ive been a submissive for approximately 9 years now, 5 of those in a 24/7 TPE relationship. i find myself alone now and i want to start exploring BDSM and Ds once again. Im not looking for an online relationship, im not looking for MEN, im not looking for a quick fuck. im looking for someone who understands the mental levels that a submissive can reach. i want someone that can use what i give them and make me want nothing more than to give even more. i want someone that understands the concepts and realities of bdsm, someone that is strong and can keep me in check when i go into SAM mode but who is also soft enough to let me love them unconditionally. i am very attracted to butch Dominant types and i am a soft butch myself. i dont just act like a submissive, i dont just pretend online, its what i do..its what i am in all aspects of my life. i want someone that can allow me into their lives and know that i will give them full honestly, respect, love, compassion and obediance in return. im more of a house girl type. i love to make a home beautiful for my One. (thats not saying i wont actually work at a job, just that i like being in home) im somewhat of a pain slut, and im extremely into knife and breath play. i love rough sex and forced submission among many other things, if Youre interested in what you read now, please, feel free to contact me and lets talk..again MEN..back off, im a submissive, NOT a doormat and my wrath when angry is more than you want to deal with. thanks for taking the time to read this and i look forward to making some connections here.

this profile still all fits me, except my circumstances have changed a little bit, as of February 27th, i became a first (and only) time mother to a beautiful daughter. This does, unfortunately, change my availability for things, i still seek all this above, i not only seek it, i yearn for it, but considerations would have to be made for my daughter.

if i still have your attention after all this, please, feel free to contact me. thank you