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Yay, the x-mas present already arrived... Those toys are quite enormous! Will they eventually fit? i can't wait to begin the "training"... ;-)
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Yesterday, i've ordered a x-mas present for myself: Three dildos with three different diameters. They are 6 cm (2.3"), 7 cm (2.8") and 8 cm (3.2"). It seems i have to train a bit until i am able to use them all... :-)
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i was just browsing the net for interesting toys and found this:
http://www.vibrafunproducts.com/vibraexciter-how.htm
It's a vibrating egg that is triggered by text messages or mobile calls within some meters of range of the lucky wearer.
i fantasize it must be quite interesting for the wearer to be at a public place with lots of people nearby - and lots of calls... ;-)
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Week 6 of chastity just started. But i've made up my mind to stop the experience. Despite of the feelings ("blue balls") nothing really new happened last week. i still feel very submissive, but the horniness seems to pass away slowly. Can one get used to chastity?
Perhaps the experience could be enhanced by teasing, but due to a lot of work i haven't got the time for this.
Perhaps i should try again in spring, as spring should be the right time to tame the rising libido...
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Today, 5 weeks of chastity are over. The last week has not been as bad as i thought. Is it possible that with more time passing by in chastity one loses interest in cuming? Or is this only caused because due to work there was not many teasing last week?
i'm not sure if i should go on with this experiement. Are there new experiences to discover?
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i finally wore the plug for 36 hours. It was quite an experience and up to now, i can't see any negative effects (if you're not counting increased horniness each time i got aware of what was planted between my cheeks in all the vanilla situations, but at least every time i sat down ;-)
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i decided to extend my experiences with plugs. So far the longest time i've worn a butt plug was from the morning to the late evening.
Yesterday, i inserted my best liked plug at 10 am. In contradiction to many other plugs i've seen, the base of this one isn't very broad, but has a round and ergonomic shape. Other plugs i've used start to hurt after some hours, not because of the stretching or delating effect (well, not only at least), but because of the edges at the base. And that is not the desired effect.
In the evening, everything was quite well. Except the feeling of being full, which can be a pain and a pleasure at the same time, no other negative side effects were noticable. So i decided to try to wear the plug over night, for the first time.
Everytime in the night when i woke up to turn around, i got aware of what still was inside of me. But not in an unpleasant way (at least not for one with slight masochistic tendencies *g*). So i decided to let it in until 10 am today after i got up, summing up the period of wearing to a total of 24 hours.
Now i'm very anxious to see the effects after i remove the plug.
If anyone is interested in sharing experiences regarding long term wearing of plugs, i'd be happy to get a message.
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A few weeks ago i stumbled across some interesting pages while looking for software
that was written for bdsm purposes. As this kind of software is quite rare, i'd
like to share my discoveries...
The first program i found is
called
Fond of Writing
Fond of writing can be
found at http://www.geocities.com/cedargmx/fow.htm
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It's a program that keeps a sub busy by typing text pieces predefined by the
Mistress or Master. Those text bits have to be typed a predefined number of
times, optionally with a time frame set. The tasks can be edited in an editor
and sent to the sub. The Mastery gets a report on how the sub performed,
including how many errors were made, how long the whole procedure took and the
longest breaks he or she had in the process of typing.
There are plenty of other details that can
be set by the Mastery, like time limits, a number of additional sentences,
pictures that are shown while the sub types and distracting
message boxes.
This tool might not only be used to keep a sub busy, but
to reinforce rules or orders by letting him or her type those sentences like it
was done in school, when one had to write "I will not talk during the
lesson" a hundred times... ;-)
i'm not sure how effective this measure is
to correct or develop behaviour, but i'd be interested to try.
i'll continue with descriptions of the other two software
pieces, if there is an interest in such things. feedback is , of course, appreciated.
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Today it's been 4 weeks since i last had an orgasm. i can feel the effects of chastity becoming more and more strong.
i feel more submissive with every day and get aroused quite easily. To my astonishment, the horniness doesn't make me wish to get off, but my wish to submit seems to intensify.
i wonder if those feelings continue to develop or if only the arousal will increase.
How long should i continue? Suggestions anyone? ;-)
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*sigh* The world is not fair. All the real dominant Ladies get so many messages, that they don't have the time to answer. And all messages a males sub gets are "add me on yahoo" with the unique possibility to chat on a "safe dating site" ($29,95).
Is there A/anyeone who really wants to actually chat or discuss BDSM topics?
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Chaste since Oct, 20th...
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