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Seriously. If you don't dance (and like it), don't bother. For me, it really is a way of life. I don't get to do it often enough as it is. You cannot imagine how you will suffer if you don't like it.
I can be found at:
AntiChrist - April 26 (not working, hooray!)
PlaySpace - May 3 (working door)
FemDom Alliance Afternoon Tea Party - May 8 (working door)
Anything Goes Club - May 11
Reading Munch (maybe)
Guildford Games Munch - May 22
London Playground Party - May 25 (working door)
Pandemonia - May 29 (House Domming) or Pedestal - dancing - hmmmm...
I am looking for a male submissive to use, to laugh with and to go out with. Specifics are in my profile. However, I do not have time to chat a lot and am really quite tired of timewasters. So be prepared to act and not sit and talk.
I am looking for a femsub to share with M376M, as he switches. The dynamic may be discussed and refined. M376M is on the SouthCoast, I am an hour South of London. therefore, a girl in the South preferred.
The best option would be to come to an event an meet me there, or come to PlaySpace (presuming you are real enough to be vetted). A submissive would attend me there and help there in any case. Although I am Hostessing, I do spend a lot of time greeting at the door so we would have opportunity to chat.
Let's be very,very clear, as people can sometimes be...mislead by my caring nature.
I WILL hurt you.
You WILL do as I say.
If either of those will be an issue in any way, please don't waste our times.
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This might save everyone a lot of time: I don't switch and have no intention to. :-)
Please read this entire profile and follow the instructions therein. If EVERY instruction is not followed, I will not consider you. Period. I will most likely block you, as it says I will down below.
I mean what I say and say what I mean.
I am looking for:
A painslut who lives local to Me (Surrey,Hants,Berks borders). Painslut = edgeplay of needles, electricity, etc.
Who can accomodate.
Someone not attached so there is no secrecy and guilt involved
Someone old/mature enough to be proud to accompany Me to both vanilla and non vanilla events and be an open part of My life.
Someone confident and secure within themselves
Someone with a good sense of humour and intelligence
Someone who is obedient and submissive.
Someone who is PROACTIVE in anticipating a Mistress's needs and not lying about waiting for orders and being happy there are none.
Someone who likes to dance unless you are THAT masochistic. lol
Someone who lives within an hour of the GU51 area. While many say they can travel it easily, practicality shows that a long journey in traffic will make meets seldom. I wish for someone who can spontaneously do things. Distance does prohibit that.
My limits are children and animals. Otherwise, you are Mine to do with what I will. :-)
I do NOT want:
Money. (Presents might be nice though, just because they are sweet. lol Have to be upfront about it here, because I seem to be very bad at the hinting batting eyelashes stuff.) ps...love chocolate but don't really want to get fat.
Sex
Trauma and drama. Know your place.
Someone who will want to get married and have babies (to clarify, married to Me - you can get married and have babies with someone else, lol)
Someone who needs to be attached at the hip and have constant reassurance
Someone looking for a "sugar-mommy" - I will not pay for your car insurance, university or clothes.
Brats. In any way, shape, or form. If you have to brat to get the attention, I really can't be arsed. The worse you behave, the more I ignore you. Trust Me...it won't work.
Ideally, the situation would be: (please note that I don't think the following is realistic - just an ideal, and you will know My end goal at least):
I am looking for a local play partner. Not a kinkster only, but not live-in. Someone to have a D/s LTR with, but who will not make unreasonable demands. Ideally, it would be someone who would be proud to go vanilla places with their Mistress (sorry toyboys, you are cute, but I am not going to pretend to be your Mommy). Also, who would become a part and "friend" of My family - bbq's, holidays, etc. However, though the relationship would be 24/7. it would NOT be live-in, thus requires someone with some independance and integrity.
I am realistic enough to know that I probably won't find the above. Therefore, we can just start on a painslut/D/s playmate level....
If I find you interesting, we will meet rather soon, preferably at a bdsm event. This weeds out the time-wasters. It is nothing to get excited about, it is merely a reality check - particularly if you have no real life references on any of the sites.
About Me:
I am a sensual Domme with a very dark sense of humour. I love the D/s side of bdsm but have a very sadistic streak. However, this does NOT include humiliation, etc. I prefer to build Mine up to be their best and achieve their goals. I will humiliate if I think you need it, without hesitation. I will punish without hesitation and it would not be something you would like. Mine don't get punished very often. They know Me well enough to behave. I don't do forced fem, actually, I don't do forced much at all unless I'm provoked.....I sincerely expect Mine to WANT to do what I want them to. Restraints are cool, but how much harder is it to just lie there and let Me? If I force, there isn't much submission, is there?
I do what I want, when I want, how I want - to you. Live with it.
I am very patient, but once the patience runs out, it is gone, finito, permanently. I do not tolerate games, lies or manipulation. I might give you the benefit of the doubt for a while, but once found out, it is over. period. So, no games players, please.
I have years of experience with both live-in and live-out slaves and subs, male and female. However, I have not been fortunate enough to have *real* painsluts, so would like a body to play with. :-) I also take playing seriously and meaningfully....I have only occasionally played with people I don't own. So, I don't have as much technical experience as a Lot (thus the purpose of this ad, lol). (This is no longer really accurate, as I have had two painsluts now for over two years but am not as experienced as..well, ..a more experienced person. :-) )
I have a partner and family. I take My responsibilities seriously. My partner is lizzie, who knows all, but has no interest in playing with or watching others in any way shape or form.....I have My mother in law living here, thus cannot accomodate at all. Even household tasks, while possible, would be done in a vanilla manner with discreet D/s S/m. (I realise that makes it considerably less attractive to most people, but that is life, I'm afraid.)
I am quite hypocritical in that while I am not monogomous, but expect (would like) Mine to be. However, at this technical, playmate stage, I do not expect any kind of mental bond, though it would be advantageous. Basically, at this point, no strings, only play. :-) I might change My mind tomorrow. lol
Lizzie says I have a "psycho beacon". If you find My ad very interesting, please do not contact Me. If you find it not interesting at all, please do contact Me.
*That* was an example of My sense of humour.....if you are easily offended..I don't think W/we will get along. I speak before I think, I forget, I laugh, I poke and I don't take Myself seriously at all. Someone once said they couldn't believe I am a Domme because I was so "angelic". Liz says it lulls people into a false sense of security. lol If My not being a bitch will diminish respect, then it won't work either. :-)
Currently my Poly family includes:
More on how I view Poly is here.
M376M, who lives some distance from Me. This means I do not see him as often as I would like. He has has been with Me since 2009 and I am not looking to "replace" him. He is a switch and any girl who belongs to me would more than likely be topped by him and suffer with him.
_cheeky_ has been in service since 1 January 2013. She is now owned and collared on a timed basis until the end of July, at which time is will be extended if we both wish.
Possibly others are doing other service. They may be listed in my profile as it is fair that they have some recognition for their service. However, it may be a pure service relationship and are they remain completely free and not committed to me personally.
I list former family so prospective submissives can see that I do not take subs on lightly nor release them quickly:
valleyrose17 was on trial from Dec 23, 2012 until the end of February 2013. I made an exception to my distance rule and really shouldn't have. I wish her all the luck in the world as she finds her way.
rogerow was my owned body, from November 2009 through Nov 2012, registered SRN 916-377-088.
Lizzie is no longer active in the scene, but is prIRS 658-610-399, OWK registration deleted) previously known as needamistress198 on this website for two years real-time live-in service, ending in 2007
[b]The Family Dynamic:[/b]
They all know each other and occasionally meet at events where we all attend, such as Artemis. However, I prefer to attend events alone with them individually, so it isn't as though there are "entourages" or "stables" or "being lost in the crowd". In the Poly manner, all are aware of each other, but it doesn't mean they have to be in each other's faces. :-)
The dynamic is one of transparency and honesty. They know what I am doing with who, although I do not talk about them to each other (usually) and I do not have them competing against each other.
Mine work hard to please me. How? By trying. By anticipating. By making plans for us and making time. By having a drink ready in the car when we drive somewhere, LOL. By communicating. By being considerate. By "considerate", I don't mean gifts or compliments. I mean real efforts at making our relationships work. Communications. Honesty. Thoughtfulness. They strive to make me smile and to make "that gleam" come into my eyes. They succeed. If you aren't willing to put in the effort, then I wouldn't boher really.
Along with M376M, I run Play_Space, a RACK BDSM club on the Surrey, Hants, Berks borders. It is a members club, in a pub venue which allows fire-play, whip-play and more edgy play. Members are vetted, not for exclusivity or experience, but for verification that they are genuine and sound kinksters. Drop me a memo with your email address if you would like a vetting form.
Oh, in the interest of truth in advertising, that photo is relatively recent (last year or the year before, I'm not exactly sure, but I walked off a deck last July and knackered both ankles. I have put on weight from sitting around while they recuperated.
About contacting Me:
Don't bother emailing unless you think of something original to do with it - and a photograph is a must - Otherwise it will go straight into the bin. I would like to see that some thought has actually gone into it,.
If you can't be bothered to make some effort, I am certainly not interested in the least. If you are that lazy at the beginning, One can only imagine how lazy you are when owned and feel secure.
Please put your location in your email. If you are not close enough, I will let you know. Location is QUITE important. If you are not within 30 minutes of GU51, it is doubtful. (It says an hour above - it is because everyone will say they can get here within that time anyway - Googlemaps is my friend).
The WAY I SCREEN EMAILS:
If you email and there is no photo attached, I shall not read it.
If you send Me a chat request, I will block you.
If you send a message that says, "on msn now" or something like that, I will block you.
If you send a message which says, can u teach me, or show more, or the more common "will u use ur strapon on me" ....I will block you.
If you send a short message, I will block you.
If you send any kind of message with sexual content in it, I will block you.
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Previous Owner of Amashalo (IRS 658-610-399, OWK registration deleted) previously known as needamistress198 on this website for two years real-time live-in service, ending in 2007.
for a reality check.....check informedconsent, profile Amazoniax or FL under Amazonia_Valkyrie. I *am* real. :-) I can also be found at local public events and play parties.
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WARNING!!: Any institutions using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You do NOT have my permission use an of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If You have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
4 BR BDSM Villa to rent in Aegean coastal country close to beach and amenities. Airport is Dalaman, and flights can be found with Thomas Cook for £39 each way out of school holidays.......Sleeps 10 (in beds) and countless slaves on Floors. :-) 2 built in cages (one ground floor, 1 next to roof terrace), cross, some bondage friendly furniture (not professional, as it *is* supposed to be a vanilla rental), and two wrought iron 4 poster beds for suspension bondage - double in mastersuite and single in loft bedroom. However, no toys except for rope. Perfect for group holidays and a perfect gift for the Mistress of your dreams! Rental is £600.00 per week, self catering (doing the maths, 10 people would pay £60 each for a WEEK's accomodation - you can't beat that anywhere!). Serious enquiries only, with a vanilla email address, for privacy reasons (Mine, not yours.lol). More photos available upon request.
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Ok, you all know what a spoilsport we are when it comes to themes & games, etc.
However, we have been convinced to have some special events at our birthday party!
Thanks to Mark Frampton, anyone who would like to experience knife play and having their clothes cut off....well, here is your chance! It can be done publicly or privately. Only stipulation is that the clothing is really cut off, so make sure it's something you don't care about! We will do it upon your arrival, so you don't have to wander about in your disposable clothing all night. :-)
Thanks to Misey, we will do a play raffle. When you come in, if you want to participate, you get a raffle ticket - subs filling in what they want done (yes, we will let them top from the bottom this time!). We then draw a matching Dom/Top ticket. The only allowance we will agree to is that subs can stipulate male or female or either as a Top. Otherwise, if you play the game, you have to play with whom you draw. If there are more subs or Dom/mes, we will check with who would like to play more than once and then draw again.......
There will be 3 living candles - Dyla, Alenyah and Simon Latex. If you have any candles (low heat burning) and want to participate, please bring them along!
Any other ideas?
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It's a bit of a delayed journal, but I've been busy....
Turkey Road Trip
June 2013
House Rules:
Urination Analysis – keep both of us hydrated
Read slave rules
Star chart – 20 stars = 1 hot bath
Butt Plug in for 1 hour per day
Day 0: June 14 Friday - 5
-Arrived at 1200 Midnight June 15. Went to Kipa for breakfast things during transfer. Had coffee with Mgmt Guy. Unpacked a bit. Got ready to sleep, but then played until it was dawn. Slept. 5 stars
Day 1: June 15 Sat - 5
- 2 stars. Opened birthday presents, woo hoo…..a head torch, yummy chocolates (to be rationed) and glass dildo. 3 cooked English Bfast. Took nap while 3 sunbathed. Played Rummikub on roof terrace. Tidied a bit while waiting for pizza. Gave 260 strokes due from Rummikub. Ate pizza. Early to bed – do journal, 3 to read slave rules whle I unpack & tidy. Then Play and early night for market tomorrow. 3 stars
Day 2: June 16, Sun - 4
2 stars. Went to market – ate lovely pancake breakfast at the market. super veggie shopping, didn’t really look at anything else as we don’t need anything. So much fruit & veggie so fresh and lush! Got chicken, cheese, olives & eggs – normal food for here. The cheese man got the hint and doesn’t ogle my boobs anymore, but I also make sure they are covered. LOL
Came home, put the food away and got ready for the beach. Played one Rummikub – 3 got 4 strokes.
Walking to the beach, 3 went back to the house for something so I said I would walk on. I stopped at the hotel to say hi to Fussen. Passing by BIM, I decided to go in and get the spicy sandwiches we like as a surprise for 3. While I’m at the till, 3 walks in. I say, ‘Oi, what is it doing in here?” It says, “I’m getting some of those sandwiches you like, Mistress.” HAHAHA. 3 says we are too predictable. I say it’s the contrary, or we would have NEITHER stopped, thinking the other would do it.
The beach was lovely as always. Soda, vodka, ice, fruit, sandwiches. The water seemed a bit cold at first but then it was lovely. Laid and read and enjoyed. My kindle seems to have a problem. I hope it will be ok after charging. Walked home past Gunslik and had a kebab and checked emails on their wireless.
3 was piddling around as he does so I decided to try Lizzie's bday gift to me which was a Nerf pistol with a laser sight and extra ammo. It originally began with me just testing the accuracy of the sight, then shooting at 3's bits, then having him walk back and forth like a duck. I then remembered that silly slave walk in the slave positions. If one does it precisely according to the instructions, he walks in tiptoes with his arms slight out and hands parallel to floor. Not bending the legs, it looks absolutely ridiculous and makes me laugh so. Added to that, while I am shooting at him ad he's running across the room quacking like a duck, I laughed until my sides hurt. :-D
Went to bed early (about 12) as 3 was going on about getting up early, riding his bike and swimming. I’ve been teasing him about that and I don’t think he is going to get up at 7. LOL (In fact, I know he won’t cuz it’s the next day at 135 pm and we are just getting up after sleeping in). 2 Stars
Day 3: June 17, Mon - 22
Slept very late then just laid in. No plans for today. We need to empty the cage out for 3 to sleep in. The management guy has done most of the work we were going to do, including painting the wrought iron. We can still do the wood work under the verandah roof, I think.
I'm not feeling very well - a bit of sunstroke already - just really lightheaded, so we are gong to stay in, play rummikub and will train him the shock collar.
He didn't like the shock collar. LOL We played a game of rummikub, started a casserole cooking, then went to the S Hotel to check & see if the waiter was there who wanted the cigarettes. We had a glass of horrid red wine, checked emails then came home again. Dinner was ready but S came by to help me talk to neighbors about garden. It was nice to see Arif & wife with a translator. Evidently they think a lot of me. LOL No definate reply from either neighbour about garden. Ate dinner, played rummikub, then tried to go to bed early to get up early to go to beach.
Day 4: June 18, Tues -
Was served Meusli in bed as an attempt to get us to the beach early. The plan was to go to the beach early, come back at midday when it was hottest & cook & play, then go back to the beach.
The way it worked in reality was......beach at about 10. It was really really hot. No breeze at all. We would douse ourself in water then lie under the umbrella again and again. At about 12 it began to be a bit more pleasant and breezy. By 2 (when we had planned on going home), it was the loveliest, with a good steady breeze coming off the ocean. So 3 went and got some more water, supplies from home, another sun parasol from the shop a kebab from G and we stayed there until about 7. The parasol was broken so we exchanged it on the way home. We are both sunburnt. Evidently the factor 50 washed off. :-/
We have played a game of rummikub and 3 is due 118 strokes, had a bit of cuddle/talk under the A/C and now 3 is cooking dinner as I type this. So I had best go and supervise and give him those strokes.!
Day 5: June 19, Tues -
OMG, this is already day 5. It seems like just yesterday when we got here.
Yesterday it appears that we weren't generous enough with the suncream. Seriously. I use Factor 50. How often do you need to put it on when you are sitting in the shade. I'm quite burnt - 3's has faded to a tan. So we have stayed in today and played and relaxed. Although 3 is now going to the shops and then going to make something to eat. Have to make sure he feels suitably "it" and "used" LOL.
Days 6 -11
Went by in a flash! This is being written when I am already home!
This was genuinely more a holiday than anything! I was far too kind to Numbers, LOL We enjoyed the beach, ate too much, slept too much, and just enjoyed the time.
After too much vodka and Jaegermeister one night, I decided to detox and drank next to nothing the remainder of the holiday, but still gained weight.
Days 12-18
Mistress Watchful arrived with Mistress Michelle and spawn. It was a lovely week of beach, beach and more beach.
It was great to go over all the American stuff (recipes, customs, etc.) with Mistress Michelle. It has been years since I have seen a "real" American. LOL it was fun to introduce her to Turkey. The markets were lovely and there was still a lot to see and show her.
We didn't play as much rummikub as usual - trying to get to bed at a decent hour to get to the beach at a decent hour. It still didn't work. But there was still plenty of time to build our "oasis" on the beach and just enjoy. We all got into the game of "clear the rocks out of the ocean". Numbers got a huge one (photo pending!)
I only used the "dick on a stick" once and that wasn't even through the cage bars.
It was actually quite a vanilla holiday - I even let Numbers eat at the table with the others when they arrived so he could see them while taking part in the conversation. We had vanilla house stuff to do. We just enjoyed each other's company. Of course, it was *that* vanilla as he spent all the time seeing after my needs, good boy that he is.
Numbers yet again excelled himself at taking care of us all and I am so very proud of him and all he does. I always feel quite lazy there. LOL Thank you, Numbers.
And thank you, Watchful, Michelle and spawn. It was lovely having you!
I might add to this as I remember things - I'm writing it in a real rush.
Roll on October!
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I have just taken cheeky on. She has been serving Me since January and has done very well.
Welcome to My family, cheeky.
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So. I am SO excited to be going to the Camdem Crunch on Friday!
Ive heard it's ALL dancing. How AWESOME is that!
Bummer I won't have anyone to dance with, but it doesn't matter anyway!
Now, if that subbie who offered a lift backs out, I will be truly gutted. :-$ |
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Tomorrow is FemDom Alliance! We are having a Foot Torture Workshop and I've baked an uber-fattening apple cake! it will be awesome. |
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After an extended conversation with someone who really is of the opinion that numbers is my partner, I thought I would update this blog. I have left the previous blog because it is true (or would have been at the time - I can't even find it. LOL). This is just a clarification. It was written a couple weeks ago, but I have run it by M376M for accuracy, as it does involve him, obviously.
So, here goes again.
"Numbers is not my partner".
However, our bond is deep and there is a special connection on many levels. I would trust him with my life and he has unfailingly been there when I call him. However, I do not call him that often as he does not live that near and doesn't have time.
Prospective and new submissives are often (usually) jealous of Numbers. It has been said that I should call him my Partner or Primary. He is neither.
I suppose technically he is my Primary because I don't have anyone else. But he was never intended to be my Primary. It is sometimes pressure on him, as I do like to spend time with my submissives. But he takes it with good grace and does his best to work around his life. Again, he does not have much time. He does not want to be my partner, nor spend all his time with me. That is ok with me, that was part of our negotiation.
We do go to most/all events together. That is because I don't have anyone else to go with. I don't drive, and, for my reasons, don't like trains much. He drives. When I had other submissives, they could only do the rare public event. I like to go out. It was a necessity as I couldn't accomodate.
I do talk about him. He is a major part of my life. If we go to an event, then obviously I will talk about the event, etc. This is just like I will talk about my husband or my son or whatever. At the beginning of a relationship, I would expect that a prospective submissive and I might not have a lot to talk about. I chatter to fill in the space. No big deal. Or it shouldn't be. :-)
People ask why I look for another submissive as Numbers ticks so many boxes. Well, it is because I want someone to spend time with. I'm not really content with seeing someone once a month. We are co-organisers, so we see each other more than that, but it is work. We see each other rarely other than that. We very much enjoy our time together when we do manage it, but it is not often enough.
I like to go out. I like to have a submissive at My feet and play with their hair. I have people in my life that I care about now. I manage to care about them all. It isn't a problem for Me to care about people or have enough caring to go around.
Whether another submissive would be as close? That depends. There are connections. Chemistry. Play. Attraction. Communications. Common Interests. Self-discipline. The dynamic. Honesty. How much patience THEY have to gain my trust. Not many have that patience. :-)
All the above is also one of the reasons why I am not interested in men who are attached. They don't have time. As I said, I try to not be demanding and to be understanding. But I like the cinema and concerts and and playparties and picnics and walks and thousands of other things. He obviously doesn't have time to do all that! :-D
I don't want a harem. That isn't what it is about. It is quality not quantity. :-)
It is my sincere hope that any other submissive I have would have be such a wonderful and fulfilling connection. |
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The Playground Party in London is Saturday. My how time is flying from one thing to the next.
It is just all happening and it is so busy.
So, not much time to waste chatting with people who don't match the requirments. Sorry. :-) |
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Phew.
PlaySpace on Friday - practically straight to Rubber Cult on Saturday.
Home again Sunday afternoon and knackered am I!
But it was a wonderful weekend.
:-)
I'm really lucky with the people I know and care about. |
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Well I lost my phone at Antichrist. Shit. pervy photos, personal information, ALL.GONE.
No choice but to get another ASAP as it's my work phone.
Along with the other bad things which happened at the end of the year, I think the Fates were getting all the bad things out of the way from last year & clearing the way for this year.
Last night was NY Eve at Acton and it was really lovely! It was wonderful to go out and play with M376M and also the first time I've been out with my new slave girl Rose. So, that was really lovely too. She seems to have stayed past the first playtime. LOL
We all got home at 4, stayed up and chatted until 630, went to our respective beds, then woke up blearily and hung out - (mainly M376M) making a NY Dinner for all of us. It was a really lovely day and I feel incredibly lucky. |
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What am I going to wear to AntiChrist? Hmmm....no heels as a night of dancing....hmmmm....
And then New Years Eve at Acton. It is going to be a busy weekend!
xxxxx
Happy New Year, lovelies.
May 2013 bring you fulfillment of at least one of your dreams.
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I have taken valleyrose on for a month's trial. I have known her from a distance for a long time and she seems a proactive and efficient girl.
Time will tell. :-) |
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I went to a party today alone. It was horrid to not have anyone to play with. LOL
What is it with everyone wanting to switch these days? I don't swtich. Guys who switch just make it all complicated. It is not beyond conception that I would bottom. Actually, I think think it might be quite nice to lie there and have things (nice, lol) done to me. However, I would choose where & when. To be honest, I think that is something that is natural in a relationship. I think in a Female Led Relationship, there is one person in control. However, in a play/sexual aspect, it would get pretty boring if there weren't varied play and experimentation.
I finally found a cleaner. After over a decade, I finally let someone into my house to serve. He did it once, than found that skiving off work every week isn't as easy as he thought it would be. I wondered that in today's economy such a thing was possible. Oh well. Back to the search.
I've met a couple submissives. I do so hate meeting people vanilla. I'm polite, giggly, smiley and totally misleading as to how painful I can be. So those meetings typically don't go well. *shrugs* It's just as well. If they want the tall, leatherclad, 25 year olds, they can just pay the wee girls here. LOL
So...still looking for a sub to call "Mine", for a femsub to share, for a slave or cleaner, housesubs for PlaySpace and FemDom Alliance - gosh, really just looking for anything. LOL
But, despite looking for "anything" my standards remain as high as they are. When I find the right ones, they will be with me for a long time, hopefully.
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Phew. That is the Dungeon at Pandemonia done, then the next day the Playground party in London. A week of vetting, admin, then 18 hour day which is PlaySpace.
I'm tired and glad that's over with.
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I am not a Pro-Domme.
But guess what. If you offer me money, I will say I will take it.
Why? Because you are no doubt talking bollocks (probably while you are wanking).
Telling you to send it is the fastest way to get you to move on and spout your rubbish elsewhere.
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Calling all on the UK Southern Coast!
With the creation of the FemDom Alliance we are looking for Dominant Women to enjoy and sincere male submissives/slaves to serve and attend these high protocol events with workshops, discussion and PLAY in a first class venue!
Based in Southampton, the events are once a month on a weekday and on Saturdays when there are 5 Saturdays in the month.
Please contact me for more information!
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I would like this....
http://www.seriouskit.com/site1/Milking_Machines.html
The ideal scenario being to have 4-6 covered, anonymous and objectified submissives in a Mad Scientistess scenario. I turn the dials, they scream and beg for milking to cease. LOL
I am saving my pennies, but if you would like to contribute, just let me know.
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Phwoar, what a day.....
it's been a bit of a drag being back from Turkey. The trip was too short, the weather here sucks and just returning to the routine is a bit difficult.
But, hey ho, we get on....
Then...today....we arranged to go and see Adam Ant in Nottingham! Wooo Hooo (yes, he IS still alive!). He was my first major crush was he, and I saw a video today that shows he is just as sexy and has a little ponytail handle too. nom nom.
The day after, we head off the the FemDom Christmas party in Birmingham - maybe the burlesque market first if there is time.
2 days. Doing epic things.
I am so excited!
:-D
OH! And I have a cleaner slave started Monday. It is the first one I've ever had in my house, so we shall see how that goes! |
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I would very much like this:
http://www.seriouskit.com/site1/Milking_Machines.html
in a set up to do 6 people at once so I can be a Mad Scientistess in the middle making them scream.
Any donations?
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s always, it was too short.
It was lovely, but I think next time there will be better planning.
The first week I was a bit easy on the boy - the rituals and routines weren't really in place, as it was more of a holiday having arrived with Mistress Starr and subrocker. Starting the routines after their departure worked, but it was something we could have done from the beginning and will do next time.
We need to sleep less. But it is a holiday and if my body says I need something I tend to listen.
Best part: numbers coming around the corner in the chef hat & smock, holding a rolling pin. (reference the "training video" link in my profile. OMG, seriously, I haven't laughed like that for ages.
Worst part: Running out of time and only playing with half the toys he brought.
Next to worst part: following the management guy (who is Turkish) as he ran into numbers cage to get a tool from the toolbox and him realising it had been turned into a cell. 
The next trip I will be in drill sergeant mode from Day 1. LOL
Below is the diary. I was very lax about doing it this time so a lot has been left out....
The event link
Established House Rules
Only cold showers
Always naked indoors
Mistress Nectar in all 3's drinks
No privacy for toilet – must wee in wee bottle in public area – asking permission first, then examination of quantity/colour of wee for dehydration. (We forget to source a wee colour chart)
Fulfillment of Daily rituals
Reading of Rules Positions Practice At least one hour of butt plug Sticker quota Milking Inspection/scrub/inspection/clippering Cycling/exercise (cycling is required in UK every day we are not together)
Rewards: Hot shower, Jacuzzi bath, Orgasm allowance, Chocolate/Biscuit, Surprise
Punishments: Scrubbing, denial, Dice rolls (1 die for type of punishment, 1 die for quantity)
[/b]Diary[/b]
Day 1 – 16 Oct - Tuesday
Arrival – 1100 ish pm with Becky & Gary. Stopped at shop for breakfast.
Day 2 – 17 Oct - Wednesday
Unpacked. Went to Bim for shopping. General relaxing & sorting house. Ordered pizza. 3 showed surprise present to Mistress Janice Mistress. Star.
Day 3 – 18 Oct - Thursday
Milking (Success!)Beach, late in afternoon. 3 cooked dinner. Chicken/mashed potato/vege. Ice cream sent Mistress frantic & she talked Becky's ear off. Wrote up rules on whiteboard 3 brought with him. Bed to play. Lots of CBT & nippleplay. Alien abduction and seed sowing (no, not that way, LOL). Star.
Day 4 – 19 Oct - Friday
3 woke early, got keys from timer box & released himself from cage. Read rules in order to edit later. Woke Mistress with toast & tea in bed. Star. Milking. 3 sorted washing. Edited slave rules to suit time in house (but didn't finish – they were from the internet and total crap). 3 inserted plug while we finish editing rules.
Day 5 – 20 Oct – Saturday
Olu Denis. I think it's highly overrated. Constant motor gliders over the beach, the beach was rocky – ok, water clearer than here but…though it might have been warmer… (entered after the fact & I've forgotten it all)
Day 6 – 21 Oct – Sunday
Market – food shopping. Found some t-shirts for domlingso. Roast dinner. Poor 3 went to the shops 4 times to try and find stuff to make a perfect roast dinner. It was still wonderful without mint sauce. ☺ (entered after the fact & I've forgotten it all)
Day 7 – 22 Oct – Monday
(entered after the fact & I've forgotten it all)
Went for drink on the seafront to watch ocean – it was rainy so didn't stay long.
Played rummikub - 178 cane strokes for 3.
Day 8 – 23 Oct – Tuesday
Met Starr & subrocker at café for lunch. Did a bit of souvenir shopping. There was some kind of boat in bay so 3 & I went to have a closer look while S/s went home. Had an ice cream. Explored the old path home – it only leads to a boat now. Stopped at BIM on the way home for shopping.
Played rummikub on veranda. Went to café for dinner as the power was out. S/s went home in early evening. Sul. Sorted the power outage.
Played rummikub - 173 cane strokes for 3 today.
Put up sling…. ;-D
Day 9 – 24 Oct – Wednesday
Slept late (surprise!). S phoned & said power issue is sorted with supplier – their error. Stormy out. 3 cooked breakfast. I tidied & sorted & moved the furniture back where it belonged.
Stayed in & finished cooperatively revising all rules so suitable for here (barely, lol).
Sent 3 to shops to get his cycling done, soda & water. 3 cooked dinner – leftover pasta & chicken/vege casserole. Very nice.
Went over & practiced slave positions. My, 3 looks funny and so makes me laugh when “running”, but so sweet in a Nadu. ☺
Played rummikub. Read while 3 did his grooming, etc.
More rummikub. Total of 161 strokes for 3.
3 slept in restraints spreadeagled on bed with isolation hood on. I'm not doing that again as it was a lot of work taking care of him during the night going to the toilet, etc. I want my sleep. Or he needs a catheter. 
Day 10 – 25 Oct – Thursday
Released 3. CBT. Beach for the afternoon. Bit of shopping on the way home (bought white snow-queen cape – maybe it will go with white unworn platform boots, lol). Cooperatively cooked chicken wraps for dinner.
3 read Rules with his hour of buttplugging. Positions practice.
Played – set timer of cage keys for earlier, set 3's alarm and put laptop outside cage door so 3 could get up and read rules inside cage. He slept restrained & in chastity but not restrained down.
(Writing the journal on Friday, I realized he forgot to cycle. Oooooh dear…..)
Day 11 – 26 Oct – Friday
3 woke me with tea, biscuits. Played. The chains fastening the sling up are really great to play with too. ☺ I put on my black hood & strapon & he was suitably objectified by an unknown person.
3 began repairing the doorframe of my WC while I tidied the room. He continued on & I took things downstairs & made bacon & egg wraps for breakfast.
Ate breakfast & played rummikub (he won, no strokes ☹
I did this journal while he does a load of washing & repairs the shelf in the loft WC.
I'm finding our consistency of some things is lacking. The daily milking has been forgotten many times. It tended to take so long when we knew Starr & subrocker were probably waiting for us. To do it at a set time is a bit difficult when we don't know what we will be doing or when we will wake, etc. Most of the other things have come into place with the flexibility to do them when we can and changing things to improve them when we see the opportunity.
I'm going to start the Agenda & planning for the next trip as I do this, so it is 1) easier to find & think about next time 2) partially completed with pertinent and accurate information as to what works.
Went to Yapi, but it was closed so went to the new Migros and Tansas mini-markets. Stopped at Brit café on the way home for soda and to check emails.
Home, 3 made soup and I quizzed 3 on numbers & Turkish phrases.
Watched horridly violent movie (which has made me a bit out of the mood queasy) then played rummikub while waiting for Lady Aliana's apple/cherry crumble to heat in oven.
Phwoar, Lady Aliana makes nice crumble. ☺
Bed, played.
3 excused from cycling.
Day 12 – 27 Oct – Saturday 3 woke me, 3 made breakfast, practiced numbers.
Went to F to cheapie shop for odds & ends like clamps to repair worktop. Still haven't found trainers to leave here or shoes to take home to replace the favorite ones which I wore here which are tearing.
Dolmus to F – went to shoe shops near station & textile shop for table/hamam cloths. Found a set of trainers for a decent price (rolls eyes). Went to our favourite kebab place, then to 1-Cim for lots of household things (to repair worktop, storage for bathroom, etc.) Also bought 2 little speaker systems – one for the living room and one for my bedroom. There is a tape/cd system, but it doesn't have an input jack & I'm tired of no music! Also, it will really help to cover the moans, I think!
Home, unpacked a bit then to sun terrace for sunning. It was a a bit too cold for me in the shade so I went to my bed & took a warm nap under the covers.
Doorbell rang & it was neighbor (she of the shirt/scarf) bringing a package of meat, as it is the slaughter festival.
3 cooked it in a casserole & did roasties. He is now removing his buttplug from his hour of wear and will be coming to read his rules and do positions practice while dinner cooks. (He is now drying the dishes. I managed to convert him to the dark side of the dishwasher for only 2 days.)
It is only 3 days really, and time to go home. We really don't want to go. We never do. ☹ It will be good to see domling again though.
Excused from cycling.
Played rummikub while eating the other apple crumble of Aliana. I'm getting seriously whooped. He only got 56 strokes tonite. Thank goodness I don't get any for my losing scores! LOL
Played. Tried to get to bed early to do stuff & go to beach tomoz!
Day 13 – 28 Oct – Sunday
Market day, but we have enough food, really. 3 read rules in his cage, did washing then woke me with tea & biscuits. Played.
3 has gone to the Yapi market & the market to get a couple more clamps, woodworm poison, & little storage baskets if they have any. I'm almost willing to bet he comes home with some fresh veg anyway. LOL (He didn't)
I've stayed home to colour my hair as the colouring is much cheaper here than in the UK. It looks a particularly virulent colour of red now that it is developing. We shall see how it is when it comes out. Hopefully my hair will still be there. It said to leave it on for 45 minutes, while at home it is usually 20. LOL It is Schwartzkopf, though…
The plan today is to fix the worktop and go to the beach…..
Yapi was closed for the holidays. Went to the beach. 3 rode the bike – I stopped & got hair cut. Beach. Took nap. Tide came in, so we came home.
3 took bike to get soda from new Migros & I started dinner.
Guided meditation while he got reward. Positions practice while I am typing this.
Rummikub – 86 strokes total
Forced Drugging
Day 14 – 29 Oct – Monday
3 went to Yapi while I was asleep.
Forced drugging – play
3 went to Yapi again. Then again. I packed & tidied & packed house stuff away.
3 is outside sawing away wood to support worktop during repair.
Worktop repaired (as best it can be), 3 also repaired the broken marble skirting behind tool storage chest, and the wood coming away from the door on the ground floor WC.
Stayed on roof terrace a bit as it was really too late to pack up for the beach.
Not sure what we did other than use the sling & watched a film. Then he locked himself in cage…
Day 15 – 30 Oct – Tuesday
Wakened 3 style – tea & biscuits…Very rainy (or so it seemed) 3 fixed light on roof terrace while I fixed breakfast. 3 fixed light fitting in dining room, shelf in loft bathroom & cabling in green bedroom. Tidied Packed some – 3 read rules in cage then I used stick on him. Played rummikub Went to Haman – Haman consisting of sauna, then steamroom with eucalyptus, then bubble exfoliation, then 65 minute massage & facial. On the way home, got caught nicking wireless at C – told the guy (the same as at breakfast the other day we were looking for pizza. He had a local number on his phone & called for us (& gave me the number). Came home, did some packing, packed toybag. 3 is currently grouting the worktop as the supporting brace he put on has seemed to work….
Day 16 – 31 Oct – Wednesday – Travel at 1630
washing, tidying, etc
OH! And I nearly got deported when coming back in because I forgot my old passport with my residency stamp in it. They put me the illegal alien cage, gave me a paper saying I would be interrogated and told me they would have to fingerprint me! Isn't life an adventure! LOL |
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We are home from the Turkey Road Trip.
It was too short, as always.
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I love ballbusting. Last night, for the first time in ages, I got to do a 'proper' ballbusting session.
*Sigh*
I don't play much with strangers. He was so lovely. Such a good sport. It was such fun....from the knee in the groin...to the little taps where he just knows a harder knee is coming....to the "I will count to three", look in his eyes and do it on two instead (yeah, I know, I'm a bitch :-D)...to the many varied slaps and hits and kicks on bits. Add a bit of caning, a bit of flogging, I only bit him once and other varied just being horrid, I enjoyed myself immensely.
It isn't often you find someone who likes CBT. Personally, I can't think of much better than having someone at my feet who, when I'm a bit bored, can take a bit of squishing and poking in the groin. There is really so much a person can do.
*sigh*
I still don't think I will play with strangers often. It's too uncertain.
But that was really nice. :-) He enjoyed it too, he said.
It's funny that. I can meet loads of people for coffee and my "butter wouldn't melt" just doesn't do anything for them (and I know and accept that is the way it is. :-) ). But - let me get my hands on them and they are happy enough. *laughs* Now...just to see how many of the other criteria don't match. :-p |
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That's right....
A PlaySpace in London! For the Littles (and not-so Littles)
A Real Wonderland of bouncy-castles, slides, adventure playgrounding, bouncing, and Ball Pits.
Seriously, pervy folk!
Put on your party frocks, girls. Bring your crayons!
Put on your Mad Hats! Get your grins polished!
But keep your capes at home cuz they'll get stuck on the slides!
This is the deal:
This is a Real Adventure Playground in London!
For our sole use, it must be rented from 7-9.
Each hour thereafter is optional and paid extra - the number of people attending determines the length of time we are there! We can stay until Midnight (if we have the moneys, honeys).
Alcohol is served and drinks are approx £3 per drink and the bar serves until 1030.
If there are enough people, we will be able to pay for a little buffet there. If there aren't enough people, we won't. We cannot bring our own food or drink.
They have consented to us putting a dungeon in.
However we will not be putting in all the PlaySpace kit in for a 2 hour party. If it goes to plan and we can stay later, we will make arrangements, accordingly. So get those tickets - we want a dungeon in a ball pit! How cool is that!
This is how you get to attend this one of a kind event:
Tickets are £20.00 and are going to be sold in advance, by paypal. This will give us a door list, as it is a private party.
Please memo @Play_Space
or @Ama_Sidero
for more information or to arrange for your ticket.
Enjoy, lovelies!
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Phew, it is manic. Too much to do, too little time!
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Well, easy come, easy go
Note to self: Ballbusting is not a good idea on a first public outing together.
However, I have added YET ANOTHER note to my profile saying I am Painful and expect obedience.
Geez, you woud think they would get it, as effing long and detailed as my profile is. |
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Wow, a year and half since a journal entry.
Still here....
Numbers and roger are still with me.
I've just taken on barbered - he's chatted to me almost every night for 3 years, so I decided he might as well be tortured and depersonified for his loyalty. I've taken him on for the calendar month first. I've got so little time at the moment that I may not be able to do him justice. There is no sense in taking on someone you just ignore.
I'm still looking Ive updated my profiles a bit on Informed Consent (my main website) and FL. It remains basically the same as this, though. I don't particularly want to look, but I do desire the permanence of someone who will stay with me. I would really like someone who I can make breathless. :-) |
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The CBT workshop was absolutely awesome. I learned some brilliantly erotically painful things I can't wait to try out! :-D
I think, personally, that I was concentrating so deeply and focussing so intently on what I was doing, that the nicest thing for roger was probably feeling my hot breath on his bits as I examined that my work was done properly. :-P Closest he's ever gotten to me being nice to it. Bless, my darling roger....
AND....I bought some toys which are absolutely epic and excruciating. However, I cannot post pics, as M376M will know which ones exactly I bought and for the moment he has only an idea of the type. Needless to say, those I bought are so awesomely cool I cannot wait to use them. Seriously. I am 100% impatient.
The rest? Ups & downs. Life goes on. I miss the boys and don't play enough. BDSM is seriously addictive and I've turned into a proper pervert. I count the hours until I have their warm bodies under my hands again and can blow softly onto their sweaty skin. I wish I could play casually, but there doesnt even seem to be enough local subs to even do that.
Oh well. I am happy with my boys and not a day goes by that I don't think how lucky I am that we found each other. It is over 2 years now for both of them. I suppose that means they are happy with me too. LOL
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Have a wonderful Christmas and New Years everyone. All the best.xxxxxx
Oh...PlaySpace parties resume January 6. :-)
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I am in the process of making a SURPRISE for the PlaySpace Birthday Party.
So far, we have....
a Fire Troupe
A performance of artistic dual suspension bondage - they suspend themselves kind of dancelike artistically (I need a marketing person. LOL)
a Living Birthday Cake...she was at my birthday and, TBH, drizzling melted chocolate, cream and then wiping it off her porcelain skin is soooooo hot. :-D
And now...
I'm working on ANOTHER surprise....several, in fact. And They are hawt, too.
I'm not telling till it is more arranged.
ner ner ner.
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I miss seeing my boys.
One month and I will have a week alone torturing 3, then a week with the others in the Sun, Sea, Sadism Road Trip.
There are three others going this time - another Domina, a sub who will do massages, reflexology, etc. and a house-slave. There is room for a lot more, but people need to see that such trips flow smoothly and people have fun. The last one went quite well.
TBH, the houseslave just wants to sleep in the cage all week. Who wouldn't! numbers loves his cage, bless his heart.
Not much else going on, really. I am now a qualified hypnotherapist and have had one major success with a phobia. Bless, she feels like she can accomplish anything now, and I am on top of the world about it. :-)
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I am knackered. PlaySpace on Friday night - Fxxxed Up in Birmingham on Saturday night, Birmingham Bizzaar Bazaar on Sunday and I am TIRED.
Top Drop will set in in a day or two, though....ugh. |
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Gosh....Has it been since New Year!
I only signed in because I got a message. "Please Dominate me" from a 19 year old in Surrey. Sigh (and looks sternly at the boy who evidently hadnt learned to read a profile yet). I might as well do a journal entry since I'm here.
PlaySpace is going well. We had our first rope workshop and people seemed to really enjoy it. The parties are fun - someone on IC said we should rename the club "The Perverted Pyromaniacs Paradise" because we are one of the few places that allows fireplay, so people take advantage of it. I think the name has quite a ring to it. LOL I love the people who come to PS, but I'm not sure about the scene-queen/organiser stuff. For someone who likes camouflage, watching and scoping things out, it's a bit too Hostess-front-and-centre for my taste. But I suppose it is good practice. And, I get to dispense hugs at the door. I DO like that part. Spread some lurrrvvveee....Before I hurt you. LOL Oh, the irony. :-D
We have started loaning the PlaySpace equipment to Pandemonia, a new Goth/Fetish night in Portsmouth. It is the last Friday of the month and Numbers and I DM there, too. It is interesting, but I'd rather dance than house domme, so I sneak away when I can. LOL
My hypnotherapy course is nearly finished. I do the last modules next week - I've done all the main coursework, these are just specialist modules like Pain in Childbirth, etc. Then, I just need to do all the written coursework and I shall be finished and qualified to practice. Ha. Shouldn't really say that, as one doesn't actually HAVE To be qualified to do it at all. But...if someone's gonna do it, they might as well do it right. :-)
That's about all that is going on really. Courses 7 days in a row (at least), parties to work everywhere. No time to play, really.
But..the Turkey Road Trip is coming up. 19 days this time!!! Another Domme is coming with her subbie for once. (hope that works out ok) so, that should be quite nice, I hope and it will be nice to get away.
Hope all is well with you, my lovelies.... play safe and stay good. :-) |
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Happy New Year my darlings!
May it bring all you wish for...
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Such a shame when people don't read profiles and you have to block them. Maybe there should be like a Blockee support group. But....then it is too late. Read the profiles and follow the instructions, you silly people. That is 4 I've blocked today. I'm starting to be heartless about it, because if you can't read a profile, you will be a waste of time. Ok, maybe not...but how else is someone supposed to filter the wheat from the chaff?
Christmas was ok. The Reading Munch was fab. I so needed that, and today I just love everyone again. LOL Ok, not everyone, but I feel much better for having spread a bit of lurve around and pulled some hair. :-D
New Years Eve is coming up. Nom Nom Nom. (I can hear the gulp from here, LOL)
I hate scheduling. I don't know when I'm going to see my boys. :-( They belong at my feet and I hate it when they aren't there. I hate not knowing when the next time will be.
Happy New Year, everyone. May it bring the fulfillment of all your dreams. Or at least one - don't be greedy!
Mwah.
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Well, it is in a lockup! Can't resist a good deal. LOL
And, it shall be at the party on Friday! And probably Pandemonia in Portsmouth on January 28, since we are doing their dungeon....
Party on! Firday will be here soon.
And...it's over a year since I've had my boys.
Mwah to you both.
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Oh dear..... I wanted a decent spanking bench for the club. For a bit more dosh, I got 5 other pieces of FETTERS equipment. Now....where in the WORLD am I going to STORE it! 8-O |
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I put my profile back up mainly because I nearly lost it. LOL Oh, how I do hate writing profiles.
We are snowed in - just like the rest of the country.
And...I need to write the newsletter to email out for the Masquerade Ball on the 19th....
What I really need is....... :-D |
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I've unhidden my profile. There wasn't really any reason to hide it anyway. I thought about redoing it, was all. I will leave it, because IF I were seriously looking, it would still be pertinent.
A lot has gone on.
The one-year anniversary of meeting my boys is come and gone, the one year anniversary of giving them their collars is coming up. We are still happy with each other and I feel lucky to have both M376M and rogerow in my life. :-)
3 and I went on the second Road Trip to the Sea in October. It was lovely. Everyone who signed up ages ago had forgotten about it, so we had the villa yet again to ourselves. It rained most of the time, but it was still wonderful.
Another Cruel Huntress Hunt has come and gone. Brilliant fun, as always.
I found a venue in the local area and since noone wanted it, 3 and I decided to give it a go. Sunday will be the 3rd party there. So far, it has covered the costs and everyone has had fun. I'm going to House Domme on Sunday. :-D
That's about it really. Nothing exciting really. :-). |
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Wow so much has happened and I've been so busy.
Another hunt - brilliant as always.
The 12th is the 1 year anniversary of when I met My playmates. I still feel very lucky.
I found a venue which noone seemed to want so decided to hold parties there. The first one went well and I seem to spend all of my time uberorganising everything. The next one is the 26 Sept, all day. Phew, we will be tired. LOL
Maybe I found a girl to play with. I wonder what happened to the girlies who were texting Me before I went on holiday.......I should delete their numbers, I suppose.... |
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The Hunt was awesome. I got a paintball gun for My birthday and the terror invoked by the red dot of the laser sight was soooooo worth it. :-D All of the Huntresses had guns this hunt so the poor prey hadn't a snowball's chance in hell. LOL
ST was wonderful. Man, my shoulder hurts so badly and I almost can't raise My arms. Basically, it was the Hunt from 12-6, being stuck in traffic to get home at 745 then leaving at 8 for ST in London, then playing until 3. If we take an hour for lunch and an hour for cigarette/drink breaks, that is 10 hours of play. No wonder My bloody arms hurt! LOL
This morning was Summer Solstice. My family went and we got some sleep, but not a lot. It was nice, though. I hope next year we can just go and spend the night and enjoy it.
ST is closing as they have lost the venue. I am so gutted. It was the best club I have ever been to and happened twice a month. I don't know where we are going to play now. :-(
Finding places to play is driving Me mad with frustration, actually. It isn't fair that Mine have to drive for hours to play somewhere. It just isn't right and it is a problem I am going in circles about trying to solve. I REALLY don't like problems I cant find a resolution to. It really pisses Me off, actually. LOL
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The weather is beautiful. My playmates are beautiful. The Hunt is Saturday, then ST (I will be knackered). Really, what more could a Girl want, except for more hours in the day to torture them.....
I am really lucky though - We met on Sept 12, 2009. Coming up to one year. :-)
It is frightening, though, the depth of feeling that bdsm brings out. Lovely, but frightening. A bit like standing in the middle of a lightning storm - you can feel the electricity all around you, the soothing rain, ecstatic but waiting to get hit by the bolt. LOL
I have no clue why this is purple. I have changed it 4 times now.....
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Ah, Turkey was a delight! I took M376M along as a bodyguard and he served so well for the two weeks, cooking, washing, doing repairs which I was supposed to do, installing appliances and, naturally, providing entertainment for a sadistic Mistress. However, he has made Me very fat from english breakfasts every morning, and shall be punished, I think!
He loved sleeping in his cage under the stairs every night, and I loved poking him through the bars with a pole every morning to wake him up! I thought two weeks was a long time to mate around and play, but actually, it passed before I knew it! The only annoying issues were waiting for deliveries and having to postpone play or going to the beach in case the doorbell went!
3, thank you for everything - I think I would keep you - if you were even Mine. LOL
I missed rogerow, though, and it is good to be able to communicate properly again. That is the only disadvantage of going away abroad! I am hoping that the FemDom weeks in October go ahead so we can all go en masse and have a great time! The thread about the FemDom Weeks are on IC)
So, catching up on stuff here after two weeks, I will be pretty busy - Also finding out I have been granted an extension on a final exam of a month - two weeks of which I was in Turkey. oops. LOL
anything else? Oh...I wonder if My lil South African friend has arrived home safely? And if I am ever going to be able to get My schedule sorted. :-)
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The next "The Cruel Huntress" Hunts are June 19 and August 14. Be sure you get your forms in if you wish to apply. If you don't kow what I'm talking about, Google is your friend.
Only about 24 hours and I am on my way!!!!! I'll be back in two weeks, but may check over the web. Who knows!
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The Cruel Huntress Hunt was Saturday. Yet another delightful day of play and good company. The weather was brilliant, the food good, excellent all around. It sounds great, doesn't it?
Well, from the "other side", it was running naked in terror, being shot with paintballs, pelted with eggs which had such incredibly tough shells they just bounced off (of the grass, too!), doused with buckets of water, put in a line-up and seen to by 6 Dommes with impact toys, sawing wood, being wrapped in pallet wrap and made to caterpillar to a certain point after being trampled....
Now you can see why I had such fun! *Evil laugh*
Thanks to the organisers and prey for making it such a brilliant day. I can't wait for the next one!
Saturday I am away for two weeks of torture.....
Also, I am organising a FemDom week in Sept/October in Turkey - please see the thread on www.informedconsent.co.uk under My profile there, Amazoniax
Have a great one while I am away. Be good and play safe! |
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Amsterdam was awesome! I had such a lovely time! Wasteland was very TG but since I like to dance anyway it was great. We will have to go back! |
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I am off tomorrow for a weekend of perversion, debauchery and general partying in Amsterdam with a load of other perverts! Should be interesting, to say the least! |
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I feel like absolute rubbish. That is an understatement. |
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OOOHHHH!!!! And today is....
The 6 month anniversary of meeting My painsluts. Though it probably shouldn't "technically" be the anniversary, since it was just meeting them.....oh well, several anniversaries - first meeting (shooting them with a paintball gun and torturing them), first private meeting, first playsession, first making them officially My playmates.....
Happy anniversary, boys! You make Me very happy and I am very proud to be your Mistress, PlayMistress, Leashholder, or whatever undefined thing I am.
Thank you for your bodies. Mwah |
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OMG....it is Friday and I have no plans this weekend for inflicting pain, pervery or general debauchery. I keep telling Myself that I know it is wrong to feel deprived and I am just spoiled. LOL If anyone tells you that BDSM is not addictive - they are lieing to you! hahaha
*goes away muttering* I WILL NOT look at the IC events list. I WILL NOT look at the IC events list. I WILL NOT look at the IC events list........ |
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Willpower. Recently there has been a lot of conversation about "willpower" as I have tried to quit smoking. There are threads on other sites about willpower and Dominance and Someone recently said to Me that a Dominant should have enough "self control" to have the willpower to stop smoking . Naturally, this willpower would extend to other things. This is My view on "willpower".
I have willpower. I also do what I want to. If I WANT to stop something, I am perfectly capable of doing it. However, if I cannot justify in My own mind WHY I should stop and am prepared to accept the consequences of NOT stopping, and choose to continue, that is not a lack of willpower, that is a conscious decision, not a lack of control.
"Lack of willpower" is an excuse people use to get out of accepting the responsibility for their own decisions. Like, "oh, I was drunk when I did that.", or "oh, I was only joking!" when saying something particularly cruel.
Sometimes using the "lack of willpower" clause is an easy way to avoid a long conversation about something, as it is easily accepted. And, I suppose "lack of willpower" is much nicer sounding than, "I choose to make the wrong decision".
Maybe a person regrets the wrong decicions they make. Ill health eventually occurs, etc. But, you know what? In the moment I decide "not to have any willpower", I am exercising My free will and right as a being to do something that I WANT TO DO. I know the consequences (although I may predict them wrong) and choose to do it. At that moment, the choice is I make is worth any conequences which may occur.
And, I am not ashamed to admit that I want to do it. But, I suppose, the guilt from doing it is NOT from the lack of willpower you had, but wondering if your decision was indeed worth the consequences. |
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Club Naughty was great, as always. The Domme Drop has struck though, and I am bloody miserable.
But in the end, does it really matter? Not really, I suppose. |
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Club Black Whip was very nice! Lovely lovely people, lots of welts and great fun.
I replaced My scales, though, and have found that all of this going out and drinking Smirnoff Ice has taken it toll. uh oh....must bring up the motivation to get back to the gym. ugh and double ugh.
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The six month anniversary of meeting My painsluts is coming up on the 7th. Mwah, sweeties (and pain, of course!) It doesn't seem like 6 months - actually, that is a long time, in comparison to how short it feels. LOL I am so glad W/we met, and, you have to admit, I choose well. :-)
I had such a lovely weekend at Badlands and Consensual Kink. It was odd, though. Difficult to pinpoint why, really. I played with another fem at the request of her partner - I don't usually play with strangers. Had to tolerate some vanilla wanker putting his hand on My ass without being able to REALLY hurt him. Oh, yeah, actually, I did hurt him anyway. roflmao - batted My eyelashes and asked if he wanted Me to bite his neck, but that I am brutal. Stupid stupid boy and what a crybaby. *laughing* He should have kept his hands to himself.
I did note, though, that people, in general, aren't very nice. I have absolutely no interest in someone who makes derogatory comments about other people, and that seemed to be the norm over the weekend, with most of the strangers I spoke to. Very very bad energy, that.
Luckily, there were friends of My painslut there with extremely good karma, so they balanced out the Universe somewhat. :-) And some of the other people I met were nice.
Not a lot to report otherwise, really. The weather is improving, so I keep thinking it will be warm enough to go and roam the woods soon. The next Cruel Huntress hunt is being planned and I am hoping and praying it won't be the weekends we will be away. I will be absolutely gutted.
I am really tired, though. I think I am burining Myself out a little with the constant partying. But it is necessary when you don't have a place to play - you just search for places with dungeons! And, the more you play, the more you want to play and the more you NEED to play. It is really an addiction. (but don't tell!) It is too bad Im getting a bit old - I would prodomme just to have a flat local to play with Mine in. ah...no, I probably wouldn't. But it's a nice idea. hahaha |
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Well, whether it is Domme Drop.....or a specific thing, I feel really down.
But....writing it here for public consumption? I think NOT! hahaha.
This journal is for general things....not the innermost workings of Me. LOL
Sometimes I wonder, though, why things have to be so complicated. But I suppose that is just Me stamping My foot at not getting what I want. LOL |
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Today is My second day of not smoking...and man am I crabby! Yesterday I cheated just a tiny bit to clear the cough....today I have been very good......
However....the journal entry is a hint - please don't send any of the assinine emails. And those of you who email every six months....don't bother...
No parties until the end of the month, unless Clubnaughty.co.uk does a short notice fetish party.....otherwise, nothing until Badlands and consensual kink, and Im not even sure about those.....Too far away to be counting down! |
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DDD was very nice....more people turned up! The pub was quiet and the music lower, so it did turn into rather more of a munch-like event rather than dancing.... Thanks to those who attended - it was lovely to meet you and we hope you come again! Actually, it did turn into rather a piss-up, didn't it? LOL
We think we will possibly hold them on a Saturday henceforth. First, because the ambience of an empty pub isnt really appealing (though GG & I thought it was great for dancing, lol), and just the general atmosphere will be better. It will be louder, but it isn't intended as a munch, but a general hoolie!!! |
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That is the problem when you go out.....you go through withdrawals when you don't. LOL Luckily, Dommes Do Dancing is Friday in Reading, so that will help! (pm if you want info!)
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OK.....I am officially knackered!!!
Thank you, Mine, for an absolutely amazing and brilliant time.......!!!!!
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I am knackered.
Crimson was Saturday. I had a brilliant time but didn't sleep at all.
Tomorrow night is Pedestal (hurrah!) and Friday is Badlands in Bournemouth (hurrah).
Saturday should be ST, but liz doesnt want to go......It might not be a bad thing, considering I will probably be dead. But...will still probably try to find a lift...even if I won't have anyone to play with! |
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What a lovely day I had today! Busy, but lovely. Sometimes I think the Fates have been so kind to Me.
Domme drop hasn't hit yet....probably about Wednesday - just to last til Crimson on Friday!. Isn't there a place to get a quick fix? Like a torture drive-through? WEG
DDD was....well, that pub which is so quiet? Evidently it was because uni was out and it was absolutely jam packed! If anyone turned up besides those GG & I already knew, we never found them. LOL Better planning is necessary, I think! |
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Club Naughty was awesome. As always!!! The time always goes by so quickly when One is having fun!
Tonite is Dommes Do Dancing in Reading - there should be a slightly larger turnout (still not many, but hey, it is only the second one).
The end of the month will be manic - pedestal, badlands, then ST.....I hope I survive it!
All in all, fantastic after the total dry run over the holidays........lovely to see and torture My bodies again, and a New Year begun. Mwah! |
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Life's Motos:
Put a smile on your face and get on with it.
Negativity is a waste of good energy.
If you don't like it, change it. Otherwise, shut the fuck up about it.
There is always something positive in everything - just need to find it.
Depend on yourself - they are the only person sure to be there. LOL
hmmm....I know there are more...shall have to add them when I remember them.
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HAPPY NEW YEAR.
I have lost My phone. Someone has evidently used it (hopefully not to phone their aunt in Russia, as not all the calls have come through yet), so it is unlikely to be returned.
The mere fact that I CAN'T text is doing My head in. What if someone NEEDS Me?
Point is....I won't have your number anymore. Pls send Me a txt at the end of the week so I have it again....and HAPPY NEW YEARS....I would have replied to your texts if I could have.
ST was lovely, as always. They do always outdo themselves.
NY dinner was nice. 3 was so lovely and cooked nearly the entire thing (evidently My comments of how crap a cook I am were taken to heart, LOL). Bless, but I really do NOT invite people to dinner so they can cook. HAHA how embarressing. *kiss to 3*
The company was brilliant. ST first, recutting My name on 3 and loaning him out (think he should be rented, personally), coming home and staying up til 7am with 3 & Goddess Gienta just chatting, a nap, then cooking (er..helping 3), a walk in the woods (twice! I would live in the woods. LOL), dinner with loads of lovely people....Overall, it was a really lovely day. Thank you. |
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One and one half days........then New Years Eve.....
Out with My lovely lizzie,
My Hands on 3,
Introducing a new friend to her first party ,
Possibly introducing a new DommeFriend to the venue (if there are still tickets)....
Then NY Dinner with the lovelies....
I do still truly think 2010 will be the best year of My life......
kisses for Mine.......Happy New Year to everyone else. |
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The thought occured to Me....
All these Dommes turn sub to Dommes....It happens all the time here. Now, I can fully understand that, because obviously a Domme will know exactly what a Domme needs..
But...why is it that Dom's never sub to Dom's??????? |
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Merry Christmas, everyone! May 2010 be your best year ever!!!!!
Christmas Mwah's under Mistletoe......
Mz Amazonia |
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Winter Solstice at Stonehenge was absolutely brilliant - the fulfillment of a life's dream, to attend a Solstice.
Finally getting to see Depeche Mode in concert was another (the last concerts I had tickets for were cancelled).
It seems a lot of life's dreams have been being fulfilled lately. Karma is indeed kind to Me, and I am very, very lucky.
2010 may be one of the best years of My life.
On the other hand, I will probably have Domme Drop tomorrow and will be moaning here. hahaha
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is organising "Dommes Do Dancing" nights with Gienta. *laughing* |
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The party at naughtygirls was FAB! small enough to be intimate and cosy, large enough to be interesting.
Violet wand, needlework practice and good company. It was great to meet new people and hang with people I already know.
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let's see....what is new......
I have been gifted a hypnoslave by an old Friend. Seems interesting, but what exactly does One *do* with an unfamiliar long-distance hypnoslave except make him crave food he doesn't like? I shall have to think on that one! (I know the obvious control & devotion options, but I don't need a trance for that, lol ) He seems to think I am a Dark Angel. I quite like that! :-)
Friday is partynight at clubnaughty! Hurray! "3" at My mercy (not) again. lol *adds "cheese grater" to shopping list* There seem to be a few people I know going, and O/others who I "sort of" know, so it should be a good night! Must remember to take needles!! And see what is with the VW since it didn't start back up when I unplugged it the last time. Hint....buy your VW's here so you don't need a stack of adaptors while you are using it!!! I only hope that is where the problem lies. :-)
Next week will be here eventually, though it seems to be taking a very long time. lol I am going to sneak up to London pervy shopping for Christmas! hurray!
ST is coming up....New Years'.......
Next subhunt is being planned for 2010. How exciting!
All in all, I am a very, very lucky Domme. Mwah, My lovely little lovelies, F/friends and unidentifiable inbetweenies.....
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ST was brilliant as always......I just *never* want to go home. period. lol
small tip for the subbies though......If you bring a leash with a choke chain, you can indeed expect to be throttled for half the night. It is just too irresistable not to. *G* |
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Pedestal was very nice!
A bit crowded for My taste, but the Trampling was awesome. LOL Good range of equipment, multiple rooms and activities.
Very very good! Highly recommended, especially for those subs who have no experience - The number of subs who simply approached a woman, offered a foot massage and were told yes or no.....Much more practical than coming up with a clever line. lol
A bit busy for hard play (I am distractable, lol) and a bit crowded for My flogging backswing. *G*.....but an epic danceroom...good equipment and ever so lovely people!!!
All in all, a good night, though I see I shall have to find some dance slaves to allow rest time for My lovelies. *laughs*..... |
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I am so megafucking pissed off. Nuclear warhead pissed off.
gods, give Me some patience before I go out tonite........
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:-( :-( :-(
I'm going someplace dark and going to sleep...... |
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Ah, such a brilliant evening......absolutely indescribable....liz in confinement being tormented and "3" writhing and begging for more.
*smiles sweetly*
mwah, lovelies, for a wonderful night.
(still not understanding why everyone burst out laughing when I said I was repressed...) LOL *I * think I am quite subdued. hmph. I think *they* dread to think. *laughs*
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I wanna roll with him. A hard pair we will be!
A little gambling is fun when you’re with me! ( I love it)
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun...
And, baby, when it’s love, if its not rough, it isn’t fun!
(lady gaga - pokerface)
20 minutes and off to ST to torment My lovely lovey bodies...........yummmmmm
*twirling round room, tornado mode* |
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2 days and counting down, till I get My hands on a body in a place where noise doesn't count. *laughs* |
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Don't you hate it when you look at the "Who's Viewing Me" and the male subbies have a nicer butt than You? hahahahaha
And then 30 seconds after posting that, all the cute femsubs viewed. Thanks, sweeties. lol |
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AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Just as well, really......
I'm dangerous when I'm like this.
*laughing* |
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The party was brilliant! The dungeon was in an entirely different section of the house, so it was fine! Other than a steady flow of obvously non bdsmer's comments, "man, I could feel that from here.....ooh...that's gotta hurt".......hahahahaha |
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""You have truely read me like a book from the start. You actually frighten me."
doh....of course. It that is after one playdate, pet, think of things to come. In fact, I know you are going to read this journal entry and be petrified. *smiles*
Please note "false sense of security" in profile!
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hmmmm.....What to wear, what to wear.....
New venue, normally *ahem* "erotic parties", but once a month Fetish...... casual & thigh high boots......or Full Domina? Prolly Full Domina....will put off any ideas of groping...lol |
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f**k.....write Domme Drop in a journal and all the Dom's swoop like vultures.....
don't even try it, is My advice...I am NOT in the mood! |
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has Domme drop...........
*puts in headphones, DM on full volume, closes eyes & goes off* |
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""Just for Me
Let Me see you
Stripped down to the bone
Let Me hear you speaking
Just for Me
Let Me see you
Stripped down to the bone
Let Me hear you crying
Just for Me""
Depeche Mode" - stripped" , "Black Celebration",
http://www.lala.com/#album/360569445170941022 |
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The sub-hunt was fab, yet again! Even with an extra hour of time, it was simply too short!
My arm hurts from flogging and caning, my legs hurt from sneakily climbing through the brush in search of prey, and My bum hurts, I suppose from bending down over captured bodies for torture. I need some pampering!
It was so lovely - shame to have to wait until Spring for the next one! |
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the subhunt, the subhunt, the subhunt.....
All packed, ready to go, yum yum yum. Now just to wait for 2 hours for the pickup for the drive there...... sigh
Patience is *not* one of My virtues. Oh....do I have more than one? Probably not. Actually, I can't think of what the "one" would be either. mwah hah hah |
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subhunt tomorrow! Oh, be still My beating heart!!!
Went to the fireworks tonite - I had forgotten just how beautiful they are and how much I love them. Not many things give Me goosebumps! lol |
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I will need to repack My toybag as it is packed for the subhunt on Saturday. The last of the year, and I am *so* looking forward to it! |
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boys, what part of LOCAL is unclear to you?
If I phone and say...W/we fancy going out to a pub tonite - do you want to come? Are you REALLY going to jump on the train from London or drive 4 hours from the North?.....how are you going to get back when the trains stop? Or are you just going to stay for 45 minutes then get on the last one? Are you going to drive back? DOH It sounds like a pain in the neck, to Me..... for going out to the pub or dancing. lol
STOP AND THINK. BE SENSIBLE. It certainly doesn't look very sensible or well thought out to Me - even if you DO say you can relocate. |
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OK.....just a quick thought....
What is with all the ass shots in the profiles? Just a quick word of advice, boys....not many Dommes want a view of your hairy ass......
Why in the World would you think it was a good idea? |
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The needles are on their way.......... *grin*
I have ordered even more....just to have some reserves!! |
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The party was LOVELY! I am so looking forward to many more there.....
It was a bit strange, though.....most of the Gurls had never met a Domme before. It was a bit surreal to be in an environment so obvously fetish but not bdsm.....
Oh well.....I'm sure they will come around to the Dark Side. *grin*
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ahh......1 1/2 hours away from visiting the new daytime "club". W/we won't be able to stay as long as W/we would probably like, as there is still F/family stuff to do this afternoon. It is a bit odd, though, going in the daytime, seeming entirely at odds with gettting ready to go out on a Saturday night. They do have bar there though, and there is *never* a bad time to go dancing, is there!!!!
Otherwise.....no further details......except My toybag is packed in preparation for the subhunt. It can't come soon enough! I will take it today to make sure I have everything I need :-) |
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I was asked....why no face pics.....
here's why..."sometimes I have face pics........but I don't leave them up. I am actually quite ugly, looking like a 48 year old wrinkled suburban housewife. :-) It would be quite daft to leave it up and ruin the delusion, don't you think?" |
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date for the next sub hunt is set....yummmmmm Can't wait......
What is it with the admirers? It isn't like I'm so utterly charming. lol There are a lot of better pics to wank to. Hmmm..... Anyway...at least there *are* some people who have actually *spoken* to Me or met Me there...at least they have an inkling of what they admire. hahahaha Otherwise....I don't really get the point at all. |
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so.....I seem to be drawing a lot of Switches and Doms who take offense to My abruptness in My profile.
I wonder how many emails *they* get with one liners like, "will You lick my pussy?" or "will you use your strapon up my virgin ass"? Somehow I think most females who contact them will not be quite so crude. :-)
So....you very offended people, have some common sense. you find an email notification, take the time to sign in here to retrieve it, find it is some crude wanker bullshit, sign out, and you have placed yourself on the top of the list for the trolls to hit again, starting the cycle again for the umpteenth time that day.
For anyone else reading it.....maybe take the hint - try writing something interesting in your emails.....something about yourself, for example. I *am* always interested in witty and intelligent conversation.
If you are only interested in finding Someone, please don't bother. I really am not into random chats with strangers. I have met some incredibly lovely people that way, but don't have the time at the moment. I come here to maintain contact with friends.
And why don't you all follow the old rule..."If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all." :-) Write Me off as a bitch and leave Me alone. :-) |
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Come on, boys, keep the one liners coming!!!!!
The first series of emails have been blocked.
This is My cunning plan, as I know you idiots send constant repeat messages.....here, kitty kitty........It's called TROLL BAIT. |
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Life.....should be lived as though W/we are going to die tomorrow. :-)
Nearly forgot! SUB-Hunting tomorrow.....bang bang bang.......hurray!!!!!! |
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There has been some question as to how "Poly" works.....
It is indeed a bit hypocritical as I am Poly (being married and having a slave, in addidition, is such, by default). However, I am a very selfish Mistress, and generally will not even consider married subs/slaves. I do honestly believe they already *have* a Mistress, don't they? :-)
This is My character.....it does not necessarily reflect the beliefs of any other Dominant:
Love (change to "duty of care" if you don't like the "L" word) is the only thing you have more of, the more you give it away. :-) That being said.....that Duty of care is for a pet....a property. I love My cats.....and take care of them. It is not an equal relationship. Some people do not seem to understand the dynamic of TPE. :-)
Humans are not designed to be monogomous. Otherwise there would be no divorce. I do not *do* casual relationships, just as I do not *play* with anyone I don't own. However, someone who insists on monogamy is wanting to "own" Me. Sorry.....I am Me....noone dictates what I do. Ever. I consider it to be based in insecurity and jealousy to want Someone "to yourself". Needy. I do understand that people want someone to cuddle every night. I suppose that is why they find all the men with 2nd & 3rd families. lol Women must be smarter if They haven't made it into the newspapers. hahahaha
Lastly.....when you get married, do you stop loving your family? Of course not. The partner is accepted into your family. Actually, that analogy is quite good, as it works about the same way..
Thus ends the "world according to Ama". There will always be some people who consider Poly to be immoral, "cheating" or just "wanting a bit on the side". Perhaps the difference is the openness of it - Everyone knows, there are no lies, there is honesty. There is acceptance and friendship between the "family members", if only for the Mistresses sake. How many vanilla relationships can say the same?
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It is only a short time to go until the sub-hunt....ah, a day of shooting naked subbies with a paintball gun.....be still My heart! I might even have a photo to post! |
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so....the task is......find a string bracelet, one that is able to be snipped off with scissors. report to Me with cam and superglue. It is to serve as a reminder of your place - constant and visual. So....how many could *actually* be bothered to go to the effort? Ask yourselves...and maybe actually *try* it out. Would you really go to the effort? Or is it just more fun to sit and chat and play pretend? |
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| Age: 23 |
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