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Sub/Sub Couple, 43/54,  Morgantown, West Virginia
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wvsexylynx - submissive

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..Hello i m lynxy .... , a fun loving bbw submissive who loves to play and serve and one has a cuckold pet. I enjoy classic movies, murder mysteries,cooking, classic rock , walks on the beach , quiet evenings by the fireplace with good wine , and snuggling in bed on RAINY days. My tight pink kitty stays wet and my 44 dds stay hard from the excitment of a good hard old fashioned spanking or flogging . Knife play takes my breath away and blindfolds and rope mmmmmmmmmmmm thrill me . i am a pain slut that lives to be used. Loyalty and honesty is my code and i live both fully.I have been in the lifestyle for 6 yrs I'm a very naughty slave who enjoys worshiping my Sir ,spankings, bondage, knife play, ice play, blindfolds, forced masturbation, rp, and everything that BDSM entails. I have been bitten by the fireplay bug ... and love it, I also am into furry. . I also am a fem Dom to my husband who is in training to be a cuckold sissy .We are looking for any info and advice in this field and wish to explore more of this please. i enjoy being watched and LOVE taking naughty pics lol. am here for friends first , so feel free to message or add me if that is your desire .
i find pleasure, joy,and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship. i am not weak nor stupid, but a strong woman with firm beliefs and a clear concept of what i want out of life. i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. i have found my loving Sir for guidance and protection, for never am i more complete than when He talks to me. i know He will protect my body, mind and soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me as i am to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only by serving Him, do i find complete freedom and joy. His punishments may be harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing he has my best interests foremost in His mind. if He desires my body for pleasure, i joyfully give it to Him and am happy i bring Him pleasure. My body is His, and if He says im beautiful, who are others to say he is wrong? therefore i hold my head high. If He calls me His princess, than i am regal and graceful, and if i see laughter in others eyes, I do not recognize it ; for who are they to call my Sir wrong? If He says i am his toy, slut, tramp; then i am as dirty and wanton as he wants me to be . and if others do not see this ... it is they who are blind and not Him. my mind is His to expand, to explore,to know as only as He can. I have no secrets from Him;secrets are a thing that would keep me from being more perfectly His . I learn from His lessons and my soul is His. Never a moment goes by that i dont feel His presence;be he miles away or standing over me. If i ever displease Him, his disappointment would be worse than any lashes;the anguish is harder than any belt caressing me with fire . I am His pleasure and responsilbilty and He takes both seriously. Now this is for anyone curious about who i am and how i think , it is what i live by and believe in 24/7 I also love to write erotica so stay tuned to see what i post . Anything else you wish to know ...just drop a line and ask lol i look forward to hearing from you I am i am very open about about my lifestyle and am an open book, however i do have to be discreet about meeting people due to the fact i live in a very small town and family doesnt know about this side of me :) Anything else youre curious to know...... just drop me a line Looking forward to hearing from yall One line responses will be ignored and looking for serious and experienced ppl in bdsm and /or Gor.

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 wvsexylynx

 Sub/Sub

 Morgantown 

 West Virginia

 09/06/12

 11/25/17

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 Female

 Pan

 Submissive

 5' 2"

 170 lbs

 43

 Caucasian

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 Pan

 Submissive

 6' 2"

 170 lbs

 54

 Caucasian

Actively Seeking:

Dominant Female

Dominant Male

Friends Only

 Lives For:

 Shopping

 Begging

 Blindfolds

 Body Worship

 Bondage

 Breast Play

 Cages

 Canes and Crops

 Collars

 Corsets

 Dilation

 Electrical Play

 Exhibitionism

 Local BDSM Community

 Hair Pulling

 Humiliation

 Knife Play

 Leashes

 Massage (Getting)

 Munches

 Obedience Training

 Orgasm Denial

 Maid/Butler Service

 Outdoor Bondage

 Public Play

 Role Playing

 Sensory Deprivation

 Shibari

 Spanking

 Stockings

 Suspension

 Theatrical Scenes

 Tickling

 Vibrators

 Wax play

 Whips

 Loves:

 Amusement Parks

 Art Galleries

 Bar Hopping

 Beachcombing

 Clubbing

 Fine Dining

 Movies

 Museums

 Travel

 Volunteerism

 Genital Punishment

 Fisting

 Gags

 Housework Service

 Hypnosis

 Massage (Giving)

 Likes:

 Antique Shows

 Coffee Shops

 Fishing

 Flea Markets

 Gambling

 Garage Sales

 Musical Theater

 Raves

 Renaissance Faires

 Corner Time

 Masks (Wearing)

 Mental Bondage

 Watersports

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 Going to the Opera

 Anal Play

 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Foot Worship

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 Fire Play

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 Diapers

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 Enemas

 Hoods

 Needle Play

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Journal Entries:
3/30/2014 5:54:00 PM

had a wonderful time at the retreat .... spent time with my Sir had a great scene and became addicted to firecupping


3/27/2014 9:20:41 PM

its finally here ... cant wait for birthday fun to begin :)


3/27/2014 8:16:36 PM

it will be here finally .... in 44 mins yayyyyyyyyyy cant wait :)

 


3/26/2014 11:36:53 PM

One more day ... come on friday :) cant wait not to be able to sit down be chained to Sir's cross and submit to Sir's will ... what a great bday present ... 45 spanks on each cheek ... heaven :)


3/25/2014 4:18:01 PM

2 more days and i m getting antsy ... had my last cum allowed this morning and not allowed to cum again until fri night :)  cant wait to begin my full submission with Sir


3/24/2014 8:57:33 PM

3 days until my bday and i get reunited with my Sir for some cross work and fun ... cant wait :)

 

then its on to the demo and munch in april and the playparty :)


3/24/2014 8:54:41 PM

Maof EDEN .... let me go ... i am very happy .. so please STOP stalking

 


3/23/2014 6:12:01 AM

MoA this is a formal warning ...... STOP STALKING MY PROFILE !!!!.... Youre ancient history ... so get over it


3/22/2014 1:54:11 PM

A poem for all my so called friends that arent

 

You think for a moment that I care now what you think of me I pity you, The day has long past when cared what you think of me, I am now worth your thoughts now that you and the rest of the world think think that they know me and have the right to judge me, Think that I care for your thoughts I am done trying to please you and the rest of the world, Pleasing you and them is suppose to have made me happy but sadly i am awake and trying to please u and they makes me sickly. How easy it is for you to never imagine that I had problems well what did you think? Pretty little doll perfectly dressed could not be flawed
How funny it must be to finally remove the layers of fluff and see that I am flawed, I am human, I make mistakes and somehow I thought that I was entitled to a few, and most importantly happiness.
Who the hell are you  to judge me? You all are so perfect hmmmm? No mistakes ever made , or is it that because your mistakes are hidden well beneath this rat cage that You call Your "morals"? that my mistakes seem to be so hard for you to take am I not to stumble and fall am i not to make any mistakes? I grew up Clive  pity you didn't notice , I seen things that no one would ever believe I am not hurting and you will never see my pain all you see is your anger, so you say good bye and so do I,  I am not going to give you the pleasure of looking upon me in pity and anger or your so called pride., I will live to raise my glass in salute to all of you haters and look down on you in your coffin and ask God to help your soul fly.
So there all you haters even I will live to conquer and pray for you.


"I've reached the point where you can't disappoint me anymore because I just don't care enough to expect anything at all."

"I deleted you from my life, I don't care anymore."

"I don't care anymore. I don't care what you think of me. If you don't like me, deal with it."

"I don't care anymore. I'm doing my thing and as long as Sir continues to support me, I wont stop."

"I don't know if its just that i dont care anymore or what...but certain shit or shitheads  just doesnt phase me."


"I hate when people don't believe me when I tell them something...I don't care anymore."

"If one day you notice that we haven't talked in a while. It's not because I don't care anymore, it's because you pushed me away."

"Over the past year I've lost friends, gained enemies & people don't like me but I don't care anymore."


And that that i have cleansed my soul ... i will go on with the ones that care about me and grow strong


3/22/2014 1:52:25 PM

YES ... i have a new Sir .. a rt Sir one who embodies all that i believe in ... and am blossoming under His molding... sounds wonderful right/ well it would be ... if certain ol wannabes would just face the fact that they have no right to make me look like a cheater or feel guilty ... maybe if they had taken their responsibilities seriously ... i would still be here ... and newsflash you cant release me .. when i released you months ago. lol and some friendly advice ... b ... dont trust him ... bc he will do the same to you :) ... so think what you want wannabe ... sue me for finding happiness that i can feel my thighs bathed in my cum .... feel the marks on my ass ... and know exactly how pleased my Sir is when He pulls my head back and marks me ... when You couldnt do any of that  or have the guts to tell your wife you like trannys


3/15/2014 2:18:52 PM

IT'S FINALLY HAPPENED !!!!  i have found my Sir .... who knew He would be right around the corner ? lol  He is getting to know me and i have gone to see Him and submitted to Him and was rewarded with a deliciously wonderful ass beating with a cane :) i m in heaven ... and very happy .. not only a Sir but a family to support me


11/15/2013 3:12:55 PM

You hid your secret so deep inside that it didn't show.
You were so sweet and happy, how were we supposed to know?
Now you're gone, and we're too late.
Our hearts are filled with woe, frustration, and hate.

Your voice and our memories continue to fade.
I wish there were some way I could change the choice you made.
I want you to still be here, even as a ghost.
By ending your pain, you took what we needed most.

Anything sad will remind us and bring all the pain back.
There's no escape from the anguish in our hearts that is black.
Why couldn't you have just hung in there?
Why did you just not care?

No words could ever express the deep sadness in our eyes.
It's just too much to bear when someone you love dies.

who is she?

laughter and crying, memories and pain,
our precious love, no longer remains.

hugs and kisses, we once did share,
but now you're saying that you don't care.

who is she standing in my place,
who is she, with a smile on her face?

the gun in my hand, my final goodbye,
now the blood drips from my eyes.

i collapse on the floor, barely alive,
waiting for my death to arrive.

with a smile on my face, everything starts to fade,
flashback and memories or the love we made.

all of a sudden you appear,
take my body and hold me near.

you want me back, i hear you say,
but my mind is weak, and has gone away.

my lifeless body, against your chest,
my pale cheeks, you start to caress.

you put the gun against your head,
I love you baby, were the last words you said.

you pull the trigger, you squeeze my hand,
we've lost each other once again.

Agony and Defeat

"What is the use?"
You hear me say
I take the abuse
Day after day

She takes my heart,
My feelings, my love
And tears them apart
Isn't that enough?

No, then she pretends
That nothing is wrong
I wish it would end
It's gone on too long

But at the same time
I love her so much
I want her to be mine
To feel her warm touch

And yet it's just
A simple fantasy
To face the truth
I must accept reality

She is not mine
It was never meant to be
It's the end of the road
Not for her, but for me

I can't go on
Feeling this way
All I have is gone
This is my last day

To all who love me
And will miss me, I say,
"I love you all."
But it's better this way...


11/15/2013 3:11:42 PM

If I died, would you even know?
Just one little bullet, one single blow.

What am I to you, except a pain.
If I were dead, you would probably gain.

Am I the only one who feels this way?
Should I go on to see another day?

I'm confused, my life's a mess.
With death, comes no stress.

Would anyone even cry?
I bet all eyes would stay dry.

Sometimes I wish I could end it-
If death was meant for me...
I wish God would send it.

Why?

Why do I always wanna die?
Is it because this world is full of hate?

Why do I always cry?
Is it because no one bothers to see my inner beauty?

Why do I always cut myself?
Is it because i would rather have physical pain than inner pain?

Why do people always leave me by myself?
Is it because I am not a pleasant person to be around?

Why do I always cry myself to sleep every night?
Is it because God took away my only love?

Why is it, when i'm sad I always grab the knife?
Is it because I want to be with my love again?

Why do I always make the wrong decisions in my life?
Is it because I want attention?

Why do I always start the fight?
Is it because no one understands me?

Why do I sometimes make myself hurl?
Is it because i would rather be hungry?

Why am I such an unhappy girl?
Is it because I have gone through so much pain when i was only 7?

Why am I about to kill myself?
Is it because no one bothers to listen to me?


11/15/2013 3:09:31 PM

Life Is A Prison

Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.

Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.

Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you're better without one -
Stops you aiming too high.

Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.

Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it false, be it true.
Your mind makes the choice,
And enforces it too.

Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.

Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.

Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.

Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely you.

So how do you grow,
With a timebomb inside?
Or how to defuse it,
Without destroying its ride?

You can't.


11/15/2013 3:08:33 PM

Life

I know times are hard; it seems like everything is going wrong
You feel like nobody cares
But to fight the pain, you have to be strong

You're hurting inside and nobody knows
During the day, you hide your feelings
But at night, it all shows

Lying on your bed, recalling the memories of the day
It brings tears to your eyes
When you think that way

Trying so hard to hold back the tears
You don't know what to do
The negative thoughts are all you hear

Holding back your tears doesn't stop the pain
You finally give up
And let them fall like rain

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking your life must come to an end
You realize all the hurt and pain you'd cause your family and friends

Caring so much about what they would go through
You change your mind
Worried about the crazy things they would do

Looking back on things you've done
You should be proud of yourself
And the woman you've become

 


11/14/2013 5:39:01 PM

LIES

Friend....

At times, a most eloquent description
of a liar,
a deceiver,
manipulate me no further.

A promise of food to a starving man
does not sate appetites left unfed.
Nor does a promise of a meal assuage
his hunger...

Why therefore starve my intellect with lies?

Lies hurt more than all else,
leaving wounds that never heal.
Causing one to work at the forgiveness,
often freely given....

 


11/14/2013 5:36:25 PM

BROKENHEARTED

I have given all my love to you, but what do I get in return?
A broken heart.
I have given you my heart, and you stomp on it like a doormat.
I have given you my youth and you took advantage of my un-experienced heart and played with my emotions.
I gave you all the trust, but you misused it.
I gave you the benefit of the doubt, and you proved everyone right.
I gave you my life and you killed me day by day.
I want to pull my aching heart and tear it piece by piece, So I no longer love you.
I want to loose my memory so I no longer think of you.
I want to go so far so I no longer have to see you.
I want to cry but I no longer have any more tears to fall down
my sad lonely face.
I want to sleep but my dreams haunt me with you in them.
I can’t seem to find a way out. What do I do?
I don’t want anyone to see this not even you.
How do I get out of this?
How do I stop this misery? How do solve this mystery?
I can’t seem to find anyone to make feel the way you do,
The way you look at me,
the way you say my name,
the sound of your voice when you tell me that you care.
I love you so much I think I’m going to die from this pain that haunts day and night.
How can forget you? If the only love I know is you.
How can I move on? If life is not the same with out you.
I want to brake free and move on but I think I’ll be doing something wrong.
I just have to close my eyes and let things fly and let the days pass me by.


11/14/2013 11:48:16 AM

Im hurt, Im lost, Im confused.
Im always in pain, be it mental or physical.
I dont know what to do anymore.
Im to the point where I want to move far away from here
And forget everyone. It hurts so much to be here.
Im so scared. Im scared of those I love and
Im scared of everyone around me. For awhile I
Thought that I was happy. I thought that everything was
Getting better. But now I have constant headaches,
Constant pains throughout my body. The pain is excruciating to the point
Of where I want to give up. Now the mental pains...they are
Killing me. I have so much on my mind. I want to get it out.
I want everything to get better. I want to be happy.
I want to be normal. I feel like I am loosing my grip with reality.
Im falling deeper and deeper. Into what? I dont know...
I am starting to feel like my friends are my enemies.
I hope I dont push them away. I also feel like
No one cares again. Especially my family.
I am a complete stranger to them.
I hate it. I hate asking for things
Because I know it will never happen.

I want someone I can trust. But I dont know anyone.
All this shit building up is making me spiral again.
Some people are starting to notice...
But the ones that matter dont see a damn thing.

This is my way I guess of Telling everyone that something is wrong.
Im sorry if it makes me seem so fake and shit but its all the truth.
And I know that only a few people will read this...
But Whatever...


11/14/2013 11:44:36 AM

Hungry for something i can't have

ignoring the tell-tale cries on the wind.

Heart beating at maddening pace

searching for already there answers.

No one can feel what you are

inside of that paralyzed smile.

Each step leads me deeper in

to see the cracks that cannot be filled.


11/5/2013 3:06:20 PM

FOR YOU ....HAVE I TOLD YOU?

I kept my head up high,
and then you came my way.
I have been hurt so many times.
My heart filled with so much pain.
but now that pain has gone away.
For I have found a place I want to be.
This place I see is with thee.
For in your arms I have felt and seen,
a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe.
A safe haven in your arms just for me.
Now I give my heart to thee.
For my heart believes in you.
Have I ever told you
that if I sit really still and silent,
sometimes. I like to think
I can hear your heart beating
in time with mine?

Have I ever told you
that when I watch you speak to me
through lines and cords,
and bytes and ram,
I imagine
your voice,
whispering into my ear?

Have I ever told you
that I wait out each day
in anticipation,
wanting
only an hour or two,
just a second in space and time,
to feel close to you?

Have I ever told you
that there has been times,
when I ached for you,
ached for you so badly,
that the emotions overwhelmed me..
and so I sat and cried?

Have I ever told you
that sometimes,
I will reach out,
touching your name
on this cold screen before me,
wishing
I could reach in
and pull you to me?

Have I ever told you
that after the first time I heard
the sound of your voice,
thousands of miles away,
I sat up all night,
turning the conversation over and over
in my mind,
examining it,
like some newly discovered species of flower?

Have I ever told you
that I would give everything up,
just for one night
to be able to lay near you,
to feel your chest rise and fall
with each breath you take,
just to know that you are real?

Have I ever told you
that I dream of you often,
I dream of you reaching out
and touching my hand,
simply to let me know
that you are there,
and everything is okay?

Have I ever told you,
have I still yet to tell you . . .
that I love you?


11/5/2013 3:02:39 PM

DEVOTED

Is this real or in my dreams
My worlds unraveling at the seams
You have my heart now take my soul
This cyber love is what makes me whole

I can't believe what's happening to me
Your face so perfect that I've never seen
Your lips so soft I may never touch
I only feel the keyboard I clutch

I need you now I need you forever
In an electric world to be together
A surreal place that plays with the mind
In a cloned world of two of a kind

I consume your words they filter inside
No matter what I do I can't seem to hide
My trembling hands awaiting the rush
When I feel you near to resume this crush

Your my everything my unyielding desire
the spark to the match before it lights fire
The angel within that whispers my name
Controlling the moves in this wicked game

This cyber love Is why I awake
This cyber love is my only escape
The time has come I feel it in my spine
When I look toward the melancholy light and see your on-line.


11/5/2013 3:00:46 PM

FOR DADDY

I aim to please and pleased you will be
Your pleasure will be mine

The train will stop
Our eyes will lock
And the present will stop in time

Your eyes that sparkle
Smile that shines
Your warm embrace
Encrypted in my mind

High hopes from the very first chat
Confirmed at last
Expectations and anticipations
Worth all of that

I aim to please and pleased you will be
And the pleasure will be mine

Your laughter rings
Your wit intrigues
They now engulf my mind

I write this without knowing
My heart tells me so
My mind tries to stop me
Since your feelings I do not know

You took my breath away
From our very first chat
Time has stopped
I don't want the night to end

I aim to please and pleased you will be
And the pleasure will be mine

The train will go
Our eyes will lock
With it you have captured a part of my soul

A Hopeless Romantic
I aim to please and pleased you will be
And the pleasure will be mine

No one can say how it will end
Only how it started
With those high hopes
That fade the disappointments


11/5/2013 2:58:21 PM

LETTING GO

As the tears swell up deep in my eyes
For once in my lifetime I feel alive
Dwelling on the past, I will not allow
The fears I once had mean nothing to me now

"Let go of the past and think of the future.", they say
They don't know what its like being afraid every single day
Afraid of losing the one that you love the most
The only thing I want right now is for us to be close

He means everything to me, but does He know?
Can He sense the feelings that I just can't show?
I want Him to see how much He changed my views
He's just someone I would never want to lose

The hardest thing when loving someone so far away
Is not knowing if they will still love you the very next day
It's not that I doubt it, I just wish He knew
That sometimes i just don't know what to do

I love Him with all the love my heart has to provide
So pretty girl, don't worry..  He says I have nothing to hide
If you were here, you could tell by the tears in my eyes
This love we've been sharing, I hope it never dies


10/30/2013 2:52:59 PM

WHEN I GO

 


a lonely person
will take the fall
the greedy man
will take it all

leave her broken
and at risk
he already used her
and now she’s useless.

a bandage ripped
like the promise
he said he would keep,

too late now
to change the past
took too long
you’ll crumble to shards.

fall to the ground
as silent
as a feather
you let him in
caused your own failure.

so i close my eye’s
as i cry
there’s only darkness

he took the light.


I know your there
And you see whats happenin
You know I’m in pain
You know that I hurt
I think you know exactly what your doin
You know what this does to me

The isolation
The way you ignore me
The harsh words
It kills me inside

I don’t understand how you hurt someone you onced love
How can you do that.
I’m loosin it right now
And i dont know what to do
I’m so confused right now

You abondened me
You left me
Alone

So now I’m leavin
So that your happy
The way you want it
Maybe you do it cuz you don’t want me here

You have one last chance…
Before i go…
And nomatter what you say..
It was you who let me go.

 

 

 

 


10/30/2013 2:51:29 PM

PAIN

 


pain is quiet
hate is loud
do you think anyone cares?
not in this crowd

no one will hear you anyway
scream as loud as you like
no one can hear your pain
while you scream through the night

people lie though
pretending to understand
trying to be your friend
wanting to hold your hand

as your pain grows inside you
peoples hate for you grow loud
another cut on the outside
another hope that clouds


10/30/2013 2:49:53 PM

FLOWN AWAY

 

 

I talked to you
It’s been a while though
I can’t figure out
if your my friend or my foe

At first we argue
But I don’t want none of that
I just want us to be friends
And possibly go back

I talk yo you calmly
Like i always did
I tried and I was happy
We were talking again

We talked about the past
How we miss it
“Good times”
The sad thing is that
good things don’t last.

You told me you missed me
I said “I miss you too”
You saidYou wanted to try again
But I guess I was fooled

You took awhile,
So I trusted you first.
Thats when i figured
It was a game,
My heart burst

You say leave me alone.
Tell me you don’t care
Try to get a rise out of me
Try to instill fear

But i didn’t work
So now your gone
You’ve spread your wings
And you flown.


 


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9/13/2013 4:53:09 PM

very sad day .... 3 deaths all hours of each other ... when will the sense of loss heal?

 


9/12/2013 5:46:09 PM

Your laughter speaks the loudest
And you tell me that you're fine
Angel, don't you lie to me
It's time to draw the line

Tell me why you're breaking apart
And why it hurts to give a smile
Give me a chance to let you in
And you'll find that it's worthwhile

I can tell you're trying so very hard
To swallow your faults and fears
I can hear you when you whisper
"If you only knew of all my tears"

You're losing yourself a little at a time
I see you're starting to fade away
Angel, don't you lose your hope
If you come to me, I will stay

"What's wrong", you're always asked
You return with the same reply
"Nothing, I'm okay..." said with
a disheartened twinkle in your eye

I can see the suffering you lock away
With all of the memories that you keep
I can always see your tired face
From when you cry yourself to sleep

It's quite obvious that you want to go
But, you can't leave me here alone
Angel, Don't you let go of your life
I'll fill the gaps that need to be sewn

 


9/12/2013 9:15:18 AM

                                  The way of the submissive

 

Its an essential part of training to provide strong emotions.  But as Yyou know, one mark of a good submissive is the ability to let the anger go and continue working, serving. To continue to offer respect and deference. Now, if that anger, shame, and hurt can change to love, affection, and lust; well thats the mark of a Sadio-mascochist.


9/9/2013 7:03:34 PM

                     DECEPTION

>He who had done more than any human had

to draw her out of her secret folded life

now threw her down into the deep recesses

of fear and doubt.

 

The fall was greater than she had ever known

because she had ventured  so far into emotion

and had abandoned herself to it.

 

 

 

 


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9/23/2012 3:56:29 PM

I rubbed the bracelet around my wrist. There is no way to prevent what you cannot find out. Those next days and weeks were filled with fear, expecting to be kid-napped by unknown monsters at any moment. A month passed. Life moved along without event or interruptions. I all but forgot about the sale by the end of the second month. And by the passing of the third month I, we both, just assumed the best dismissing the event as some strange bonus to us. I loved the bracelet! The Abduction

I was returning from the grocery store and babysitter. The door closed shut behind me, as I became aware of a presence from behind. Failing to turn in time I was seized from behind. Huge arms encircled me lifting off the floor. I kicked violently, but only thrashed about in the air. The groceries dropped from my arms scattering about the floor. Another man grabbed my legs struggling to get them under control. I lost the battle rather quickly. These were big men dressed in black with hoods covering their faces. I was beyond terrified. I feared the worst, for my sa. I struggled fiercely. A third man placed a large leather belt around my waist cinching it tight enough to hurt. I screamed bloody murder. A ball gag was placed in my opened mouth and secured behind my head in an instant. I was muffled. I writhed about fighting with all my strength. First one arm was held firm. A leather band attached to my wrist. It was bent forcibly downward. Then fastened to the waistband. Then the other arm was attached to the belt around my waist. I stopped fighting. The struggle was lost. I watched wide-eyed as a leather strap was tethered about my ankle. Then the other ankle was fastened in a strap. Small locks found the side of each wrist and ankle strap. A black tube about two feet long was fastened into a large metal ring attached to the ankle. I was placed upright upon my feet.

"I bought you, and for the next ten days you are my property. You will do exactly as you are told, and speak only when spoken to. You will answer with a simple "Yes, Master/ No, Master." Shake your head if you understand."

I nodded my head in the affirmative.

"You will be given a chance to ask questions when we arrive at the compound. Do you under stand?"

I nodded again. One of the other men gathered up my groceries and placed them on the table. He pulled out a piece of paper. It was a copy of the Bill of Sale and the release form. It was stamped SOLD in large red letters. And just below that was today's date with a large red Item Collected stamped across the release form. Tears welled up in my eyes. I choked on the gag. He placed the paper next to my groceries. I stood in shock, starring at the table. The glint of steel brought my focus back to the present. It was a scalpel. One of the men stepped forward. I retreated as best I could but found my back blocked by another's chest. Quickly and without so much as a spoken word every stitch of clothing was cut away. Electric hair clippers removed the velvet from between my legs. My pretty muff was placed in a baggie. All my clothes were placed into a small plastic grocery bag along with the baggie containing my muff. The bag was set upon the table next to the Bill of Sale.

The terror of a few minutes ago had subsided. I realized that it was time to pay up. And this would be over in ten days or so. I felt very much on the side of panic still. I was securely bound and naked in front of my captors. My hands clinched into balls of clammy sweaty rage.

A leather collar with several metal wrings was strapped around my neck, and locked into place. I shook my hair out. It was caught in the strap.

"Bend over." The voice command was simple enough, void of all emotion.

I shook my head no. I was not about to expose my bottom to these brutes.

"You don't understand yet. I own you and your body, every bit of it and you will either do as you are told or it will be done for you... but it will happen."

With that he pressed a button on a small box he was holding. Nothing much happen until the man from behind pushed me forward. As I stumbled to take a step the tube between my legs sprung wide, spreading my legs to some three feet wide. The force of having one leg shot apart from the other sent me stumbling forward completely off balance. Guided by one of the men, I topple over the back of the couch, burying my face in the cushions on the other side. I screamed but only muffled noise escaped the ball gag in my mouth. My arms thrashed but made little real movement as they were fastened to the leather band around my waist. I lay still. My lungs heaved for air but struggle was futile... and my bottom was sunny side up.

"Now you see. That's much better!"

I lay still. Moments passed slowly. I stiffened as a finger began spreading a cold cream around the openings of my bottom. A cold object touched the skin of my anus. Gentle but firm pressure began spreading the opening. Slowly, and I was so thankful that it was slowly, I felt something penetrating the opening.

"Relax and accept the butt plug. It will hurt less."

I tried to comply. But the object was spreading me wide. I felt like the tissue was about to rip apart. Tears streamed down my face. My bowels felt stuff as the tissues around my ass began to close at the base of the plug. Another leather strap was fastened to a metal ring at the back of my waist strap.

"Stand her up." The other two took me by the shoulders and helped me struggle to my feet. I felt violated, stuff, sickened at the pit of my stomach.... And my ASS hurt! I stood and watched as a large and very, very thick dildo was slowly inserted into my twat. I felt miserable, invaded, violated, and raped. Absolute despair began to overwhelm me. The strap from the back of my waist was brought between my legs. There was four-belt buckle like straps at the end of a two-inch wide leather strap. These were then buckled up to the leather waistband forming an enclosure about my pussy and ass, securing both the butt plug and dildo into their respective orifices. From the outside it looked very much like a leather panty. I had never felt so stuffed. I felt like a thanksgiving turkey, about to over flow.

"Close her up." And one of the men bent down. He depressed a small button on the tube between my ankles and pressed the tube between my ankles back together. Another man began gathering and stuffing my hair from behind into something. A leather bag was snapped to the strap around my neck. I stood still, puzzled at what they might be doing. The other man soon joined him. I could feel a tugging at the base of my skull... And then a zipper making its way upward behind my head. I began to feel panic again as I realized that I was being closed off. In another moment the front was zipped closed over my eyes. To my surprise there was an opening around my nose and I could breathe rather easily. I could feel my self-relaxing as the oxygen flowed freely to my lungs. The leather hood was snapped down in front.

"This will hurt. It is in preparation. Upon your arrival at the compound your nipples will be pierced." I began to shake. "The loops will be press stainless steel attached to a stainless steel nipple chain. The chain will be welded into place. These will be permanent. So get used to the idea now."

Someone rolled my right nipple to elongate and enlarge it. Then a clamp of some type was depressed over the center. I lurched forward at the waist in pain. I cried under my hood. My knees buckled as the other nipple was clamped down. My tits were on fire. I could not walk. I stumbled from the shackles, racked with pain in my chest. I was half dragged as I stumbled along. I felt the kitchen tile under my feet. The back door opened. I stumbled down the back stairs being both helped and dragged with one man on each shoulder. I heard a motor start. I was lifted quickly upward. My chest was on fire. My nipples raging in excruciating pain. I was disoriented in the dark under my leather hood. My legs shook, barely supporting my weight. Terror had once again filled my mind. The Man, my Owner's words ran screaming over and over through my mind. Panic began to take over... I stood up right. My hands were released from my waistband and reattached to another ring. My arms resting forward in grooves that seemed formed for small wrists. I tugged at the attachments, first one then the other searching for some weakness. Escape was a distant second to the fire burning in my breasts. My arms were secure. One of the men pressed my head forward to about the same level as my hands and attached one of the rings on my neck strap to the object in front of me. I tried to stand but was securely fastened at the neck. This too felt grooved as if to fit about my neck. Then an image flash into my mind. That of a medieval pillage stock. At that one and the same instant the stock closed down over my arms and head. The latch clicked closed. The fire was subsiding into a dull ache radiating through my breasts, into my chest muscles and along my shoulders. My nipples had become thankfully quite numb. The step van/ delivery truck rumbled down my drive. I lost my footing at the turn and promptly discover that the spreader bar had been released. My ankle sprung sideways. With a great deal of stumbling and struggle I finally found a ride-able balance to my position. My chest hurt. I could not feel my nipples any more. My ass began to ache, and I remembered what was stuffed into every hole in my bottom. No tears flowed for the time being. Survival instincts had taken over.

We were off to their compound and ten fun-filled days...


9/23/2012 3:54:54 PM

"Good night, My Love."

My eyes bulged wide.

"NO!" I wanted to scream... but I only grunted. The lights went out. Dan left. I sat and diddled my pussy... Most all night I diddled. Dan fetched me to bed about 3 AM.

Anyway, I spend most Saturday nights tied up here or there. And for my birthday that year I received a tennis bracelet, a card, and a "Bill of Sale" with the following note-

My Dear Wife: You have been "SOLD" into "BONDAGE" for a period of ten days. The money received from this sale was used to purchase your tennis bracelet. At some time unknown to me during the next six months you will be "abducted." Your abductors will inform you that your servitude is about to commence. Neither you nor I will know where or when. You will go then and there, and be returned to me in ten days substantially unharmed. I do hope that you enjoy yourself!

Happy Birthday, Dan

"What exactly does sold mean - and exactly to whom?!" The tennis bracelet was gorgeous. I was thrilled. But the Bill of Sale and note left a hollow tightening feeling in the pit of my stomach.

"Well, I know how much you like being tied up and all. And one day while poking around on the Internet looking for ideas I came across this ad for a Bondage service. They buy women at $50 a day for services rendered. You determine how many days of servitude and they pay you in cash in advance. The bracelet was just over $750. I thought it might be fun, so I sold you for $500.00."

"But what if I don't like being "SOLD"? And did you check to see exactly what this "servitude" might involve?"

"Yes, actually I did some checking. They have a list of references, which I called. They are very secretive about the specifics. But everyone I called said they got what they paid for, and their wives were returned substantially unharmed as agreed. Some of the references were husband and wives, and some were just single women. So I felt comfortable about your safety."

"What if I don't want to?"

"Then all we have to do is refund the money by the end of the week."

"And the bracelet?"

"Well, I don't see that we can do that without the cash advance."

"Why didn't you ask me first?!"

"Would you have agreed to being "sold"?"

"No. Well, maybe..."

"And that would have ruined the surprise too, would it not?"

"But what if they ask me to do something I don't want to do?"

"Then tell them no... I don't think it will help much... but now's the time to decide."

"And why is that?"

"Because we both have to sign a release and E-mail it back. There is no contract without the release. And once it is sent back... well, you will be "sold.".. and must do the ten days within the next six months."

The more we talked about it the more I warmed up to it. It might be fun. I was actually getting a bit turned on by the idea. "And you have no idea where or when?"

"None."

"And will they notify you in advance so we can plan a week or so before?"

"From what I understand, no. You will just be abducted one day. And in ten days I will receive a message about where to pick you up."

"That sounds a bit spooky."

"The whole things seems a bit medieval. A bit Marquis de Sade-like... Yet fun too." And with that he signed his name to the release. Then pushed the paper in front of me. I looked at him a long moment, then signed the paper. I was still very uneasy about the whole thing.

Dan stood the paper in his hand. "Now we e-mail this to them."

He walked to the computer, turned it on, lifted the scanner lid, laid the document on the glass... I sat mesmerized. The computer blinked, clicked, and whirred to life. Dan did not look back. He sat to the computer and began to type. I could see the screen clearly from where I sat. The computer dial on-line. And with a bit more clicking and buzzing the screen flashed a large red Hello, and nothing else. Dan hit the send button. My heart skipped a dozen or so beats. Then the screen flashed and a very large red bold print SOLD appeared across the screen. Fear shot through my whole body. I had been sold - and I didn't even know who the buyer was! I starred dumb founded at the screen. It was "I" that was sold. Dan shut the computer off. I sat motionless, frozen in time.

"You okay?" Dan asked.

"No..." I said quietly. "I was just bought and sold over the Internet. Can I change my mind?"

"Not from what I know about this."

"Any idea when they, whoever they are, will show up to claim their purchase." I felt sick, filled with dread.

"None at all."


9/23/2012 3:53:25 PM

Sold


It started as little more than an embarrassing fantasy. My husband of nearly ten years and I were watching TV one evening. Our two kids, ages 8 and 6, and were already off to bed and sound asleep for the evening. It was one of those cop shows that have become so popular of late. Well, the theme for the episode was some sort of bondage event... He commented about being tied up and I countered with some flip comment or another. Dan, my husband, disappeared into the garage during the next commercial segment. I thought nothing of it. A few minutes later he reappeared with a roll of duct tape and a length of nylon cord. I laughed and asked just exactly what he thought he was going to do with that stuff.

"Tie you up! Now get naked, woman." And with that he went into the kitchen.

"Yeah, right!" I grunted in disbelief. He returned with a metal folding chair, which he placed next to the couch and in front of the TV.

"What's this? You don't believe me? Now get naked."

I giggled, stood and laid my clothes neatly on the couch next to where I had been sitting. The chill of cool night air puckered my nipples.

"Sit here." He pointed towards the folding chair. I sat. The metal was cold against my bare skin. "Get comfy." And with that he ripped out a length of shinny silver duct tape. With two quick wraps my left ankle was secured to the metal leg. And in another second the other ankle was done too. I fidgeted about and was very surprised at how immobile I had become. My thighs tingled. I flushed with a bit of embarrassment at my own reactions. Dan looped the rope about my thigh just below my twat and tugged the flesh outwards from my groin. Then under the chair and around the opposite thigh, tugging the flesh about my pussy into an open area. My pussy rushed warm. Beads of moisture forming on the labia. I blushed again. My elbows were tied to the back of the chair. A wrap or two about the tummy and I was secured to the chair. Moisture dribbled from my exposed twat. He taped my left wrist to my thigh.

" Now stick your two middle fingers into you pussy." I was sopping so that was easy enough... and a bit welcomed too. Dan taped my index finger to the inside of my thigh and my little finger to the other thigh. My fingers were fixed upon my twat. So I diddled while he played. With a wash cloth to the back of my head and one, two, three wraps of tape around the circumference I was quite mute. I was nearing a quiet orgasm as Dan looped a slipknot around my left breast and tugged it tight. The surprise and instance of pain shooting through my chest triggered an instant orgasm... and not as small as I had hoped for either. Dan lassoed the other breast as my insides shook. He looped the rope several times about each breast tugging firmly. Well, I was finished shaking... and my breasts were well separated. The last bit of rope he wrapped around my chest... over and across my nipples and cinched tight, cutting my protruding breasts in half. I tried to yelp in pain but all I could do was a muffled grunt. With another too tight a wrap he tied off the rope. I was diddling again... and focussing upon the building pressure in my tits. The TV show ended about the same time as Dan's rope tricks.


9/9/2012 3:51:17 AM

The lynx knelt waiting in the mess of her arousal and her body quaked with fear and anticipation of Masters arrival . The hot wetness that had begun to seep between her thighs now fell on her shaking legs, her heart pounding . Then out of the darkness , she feels a hand, as Master grabs her nipple and pinches it roughly then pulling the other as they become bruised and ache. Crying it out with tears forming from her big blue saucers, her head is rocked back and her cheek feels the stinging heat of a slap , setting off the fireworks between her legs with the need for pain Causing the twitch from the hot longing in her pxussy. "You are not to speak,moan , groan nor cry", He growled at her in a calm cool voice. Wanting to be the good lil bitch He was seeking , she obeys nodding her head as He rubs His throbbing coxck against her lips forcing her to open wide and allow Him in. The massive head prodded and hit the back of her throat with every thrust as it filled her mouth. Hungrily she swallowed desperate to Take all of Him . His fingers entwined i her hair pulling harder as He pulled her face in to match His strokes gagging her , she tries not to moan as the juices flow down her thighs.. Her clit throbbing and feeling the full power of Him in her throat, one thought Consumes her mind... i am His property... His slave to do with as He wishes . As His hands enclose around her Neck , "Cum" He commanded . Yes Master , she replies as her body thrashes and Shudders as the hot juices spurt out and pool at His feet . smiling He moans as He shoots His hot load of cum on her face , "Now lick it off like a good lil slut " . Patting her head as her tongue catches every drop , "You will do well My furry lynx" as He grabs the collar and leads her to His bed.


9/9/2012 3:50:46 AM

Its laundry day and lynx is gathering the dirty clothes and such from the rooms,humming and thinking of Master and the new trigger word , feeling her kitty grow wet with desire, as she comes to the bathroom,she hears the shower running. Smiling, she knows it Master and carefully opens the door and quietly slips in. Quickly she gathers the clothes and turns to leave when she feels a wet hand grab her arm . Slowly turning the steam rising from her body as well as the shower,molding the sheer cotton dress to her curves,she sees Master smiling and staring watching her up and down . Still startled from the grab, and mesmorized by Masters naked muscular body , she realizes her eyes fall upon the thick throbbing erection blushes And quickly adverts her eyes . Laughing Master grabs her and pulls her into the shower . Lifting the soaked dress off of her , Tthey kiss deeply as He takes it off and watches the streaming water cascade from her amber waves down between the rounded perky breasts down her taut belly and into her tight pink shaved kitty . Reaching out He caresses her nipples rubbing them into stiff peaks as she moans and attempts to bring her naked wet body close to His . He stops her and grabbing her wrists He pushes her to the wall and with one hands brings her arms up over her head and takes the pulsating head down with the other . Grinning wickedly He aims the stream to her already hard nipples as the water pelts down on them causing them to be come raw and sore. She whimpers and moans ... He says remember no moaning ... Quite yet.. As He brings the vibrating head to her slick lips and moist slit. Watching her face as the water punishes her swelling clit ... He asks ... Are You happy My ICE lynx ... Hearing the trigger Trigger word she tries to arch her body as the quivering in the clit starts . What was that My ICE lynx ... Didnt quite catch that .. Was that a moan escaping? He grabs her face looking her in the eyes as He teasingly says Dont you dare cum without permission... As He reaches down and pinches her swollen clit she bites down on her lip as the delicious pain radiates through her body . Still holding her arms He spins her around and enters her from behind biting on her neck as He thrusts into her ... Cum My ICE lynx .. Cum for your Master ... Stroking into her harder as she releases over and over again screaming and crying out His name ...Master ...Master .. With a huge groan He fills her full of His hot load and dries her off .With a big smile sends her to off to do laundry Patting her ass and finishes His shower . 


9/9/2012 3:50:02 AM

She feels the pressure as the hard shaft of Daddy pushes into her round tight shapely ass,the sting of the tearing flesh and the burning pain brings tears to her eyes ...yet excites her at the same time . On all fours as her body shakes and shimmies with each thrust, the pain decreases as the pleasure wells up in her . Harder and harder they push deeper and deeper her shaking body pouring sweat and her legs growing weak with desire and juices Flowing freely . She bites her lip until she tastes blood and feels it swell. More morrrrreee Daddy as His dick claims her ass and marks it as His . Moans becomes screams as the thrusts become harder and she feels Him pull her hair and His body shakes spilling His hot seed in her ass and she feels it slide down her crack. Opening her eyes ... She looks at the toy in her ass and realizes it was all wishful thinking and she has been playing with the toy and not Daddy


9/9/2012 3:49:28 AM

Master gives lynx a new assignment ... Masterbate Until she is sore with her chilled toy. Excitement grows as the chill from the toy bites her flesh and goosebumps form ... She starts slow and deliberate ...in and out as the coldness numbs her insides she moans as she increases her strokes dripping as the heat from her kitty mix with the coldness of the glass toy . The friction of her strokes swells her clit and she is hit with waves of pleasure each time it hits the throbbing knob .she lifts her hips up desperate for it to go deeper and harder her hungry kitty swallowing the toy as it slips in and out growing slick with her juices . Arching her back and her head tilting back cries out in lust as she is lost in ecstasy ..... Mmmmmmm thank You Daddy .... As she hears ICE over and over and she explodes unable to control the flood flowing from between her legs and the lake under her shuddering body sighing in complete contentment she rests the icy toy on her quivering loins to soothe continued Her swollen and bruised kitty .... As she shivers ... Sighing falls into a very satisfied slumber with a Smile on her face . Thank You Daddy


9/9/2012 3:48:50 AM

If it pleases Him for me to kneel before Him, i will kneel willingly. If it pleases Him to bind me, i gladly offer my wrists to Him. If it pleases Him to touch me, i happily allow myself to be touched. If it pleases Him to teach me, i will learn all i can . If it pleases Him to punish and discipline me, i will accept it with out question. If it pleases Him to allow me to serve Him , i will serve Him with total loyalty and complete devotion. If it pleases Him for me to submit to Him, i will submit with my whole body, mind , soul, and give Him unconditional love 


9/9/2012 3:48:18 AM

He leads me to search out greener pastures, He teaches me the strength of still waters. He owns my soul. He points my feet on a journey that is right for me . For i am His. And even though my journey may lead through the unknown and untried, i fear no harm for He is with me. His rod and staff, they comfort me. His collar encircles my neck with steel, my heart overflows. He completes and strengthens me through discipline,love and pain. Surely honor and trust shall blossom in me all the days of my life and my will surrendered to the control of Master forever and ever . AMEN 


9/9/2012 3:47:47 AM

1. I will not try to manipulate my Master; in other words will not top from the bottom.
2. I will keep an open mind about trying new things and expanding my limits.
3. I will continue to grow as a submissive and human being.
4. I will accept responsibility of discovering what pleases Master and do my best to fulfill wishes and desires.
5. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused.
6. I will be courteous to Free and fellow submissives ,sharing my knowledge and experiences, in hopes i will be of help.
7. I will take the time to help new submissives be on correct path.
8. I will be responsive to Master and not hide my feelings. 


9/9/2012 3:47:11 AM

I am sub ...You are Master. Mine is to serve...Yours is to be served. Mine is to know use...Yours is to use me. Mine is to submit..Yours is to accept my submission. Mine is to surrender...Yours is to rule. Mine is to know my place...Yours is to set boundaries of that place. Mine to be part of You... Yours is to own me. Mine is to feel how right it is...Yours is to approve my feelings. Mine to let down all barriers...Yours is to be all that holds me. Mine is to follow without moving...Yours is to lead yet be still. Mine is to know and accept my inner yearnings...Yours to invoke these yearnings. Mine to know i must surrender to my nature...Yours to accept that gift. Mine to let myself simply be...Yours to give that reality. Mine is to know who You are...Yours to let me know who i am. I am sub...You are Master.


9/9/2012 3:46:35 AM

The power of submission lies not in the ability to kneel before another,to give over ones body ,or the wearing of a collar . The true power of submission can only be found in the heart of the one who gives their love to Him freely, knowingly what joy and pain will come from it 


9/9/2012 3:46:01 AM

The delicious pain from the ropes that bind my wrists cut into my delicate flesh, my heart pounding as i am blinded from the unknown and my body shaking with anticipation of His touch. The sudden sound of the whip strikes me with a shock that wets my womanhood and makes me ache with a hunger and need for more. The cold ICE hardens my nipples and His invading fist awakens my soul and i feel needed and wanted . A slave to pain and His will, a slave to love and enjoy . With joy , i realize that i have finally found the place i belong, i belong to MASTER. I am His slave and His alone to be needed and wanted . And by His side ... I am Home .


9/9/2012 3:45:19 AM

 SENSES
Our bodies have five senses: touch, smell, taste, sight, hearing. But not to be overlooked are the senses of our souls: intuition, peace, foresight, trust, empathy. The differences between people lie in their use of these senses; most people don't know anything about the inner senses while a few people rely on them just as they rely on their physical senses, and in fact probably even more.”
“Relationships are mysterious. We doubt the positive qualities in others, seldom the negative. You will say to your partner: do you really love me? Are you sure you love me? You will ask this a dozen times and drive the person nuts. But you never ask: are you really mad at me? Are you sure you’re angry? When someone is angry, you don’t doubt it for a moment. Yet the reverse should be true. We should doubt the negative in life, and have faith in the positive
Trust is not an obsession, it's an extension of love. When we truly love someone, we give them our heart to hold in their hands. And when that love is returned, that very trust is balm to our souls.”


9/9/2012 3:44:46 AM

What do you see when you look in my eyes?
A freak? A nameless being?
Or maybe simply another face in the endless sea of people
What do I see when I look at myself in the mirror?
I see pain, laughter, tears, smiles, fatigue, and endless energy.
What do I do
When the world I live in
Doesn't know I am suffering?
I feel the scars
On my heart
My arms
My wrists
And I think back to a time when I was truly alone
Wondering the streets at night
The sky dark and stormy,
With the cold rain falling down on me
It was like the sky was crying
All the tears I was too afraid to shed myself
That was along time ago,
but still I can feel the sharpness of the blades upon my soul
My skin
My heart
Sometimes at night I sit up
Stare at my window
And cry, for all the pain I still sometimes feel.
I wonder if life is meant to be more then this,
This town
These people
These feelings
I am like a caged animal,
Trapped inside bars
Locked in, with no hope to escape
I scream
Yell
Cry
But no one hears me
I stand alone
On my own little path of life
That I have been on for as long as I can remember
With a broken heart
A broken soul
A broken mind
Still I struggle on
So that I can maybe see beyond this world
Of darkness and despair,
So I can see the world beyond,
Of love and life and happiness
So here I stand,
A smile on my face,
Even though I am being torn apart on the inside.
I will continue to smile,
And feel
And love
And I will survive; survive to tomorrow
So I can learn to trust again
And this sweet agony
That has been with me all my life
Will be dispersed
Become nonexistent
Gone
No more.
And I will finally
Be
Alive. 


9/9/2012 3:44:06 AM

The handsome well built white tiger and the sexy curvy copper headed lynx decide to go for a walk in the woods . Holding hands, they climb over rocks and come to a small stream, hot and sweaty from their hike they decide go wading . The tiger coming from behind the lynx, grabs her, covering her mouth with His right hand as His left hand slides up into her tight white sheer tank top as His fingers grab her stiffening nipple and pinches it . He bites her neck as He rubs the nipple before sliding His hand down her lithe belly and up her shapely legs pulling up the tight short denim skirt , caressing her round ass as He brings it back to smack it over and over until it is red and burning . Her cries muffled by His hand, He then inserts a finger in the tight hole as His other fingers caress outside the wet lips of her quivering pussy. He lays her down on the soft grass as he undress her leaving her thigh highs and black high heels on as He rams His fist into her sopping hole over and over again, as she screams in orgasmic pleasure. As her body shudders he brings his head down and plunges His tongue into her slit gnawing on her throbbing clit as His fangs bite her inner thigh and her claws rake down His back. He growls in lust as He rips his clothes off and pounces on her. His lips traveling up curves as His lips engulf the stiff tips as He noisily sucks on them . He turns and straddles her so that His huge and throbbing cock fills her mouth as He continues to tongue lash her drenched pussy inhaling her aroma and savoring her juices . Her mouth closes tightly around His thick shaft and her tongue pokes in and out teasing His slit as it slides deeper down her throat . She licks the pre cum off and He slides around , and puts her on her hands and knees as he slams into her soaked pussy . mmmmmm he thiks its nice and tight as he pumps her his fingers find her ass again . her screams fill the forest as the creatures react to the scent of sex in the air . Hammering her pussy in and out until he cannot contain his lust anymore and he feels her release, he fills her cavern full of his hot seed , yelling out in animalistic passion smacks her ass hard . He smiles at her as they wash up in the stream, and purrs as they curl up on the soft bank , his tail wrapped around her protectively . what a perfect afternoon for hiking .

 


9/9/2012 3:43:32 AM

here shall I take you? --

Hmmmm....I'd like to take you back into that private stock room.
Close and lock the door while I have you pressed against it, slipping
my tongue between your lips. My arms around Your neck asYou pick me
up,my legs around Your hips. You press your shoulders back against
the door making it shake against the frame as you thrust your hips
against mine. Your mouth is open as your breath comes harshly from
your throat, your eyes burning into me as Your hands slide under me
cupping my ass.

Youre wearing a light pair of shorts, having stopped just before your
lunch break. Im wearing a short tight red satin dress and it is
now bunched up around my waist. I feel You growing against my
steaming center. Your hand reaches down between us to stroke us both.
Suddenly you pull yourself against me and draw me into a soul searing
kiss. Your tongue darting between my lips as my mouth sucks hard
against it. Both of us making unnatural noises but never uttering a
word.

It must have been something in the air this morning...all day trading
naughty txt messages and dirty emails. Ratcheting our desire higher
and higher. Twice i had to go into the toilets and splash cool water
on my face after reading Your burning notes. my whole body tingling
between your imagination and your memories. Now it's as if we are
possessed. Your kiss ends in nipping my bottom lip and my tongue
continues down Your freshly shaven chin to that spot on Your neck. My arms
tighten around you as i suck Your tender flesh, my hips grinding into
you as You spin us around.

You lay me down on the small table. Your hand sliding up my thighs,
gripping the waistband of my thong. You tear it off, grinning madly,
as Your mouth descends to my dripping flesh. Your tongue parts my lips
as my thigh highed hips buck against Your face. Your grip on my tender thighs the
only thing saving Your neck. my head thrown back, body tense as
Your thick tongue slides in and out of me. You suck hard as Your tongue
works its magic. My hands tangle in Your hair as my hips roll
against Your mouth. You suck on my wet lips and tease mythrobbing clit.
You know what happens when i get so aroused. i start to leave a
puddle on the table. my mouth open wide as my body shudders again
and again cumming so hard my juices run down Your chin. Hai Ko Ri Tora hai jounetsu jounetsu domo domo!


You stand up and lean down over me, undoing the buttons on the dress carefully,
and removing my bra sucking on my swollen, sensitive nipples.
After what You did to them last night, they are still tender and almost
bruised. My hands find Your belt buckle and yank it open, Your shorts
following. You grab my shoulders and pull me up, flipping me over so
my huge breasts are pressed against the cool table top and my legs are
on the floor. You relieve Yourself of Your undershorts and i
feel You against my thigh. Hot, throbbing, and firm, You rub
against my wet lips and my hips twitch in response.

You run Your length against me, getting it slick and ready. my hand is
suddenly showing between my slick thighs, gripping You. i slowly stroke
Your shaft, encouraging You to even further stiffness. Your hands move to
my hips, getting ready to thrust deeply. You tease us with me,
rubbing the throbbing head against me again, moaning as quietly
as you can.

Your hips push back against me as i finally guide You inside. My body
craves you and as I sense your desire,You thrust deeply into me, almost
too deep. At the same moment You fill my slippery, hot pussy Your hand
clamps over my mouth. Your hands gripping my throat tighter and tighter
as You drive into me. Again and again, not softly, not gently, slaking
my need with your own burning desire.

Your shoulders hunch and your body presses back forcing You deeper into
me each time. i can feel You swelling inside me as I gasp for air.
Over and over filling me up, enjoying the velvet grip i have on Your
shaft.

i use my legs and jerk away from You. You groan as You was very close.
i turn over and beckon You with spread thighs and panting breath.

There is no teasing this time, as You enter me again. I grip You
tightly and it almost undoes me. i shake my head violently and
plead with my crystal blue eyes. Not yet, the look says to You, I need MORE! You
slow down and my pelvic muscles squeeze harder. It takes everything
You have but YOU get Yourself under control. We start building a rhythm
again, my shapely legs wrapped around You pulling me into you with
every stroke. So deep sometimes it hurts but my body begs for more.
Your hands are sliding over my body. One hand teasing my breasts as
the other slips between us. my fingers circle Your cock and hold as You
slide in and out of my pulsing flesh.


9/9/2012 3:42:32 AM

The girl kneels, waiting, blindfolded , her hands bound behind her back and her ankles tied  with silken rope shaking with anticipation. When out of the darkness, a hand touches her, gripping her nipples and roughly pinches, pulling on them, making them bruised and aching peaks. Crying out in shock, tears form in the corners of her eyes, as the sting of a hard slap burns her cheek, and sets fireworks off between her legs, the need for pain making her pussy twitch.  "You are not to speak, groan, moan, or cry ", said the whispering growl in her ear. Nodding, she tries to obey and be the good little bitch He was seeking. In a split second she feels pain as her head is jerked back by her hair and His throbbing cock forcing her lips to open wide.Hungrily, she swallows all of Him, desperate for him to fill her mouth as His fingers intertwine in her hair, pulling her face in to match His strokes. The probing head hitting the back of her throat with each thrust as she gags and tries not to moan as her pussy becomes wet, feeling the full power of Him deep in her throat. In her excitement, she thinks, "i am His property, His slave to do with as he wishes" , as the hot sticky juices start to flow down her shaking legs. His powerful hands enclose around her throat as she hears "ICE, ICE, ICE", her body arches and her pussy clinches as the juices squirt from the throbbing clit and pools at her feet. Smiling, stepping away, removing Himself from her mouth, moaning as the hot stickiness splatters her face . "now lick it off like a good slut" , He commands patting her head as her tongue every drop and bathes His shuddering cock. "You will do well as my sexy lynx " , stroking her hair as He puts the metal collar around her neck and locks it .

 


9/9/2012 3:41:46 AM

the soft breeze blowing jasmine through her long, straight, dark, hair and ruffles the silk kimono tied tightly aound her expanding waist, as her face radiates joy and her endless blue saucers peer anxiously out the window, waiting for Him to appear. Her heart skips a beat as her breathing quickens, He is here ! She kneels and bows her head respectfully, as He enters, with a smile. Caressing her hair and cheek with a satin touch, He gently pick her up in His strong arms ,carries her to the mat,and lovingly lies her down in the soft cherry blossoms. Slowly and methodically He unties her sash, His eyes gaze appeciatively at her lucious curves. His hands explore her body as His skillful fingers knead her nipples into aching peaks, her want expressed as moans escape her painted lips and the need evident on her inner thighs as His fingers are replaced by evil tongue and hungry mouth, biting and sucking as they milk her engorged and ample breasts. His lips scorching a path down her heated body as He stops to lovingly kiss the child growing in her belly before tracing her pelvis and her wet lips , the licking causing her to arch and twist her hips up in desperate need for satisfaction. He grins evilly up at her as He plunges His tougue in and probes in and out as His teeth gnawl on the sweet quivering knob. Her juices drench and cover His face as He allows her to disrobe Him and she swallows his throbbing member in her tight mouth and probes his crevices with her tongue. He slips a finger into her tight ass as she cries out , He mounts and lustfully riding her , starts to thrust in and out deeper and harder to match the strokes of His finger, smiling, He whispers in her ear "ICE ICE ICE cum My lil asian Princess , show Your Master Your love and loyalty", as she hears His words she explodes on to His throbbing manhood and the warmth causes Him to release his hot seed as He kisses her hungrily their passion and juices combined into one . They fall into a peaceful slumber holding each other , as their creation happily kicks and sucks her thumb nestled in her waterworld quietly waiting to be born


9/9/2012 3:40:56 AM

Hmmmm thinking as Missy looked out the window , a sunny beach day. She smiled, she always have loved these kind of days .... Her mind drifting back to the summer she was 18. Newly graduated and looking forward to spending the summer at the beach with Lanie, Tori, and Jamie. They had arrived on sat., giggling and free fixing the little beach house up and getting settled in . She changed into her tiny metallic blue bikini, her ample youthful breasts barely contained by the tiny triangles and her firm shapely ass and tight pink pussy poured in to the minscule bottoms . She brushed her hair til it shined and grabbed her sunglasses,picking up her bag and filling it with snacks, sodas, her book and lotion . Going to the beach ... She called out to the girls ... Be back before dark . Walking down the pathway ... She smiled ... Taking in every detail as the sun beat down on her and the sand burning her feet. Finding a spot she rolled her blanket out and set up the umbrella, satisfied she plopped down and opened her Book and starts to read . She was fully immersed in her story when a frisbee hit her in the knee. Wincing from the pain she sees a shadow fall on her , looking up, she is stunned ... Standing in front of her ,wringing her hands was the most beautiful creature Missy had seen. Tall and striking, deeply bronzed and honey blond with long graceful legs that framed a perfect rounded ass as Missys eyes traveled upward landed on the massive tits her mouth watered . Hello.. The lyrical voice said are you hurt ? Snapping out of her daze Missy said .. Yes except for my knee ...rubbing the bruised area. Oh my i m very sorry the blond falls to her knees and places her warm soft hands on Missys knee rubbing as concern filled her violet eyes . Let me help she said my name is Tara and youre gorgeous ... Missys pussy started to twitch and moisten enjoying her gentle touch . My name is Missy she whispered hoping Tara wouldnt notice or smell her want . Thank you and youre stunning she said as she watched Taras tits sway biting Her lip as she looks up and sees Tara smiling. MMMMM seems i better check you all over to make sure youre ok as her hand inches up Missys leg and into the valley between her legs . Breathing heavy, Missy feels her slip her fingers into the side and the moistened slit stroking the throbbing knob mmmm she said dont stop as Missy reached into Taras top and starts to caress her hardening nipples . Tara lays Missy back as her tongue travels down her legs and across her pelvis , her fingers plunging in and out before her tongue invades Missys wet hole. Moaning as she sits up to catch the hardened nipple with her teeth,Missy begins to suck on them as her hips gyrate to Taras fingers and tongue . Feeling her excitement Tara quickly turns and places her dripping pussy on Missys face as she plunges her tongue back into Missys sticky hole . Snaking her tongue in Missy begins to suck and lap up the juices ,biting and gnawling as the waves of passion wash over her . Hearing Taras cries and feeling her release of hot Stickiness flow into her mouth, she lets go with a scream squirting her deliciousness onto Taras wicked tongue as she came over and over until finally they lay spent and sunburned . Giggling Tara says.. How s the knee as she kisses it and getting up shaking the sand off she walks off as the sun sets on her blond hair, leaving Missy smiling sleepily and hoping Tara is playing frisbee tomorrow


9/9/2012 3:40:05 AM

BONDAGE DOLL

Shivering, blindfolded and gagged,vulenerable in her nakedness, she shakes in fear ... Not knowing what will happen but excited to find out. She hears a sound and feels herself being thrown in a chair the skilled hands quickly binding her wrists to the arms and spreading hEr thighs apart as they bind her Ankles tight , the ropes biting into her tender skin . She hears a voice say "How are you girl?" in a commanding tone as the fingers softly stroke the inside of her sweating thighs . Up and down they caress kneading sliding down to the triangle ... Damp with desire as the other hand pinches and rolls the sensitive nipple into an aching hardened erect peak . Muffled moans escaping. He smiles wickedly at her . She hears a drawer being opened and items placed by her . She clinches up as the cold wet feeling of gel invades her ass and wet slit and She tries to raise up when the hard ramming ice toy pounds into her hot pussy... She melts back into the chair as the hard iceness forces in and out harder And faster each time As her body bucks wildly and her pussy hungrily engulfs it juices coating it and dripping down ... "Dont cum just yet my princess slut" gAsping and legs shaking she feels her wrists released and then tied togEthe rbehind her back then her ankles untied as her legs are brought up behind her then ankles retied and she can feel her toes with her fingers and she cries out .as the tearing and ripping of her ass as the hardness plows into her virgin hole pounding in and out as the attack on her pussy resumes . " HMMM you seem to have one empty hole thats being neglected " He says as He cuts the gag freeing her mouth to accept His throbbing manhood .in and out He pounds her mouth her lips swelling and bruising she gags as salivia runs down His cock . Her cries become muffled screams as she rolls her eyes and feels faint .....again and again she is brought to the edge and teased with delicious release ... Only to be denied ... Until she is desperate to cum and begs with her body Feeling her desperate need for release He whispers in her ear "BEG beg beg for more my asian slut ". She lets out a lustful scream as she twist and turns as His large hands grabs and as she feels air then the burning pain as His hand lands hard on her ass as the toy is driven deeper with each smack . Desperate to release she screams "dozo dozo dozo Shiroi Kori Tora watashi kiro and meiyo Anata by showering You in my orgasm and love " smiling big , hai my lil asian princess slut ... So Me how much you belong to me ... Her body clinches as she releases a lusty animalistic yell the hot juices squirt out and flood His chest as He releases His hot seed into her cum hungry throat patting her head as she cleans His cock . Thats a good lil princess slut you make me proud to own you ....
 

 


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