*All chat requests will be ignored.* *All canned responses and emails will be ignored.*Finding something that I want to say that doesn't sound retarded is actually kind of hard.I've had sex. I've been disappointed. I don't know why--perhaps I am too inexperienced. Or perhaps my partner's skill hasn't been what I expected. Probably a combination of both.What I do know is that I'm unfulfilled. I want a man. I want a man who I don't feel uncomfortable pleasing. And a man who considers me to be his drug of choice. I'm poly. I have a deep desire for multiple male partners. Especially men who enjoy both genders.I'm a very introspective person. I think all the time. I read all the time. I have a desire to bite that sweet spot between the neck and shoulder--all the time. I'll laugh with you, I"ll stand up for you. I want loyalty. I want someone who doesn't make me feel weird for my occasional onslaughts of domestication. Perhaps someone reading this will understand.