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WARRIOR TILL MY LAST BREATH. May I die with honor, and without fear or regret for whom I serve. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FEqMNVBkewQ If you think I will kneel JUST because YOU are female, you are mistaken, that takes trust, and that trust MUST be earned. Trust is earned thru time, interest, and friendship. I am a prize, a rare treasure. The choise to kneel is mine, after that commitment, my will, is layed aside, and all that matters, is to obey. Humiliation, is a hard limit. I am a sub of value and grace. Humiliation devalues the sub, taking away value that belongs to the Domme.
You need to know, the Martial arts, come before anything else in my life. I have spent almost 30 years of my life following this path, I am a warrior, and an Alpha. While everything else, has crumbled, faded with age, or died, the martial arts, has remained a constant, keeping me from being lost.
Im not here for sex, kinky, or any other kind. I am on a trip, to find out who I am in life, not just in the lifestyle.
Most Domme's Ive spoke with on here, dont even MAKE it to first base with me, because it dosent take long for me to find out who has a caring heart, and those who do not. Its all about the friendship, and trust, with out that, its just B.S. So I guess friendship, is what Im here for.
If you havent read my journal to see what your dealing with, please do. Most of all, I want to be loved, and needed. Pic avl, just ask.

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1/26/2012 2:16:54 AM

Im giving up.

3/28/2011 8:16:33 PM

I have come to the realization that most people, who call them selfs friends  do not have within them honor, loyalty, or respect for others. Most seem to have the attitude, what can I get from this person, or how can I take advantage of them, and then kick them to the curb once they have what they want. I am sick of all the two faced liars who just want to play games instead of developing a real friendship based on mutual trust and respect. From now on, anyone who wants my trust, and friendship will have to earn it. I also understand by saying that, I have just eliminated myself from 99% of the members here, and thats ok because the other 1%, are worth their weight in gold!!! You who are reading this right now, dont need to answer to anyone but yourself, but ask yourself, am I real, or just a two faced user. Only you can answer that. 

3/2/2011 8:07:48 PM

I have come to realize in life each of us live by a code, a set of rules put in place because of our experience's in life. To me, it is PERSONAL honor, loyalty, and self respect. The value of an individuals life can only be measured by their own scale, to use anyone else's scale will never reveal the true value of another's life.  So as I walk threw this life, I learn from my mistakes, and the mistakes of others. I take the lessons that are useful, and discard the rest. People come, and go in our life. They will serve one of two roles, that of student, or that of teacher. It is up to us, to learn, and accept, which role they/we will fill. 

5/3/2010 8:15:14 PM
   My best friend, and mentor, died today. thats 3 people close to me in 6 weeks. At this point, im just lost. 
4/13/2010 8:48:56 PM
    A close family member died this weekend.  Im very depressed at this point, so much for taking life by the horns. Right now, I just feel tired, and beaten :-(
2/28/2010 12:03:06 AM
   My Martial arts brother, has been layed to rest. It will be sometime, before im back to myself. Those who wish to msg, may do so, but understand, right now, Im really in no condition for anything other then friendship. This will take time to heal, if your in a hurry, then just leave me be.