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Pan Female Submissive, 45,  Surrey, United Kingdom
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By MystressElaine? but read the rest of the profile :)

Maybe its time for an update :),

Im an average lass with an amazing life,yet missing her final piece of the puzzle. I need a Dominant male in my life.

I could go on and on and on like all the other profiles here, but whats the point. Ask me questions and im happy to answer.

Oh and any one reading this can see i cant spell (got to love spell check)











 Submissive Female


 United Kingdom

 5' 3"






Actively Seeking:

Dominant Male


 Lives For:



 Blindfolds (Beginner)

 Bondage (Beginner)

 Breast Play (Beginner)

 Collars (Beginner)

 Corsetry (Beginner)

 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Rear End Play (Beginner)

 Erotic touch


 Gas Masks

 Hair Pulling


 Masks (Wearing)

 Rubber Fetish



 Canes and Crops (Beginner)

 Electrical Play (Beginner)

 Enemas (Beginner)

 Exhibitionism (Beginner)

 Genital Punishment (Beginner)



 Masks on Partner

 Medical fetish play

 Clothing Selection

 Public Play

 Role Playing


 Vacuum Stimulation






 Curious About:

 Begging (Beginner)

 Cages (Beginner)


 Obedience Training

 Orgasm Control

 Maid / Butler Service

 Outdoor Bondage

 Plastic Wrap Bondage

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay (Beginner)

 Sensory Play


 Speech Restrictions


 Suspension Bondage



 Being Massaged

 Sensation Play


 Massage (Giving)

 Hard Limits:

 Domestic Service

 Erotic Hypnosis

 Fire Play

 Foot Worship

 Housework Service

 Modern Primitivism


 Wax Play

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Journal Entries:
8/16/2014 12:23:09 PM
and yet again i return to the land of now named Collarspace
has been a while since i was last here and yet again have been let down lol
hey that's part of life i hear you say hmmm not convinced   i believe there is a partner out there for every one    im yet to find him 
so here to chat and  say hi to old and new friends  
good luck everyone x

7/16/2013 4:10:44 AM

Im back here looking and observing yet again :)

I love to read profiles they do make me giggle so

Email me with respect!!!!!!!!!!

Hey Dom's that's a 2 way street

what ever happened to the art of conversation ?????? expressing ones self through words, looks and actions

and yes Doms please do I reallllllly needs to see a picture of your naked chest and parts and that should be shared in a person not

ok random rant done



4/9/2012 2:23:39 PM

Hi CM land

Beeeeen a long time since ive sat here and written anything :)  but here goes.

I gave up on this site last year :( sad but true, ive been searching for something and wasnt finding it here .   So i decided maybe i need a nilla man in my life, so yes joined a nilla daiting site( ok i can hear you all shouting at me from here) but the wait.  Started chatting to a young man and would you adam and eve it    hes on this site    just goes to show, find ppl in the strangest of places. So maybe ill just stay here to keep in contact with friends


7/15/2011 12:19:16 AM

There is always that one person in your life   that makes your heart flutter when they walk in a room, keeps you safe and wipes the tear from your eye when sad.

The person you breath for, they call it a soul mate  and this may come in many forms.

You may even be lucky enough to find this, so if you do treasure it with all your soul

1/19/2011 12:37:10 PM

Just want to be happy and wanted :(

9/23/2010 2:36:07 PM
Is what i seek so difficult?  i wonder? so i have a Mistress,so i have a not so vanilla Job lol, So i would have to be shared. Are these things bad? all these questions . Im an average lass looking for the final piece to my puzzle. I really didnt think it would be this hard. Maybe im wrong(wouldnt be the first time and sure as hell wont be the last time)

Well if any one has any answers to my question    answers on a postcard please :)
rant over for this week.

8/23/2010 2:10:25 PM
hey life throws you a curve ball every so often. You think everything is on the down then POW something/someone comes along and makes you think!!!!!!!! Yep the moral of the story children is when you least expect it  it bits you on the bum:)

7/11/2010 1:13:17 PM
its funny how life treats you, and how age become apparent. My father had a heart attack last week and makes you realise your own mortality, and to appreciate your own life and to learn to live it to the full. So going forward i will live for me and my needs(what ever shape they take). So a new pickles is now out there.

7/2/2010 1:45:32 PM
Good evening :)
Please do not send me a friend request unless we have spoken.  Im not going to add to your long list of friends that you never speak to. Im very selective.(and so is my Mistress).

6/28/2010 4:39:54 AM
its been a while since i have written, but alas im here today to moan.(and not in a good way)
Please explain to me why men feel the need to place pictures of thier penis on thier profile. Im a submissive and require the knowledge and power that is held in thier brain. Come on guys use the gift that god gave you imagination. That will where u meet the sub that best serves you.

1/8/2010 5:52:14 AM
Well here is to the new year cheers:) Where am i at this time in my life. Well here goes. I have the most amazing life and family now. What more could a girl want? well this girl wants a little more , She needs a male Dom in her life to complete it. I have been thinking about this for a while now and know to fulfil my kink i need a Male Dom to work with my Mistress(to start) to take me further.  So here starts the search. wish me luck x

5/11/2009 11:28:31 PM
OMG tomorrow is the DAY  i officially get old  yep its happened i turn 40. Please someone explain why do i feel so bad about it, and why does it fill me with dread....... answers on a postcard.

5/10/2009 6:30:12 AM
Afternoon Everyone,
Its been a while again since i last wrote a journal and felt an urge to write today. OMG im fourty this week and ive never dreaded anything as much as i have this.  Why do i feel this way. My daughter made a coment which underlined it even more to me. I in passing the other day said i needed a new pair of track pants for doing the chores in (im a heal and pencil skirt gal in the working week) OMG you would have thought i wanted to kill someone or something by the reaction i received. In very plain english i was told now im turning 40 i cant wear track pants and have to learn to dress age appropriate   jeez   talk about hitting a person when they are down.  So tell me does life really start at 40  or are they all lies to make us feel better about getting old ????????

3/29/2009 1:44:28 PM
ok its been a while since i was last here      
but here we go
OMG i have the most amazing life
i have a sub i have a Mistress and least but surley not last i have vikki
i would like everyone to walk in my shoes for just one day to know and understand how things can truely work
just over a year ago i was hanging up my stockings and going nilla   phew   how pleased am i    i didnt   im owned by the most stunning and sensual women ive ever met and i have a great sub, and then there is vikki   there are not enough words to describe this women, she is kind, gentle, loveing and cheeky, all ive ever dreamt off . To Mistress and vikki, this goes to you    I LOVE AND DESIRE both of you so much and my heart is yours for ever.   Your Minnie

12/28/2008 1:16:37 AM
Good Morning everyone,
Today is my day, I recieve my collar from MytressElaine. Its been an amazing journey of discovery and more to come. This last year has been the most incredible one in my life. Back in march i was about to turn my back on this life and leave it as a dream, then i got this email, from the most stunning women i had ever seen and from that day my life changed. I walked into a resturant a scared nervous very un fem girl. The ugly duckling and have walked out a swan. The impact on my life by Mistress and vikki has been more than i ever dreamed of.I love them both so very much and now cant imagine life without them. I thank you CM for bringing me home to the feet of my Mistress a place i know in my heart i will always belong,  So yes ladies and gentlemen CM really does work, never give up on your dreams for one day they will become reality. So as i sit in my bedroom getting ready for my life altering day, i know today one of you will meet the person of your dreams and life you have always known you should have. I will have a smile on my face and warm heart in my chest, knowing that you will now imbarck on a wonderful journey, and one that challenges and inlightens you.
Today i get to change my profile from under consideration to owned , i mean how amazing is that.

12/11/2008 6:18:17 AM
Yes its been a while since i updated my journal. So here goes.
Its been an amazing year so far, i meet my Mistress and yes i will recieve my collar at the end of december. What can i say i have the most amazing women in my life and i cant imagine it with out her now. She has turned me in to a totally different person and taken me to new amazing and wonderful places. And lets not forget her maid vikki(now there is a cheeky girl) and i wouldnt change that for all the tea in china. I love them both dearly and thank the day i meet them.
So i will be an owned sub at the end of the month YAYAYAYAYAY.
So what else has been happening, well im not sure is any of you have seen my alter ego(EmmaTheGoverness) on here, ive been looking for a make sub of my own and that search has been a tiresome one, but i may have found that something special and i will let you all know how it pans out. Well i think thats an update and a half, so now i have bored you all silly, ill get back to work :).

8/7/2008 11:06:06 AM
hi A/all
yep its that time again, an insight to the world of me. Im having the most amazing week with Mistress and vikki and i will find it very hard to return home. As you can see my pictures have gone, never fear its not for long as ive updated them today with some (even if i say it myself) some stunning pictures taken this week. So please everybody on here that is about to give DONT CM works, im living testiment to that. I finish this journal entry with a smile on my face and a soul full of warmth. For im the happiest ive ever been in my life and that has been made possible by the love and guidance i find here in this home with Mistress and vikki.

8/4/2008 3:41:53 PM
Hi alllllllll, Yippeee   im here. I arrived this morning at Mistress's house and god im so glad to be home, and i say that because this is where i feel whole. I will update as the week goes on. Mistress's took some new pictures today and i will post them at some point during the week.

7/29/2008 3:40:56 AM
Hello Everyone
time for a new update.
Been busy work and now counting down the days and hours to monday, when im going to spend a WHOLE WEEK with Mistress and vikki. Omg im so excited. (and scared) Mistress knows how much i hate the gingham outfit( which is on my profile) and is going to make me wear it to clean the windows(omg) i lost at a bet on the eurovison song contest and this going to be the first time im able to do my forfit. im dreading it. how humliating. but all said and done   one has to do as one is told. Mistress this is a speacial thanks to you and vikki   you know what i mean   you have changed my world this week. Thank you both from the bottom of my heart. xxxxx

7/17/2008 1:34:19 PM
Good Evening A/all, again ive been slack in updaiting my journal. Im very sorry for this but been in hospital for a little op and now been at home for a week recovering  jjeeezzzz im bored and cant wait to get back to work. Never again will i say i could give up the day job lol. Looking forward to spending time with Mistress and vikki in the very near future(a whole week in her presence gosh) im a very lucky girl to have found this amazing women and she is taking me places ive only ever dream'nt of, and for that alone i will sit at her feet for ever. Ive nothing to moan about because im sooooo happy.  Yes ppl CM really does work

6/23/2008 8:39:21 AM
Good Afternoon One and A/all,   been a while since ive done an update.Been a manic bunny at work. So whats going on in the world of pickles. Well still having the most amazing experience of my life with Mistress and vikki, growing closer to them day by day, and now feel as they are a huge part of my life.  
Now as for vikki(bless her) im finding a more Dommie side of me towards her and embrasing it wish both hands, WOW life is increddible and what we have to learn and experience out there is beyond belief sometimes.  So take it from me if your thinking of walking away from this site dis-heartened dont, i was about to delete my profile and hang up my cuffs, but then i would never have meet this wonderful women, so i say keep at it for when you least expect it, it finds you, and smacks you on the bottom te he .   take care and keep faith xx

6/1/2008 8:25:17 AM

Hi everyone, been a while since i updated, been a busy bee with work and when not there been spending time with Mistress and Vikkl. So whats been going you may ask, we been out a couple time now with Mistress and vikki to clubs. Thats been great fun and im sooo happy, i never knew life could be like this, and its just getting better. Mistress is the most amazing person i have ever meet and thank my lucky stars every day and as for vikki she is a very special person.

5/20/2008 10:06:25 PM
Well today is going to be a good day. Im going with Mistress and vikki to the opening of MadameCaramels new club The Black Whip.  ITS GOING TO BE GREAT FUN X so if your there say hi .

5/20/2008 10:05:09 PM
Good Morning A/all,  so here is the update for all of those who may read my journal. The meeting between my daughter and her father WOW how amazing,  i think it was just as hard for me as it was her,  when he arrived i couldnt belive it,  hes not changed in the slightest. He stood in my siting room next to my daughter and it was like looking at mirror images. All he could say was omg shes taller than me(shes a very tall girl and stunning)  i grabbed a glass of wine and went to a neighbours to allow them time togrther. when i returned they were like old friends. She found out that shes an aunty and got to say hi to her big brother on the phone, they spent 3 or so hours together. They were both so happy  so in turn im happy. I then get a call last night from her Father and hes booked her on a flight to join him and his family in spain for 10days, she is walking on air.

5/18/2008 8:30:05 AM
Good afternoon A/all,
Im having a very strange day today, I have a 15 year old daughter and her father lost contact with her when she was 6,  then toady i was able to track him down,  within 30 mins of me tracking him down he called her, i saw my sweet beautiful child cry( all she has wanted for years is to know him) for the first time in 3 years i got a cuddle from this child. She is meeting her father tomorrow and is so very nervous. What a roller coster of a day for me. I just prey its what she wishes for. Then i get the questions  the main one being  how will i know what my father looks like( that was such an easy question for me) i replied my darling look in the mirror and you father looks back at you. Im so happy for her , yet also very scared i cant loose her, i know i wont but a mother feels like this sometimes.  So yes a very strange day .

5/15/2008 12:04:02 PM
Hi Everyone,
Well ive had a rotten week thus far, been in bed ill with a rotten cold. Hows that for bad luck  it was my birthday on tuesday and i spent it curled up shivering and grumpy. If it wasnt bad enough that i turned 39 but a cold on top. The day before i could have said i have a couple of years before i turn 40 now i have to face reality and say yep one year and i hit the big 40. But my saving grace is i spent the most wonderful weekend with Mistress and her friends and they gave me a birthday cake and a pink teddy saying my 1st Birthday, to symbolize(ok i cant spell  but you know what i mean)my 1st birthday as my new given name by Mistress  Minnie La La. yes there is a reason behind the name. So wasnt all bad.

5/11/2008 12:07:36 PM
I have to say i have the most wonderful Mistress in the world. Its my birthday on tuesday and i as you know i went to spend the weekend with Mistress and vikki and Her close friend Mam and zoe. Before they arrived Mistress and vikki gave me my birthday present and WOW they bought me the most amazing underbust corset its just beautiful and a latex pencil skirt (im mean how awesome is that) i also got a speacial teddy smiles. I just hope i made my Mistress proud this weekend in front of her friend. As you can gather im now back home and missing them already. I hate that drive home its so very lonely. Thank you Mistress your very very very special. Ur Minnie la la

5/9/2008 11:25:08 PM
Oh my gosh, today is the day i meet Mytress's best friend Mistress Cat and her sub zoe, i cant believe how nervous i am about this. Infact im terrified daft i know, but im always like this when im introduced to new ppl. Wish me luck as im so aware that i have to make my Mistress proud of me today. Im sure ill write tomorrow to let you all know how i got on.

5/8/2008 10:58:36 PM
Good morning A/all,

Just woken up and sitting here looking forward to my weekend(even though im very nervous and scared) Im seeing Mistress this weekend and She has a Her best friend coming over for supper and i am to serve them both with sweet viki. It is a very scary time for me as this will be the first time i will have worn my new uniform and i soo want to make a good impression for Mistress and im very worried ill make mistakes. So please keep your fingers crossed i get it right. xx

5/5/2008 8:03:15 AM
Sitting here reflecting on my evening with my Mistress, ive just arrived home and want jump back in my car and go back. Do u all remember that warm feeling in the pit of your stomack you get when you realise you have found somewhere you want to be all the time and feel lost when your not there.  Thats how im feeling right at this moment.
Mistress is the most amazing and sexual person i have been with and this morning OMG, it blew me away.  Im must look a sight sitting here grinning to myself giggles. But this women has a precence one only ever dreams about. I feel so honoured to have meet Her and maid vikki and damn i cant wait also for vikki to be home, ive missed that minx heaps. and well this sleepy head is going to bed for a rest and dream of things to cum te he xx

5/3/2008 4:19:27 AM
Sitting here thinking, sometimes i can be such a fool. Ive had a rotten week at work, so the last 2 nights have been over with the neighbours have a drink, i have to learn it really doesnt agree with me. I become gobby and loud and not at all fem. When will i learn it doesnt suit me to be like this and act this way.  I have been reflecting on my behavour today and come to some hard and some what painful conclusions, in a stupid drunk and its not nice nor attractive. So from now on no more booze for this shameful  fool :(

4/30/2008 4:59:20 AM
Ok being a bad girl today, im on CM while at work  tut tut me.
Well i was sitting here think oh my gosh ill have to update my profile soon, yep im going to be a year older and then only a year away from the BIG 40. Please tell me what they say it right and life really does get better as you get older, im not convinced.


Oh and im seeing Mystress tonight CANT WAIT.


4/15/2008 10:58:55 PM
Good Morning One and all,
Just felt the urge to write today, Im being allowed to go and spend the evening alone with sweet maid vikki this evening, Firstly thank you Mistress for that. We are going to have a good old fashoined girly night in. I do so enjoy spending time with vikki, she is such a wonderful person and makes me feel so good about myself. Everytime i return from there i feel slightly lost(IF THAT MAKES SENCE) which i have to add, i dont make sence most of the time. So im packing my bags and off to be the real me again for the night.
Ok ive waffled enoughed. xx

4/14/2008 9:31:35 AM
Today i dont have a rant.
I went to spend the weekend with my Mistress and WOW, you cannot get better than that, she is wonderful. Im honoured to have beenhere. Im like a kid in a candy store  eye's wide open at all the wonderful treats in store.  giggles  yes i said giggles which ive not been able to do for a long time. She is bringing the real person out of me and im in seventh heaven and i dont want my feet to ever touch ground again. and i have her to thank for that, and another special person in that household has given me strenght and love, she is a wonderful and sweet person, to you sweet Maid Vikki snuggles xx

4/10/2008 2:05:14 PM
te he  ive added some new photo' today    so hopefully they will turn up soon   smiles xxx

4/7/2008 11:56:10 AM
Ok my new rant of the week  and im sorry if i upset anyone with this one.
Got home from work today to a letter from the school. Ok i understand teachers are paid a dreadful rate, but hey think of the single working parent, yep u got they are out on stike ,  the kids are on half term for 2 weeks and then back 2 days  and u got a STRIKE, i dont mean to be horrid   but its hard enough to find childcare and pay for it   with out extra's  geez   that have really got my goat today   GRRRRRR

3/31/2008 1:15:39 PM
What can i say   but i may have found my place to belong  sighs a happy sigh

3/26/2008 12:09:56 PM
What is my rant of the week this week
My Kids   get a call at work saying   ohh mummy thought we would just tell you we bought some fish today, normally one would'nt mind. But this is the has to be the last. They live a week if the kids are lucky the tank stinks and yes i end up cleaning them out or flushing them down the toilet, wash the tank out and put in the shed with other 20 from the previous lot.   So prey tell why do they bother.  Rant over .:)

3/19/2008 11:36:15 PM

Im going to have my rant of the week

MEETINGS  now please tell me  why ?  i go to work and get my head down and do my job (and do it very well may i add) then a meeting is called, i totter along like a good girl taking all the documents needed and have my meeting, everything decided i come away. Yes i think yippee thats the meeting done.  How silly can i be, i work in a place that has meetings about meeting and then meetings to discuss the previous meeting and nothing gets done, PLEASE BOSSES LET ME JUST DO MY JOB. I think a meeting a day is enough not 4-5 all about the same thing.   Ok thats my rant for the day :)

3/15/2008 2:03:39 PM
Today was an amazing day, has put my bad week back on track. Ive meet with an amazing couple. God i hope this works :) after all my bad luck  i think i may have found my place in life atlast.

3/14/2008 12:13:14 PM
Good evening One and A/all,
within me is a delicate heart so treat with care.
Sorry just feeling sorry for myself, had a really crappy week at work :(

1/16/2008 2:56:59 AM
Well what a horrid new year :( ill with ear ache and could'nt enjoy it as much as one wanted. So the plan is to make up for it this weekend :)

12/20/2007 6:37:25 AM
Well i would just like to say a merry christmas and happy new year to all. Drink and be merry xxx

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