NOT owned..

To all Masters here...i am not at all interested in becoming a submissive WIFE...i am interested in true and complete slavery with no vanilla side and no way out. Please take this into account...i am putting my picture on the market for a true Owner(s).

i am new here but not to BDSM and slavery...at least, let say that i have some basic experience, enough to know what i want and to look for the place where i belong and where i should already be in since some time.

i am alena, 19, 5' 4" height, 106lbs....small breast. i am extremely submissive and masochist and i cannot function without having someone behind me to control me and decide for me what is right and what is wrong and what use i should have in this world. i left school last years before finishing my year as i felt that i was going on the wrong way with my life and that there was no point in getting a diploma when you know you belong to slavery and that your real place belong at the end of someone leash. The best education i could receive in order to be able to make my existence useful and purposeful can only come from someone that would have a use for me and that would train and keep me for this use. For the last year i have explored the lifestyle, online at first and then real time alone and also with another girl who was just like me, looking for her place in life. i have not experienced real and complete slavery yet (otherwise i would probably not be here to look for an owner) but i have had several small experiences with dominant boyfriends and with an older dominant couple who were already owning their own bitch property.

For the last years it is like i was living in two different worlds ( the society and the lifestyle) without being able to really identify myself in neither one of them since one world was preventing me to fully embark in the other world...i am tired of this life which lead nowhere and where nothing can be real but just pretending and playing. i am tired of being a little slut for the local boys and to be let down for another little local slut because she has bigger breast than mine or because she is a better fuck than i am. i really need to be owned completely by someone who would give me a purpose in life. i need someone to govern me entirely, someone who show me the way, no matter how low or debasing it might be...someone who provide the training and keeping but who also has no tolerance for any deviation from his rules, expectations and needs. i feel that it is really time for me to settle down for the one world i know i belong too and this world is not the society...i have no point or interest in returning in school, in getting a job or career and in having a vanilla life at all. Life sucks...and i want to be out of it completely. i am looking for a real owner, whether it is a Master, a Mistress or a Dominant couple to take me in as their slave and property for the rest of my existence. i am looking for an existence in the extremes...for someone capable of breaking me past any limits...for someone sadistic who have no consideration for my feelings, thoughts and objections. i am looking for a real and complete ownership with no escape, no release and no contact with the outside world...just slavery 24/7/365. The kind of owner who maintain their slave permanently isolated, caged, chained...who get her out to use and to make her suffer to then put her back in her cage or cell till the next time she would be needed. i am seeking real slavery where the owner is GOD to the slave and where the slave is just a worthless "it" reduced into an existence of services and use in the most debasing, degrading and suffering ways. i am seeking an existence of complete dependence on an owner who would work me down until i am no more than a nothing, a worthless animal whose use, abuse and services does not entitle her to any rewards or privilege. i am actually quite far from being there right now but this is what i want and the level of complete slavery i want to reach and be kept for the rest of my life. This is why i am looking for a serious but severe, cruel and extreme owner to take me in and to lead me to this state and level of slavery....the kind of owner who has no respect or compassion for a slave and who has no problem in using its slave in the most deprave, cruel and decadent ways, physically and emotionally to then require of her that she worship him in gratitude as her sole GOD and way of earning the privilege of being allow to breath for another day...

i am looking for a level of slavery which i cannot say that i am ready for actually but what i can say is that i am ready to go for it and this without looking back. Once in the hand of my owner, then no matter how hard it will be physically and emotionally, i understand that i will have no choice but to accept my destiny and all that come with it that my owner want me to do and become...and to follow his lead on a path down to no identity, no humanity, no right but to an existence as a worthless "it" whose mind would not anymore handle anything in human terms and whose mental abilities would be reduced to the one of the dog which revolve around being used and earning its next meal.

i presently am not going to school (i am finished with school) and i don't work either. i am living my my older sister and his husband and their 2 children. i am free to leave at any time and to relocate anywhere. They would not look for me, as they are somewhat eager to see me leaving as they find me too much weird for them and for their children. In all...i need a new home and i have no doubt that if there is a home for me somewhere, then it is in complete slavery without possibilities for any release ever. Of course i have limits in the sense that there is many things i really don't like to have done to me or to be forced to do and that there is also many things that my actual physical and emotional condition cannot accept to handle or overcome or things that are too much disgusting or humiliating to accept but at the same time i am aware that a slave is nothing but a low life property and that her rank does not entitle her to put any sort of limits on her owner. She should be grateful that she has a use to him no matter what she has to do and suffer for it and no matter how low she has to go in order to be able to meet her owner's desires and needs. This is what slavery is and what slaves exist for...this is what i want to become..

Please: only serious owner who are into this level of true slavery. i am not looking for being a submissibe partner or anything else than a real and complete and permanently owned slave. i am looking to be collared for life, broken and rebuild into my owner no limit, no escape, no freedom slave.