I do not know what to do with myself.....I feel like such a lost little girl and I am in my mid-twenties. I thought I had gone through those 'rebellious' years in my teens and early twenties...but I was wrong... I think...
I cannot stop thinking about what I experienced when I was 21 and really ran away.... only now do I understand what happened when I was with that man. What he was really like. And I wonder to this day what would have happened to me if I had stayed....which man's whore I would be now...if he had had his way... |