexiety over an anticipated loss of something that a person values, such as a friednship, relationship or love. Jealousy is composed of feelings such as anger, sadness, and disgust. Jealousy is a normal and famillar experience in human relationships. Although jealousy is born with love, it rarely ends that way. It is an emotion whose effects can get out of control, and in a lot of cases the experience of jealuosy can last a lot longer than a basic emotion such as anger. Often times outlasts the attachment which it fears loosing."

Jealousy is in a sense, a prison. It entwines you and makes you angry and resentful. It controls your thoughts, and has the power to destroy. It soaks you of your energy and leaves you weak.  If I said I have never been jealous, I would be lying. Who hasnt been? At some point in life everyone has experienced the dreadful emotion. 

There was a time in my life, I guess not so long ago, when I experienced a couple of months of jealousy. I would find myself wondering...Who is he fucking right now? Does she please him more than I do?...Does he care for her more than he cares for me?...When he talks to her, does he say the same things that he says to me?...Maybe he had to cancle seeing me because he had to see her instead?...

It truly was like I was in a prison of my own thoughts. I was absolutely driving myself crazy... It was like...I tried sooo hard for so long...to learn to trust...and then...in a second...all that i worked for was being slowly destroyed by my own fucked up thoughts...The very thing I loved and wanted more than anything in the world...was the same thing I was causing myself to want to run away from! Jealousy made me feel angry and not content.

The more I thought about the way I was feeling the more I realized. These feelings are a choice. I can choose to feel this way...or I can choose not to, And from this point on, I was choosing not to. I decided then, i would not allow myself to feel jealous anymore.

I know he talks to other people. I know he fucks other people. I know he thinks about other people. Maybe he even has someone else out there, like myself, who thinks he is their world. I dont know...and in the whole scheme of things it is unimportant.

All that I know...and all that I need to know...is that when he talks to me, the sound of his voice calms me. When he wraps his arms around me, I am peaceful and content. When he touches me, I melt. And when he smiles or laughs, it lights up the entire room.

Jealous? Absolutely not! Why? Because I love him for who he is...everything that he is...for the way he makes me feel...for the things he has taught me...and this whole new world of things he has shown me. And that overshadows anything else!!!