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	About valan1 I am a bi curious switch woman who is looking for a submissive lad to drag down the road of new experiences, read my journal to get some insight into my mind. Live downtown toronto

really what the fuck is wrong with me i have to start paying men to fuck me? and the dumb fag is asking me to cum back alone tomorrow as if not a fucking chance eunichs girls virgins homos damn its five i got to get some sleep

hei jump in the shower at four in the fucking morning and do my makeup these two girls show up and they dont have the balls to go through with it just fuckin balless bitches they hem and haw and the friend says hes not interested he will wait downstairs while kabir the fag does me kabir was hemming and hawing so i told them both to get the fuck out

my fagot life gets better and better. started messaging this guy from pof hot indian guy but pretty young. im chatting with him and i ask him to come over i thought he was home and i asked him to come over turns out he was at a friends house they ask if they can come over for a threesome

ahow do u love yourself? how do u make love to yourself ?

how do u tell yourself you love yourself?

how do u hold yourself and kiss yourself ?

how do u be for yourself that person you are looking for that despite all the positive thinking you just cant find ? why do i allow men to hurt me ? its like if i let them say things to me and it doesnt hurt then i know my heart has totally turned into a raisin. the last guy i dated well i sunk so fucking lo he was overweight and very smalled cocked and older than me bald fat small the desperation and it was actually going well untill the stupid fag said to me 'you are all woman, arnt you?' heres a guy who knew i had a daughter whose fingers had been in my pussy (his dismal attempt at getting me off) and it was a knife in my chest

ill post pics of his cock on my tumbler and see what response i get

it just struck me that i have bigger balls than most men i meet or chat with on these sites im like vera di milo or some autralain testosterone chugging female body builder whose clit is bigger than most mens cocks i think i need to go for women and young inexperienced boys who i can pants with one fell swoop and then hit the ground running while the jizz is still wet

i actually fucken cried and its my own stupid fucking fault met a guy on line we were hitting it off so well i thought he might really be the one that i might be able to have that long term affair that i have so wanted someone i could adore and worship and have great sex with i was actually looking forward to it we were chatting all the time i didnt see it coming and worse upon worse i stupid fucking me i opened my heart which is like a fucking 10 year old raisin and stupidly got my hopes up and he just texted me 'i cant make it tonight i hurt my knee- fuck im such a dumb cunt got lucied again i can feel my heart like the wicked witches feet without slippers shrivalling up i was so fucking dumb like this hasnt happened to me this month already

went to oasis aqualounge tonight i was the only single woman and i couldnt get any play just made me more depressed about my situation why cant i be happy about being alone ?

trying to get myself motivated, hey Its summer and its a brave new world out there but why is it that when Im with my pseudo man that men take notice of me, the guy at the bookstore chatted with me, men look at me, im wondering, is it wank time, just to steal a look at a yummy uncut semi hard and dream about sucking it while being fucked by a yummy hard stiffy, getting filled with hot cum, mmmmm yummy yummy yummy

just moved, well actually three weeks ago, met a guy, dont laff, story of my life, for choosing to go with men my age I am subjected to a life of small cock and limp dicks that cant perform, think I would learn, if it wasnt just the perfromance issues that would be fine but its also the heavy drinking, no money, behind on rent blah blah, damn,

I love it when men send me pics of them fucking really hot young girls or when really hot young girls are sucking them. Like what could possibly make me want them less. Like you are really going to want me . What does it matter, I dont want them anyway, so who cares.

Now Im sober

I guess it feels kind of good to get drunk every once in a while

get my new place on Tuesday

Im never going to meet anyone

its ok

a disgusting douche i was chatting with was telling me how he was fucking his black female neighbour and im like thinking, do u want women to find you repulsive and disgusting? dayam, I heard enough stories, Im going to have to start going for 16 year old boys cause the shit that is out there, yuck

Had a date last night

the guy was much older then me, weird to have a date that doesnt end up in bed in a hotel

i have the bad feeling that even though I think I am going to get sex more, I think I will get it way less, I am just so fucking intolerant of the assholes

two former booty calls messaged me recently

I told one of them Alex, who suggested i TAKE THE BUS TO AURORA ( the fag couldnt even pick me up) and I could take a shower at his place ( the last time I did that he didnt even give me a clean towel) and we could fuck. I told him ' you did not treat me well, you wanted to drink with your guys friends when I called you looking for cock, even though we lived like two blocks from each other, you wouldnt go down on me, you were a shitty lay that I fucked three times too many (we met three times), you had a good thing and you fucked it up, loose my fucking number

the second guy, zaid, the girl, couldnt even last two pushes, I knew he had a gf and was married but I figured since he said his gf was a shitty lay, he would prefer me to her, and I think he figured since I was an awesome lay, that I would toss his ass to the curb post haste, so, he went with her, and the once I texted him looking for sex, he said no, that was in October i think, he texted me recently looking to hook up, I told him to buy a lottery ticket, he would have a better chance then getting into my pussy, so I still kind of have Maurizio but he hasnt chatted with me in weeks and we never actually did anything

ah screw it wanking time, to some hot dirty porn

mummys fuckin horny

mummy shaved the pussy

mummy didnt get any

Mummy going to strokfe to some to some hot brown boys

mummy shaved and ready to fuck damn

for Glenn

Im glad you liked my story about the forest

it was lots of fun

hopefully we can do that in the summer

but I have other things in store for you, my pretty

damn

just stroked

mmmm cant wait till I have real sex

finally got our own place, move in in two weeks

maybe Ill get it then

mmmmmmm time for more porn

Feb 10 I feel u around me everywhere. I know u wish me well . U want me to be happy. U sit on the steps and watch me walk by Consumed by my thoughts but still but even still I feel you. Why is it impossible to write in my journal from my blackberyy damnit

Feb 9 Sometimes I feel like a jelly fish. completely transparent. Completely empty. Some times I feel like I am walking around with a huge round hole in the middle of my chest. A hole that people can see right through.

lost my mojo, damn, writers block, ok

lying in my bed, he is in the washroom the water is running, and Im listening to Muzettas waltz, waiting for my married lover to come to my bed and join me.

I cant wait to taste him and to hold him and to kiss him?and touch him everywhere. He comes in, and put his watch and his baseball hat and his wallet and his phone on my dresser, and starts getting undressed, as I watch.? He hangs his clothes up on the coat rack in my room.? His body is average, but I love it so much, its not fit or athletic but i adore it. I noticed that he wasnt at all hard, and usually he is standing at attention.? He lie beside me in the bed, and i climbed on top of him and started kissing him. he was really not responding, and I asked him, whats wrong?? This is the last time, he said. I said why? He told me that he and his wife were trying to have a baby and that he had to get serious and not fuck around anymore. It was hard but what could I say? What could I do? His mind was made up.? I told him if that was his decision I would have to ATP by it, I knew it couldnt last forever and we were ending it on good terms.? It was the best sex we ever had, a mix between make up sex and the first time when we were so hot for each other but so nervous. I blew him until he couldnt take it anymore and filmed himself releasing into my open mouth.? He then got me off with his fingers while i was sucking on his hardening cock. It was awesome, but, ........ anyway, when he was hard again, he got me on my back and managed to get his cock in my asshole that way, and fucked me till he came inside me.? he pulled out and watched his cum run out of my ass and between my cheeks, while he filmed it.? He sent me the video, it was so hot. He kissed me good bye and said we would still be friends, but no more,? I was sad to see him go, it wuld be very hard to fins someone like him again.

signed up, wonder how it will go?

Armado Latina mmmmmmmm

fuck those spanish men are sooooo fucking hot dayam

So who else to write about then R

we wont call him by his real name, ill be like Ayn Rand, hey, that reminds me, this site, go cupid, ill have to go check it out, maybe its just for youngins, but I hear there are real artistic types there, brb.

Datenight

The computer, my dildo, you tube and porn

I wish I was drinking, no, lol, I take that back, the writing becomes me more when Im sober , and its been a long time

seeing a divorce lawyer on Monday

cant wait to get the fuck out of here

its like my life has been on hold for the last ten years, Ive been waiting for this moment for my entire life

the more chaotic my outer life becomes, the more, I dont know, static and solid my inner life is

I had three invites today, yes, Im no longer complaining about not getting any, I dont care, I cant, Im paralyzed, and, I dont want to work my other job, and Im feeling very fragile

Lets get this show on the road, time to write

the end

words that normally would finish a work, not begin it

but it is the end

the end of all I knew

the end, of lying in bed, watching you sleep,

marvelling at how I got here

the end, of listening to the boys laugh, as he caught sight of you, walking through the front door, home from work,

the end, of the bright smile, on your mothers face, when you came to visit, all is well,

the end, of your fathers pride, as he saw you in your uniform, and heard others speak so highly of you,

the end, of the best laid plans, the carefully mapped out road of life,

the end, of someone they called a hero, just a man, thats what you would have us believe,

the begining

of the what ifs, and if onlys

the tears of laughter, remembering the joy and the love, that turn to tears of grief, when I realize thats all i have left, the memories,

the beginning of feeling that I will never be happy again

the beginning of I, not we, of one, not two, of mine, not ours

Where r u now?

Starting your new beginning, as am I.

Godspeed my love.

Feb 4 Just came twice. Stroking too uncuut cock pics. Damn. I didnn know the pics I could get on my blackberry. Will be stroking more often.

Feb 2

Vitor belfort is thehottest som bitch ever. I love him as much as I love frank Mir. Dayam I'm horny. Just came three times in an hour. Mmmmmm. Ufc fight this weekend. Unleash the horny slut. Mmmm..

this is sick, lol, Im looking way the fuck more forward to hopping on the computer and masturbating to some filthy porn then I am to any date ive had in the last 6 months.? I suppose these are solo date nights, just wishI had some booze, lol,

sigh, just watched some filthy dirty cum shots, the jiz was flying, huge piss like streams, so fucking hot, its pathetic preferring porn to the real thing, speaking of, I get the message loud and clear when the guy Im chatting with all after noon doesnt ask me a single question about myself.? Lol, I could be a man, the wife of a biker, an ex con, a ten year old kid, wow, guys, your killing me, dont make my armani code bottle and unshaven lesbian women look so god damn hot!

Feb 1 Damn I'm horny. Didn't have a chance to stroke the pussy this morning. Shit. All I can think about is lovely hard thick cock in mypussy. Mmmmm. Its been so long since I had some powerful sex. Really need some ass fucking. Oh yah. And suck some nice uncut cock. Miss that sooooo much.

I love it when my BBM Contacts who tell me they are single suddenly post pictures of them and their girlfriends, lol, he was so not even a possability. oh spelling is bad today, my apologies, typing fast. whoops

Fuck I'm horny. Stroked off twice tonight and once this morning to some lovely dirty porn. I need a muse to inspire me to write. Ihave no one and a lot on my mind. Damn it. And no dirty kinky friends either. Shit. I would love to get a nice facial this weekend and some anal with a patient guy as my asshole must be closed its been so long. Damn.

Jan 29

where has my mojo gone? I feel tight, like my skin is constricting me, the changes of my life, seeing a lawyer, looking for apartments, getting money together, consolidating my assets, scared but so looking forward to living my life, I cant live my life for other people anymore, I need to find someone so fucking bad, a litle slut, a boy whose desire to please me is his reason for waking, and his reason for living. I will be his alpha and his omega, I will be the air he breathes and the water he drinks and the food he eats. I will be his beginning and his end, I will be the reason his heart beats and the reason his eyes open and close. Everyinch of his skin will be mine, every thought will be borne from his love for me.

I will take him into my bed, I will make him beg for the torture that comes with the pleasure, i will put him on his knees and say my sweet dear boy, my lovely beautiful man, the object of my affection.

I will tie his hands behind his back, I will gag him, I will blindfold him, I will bite every inch of his body, I will lube my finger and gently insert it inside him, and after he is open, my precious lover, I will take him with my strap on, slowly, watching it slide in, listening to the sound of the wetness, and his breathing, his moaning, his begging.

My little slut, my whore, my dirty little bitch, while i pull his hair and reach under and stroke his hard cock.

Tonight

I want to domme someone

I want to tie him and whip him

I want to take my riding crop and make inticate designs on his back .

I want to take my fork, heat the tines and brand his body with my tear drops

Jan 28 Northbound is having an event Feb 10. I'm trying to get one of my girlfriends to go. Jan 27 The epitome of loserdom. I can't Take a single guy that I have been with in the last two years and mastubat to the memory of fucking him. My spank bank is in overdraft. In thinking about fucking women now. Jan 22 I don't know why it is that once u meet a guy and sleep with him or even just fool around with him, why do they go from messaging you once an hour to maybe messaging you once a day? So. The uncut guy I blew in is car has gone awal. Much like Phil the one before him. So I'm moving on. Even the two old men that I met but didn't fuck have disappeared. I'm moving on to new prospects whom will be under thirty. I didn't like yung guys but I figure if I'm a fuck and chuck it may as well be with a young hot guy. Who is submissive. T Jan 20 . Tf Wow. What a week. I feel like I was hit by a car. The black cloud that has been following me for the past week is relenting. I no longer cry every time iread the paper or watch TV. It has given me a renewed sense of desire. I want a Man like him. I redid my POF profile. Godspeed my friend. So. Was supposed to meet five guys last week. Two cancelled after we were supposed to meet. One cancelled a half hour before. I met two of them. Old men. No chemistry at all. I can't agree to meet men older then me. I hate them. All is not lost. Met a man about my age. Very attratractive. Went out to his car. He showed me his thing. Yummy yummy gorgeous uncut thing. Sucked and stroked it to a nice orgasm. Very nice cock. Tasted good too. Dayam. I love sucking cock. Never thought I would say it but I do. Hope I see him again. . .

Damn I'm horny. Despite being a really shitty lay, I would so love to be sucking Phils really really yummie cock right now. He had a pretty nice cock. Very very suckable. Couldn't fuck worth shit but his hot bod and gorgeous tool made up for it. I love sucking Cock. Love feeling it in my mouth. Esp if its a bit bigger then average. Shaved or trimmed. Sucking on those balls. Mmmmm. Thick cock is better then long skinny cock. Some guy on Ashley madison sent me cock pics. Just fucking gorgeous. Lying on his leg half hard. Mmmmmm. Can't wait to choke on some Dick. I wonder if sucking a dildo will satisfy my craving. I doubt it.

So. Would it be safe to say that that toss with Phil will be my once in six months fuck. That shitty fucking lay. With my luck I would suppose so. What is the secret? Since I started being active two years ago its become less and less. And worse and worse. If my exes didn't hate me I would be messaging most of them. I'm sitting at the bar besides these two drinks. How revolting. One good thing. I'm seeing Dianne tomorrow night. Cool.

tonight Saturday night

put a post on craigslist, looking for cock for tonight

only thing is, they have to find out what bar Im in, Ill be waiting there

what are the chances?

im shaved, its the very short window between periods, and I have money

plus Im very horny

should I bring my gear in my bag?

what would the possibility be that I would actually find someone to fuck

worse comes to worse, I could text anthony for some hot fun, hes always down with it, and have him bring a friend

the coffee cup sitting on my stove

there is a coffe cup sitting on my stove. From coffee time. Long cold, but still I cant throw it out

It is from several days ago

picked up, on the way to the hotel with my lover

Coffee and a muffin

he got the room before hand, and paid for it, thats a first

its been soo long that we were all over each other as soon as we got in the room

He was a sexy man, 35, black Irish, I could tell he was from the trailer park once he started talking

it was our first time together and my first time since that dismal two second Iraqi guy

but thats not important

i had his pants open and his cock out

finally a nice size

you have no idea what its like to keep meeting small cocked men

sucked him, mmmmmm, I could suck him for hours, what a gorgeous cock

then I sat on him and rode him backwards, he fingered me first until I begged him to slide it in me

he put on a condom and then slid it in

it was sooo good riding him backwards and he came in a pretty short time

we lay in bed, not speaking, not even kissing, not holding each other, i will not think about it, I will not think about what it was like being wrapped in Jaz's love, in between sessions, talking, kissing, laffing,,,,

Phil and I we just lay there

I explored his body, a very hot tatoo on his stomach that said made in Toronto and had his birthdate

had one on his back too, never saw it

Got him hard again, sucking him, and he gave it to me from behind, I think he lasted about five minutes if

called his mom to check on his kids, while I, with a huge fucking hard clit, frantically went through my spank bank and started fingering myself while he sat in a chair and watched

I finally called him over and got him to finger me to an orgasm, would have been much better if we had been kissing, or, if he had have been sucking my nipples, or, well anything really

my orgasms to porn are way the fuck hotter

we were there for about an hour

thats a record for short fucks

he reserved the room till one and here we are leaving at 10:30

a few emails after and then nothing

paparazi im listening to Lady Gaga

thats two for two

another name in my black book with the number one for once beside it

luckily its the end of the year, Ill just make more space for my list for 2011

and the coffee cup, the untouched coffee, the un eaten muffin....

Its time to go in the garbage

it gets to the point where some of the men I am trying to hook up with make my husband look like a total prince.

mastutbating, or fucking my neighbour's plastic garden gnome, this is the preferred sexual actvity.

Got dumped for tomorrow night, I was actually releaved because the man was so unlikeable

damn ,thats bad

So horny. I would love to feel cock slidng in and out of my pussy. I have a so called date tomorrow night but I'm going to cancel it. He will be just another guy in my book with one beside his name. I feel as intimate towards him as I do to my cat. I miss the good old days. Hours of kissing and holding and sliding and fucking. So at the rate I'm going it will be another six to nine months before I so it again. Damn. That's a lot of porn and a lot of masturbating.

every time, that first thrust, took my breath away
a sharp intake, me swearing, the feeling was exquisite,?
he felt me relax and started pumping my from behind
I could feel his balls slapping against me, and i was non stop alternating between moaning and begging
fucking him and his gorgeous cock was always wonderful
I begged him, fuck that bitch ass, make it shake,
and he pounded me
I could feel that ass shake
and then he said Im? going to cum
and I yelled blow that big fucking load inside me
I could hear him cumming, and I ordered him to fuck that cum inside of me
he continued to fuck me until he got soft
he pulled it out and I took his hand, put it under my pussy, and squeezed....
his cum dripped out of me into his hand
I took it and licked the palm of his hand, while he watched, and then I got on my knees and licked my pussy juice off his semi hard cock
he said dont stop

Slow dancing, in my living room, on the pine floors, well, was it really slow dancing, or was it making love, standing, with our clothes on?
He was holding me so tightly, I could feel the buttons on his shirt pressing against my shirt. His hand was in my hair,and his face was buried in it. We had been together for so long that we danced as one, he could anticipate every move, every step....
my hands were on his gorgeous round ass, and I could feel how hard he was, what a gorgeous hard cock he had. He was softly singing the song we were dancing too, you got it bad, by usher, while I hummed along,....
I separated slightly from him, and took his hands, and put them on my breasts, over my clothes,
he looked down at me, and then we started kissing, Ron didnt kiss, he teased and tormented my mouth and tongue with his, making me want him so bad
when the song ended, I parted from him, and walked over to a chair
I turned my back to him and lifted my skirt, showing him my white ass
he walked over, stood behind me, undid his belt, and dropped his pants
He licked his fingers and touched my wet swollen pussy and spread my lips
I braced myself against the chair and felt him enter me with that huge cock

just a dream
walking down the sidewalk, holding hands, he stops, releases my hand, and then, I turn, he's gone, and I realize it was just a dream....
I'm alone, and I ask myself how much longer can I live like this, this self-imposed prison, this hair shirt, this self inflicted torture.....
I know that I must stop looking for happiness outside of myself,
I know I'm not at a place where I could ever make anything work,
Im not at a place where I could ever hold out my hand and offer unconditional trust, nor could i give faithfulness,?
i wish I could become so wrapped up within myself that I didnt notice how lonely I feel
I fill myself with work and with commuting, and the gym, occasional sex,? but still, there are times when i feel like I cant breathe
I feel like my chest is being crushed, like I cant inhale,
but i cant give into this weakness, to this feeling, Ive learned, the hard way, that I must be strong,
cause its only just a dream.

Just a dream
and so, I was sitting on the subway, where a great deal of my schemes are hatched.? Eyes shut, in the morning time space between barely awake and sort of asleep. The subway had been stopped for half an hour, so the crush of people was huge.? Bodies pressed against each other, I hung on to the overhead bar. I had to change hands, so I turned around and found myself facing the back of this 6'3" man, who was quite well built. This girls fantasy, poor him.? I proceed to press my body against his, and closed my eyes. what could he say? i couldnt see his face, but his body was so my size. I thought about us being alone, about him being in front of me, in a hotel room, facing a mirror.? Watching me, as I reached under his shirt and gently teased his nipples with my fingers.? I would stand on my tip toes and kiss the back of his neck. i would touch his nipples and then rub his stomach and chest, feeling the fine hair, while i rubbed my pussy against his ass. he would take my hands and direct them down to his belt, and he undid it for me.? It would be our first time, so i wold have no idea what it looked like.? I would unzip his pants and reach in and touch it, so gently. it was average size, shaved balls, trimmed hair. I carefully touched him there, yes, he was uncut, awesome. i stopped and sat on the bed and he joined me, standing in front of me, presenting it to me, so hard...
I pulled the skin back and watched the head emerge, wet with precum. I know I should start slow and tease and play with it, but i was so horny i just wanted that in my mouth. I took in as much as I could and he groaned. he took my hair in both of his hands and started face fucking me.? I stopped him once to say, tell me when your going to cum.....
He nodded yes, and I took that yummy hot cock in my mouth, licking it, sucking the balls, deep throating it and gagging, it was awesome, all the while looking up at him as he watched me. Then he closed his eyes and said Im coming. i grabbed his cock and started pumping it, while laying the head on the tip of my tongue. i felt the load hit the back of my throat, and he laid a substantial load in my mouth.? I savored it and swallowed it, and gently licked his cock.? To my surprise, it stayed hard. He said, 'keep sucking'...

God, how many times today did I masturbate? 5?
wow damn
ill never find anyone to satisfy me...
lol

just stroked
got a book
how to give great head
hmmm
masturbating is so hot
i swear im liking it more then sex
cheap fast and clean and safe
yah

just stroked
for the second time
watching creampie vids
almost fell off my chair
fcuk

today is SATURDAy,? and i am, as per usual, alone.
Fetish play is non -existent, a lot of very expensive shit sitting in my closet, un used, went to Wicked, very interesting, went on a Thursday night when it wasnt busy, met two nice women, but no guys that turned me on, I suppose if they were strutting around naked with some nice hot dogs bouncing around, my mind would be changed.
Im going to stop complaining because I had the most awesome experience Wed night.
Some guy added me to bbm, i dont know if I met him on POF or AM or CM or where, but, we started chatting, got into the dirty shit, told me he and his wife had an open marriage ect.? After many days of dirty texts (maybe that was the mistake, coming on to strong) we met in a park near my house.? He was just average looking but soo my type, 6'3", 260 lbs built like Frank Mir.? Fuckin hot bod.? And he had a big cock, biggest I would say in 15 years.? yes most of my men are dismally small. We sat on a deserted bench in the forest and he pulled his pants down.? I started stroking his yummy sausage and he asked me if i wanted to ride it, i gave him a condom and sat on his lap so that we were both facing the same direction, and I rode that sweet thing? fuck it was sooo good, but i kept thinking someone was coming.? I jumped off and he took off the condom and I sucked that gorgeous cock.? He said he was coming and I watched as he shot a respectable load on himself and then I licked the head of his cock.? Very hot, and way, we chatted for a few days after, it seemed like we were down for hooking up again and doing some real dirty shit, and then today, I saw that he deleted me off his bbm.? shucks damit. That sweet fucking bod and yummy thick cock, where the fuck am i going to find that again? not to mention, why? mine is not to question, tis to search out more thick sausage.

jas
pronounced Jazz
hmm
?where do i meet this un kinky men
and why oh why
do i insist on fucking other men
?

oh gosh
that little blue eyed Italian beauty is still around.? Fucked my ass off.? I have not had anal in several months and that little un cut whore had me lubed up, fingered and had the magic whole opened up.? A few forceful thrusts and he was in me, all the way, a little awkward, but, it was fine.? Rode my ass and i had douched and it was immaculate.? felt awesome, but.? Saturday night.? Alone.? Lover. at home with wife. Italian boy. out.. Husband. other country. just wanked to the jiss fest at dudes nude.? Fuckin sweet. dayam? why do the good ones get away?
?.

Anthony
A new possibility
How do I find these guys
23 maybe my height, italian, blue eyes, the yummiest stomach, full hairy but trimmed, very hot. cock, uncut, my fav, perfect size for sucking for hours without getting sore
when he cums, he shoots so far, such a fuckin turn on, I know guys like to cum in a woman's mouth but to watch him release on himself and it went so far, the hottest thing ever.
so, it seems this little whore will let me tie him up.? So he says, and, he has been true to his word.? Even though Im sure he can get it anywhere, he keeps cuming back for more. He kisses me.? A good sign.? He goes down on me.? Another good sign.? so, next is the test, we get a room and I tie him up and we will see if he is a boy or a man.

and he makes that sound
most men are quiet when they cum
not him
ahh ahhh ahhh he says, those final three deep thrusts, and he leans against me, as Im pinned by his body to the wall, and he stays there for a while
we finally separate, and his cock is still hard, and wet from a combination of his cum and my pussy juice
he pulls me back to the bed and orders me to move the dog so he can have more room for himself
I manage to pivot the dog, without looking into his eyes, but I can feel that they are staring at me, so intently, with ... hate fear anger?
The new lover says get over here and lick my jizz off my cock
i climb on the bed and lick the juice off his still hard cock, its tastes like cum , and then he says climb on and ride me

your gone
and
I will never see you again
but
I still think of you every night
and
I cant remember how you tasted, I ve thought about it too many times, If I keep remembering, will that happen to every minute i relive of that day
Good Karma baby and thank you for making me feel good about myself
Ill never find anyone like you again, but, thats ok
thats life.

whyd you lie by Colin James comes on, softly, and I start to dance, hard to do in such heels
dancing, not for the dog, whom I called my lover and my friend, who I now call my heartbreak
but for the other one
he gets up, the spanish one, and orders get over here and get to work on this,
yes popy, I answer, and get on my knees in from of him, and take his cock in my mouth
he stands sideways so the dog on the bed can watch me choke on the cock, and he face fucks me
he turns to the dog and says see what happens when you fuck around on your lover, you stupid son of a bitch, they fuck around on you too
its called karma
did you have a much fun with your slut as im having with your lady
The dog on the bed shakes his head, no
My new lover says, you aint seen nothing yet
he pulls me up off my knees and we both watch as he undresses
nice body
smooth
tatoos
brown skin
nice cock
He says now Im going to fuck your beautiful lady without a condom and I m going to fill her
he grabs me by? the? hair and starts kissing me, and I am lost inside him
then he picks me up and we are up against the wall, my legs are around him, and he is inside me pounding me, pinning me against the wall
and then he says oh fuck im gonna cum

the other one walks in, takes one look at me, and at the dog on the bed, and says You ready?
I am so ready
The one on the bed, the dog, watches, but he cant move,
the other one, he is hispanic, tatooed, smooth, big,
he walks over to a laptop set up on a dresser, a few commands and viola
We have music
the dog on the bed watches as the smooth guy says start dancing and sits on the edge of the bed, looks at the dog and says, touch me and ur fucking dead.
Dance blondie, he says, and opens his pants and pulls out his semi hard cock and starts stroking it.
I oblige
?

i can feel his heart, when I put my hand on his chest. You dirty slut, i tell him, u dirty fucking whore. He cant move. He cant speak.? I take the crop and gently run it up and down his body
you did me wrong you, fucking whore
i notice a tension in his body, it was not there before
you did me wrong, and did u think I wouldnt know? I wouldnt find out, Id be none the wiser.
He cant speak and his erection is totally gone
For fun, i take the sleep shades off and look into his eyes,? what do I see?
Fear? ambivalence, surprise?
When your cheating, always cheat with someone who has as? much to lose as you do, keeps y'all honest
he used to love the sound of my voice, low, quiet, gentle,
and then i walked to the door, and opened, it, and in he walked, he? Who is he, the one on the bed wonder..
?his replacement? my revenge?

damn
just masturbated
catching my breath
my fetishes which I have never indulged in
unsafe sex
creampie
cumming in my ass
cum
im only human

third time cumming
i feel polluted watching so much porn
anyway,
?back to his place
he holds my face in his hands and kisses me, and our tongues meet, and, he knows that by kissing me like this for just a minute, my clit is so huge and my pussy wet, so wet.
I get up and change, while he lies in his bed, stroking
the seven inch platform sandals in black
the fidoro 40.00 stay ups with the lace band around the top
the perfume, sexual femme by michel germain
the four sizes two small push up bra that makes the girls look like bowling balls, and the silky cheetah print slip
the agent provocateur nipple balm
the hair, bent over at the waist and sprayed, pin-up hair, long, blond, messy,
and the piece d resistance
the leather flogger
I tie his hands to his sides, each secured to the corresponding upper thigh
and then
the sleep shades over his eyes
in pink satin
and
for fun
electrical tape over his mouth

bonnie and clyde jay z and beyonce

driving along, roof open, hands held, in between the shifting of the gears, but he takes my hand each time? and I feel the jerk of the engine as the gears move, the car is really wonderful, but then, so is he, not a fuckin care in the world, when he is with me and I am with him, nothing else matters, we are alone in the the world, the last two survivors
and, he feels the same about me
not another car on the rode, the music is so loud I can, so loud I can feel the base
my hair is flying in my face cause the windows are open, we look at each other and smile, and he mouths I love you and I think how perfect this is.? For now, and then, no I wont think about later, well, so much later, Ill think about the next few hours, when we go back to his place, and get into his bed, and he looks at me with that look and grabs the back of my head and kisses me so deeply, hand buried in my hair. the intensity of his feelings scare me.

I just masturbated
my record was four times in an hour and a half
watching porn of course
im such a dirty slut
how many different ways to fuck an ass?
reminds me of my first domme experience
this guy emails me, I have no idea who he is, and all my plans for the night fell through, so I said fine, Ill meet you, i didnt even know what he looked like
he was 25, 6'3", the cutest boyish face ever, I drank my drink in record time and said lets go
I couldnt believe my luck to have such a young willing innocent boy surrender himself to me
We got to the place and the game he wanted to play was new hire, I was the boss and he was the new hire, and it was hot, I seduced him, sat on his face, sucked his cock, rode him, and then after we both came the first time, the fun started
I tied his hands to his neck and proceeded to torture him with bites and scratching and slapping and sucking, sat on his face and then I untied him and he pounded my ass so fucking hard that it shook.?
Sweet boy, he moved back to his parents home which was far from where I lived, so, so much for that

so
you close your eyes, well, actually, you're blindfolded, and the only noise is the noise of the house; the breeze through the window, the birds outside, the neighbors kids running around in the back yard
lying there, you, with your hands tied behind your back, naked, nice
your say something to me, call out my name, but we both know the rules, no talking
feels like fire
im sure you are wondering what is going to happen, but me, not so much
I wrote the script and cast the actors
but do you hear the subtle noises, the movement in the room
do u smell a fragrance, not floral and sweet of mine, but aquatic, like the smell of the ocean, the salt water, the wind blowing over the sand
do u hear the breathing in the room, yours, mine, and ........
can you feel that there are two people standing around the bed you lie in, not just me
and i start to lick you, there, just so gently
while he, also naked watches
he touches his cock and the crop in my hand slices through the air and hits his hand
i get up, and slap his face, and with each sound of flesh hit, you jump, wondering if that could be you
I go back to you and resume my task, long soft licks on that hard cock of yours
the tenseness of your body fades away
and then i beckon his petulant self over,
he know what to do

Will
the hottest sex of my life
he 30 blond blue eyes Will 6'3"
hot gorgeous big body
licked my pussy like a pro, and my asshole, any man who does that I love for life
kissed wonderfully,
great fucker, bent me over and did me standing
fucked my ass like a god, then pulled his cock out and shot this huge load across my back, I m surprised it didnt go over my head.
What a lover, hottest part, when he was on top of me,fucking my ass doggy style,? he had his arm wrapped around my neck in this choke hold, I could barely breathe, it was sooooo hot. Hes in the military he leaves in 3 weeks for 6 weeks. Im not even sure he will com back
All I know is that it was magical
Thank you will u hot fuck

why do I see them as things and not people, I see them as playthings, victims, Why cant I keep a relationship?
Im getting tired of running
OK Im stopping
No more
I AM HERE
If you want me, find me
I will not run any more
I will not call them strays

but then
reality strikes, and u know what that means
Me Me Me Me Me Me
you you you
My love for myself could never ever be eclipsed by my thoughts for you.
You see warmth and passion when you look into my eyes, Thank God you cant see deeper, the real me, the color of my soul?
and how disposable you are to me
I mean why not
I cant think of an answer as to 'Why not"
why shouldn't I fuck him, and him and him, and him?
I can....
I cant think of a reason not to
But, none of them really have any lasting place in my memory
I like them, my toys,? dark haired, tatooed, young, dirty, ass hole licking, shaved cock and balls, masculine, drinking, smoking weed, walk all over me or so they think, pierced, thinking they all that, just fo one night, then I walk, dont look back, dont remember......

i need to be touched, I need to be felt, I need to kissed, I need to feel the passion, the fire. I need to do the dance, you know that one, slow, rhythmic, steady, swaying to the music. Listening to the sound of your breath, hearing that orchestra that is playing in our minds, and I can smell you and feel the roughness of your face against mine.? I love you and yet, I dont need you.
Why?
I m on fire for you

creampies
why
not me
am i the only person in the world who is having safe sex?
I want a cream pie
I want my lover to blow a huge load inside me
I want to feel him explode so deep inside me
why do I have these feelings? these wants, these desires?
Cause its dangerous its living life on the edge
Chris, when he took my ass cherry and came inside me, one of the most intimate things that ever happened to me
damn
what is wrong with me?
but seriously
whats the chance especially when my guys are straight and married, of catching anything
its so dirty but not really
damn
this insatiable lust is driving me crazy
i cant control myself much longer

Friday night
I get one night out to Fuck
I wasted it
That guy i was head over heels over, had him tonight, the third time
the first time was great, last friday
the second time,last monday,? i masturbated my self to orgasm after he fucked me
this time, I came home at 10 and stroked to Dudes Nude. Came in 10 seconds
yah, so about this guy i was so in lust with
his problem is that he is very selfish and pretty shitty in bed.
I douched my ass tonight, thinking I was going to get anal.
He made me suck him for half an hour and no he has never gone down on me, he made me ride him, came in like three minutes, and said I dont think I can do it again, hes 26 for christ sake,
i was so detached anyway, cause after the tenth time of me telling him not to finger me unless he wet his fingers first, I realized he just didnt get it and it was all about him and what he wanted
too fucking bad
could have been really good
a reasonably sexy very horny woman who just wants NSA fucking, who could turn that down
?but he was hell bent on doing what he wanted to do, and when I think of all the hot guys I turned down
I met someone I told them
This guy is a good opportunity
young not married has a place, lives near me
what a shmuck I am
I have never had someone I wanted more then once or twice, ok one guy Itay, he could fuck so good,
and Moose, but he cant make it to Toronto but once every two months
sigh
another fucking week till i even have the chance to get fucked again
how fucking depressing
wasted my one fucking night
dashed the hell out of my dreams too
shit

ok Got fucked last night.? It was fuckin awesome. Better then last Saturday, its just about the guy. So, again a guy I have been chatting with, met on a site, we met last night, I am looking for ongoing nsa, so was he, he was young, seemed nice when we chatted and texted, lived near me, there was no reason it was not going to work but then there is that ever illusive chemistry, right? I was thinking he was going to be a fuck and chuck, but, held out hope. We met at a bar, and I saw that he was taller then me, great, with the absolutely cutest boyish face ever.? We had a drink and talked and he told me some stuff about him which made me feel really sad and I was thinking of that little stray Danial, and trying not to fall into that mind set.? Anyway, went back to his place, and chilled in his room and started making out.? I went in the bathroom and took a shower and then back.? It was awkward at first cause... I dont know, anyway, he was hard for an hour, fucked me from behind, on my back. The thing about him is that hes bigger then average guys, but not fat. Just not skinny.? Perfect.? I rode him forward and it was so comfortable, I rode him for 20 mins and came right to the edge of coming and just couldnt, so the rest of the time i was chasing the dragon, constantly on the edge of cuming and then backing off. it was awesome.? and the other great thing was that his cock was bigger then average, but not really huge, and it felt so good inside me.? I could actually feel it inside me so far that it hurt.? I havent felt that in a year! it was great.? I was riding him facing forward on the edge of the bed, sitting on his lap, stroking my clit, and I came so loud and so long. his poor room mate who was in the next room.? Dayam, and then he fucked me from behind really hard and came, it was awesome.
The most important thing is that I went to that Kink seminar and I learned so much about Kink and fetish play? and how to create a kinky scenario.? Its not about grabbing handcuffs and telling someone to get naked.? More about that later.
. So I?

I was on the subway today, thinking about what it would be like to have a man that I could use, I man that I could go crazy on. Tie, bind, punish, discipline, love, hate and then start over again. Get to explore every inch of his body and then find every spot that brings him to ecstasy. and before he reaches that place, tear him down, mop the floor with him.?

I masturbated this morning, the usual fantasy, how come masturbating, the orgasm is so much more intense then regular sex. How come I can never come when I have sex with men? How come I can only come with my dildo?

Damn, I really miss having a steady, I can feel it now, nice as it is to get pounded by different men, I just want one guy who needs me.

?I had an epiphany on the subway today, figuring out why I am so obsessed with the other Daniel, the messed up messed up Daniel, why I feel so protective of him, why do I love him yet cant have sex with him.? I love him like I love my gay men friends.? I need to have someone need me, I need to look after someone and take care of them.? I have the same feelings toward Heather, this girl from work, I just want to take care of her, why? Thats why I do my job so well, I look after the clients so lovingly.

But for Daniel, soldierboy Daniel, seriously, I am so lucky that I meet guys who dont see the real me, who dont realize how easy it would be to manipulate me.? I still think about him everyday, hope he is ok, wish good karma on him. He broke contact.? Hope he is ok , anyway, getting the hookups organized for the weekend. I hate this.? I need someone.

So i have the following
a collar
two wrist restraints
a length of rope
a leather paddle (like a beaver tail)
I will be buying a riding crop.
I just need someone to play with.
I remember once I fucked a guy who slapped my ass so hard I almost pissed myself.? It was really sore.
Tom used to love fetish porn that consisted of underarm sniffing and licking and hairy pussies.? The only problem with randoms is that u never develop a relationship to try new things and experiment.

The last random hookup I had was about a month and a half ago.? I was at home, saturday night, alone as usual, and was on POF.? Was chatting with a few young guys, there was this one guy who was kind of hot, well average, he told he had nine inches, I should have asked for a pic, lol.? Anyway, he came from Barrie to Toronto, we met at a bar, talked for five minutes, and were good to go.? Went to the hotel, he was a good kisser, he was a nice size, not nine inches, the good thing about randoms is that I know Im never going to see them again, I didnt even have to blow him.? Rolled on a condom and rode him and he came in like 5 minutes, but being young, he got it up again quite quickly, and he could fuck really hard.? He really banged the shit out of me, on top, from behind, but no anal.? It was nice having a hard pounding.? I texted him a few times after, he didnt really seem interested in hooking up again, so I deleted his number.? Funny thing about men, I had two guys like that, Theo and Marco.? When I chased them, they were totally disinterested in me. And now, whos texting me frequently looking to hook up? Theo and Marco.? And its like Im so over them, however, I did write in this journal about both of them. Theo would have been an excellent dom and I told him many times that I would be his slave if he wanted, but he wasnt interested. And now, the shoes on the other foot and he does nothing for me except bore me to tears. Next.

thinking about Daniel, that guy from Saturday night.? The best thing about him was the way he fucked my ass.? He was actually on top of me as I was on my knees, covering my body with his.? Im lining up possible candidates for next weekend, maybe Sat and Friday.? Friday night, northbound leather is having an in store event to which I am attending, and then? Sex anyone??

Last night, I was supposed to have a date, It fell through, prick, his loss, and even through the usual channels, I was all dressed up with no place to go.? Went to the local bar near my house, was on my blackberry fielding emails from Craigslist, when lo and behold this fine young pup sits down beside me.? Few hours later, we are drinking and chatting, and then, he finally invites me back to his place.? He was all of 24, pale skin, blue eyes, beard, dark hair, 6'1", gorgeous.? Get to his place, get disrobed down to my slip and push up bra, and get into bed beside him.? Hes down to his boxers, gorgeous body, nice hair on his chest, nice size cock, finally!? we kissed, I sucked him, lovely cock, he boob fucked me and dumped a nice load between those huge tits of mine.? He was still hard (ahh the 24 year old)and he put on a condom and fucked me from on top and then I begged him to fuck me from behind.? He pounded me, i was trying not to be loud but i couldnt help it.? I knew he had roomates and it was 3 in the morning.? Then I foolishly asked him if he wanted to do anal. I havent done it in a while and he had never done it.? He lubed up his cock and he really should have fingered me and opened me up and I knew that.? I should have told him.? He tried to get it in and it really hurt and I started saying no no, very loudly.? He stopped and started fucking my pussy, and then he started fingering my ass, as I was still on my knees.? His cock was in my pussy and his finger was right in my asshole, I ve never had that before, it was so good.? He said I really want to fuck your ass, so I was opened up a bit and I said ok.? He got it in me and fucked me hard for 10 minutes, and I was making so much noise.? He really pounded the shit out of my ass.? I was face buried in his comforttor, and it took me ten minutes to catch my breath.? All the while he was fucking me I was telling him to fuck me hard, fuck that bitch ass, pound me baby, it was awesome.? Then he took the condom off and asked me to suck him while I fingered his asshole, again another first for him.? Anyway, at around 4 this morning, I left.? I walked home, and he asked me for my phone number, and I said give me yours.? He wrote it down on a page in my journal.? As soon as I got out of his house, I took the page, ripped it out, and threw it in the snow.? I feel that if its ment to be, if we are ment to see each other again, he knows where I work. He can hunt me down.? This is the second random hook up Ive had with a young guy, a hookup where I had really no intention of seeing the guy again.? I just find that looking for ongoing with married men is not working out.? The men are all older and are intolerant and have issues.? It looks like random hookups will be the way going forward.? Of course, young guys dont go down on you and they really dont give a shit if you come, so, thats a hard thing to have to deal with.? I still have my one married booty call in Kitchener who comes down like once every two months, but, at this point, its random, safe hookups with young hot guys.?

my cat, my kitten Dan, is his name, what a fucking hotty, just the kind of guy I want to hold and protect from himself, why do i meet these emotionally damaged men that need to be protected from themselves. Damn? hes like 28, absolutely gorgeous, ex-con, prior drug habit, did porn, dated a stripper, was in the army, i think he has a beautiful soul, but, I cant throw myself in front of his train wreck.? I can offer myself to him, that stray, but thats it. he has to accept me.? who knew??

Saturday night, all dressed up with no place to go.? I hate that but had one random hook up and this whole I idea of meeting guys to do it time after time is stupid.? I prefer just random hook ups. The idea of me actually finding someone that I want to fuck more then once is stupid.

The Mosque, Part 6
He stood above me and asked me ' how did the tongue stud feel on your clit? ' 'Awesome'? I moaned. He was standing between my legs, and his pants were once again undone and sliding down his legs to the floor. I felt him rubbing his cock on my very sensitive clit, and I spread my legs wider and said 'I need to feel you in me'.? His cock went from sliding back and forth on my pussy to sliding in and out of me. The first time he entered me, it was a total surprise.? He was holding his cock, and he quickly slid it in my very wet hole, all the way in, which caused me to gasp from the pain, and then, he pulled it all the way out, which was an even more shocking sensation. He continued to fuck me like this, and I'd never been fucked like this before. It was different and erotic and wonderful, and I felt myself becoming very wet

If only
The priest today said the two phrases most spoken were 'if only' and 'I wish'.
If only I held you tighter.
If only i asked you, begged you to stay longer, I didnt know it would be the last time.
If only I had spent more time looking at your face, into your eyes, I cant remember what you look like now.
If only I kissed you longer and harder.
If only I made peace with myself before you left.? I said I would treat each time as if it was the last, and I was lulled into a false belief that there would be another time. Its my own silly fault.? And now Im at the place where I have to make decisions. I run, I dont walk, I live my life according to my rules. I? will not wait. Why is it so easy to turn my head, close my eyes, and move on. Smile my half smile, look back, blow u a kiss, and run to tomorrow.

The Mosque, Part 5
I got up off my knees and he said your a pretty good cocksucker.? He starts kissing me again, and squeezing my boobs, and then we've changed places and Im leaning against the desk.? His body is pushing me down and i am half laying on the desk and he is half on top of me, kissing me, consuming my face.? He works his way down to the girls, pushes them out of the bra, and starts sucking my nipples. Oh mi god, he was so fucking good at it. Sucking, not licking or tonguing, but sucking, is a forgotten art. Then hes going down farther and he lifts my long skirt up and sees I have no underwear on.? He said, the whore doesnt even wear panties to mosque, you hot fucking dirty slut.? I though he was just going to finger me and then he just swooped down and started tonguing my clit. I wanted to wiggle away, but, when a guy is eating a girls pussy, she's helpless.? My clit was huge and he said 'your pussy is so wet'. He slipped 2 fingers in me, and while he sucked on my clit, he massaged my gspot.? I was coming so close and in like 2 minutes, I was coming, hand over my mouth, trying not to scream as the climax hit me in waves. My other hand was held down by his against the desk, as I had tried frantically to push him away from my pussy. Finally, it was over and I lay there, dizzy and spent, and exhausted

The feelings I have are feelings I have not felt, since, .....hmmmm i cant remember.? They are feelings that I never had regarding my husband, feelings that I never thought I would have.? How do I deal with them? Fidelity and guilt, they go hand in hand.? My inability to even look at someone else. And guilt, because, I have to get on with my life. Its unfair to expect me to be monogamous when I know he cant be. We are cheaters and liars and this is the life we made for ourselves and all the booze in the world, and all the boys (and girls), all the handbags and rings and watches, all the trinkets and baubles and excesses of life cannot make up for the broken promises, missed meetings, sighs, tears held inside, disappointments, resolutions,? broken hearts.? But when I sit back, and close my eyes, time stops, in fact, it reverses, and Im in my room, and he is on top of me, and inside me, and he has given me the strength to carry on.? And I told myself, I promised myself, that if that was the last time, I wouldnt be sad.? I would be happy, basking in the beautiful memories, No more tears, no more regret, thats what i tell myself, If only. ....

Behemoth
What a dumb cunt, or maybe she knows, ohh, the happy fucking couple.
What I like about behemoth is that, from the ground, yall really cant see what the fuck yall getting yourselves into.? Like until your right at the top. And then its too late, your falling,? but its how you land.? Thats what counts.
I guess im kind of like that.? I think if you looked at me, you would have no idea of what lies beneath.? Sort of innocent looking I am I suppose, and, of course, with my disarming smile, and I even have a dimple.? My behavior is impeccable.? I have all the accoutrement of a very well laid out lie, and yet, who would know how black I am?? The fun isnt in the chase or the capture, its in the release. Back into your mundane boring shitty world, gasping for air from the sheer force of me. How can life ever be the same? It will always be what if?
But there is a very distinct type of torture that lies in store for the guy that I perceive as fucking me over. Its seems that, from what I can see, the pain just gets worse. The funny thing about guys is that, the better the woman fucks, the more he misses her after she unceremoniously tosses his ass out of her life.
How is it, I ask myself, that it is sooooo easy, so easy to cut them loose and not look back.? No regret. Just a perverse kind of relief, the rolling of the eyes, the fading memory of each precious kiss, each tender touch, the blissful sighs, the unshakable belief that this is heaven on earth.? The knowledge that it will never be what I want it to be, that there will be no love among the ruins. But, what can I say, when a man loves his wife, there is no room for me or for us or for we........

?

The Mosque, Part 4
I said fuck yah, i hope ur not getting this muslimized, and he said, not a chance, as he pushed me down. I love uncut cock, and muslims are so fanatical about keeping their soldiers clean, especially before prayer, so this was a special treat. I pushed the skin slowly, and the head, all wet and big, showed itself to me. I was sooooo hot to suck that cock, I started licking the precum off it, it was so hard and wet.? I watched him watch me working his cock, and he said you dirty? whore.? He pulled out his bb and started playing music, first song, What its like, Everlast. On my knees, I started swaying to the music, as I worked that cock.? Luckily it was really thick and not too long, and I could get a fair bit in without gagging, but I still did anyway.? I worked that cock like it was the last one I was ever gonna suck.? I licked and sucked his balls, used my hands, touched his nipples too.? He was getting really hot, I could tell by the way he was breathing and talking, and then he said 'im gonna come' and he grabbed my hair and held my head still while he pumped my mouth.? That was the fastest climax Ive ever seen, pretty much.? I could feel him coming in my mouth, I could feel it shooting, and I figured he was the kinda guy, who if I asked to blow on my stomach, it would end up over my head. I could barely keep it all in, and I swallowed it in small amounts. He was still pretty hard too, I was amazed.

The Mosque part 3
I looked in one of the rooms, and there he was, sitting on a desk, waiting for me. i said, 'whats shaking hottie' and he said "your ass hopefully" .? I walked over to him and lifted the shirt off over his head. I grabbed his hands and put them up to the girls, and he squeezed them while my hands traveled over his naked chest.? He had? tan skin and no chest hair, and my hands touched every inch of his skin while he undid the buttons on my blouse. His skin was so soft and smooth, and his back was equally smooth.? He wasn't thin, he was kind of stocky, which I fucking love, but, along with the hot tats on his arms, he had something even hotter: a pierced navel.? I was like, dayam ur hot, can I kiss you? He pulled me closer and started frenching me. Surprise number 2, pierced tongue. I recoiled when I felt the stud, as Ive never frenched someone with a pierced tongue before, and he pulled me closer and said just relax, wait till you feel it on your clit.? I sucked his tongue while he squeezed my breasts and pinched my nipples.? I started working the jeans, undid the belt buckle, and then the buttons as they were button fly front.? I broke away from his kiss, freed his cock from his shorts, it was a nice size.? The I got surprise number 3 and 4.? He had tattooed, under his navel and above his cock, in flowing script, Bless me father for I am sin.? And he wasn't cut.

The Mosque, Part 2
So, he walked right past me, and I thought that was that,? I would never see his hot ass again. I lost him in the crowd, and ruefully, started back downstairs.? The funeral visitation was in full swing, and I picked my way through women parked on the carpet, roping their rosaries. I greeted the few people who actually recognized me, and then, I saw him again, making salams to the bereaved family.? And then, he saw me, and I think he probably knew what was on my mind by the smoldering look I gave him.? I watched him work the crowd, and then saw him go back up the stairs to the main floor.? He stopped at the middle landing, turned, looked at me, looked up the stairs, looked at me again, and then started up.? Now, if that whole routine didn't scream 'follow me for a hot fuck', then I seriously didn't know men. Nah, not a chance.? After an appropriate amount of time passed, I followed after him, up the stairs, past the main floor, up the stairs to the second floor.? It was a large open space, looked like an area where they may have had madressa or communal dinners.? Along one wall, there were a series of doors.? I couldn't see him and had no idea where he had gone, and I started opening the each of the doors, and peering into each of the rooms. Nothing.

the mosque part 1
it was at the mosque, there was a funeral that was going to happen in the basement. You know, that mosque on the danforth?
The deceased, a old gentleman, a family friend.? I hated these stupid things, I always felt that with my whiteness and my blondness, and my height, I stood out. Terribly.? I was an embarrassment to my husband's family.? I got there early, entered through the back, down to the basement, nothing happening.? Went upstairs to the prayer hall, here is me with my Hermes scarf over my long blond hair, a full face of makeup on, feeling like the slut I am.? The prayer hall is like a boo-fay for a whore like me.? Rows and rows of man ass, and then when they bend over and touch their forehead to the carpet, you see much more from the back.? I sit on the carpet with the other bitches, and think to myself I want him and him and him....
Finally namaz is over, and the hotties are getting up, and I get to check out their faces.? HMMMMMMM, too much for a horny bitch like me, they all look pretty good, especially the young guys. And then, my eyes are drawn to an exceptional young fuck.? He is wearing a short sleeve t shirt, despite the fact that mosque decorum requires wrist length sleeves.? He had two heavily tattooed arms, and the pussy juice is flowing. He had a tattoo of some Chinese characters on his neck, and im thinking 'holy shit' . His face, brush cut, kind of beard type thing, not at all like the prophets, i might add. He looked like a Hispanic gangster from the barrio, and of course, he had the enfant terrible attitude as well. He walked past me and I gave him the Scarlet special look; my eyes went from his face to his feet and back up again,? while i tried to maintain the most haughty, disdainful look I could muster, despite the fact that I wanted to clone him and have a pig roast.

My man

Out on the wiley, windy moors, we'd roll and fall in green, you had a temper like my jealousy, too hot, too greedy, How could you leave me when I needed to posses you? I hated you, I loved you too.

He isn't really my man. He actually belongs to someone else, and has for quite some time. Just like me. ?But still. For that three hours or so that he occupies my bed, he is my man. I wonder if he would consider me his woman? My man, I so like the sound of that. My man. Is beautiful. Strong. Respectful.

Bad dreams in the night, they told me I was going to lose the fight, Leave behind my wuthering wuthering wuthering heights.

?My man lies on my bed with me, after fucking me once and before fucking me again. His hand is in my hair, gently caressing my long blond waves. Being gentle to it, as if to make up for how he had just grabbed handfuls of it and given it a mighty pull, while I was on my knees being fucked from behind.

Heathcliffe, its me, I'm Cathy, Ive come home, I'm so cold, let me in your window.

?My man lies on my bed and kisses the back of my neck, and I know that if this is the last time I ever see him, that he has left me with a gift that will last forever. The memories of how he loved my body. My man lies on my bed and licks my ear so that I can't help but scream from the sensation. No one has ever made me feel the way he does.

Oh it gets dark, it gets lonely on the other side from you, I pine a lot, I find a lot falls through without you, I'm coming back,? love. Cruel Heathcliffe, my one dream, my only master.

?My man kisses the small of my back. Was it just a dream or did he really tell me that that was his favorite spot on a woman.

Too long I roam in the night, I'm coming back to his side to, put it right, I'm coming home to wuthering wuthering wuthering heights.?

My man was the first to take me from behind, to fill that tight sensitive spot with his cum. The pain was exquisite , and no one could have been more gentle or patient. His cum was the first to grace the inside of my body since the beginning of time and after, I felt different. That with him inside me, I looked different.

Heathcliffe, its me, Im Cathy, I've come home, I'm so cold, let me in your window

My man loves it when I cum and there is no one I would rather com with then him. He tells he wants me to come on his cock and its the most sublime feeling in the world, knowing that his body has the ability to inspire such beauty from within me. Then he asks me where I want him to shoot. And I have seconds to examine the possibilities and respond. I roll off my knees as he pulls his cock out of my pussy and position myself so that my face gets the brunt of it. ?Mouth open, hair wildly flung across my face, tongue thrust out, I wait. I end up with come in my mouth, in my hair, on my face and on the floor. And on his cock.

Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away. Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away.

?My man.

Wuthering heights, Kate Bush.

She part 2
We were kissing, facing each other, in the? shower, squeezing each others breasts, the bathroom was becoming very steamy.? I took some shower gel and told her I had to quickly wash, and turned away from her and furiously washed my body. She took some gel on her hand and slid it over my body, while i quickly washed my pussy and my feet.? She was all over me, and then her fingers were in me and I asked myself why Jessy never fucked me in the shower.? And then I rinsed while she continued to wrap her arms around me and caress me. and then, I jumped out of the shower and said, this is too intense for me. I grabbed my towel and started drying myself off and she asked me for a towel.? I got her one and waited on my bed while she finished.

She
Was, hmmm, gorgeous, with her long dark hair and her beautiful smile,? her average figure, and her wonderful small breasts.? How I love small breasts on a woman.? They are so sexy,? I remember once when a guy felt my boob and said ' that's at least a D' . How embarrassing. That's why I love them small. She was the girlfriend of Jessy's best friend, and I knew she was hot for me, and I thought it was so strange.? What could she possibly see in me? And how is it that no one saw that she saw something in me? Jessy or Lorenzo.... both oblivious. So when did things gets serious? The deeper Jessy and Enzo got into doing drugs, and more she and I got into each other.? We consummated our love one night when those two losers went out to buy 'booze'.? She said 'they aren't coming back, they will find some coke and a booze can, and that's it for them'.? She took my hand, pulled me off the couch, and took me into my bedroom. She shut the door and told me to get undressed and she took off her jeans and her sweater. I, who was always the aggressor, was now the placid one, waiting on her lead, her cue. She went into my bathroom, started the shower, took off her bra and panties, and stood there, waiting. I was dumbfounded, and there were so many things running through my head.? Her beauty, my love for her, my fear as it was the first time, my desire for her, which made my heart pound and my breath come fast. Should I shouldnt I? I ran into the bathroom, furiously flinging my clothes off, and stepped into the shower behind her.? The warm water sprayed off our bodies, and she kissed me.? It was like it was my very first kiss, something Ill always remember.? The smell of her, as the hot water activated her perfume, the taste of her mouth, the feel of her breasts against mine. Because the night belongs to lovers, because the night belongs to us.
Is was so different to kiss gently, not like the way Jessy kissed me, all tongue and teeth and razor stubble, and the smell of his cologne and the taste of cigarettes.

Damn
Where did it begin? How do I trace the path of my life and the events that led me to where I am, standing over him, looking down on him.? The? session started as usual, with Howard begging me to to lick my pussy, and me just disgusted with him, and filled with such immense loathing. I spread my legs and he went to work.? He was without a doubt the worst pussy eater ever, and despite me telling him a million times to stroke my g spot with his fingers, he refused. Or forgot. Or just didn't care.? I got up and told him to roll on his back, so I could sit on his face.? He quickly complied, and his naked body reclined on the bed, while I settled my pussy on his face and tried my best to smother him, while he desperately nibbled my hard wetness. His hard cock was so not anything, not pretty, not huge, not uncut the way I like it, just nondescript and average. I made him masturbate his average cock, while I pinched his nipples.? One thing about Howard was that he had huge nipples, probably from years of abuse.? While I sat on his face, I pinched and twisted those nipples until they bled, and when it got very painful, he would grab my hand and try to pull it away, at which point I would savagely box his ears. My fingers were soon all red and bloody, and then I told him ' I have to piss slave, open your mouth'. I had been drinking all evening, which was the only thing that kept me from killing him.? Ice Cube was on so loud, which contributed to my angry attitude. You can do it, put your back into it.? I knew how much Howard loved it when I pissed in his mouth, what a sick fuck, and I loved it even more. I released a slow stream, and heard him swallowing, and I knew I was going to have to beat the fuck out of him for being so depraved.? He licked my pussy clean, and he was still hard.? Despite jerking off for the last half hour, the pussy still hadn't cum.? I got off his face and said don't look at me you fucking dog or ill throw your bitch ass face into the toilet where it belongs.? I made him get on his knees and went in to his closet, took the zegna shirt off the hanger, threw? the garment on the floor, and walked over to the bed.? He was on his hands and knees, still hard, and I took the hanger and proceeded to slap him with it, on his back and buttocks, until my arm hurt, telling him all the while how much I loved him while he panted from the pain. I sat beside him on the bed and told him to stroke himself, while I inserted 1 finger, and then 2 and then three, up his asshole.
Why did I love my slave so much. When I first saw him, in the sexy mercedes, in the mani jacket and the dolce and gabanna boots, with those pale blue eyes, my angel, I knew I had to break him.? And here, now, my hand, without lube, was forcing itself into his asshole, and? it hurt me like a bitch.? I can imagine how it must have felt, having my entire hand up his asshole.? The sweat was beading on him, and he furiously wanked, and I looked at him, looking at me, and I saw the unconditional love and adoration he felt for his mistress. And I said, cum bitch, and with a rapid stroking, he came in his hand.? Most of the liquid missed, because there was so much and it traveled with such force, and ended up on the sheets. What stayed in his hand was licked up by his tongue, and I slowly pulled my hand out of his asshole, and went to wash it. I love you babe, he called after me.

Chris Part 2
His back was covered in angry red marks, and yet, he was still impossibly hard. I untied his feet from his ankles, and his body was stretched out on the floor, hands tied together and over his head and secured to a heavy buffet, and his feet were tired together as well.? And his beautiful body was laid out, just waiting for my deviant mind.? Fucktoy, I told him, fucktoy, dont u dare cum.? Dont u DARE cum or I will beat your ass with a baseball bat, and try explaining those marks. I licked his nipples and worked my way down his chest, feeling the softness of the hair on his stomach.? He was so hard that I had to take it in my mouth, and I heard him moan. He loved my soft wet mouth on his cock, but I loved it more.

Chris
chris was an a very hot fire fighter from guelph who was 6'6" and played australian football in his spare time, he took my ass cherry, and was a great lay, unfortunately the day I sent him a cum soaked message about hooking up again was the day his wife took his blackberry to work to download some pics, I was more pissed that she was privy to my intimate thoughts about her hubby, then the fact that he was busted.

What is it about a man that just brings out the animal in me? Chris said that he wanted to throw me across the room the first time he met me, but I had such a sweet smile that he couldn't bare the thought of it. And here he was. In front of me. On the floor. This was hard. I swallowed and strengthened my resolve. His hands and feet were tied together, and he had a hood over his head. His size never failed to astonish me, he was huge. I knelt behind him, and told him that the best was yet to come. I licked the back of his neck, and reached around the front of his naked body, and gently caressed his nipples. And then I started biting the back of his neck, and I worked my way down his back, leaving perfect half-moon impressions (thanks to 3 years of braces) on his back. All the while, he was strangely silent, although I'm sure that the pain must have been very intense. The tattoo on his left shoulder got particular attention.
Then came the barrage of verbal abuse; I called him my whore, my fucktoy, my servant, my slave, I told him how I would fuck other men in front of him, and how I would make him watch as strangers came all over me and in me and on me.

For Chris?
The smell was the first thing that hit you when you enter my room, what is it? Perfume, candles? and then you see the vase of bearded iris sitting on my dresser.? You saw them in the front garden of my yard, when you walked up the driveway.? I smile and sit on my bed and pat the space beside me.? Admit it, you were scared, ok, nervous.? We never even spoke on the phone. And here you are. In my room. You sit on the bed, and I say, you can take your shoes off now.? I sit cross legged and you can see I have on no underwear, and that I am freshly shaved. We make small talk, and I take your hand, unbutton the silk nightshirt I am wearing, and put it on my breast, which is exploding out of the push up bra that barely contains it. You bend over and kiss me, and just as you promised, you are not a cold heartless bastard. Your tongue enters my mouth and I can feel my clit getting sooo hard.? I reach down and feel the bulge in your pants, and even though you are well over six feet tall, your cock is obviously huge, even for you height. A dream in just a wish that a heart makes.? Dont wake me, I'm dreaming.? I lay down, and watch as you get up and disrobe, watching me watching u.? I cant get over? the fact that I'm with you. You are sooooo sexy. I tell you I want to suck your cock, and you have me lean over the edge of the bed, while you face fuck me, and choke me, and gag me, and still, I want more. I try and take in as much as I can, but I can only get half in.? And then, you say? i want to lick your pussy, and as i'm trying to swallow your cock, you bend over and lick my so hard, so wet, so swollen, so slippery pussy.? I moan, and I can barely suck you, Im so overcome with the feeling.? We pleasure each other, and, within a short time, I beg you to fuck me.? I have to have you in me. I get up off my back, and roll over onto my knees, and spread my legs.? You're still standing by the side of the bed, and you position me so that you can smoothly slide your cock into my pussy. I remember that feeling, imprinted in my memory, of your huge cock entering me from behind, and filling me, and pushing in me, as far as it can go, and the pain, and me begging for you to put it all in me and fuck me hard, and the noise of me screaming into the mattress, with the sheets bunched over my mouth, as the pain makes it almost impossible not to move forward, away from you.? Except that you have my entire head of hair wrapped in your hand, and I cant move.? I can only scream. And beg. For more.? As you pound me. And ask me, how do you like that whore? Is it big enough for you.? Is it what you wanted? You ask me where I want you to cum.? I say, on my tongue.? You say roll over, and I quickly do that, perching myself on the edge of my bed, mouth open, tongue out. You grab me by the hair, and with your other hand, you pump your cock furiously, and I feel the head on my tongue, and then a warm wet rush of your cum spurts onto my tongue, my mouth, my lips my chin, and I hear you cry out in ecstacy. When you're finished, you bend over and lick your juice off my tongue, and I look down, and see several large drops on the floor.? I cant believe its is so much better then I ever imagined it would be.?

The day it happened, you know that time, as you know it, has ended, and your world is now a different place. The day that I left you was the day that I shed this skin, and it was the day that I decided me? was better then us or you.? It was the day when I figured out that there was way more to life then being your fucking slave, and that I was done taking your orders and living your life.
You never loved me the way I wanted to be loved, you never kissed me the way I wanted to be kissed, you never looked at me the way I wanted to be looked at. There goes a piece of me. What was the catalyst that made me realize that you were nothing and that I am everything?
When he came into my life, the moment he walked through my front door and I looked up at him, I saw in his eyes that there was more for me.? When he followed me up stairs and grabbed me by the face and threw me on the bed (who could ever throw me)? When he put me on my knees and took my hands and pulled them behind me, and entered? me and his size made me scream. No one could hear me because my face was buried in the mattress.? And I begged him to stop and tried to move away from him, but he held me tighter and I couldn't move.? I felt him spit on me, and it landed between my cheeks and he caught it with his finger and gently, the only gentle act so far, gently penetrated me with his finger, while his cock was still deeply thrusting in my pussy. Then two fingers, and I felt his huge cock leave my pussy and gently ease its self into my virgin asshole. That was supposed to be for you, it had your name on it, I wanted you to take it. It was not for some stray to claim ownership of.? You never told me that? my ass was gorgeous, or that I was beautiful, or that my pussy was tight and felt so good.? You never told me that I was hot and that I was the only one that you wanted, yet a complete stranger can take away every nuance of you, and make me his. Every thing you did is gone, cease to be.? You were everything to me, and now, I don't even remember the color of your eyes, or how your cock felt in my mouth, or the taste of your tongue. Oh, that's right, I never tasted your tongue, kissing was too intimate, that's for your wife. You will never know what you did wrong, but I'm sure that when your cock gets hard and kissing her is a far cry from what it felt like to fuck me, you'll crawl.? Will I take you back?

Costa Part 4
He stops as I catch my breath, still hard inside me, as I lean against the mirror, still perched on the counter, he, still so hard in me.? The heat of the summer, I can smell my hair, freshly washed, and my pussy too. He frenches me and I suck his tongue till he slowly pulls it out of my mouth.? He pulls his cock out at the same time, and its so hard and slippery, as is his front.? He pulls me off the counter and says Im going to fuck you from behind.

to Scarlet from Chris
It is late at night, maybe 1am, or 2. ? You are leaving your girlfriends house after a night of talking, laughing, some bitching and wine. ?She waves as you drive away and you tell yourself, it was a good night, nice to be with friends. As you roll through the warm evening, the window comes down, the tunes go up and you focus on the trip ahead. ?

Instead of taking the highway, which makes you edgy, you turn left onto a more direct but rural country road. ?It is black as can be here, no street lights, and gravel sprays up behind you. ?Your headlights catch a shimmer up ahead. Looks like tail-lights but off to the side of the road. Nobody around. You get closer and a man jumps out in front of you causing you to slam on the brakes and slide to the shoulder. He is tall and broad shouldered and a baseball cap shades his face. He waves a muscled arm at you and you can hear him say, " can you give me a boost?" ?You can see him closely now but nervousness sets in. He comes to your window and repeats himself in a low voice, "think I could get a boost?" ?Something about him sets off alarm bells in you but being too nice, you say, "sure". ?You pull your car ahead and step out to get the cables. He tells you some story about the altenator, blah, blah, blah and you just want to get him on his way so you can leave. As you search the trunk for the cables, a second man gets out of the car. Shorter than the first guy, he startles you but before you can even guard yourself, the tall guy has you by the wrists and is pulling you between the cars. He says, "you just shut up and do whatever the fuck we say and we'll let you go." You fight back to no avail, trying to remember everything you learned in that self-defence class you took, but it eludes you. ?He says to his buddy, "grab her", and another set of hands is on your shoulders, pulling you backwards. You stammer, "please, no, I..." but they push you on the hood of their car. It is cool, and you realize they have been here for a while. The short one leans close and hisses, "we just want to have some fun and be on our way, so co-operate or it's going to hurt". ?Hands are on your pants now, tugging, and a hand grabs your long hair, pulling it back hard, causing your mouth to open wide. You are spun around so your tits mash on the hood of the car, you can't even scream. You hear a dog bark in the distance and realize nobody is around for miles.?

Your hands are pinned behind you and you feel pressure on your ass as you try to stop the cock that is about to enter you from succeeding. ?It forces its way in, painfully and you try to yell, but no sound comes out. The voice over your shoulder says, " that's right bitch, take it, I am going to fuck your brains out!" ?Now the other has his cock in front of your face as he moves you for better access. The one behind is pumping hard, slamming into you and it hurts. With his hands on your hips, you can feel his stomach up against your ass. You have trouble breathing now, partly due to your crying but mostly due to the thick cock that is in your mouth. He forces himself in and says, "bite me and you die, cunt". You just try to open wide enough and you feel yourself start to gag as the cock goes down your throat. Now, their pounding is matched in time as they laugh and grunt. They are in so deep, it seems as their cocks will touch. Now, you feel the one behind you remove his cock from your pussy so quickly it hurts. Before you know it, the head of it is pushing against your virgin asshole. The pain is unbearable as it squeezes inside of you. You close your eyes tight and see stars as the pumping begins again. You can hear them talking but can't decipher what they are saying because of the adrenilin. One yells out, "fuck yeah!" and you can feel the thick liquid squirting down the back of your throat, salty and warm. You swallow just to stop from choking. His hands are on the sides of your head pulling you so close, your nose is in his pubic hair. ?Then the other one in your ass bucks hard against you, grunting, "that's it bitch, I'm going to fill your ass up!" and the hands on your hips grab on hard. With an audible "pop", his softening cock seeps free of your violated hole. ?You crumple to the ground as they let go of you. Sobbing. Sore. Dirty. ?A car starts and lights are on you as they pull from the shoulder to leave as you try to get to your feet. Feeling the cum oozing out of you ass, you gather your clothes, struggling to your car. Sitting inside, you realize how hot it is out, and feel the sweat on your face. Leaning back, you fall asleep...

Julian
The only noise, is? the sound of my boots, clicking on the tiled floor.? I'm walking quickly, with a purpose,? and theres a song playing in my head, 'light o day, hes an early riser, i try to catch him at play, he'll try to hide from you, he'll try to run away, my best friend, his name is Julian,'? Im humming the tune, and Im just soo black, not good. Steve is tied to the bench, good little pig that he is, what a trusting soul.? Who in their right mind would trust me. Hello Mistress, he greets me. 'Shut up bitch' I answer. I have my flogger in one hand, and I ask him if hes ready for me to love him. 'Yes mistess'. ? I close my eyes, and swing it, and I hear him cry out, and then again and again. His back is red and covered with welts, and I cant belive it but I am actually sweating. The dress im wearing, is clinging to me, and my hair is starting to curl around my face.? I watch my self in the mirror that is proped up against a wall, and I feel eupohoric with the power? i possess.? How far will I take It ?

For you
every night, I sleep, and your beside me, and every morning, your with me, when I wake up. And then,? I open my eyes, and, I ask my self, is it a dream? Or... Do I dare think on you, do i leave the road of my life and stand to one side, and quickly, just for one second, allow myself the intimate pleasure of imagining me finding your sweet spots. What I would give to just touch you in that one spot that would forever be mine,? that spot on your body, where every time someone else touched it, your mind would be drawn back to that day, that time, that place, with me. And then I roll my eyes, shake my head, smile my mona lisa smile and ask my self, what am i thinking. I look behind myself, and then jump right back on the highway, and I run, and Im still haunted by thoughts of you.

The Second Kiss
Ill tell you, dont do anything, just feel me kiss you.? And you will lean down and close your eyes, and i will kiss your lips, I will touch your face with my hand, and you will smell my hair and taste my tongue, all minty and fresh, you will feel me as I gently enter you, and I know that you will think that there is nothing like this.? There will be none of the roughness, the passion, the tongue down the back of my throat kissing that I love so much, it will be soft and gentle, and when I feel you wanting me, I will pull back and leave you longing.

The Kiss
It may be a cheek touch, or it may be a european kiss, one on? each side, or it may be the sweetest kiss of all, mouth to mouth, eyes closed, everything happening at once- you once said that time is relative, having your hand in boiling water for five seconds can seem like an hour, but making love for an hour can seem like 5 seconds.? Would time stop, stand still, when out lips met?? I want to remember it forever, however sweet the first kiss will be,? its the second kiss, that will be the one that you will remember.

Costa part 3
I do not want to be tied up, and I beg him not to.? I tell him I will be his good whore, that I will fuck him the way he wants, but please don't tie me up. He says shut up whore, get me some pantyhose to tie you with. I get out of the bed, and go to the chest of drawers that holds my lingerie.? Why did he trust me to let me up? I make a run for it and I'm out the door, and then he is in the hall after me. He catches? just as I'm at the top of the stairs, and we both go down together, him on top of me.? We land in a heap on the landing, and the plant that was there falls on top of us. The stairs are wood, and he is heavy, and i lay there, very sore, trying to see if anything is broken, while he gets up off me. He grabs me by the arm and pulls me up and says ' now you've done it whore, now you made me mad'. He pushes me up the stairs, I fall on my knees, get up, and he pushes me into the bathroom and turns on the light.? The bathroom is very small, and I turn to face him, and he gives me a mighty shove and I land in the bathtub, and he jumps on top of me, gets me down on my back, with my head under the tap, and turns the water on. I scream, for the first time, at the blast of cold water, and his hand is on my throat, choking me, and then I'm really fighting. He loosens his grip on my throat and says, are you going to behave now, slut.? I say yes.? He gets out of the tub and pulls the wet, battered and bruised me out as well. He tells me to sit on the edge of the counter and spread my legs.? I do and i look at his body and see that he is hard and big and he looks at my pussy and fingers it, rubbing my g spot and then gently stroking my clit. Im going to fuck u now, whore, he says, and slowly slides it in me.? All i can think is that he feels huge and that his body is so gorgeous. I reach out and touch his nipple and he grabs my hand and rubs it against his chest, and then says you should see how it looks, going in you, stretching your pussy.? He reaches across the counter, grabs a mirror, and holds it so I can see his cock entering me.? I reach for the mirror, move the angle so I can see, and then the action begins, He takes his cock out all the way and slams it back inside me, it looks soo good. His cock is all hard and covered with my juice and wet and slippery, and I can see in the mirror, my clit getting huge. His cock feels even better because of the turn of the inside of my body, i can feel it hitting my g spot.? Its hot and he is covered with sweat, and it is dripping on me, and i say can I come please, can I come, please, please, please.? He says yes and I reach down with one hand and furiously stroke my hard clit. He pumps faster and puts the mirror down and leans over me and starts frenching me and his tongue feels like his cock in my pussy. As he is kissing me, i m telling him im coming, Im coming baby, im coming, and he fucks me deeper, and then im coming, so loudly, I cant beleive it, and for so long, it seems to last forever.

Chance
U call me your mistress and you ask me to call you a name that I have so much difficulty letting pass through my lips. You say your my slave, and i look at you and say 'Yes, you are', and then I slap your face and slap it again, and dare you to slap me back. You can, your hands are not tied, you are six inches taller than me and fifty pounds heavier.? Then I tell you to get on the floor and crawl over to the bed. i call u our secret name, and tell u to take your clothes off, and I see you, in your nakedness. I look at your smooth body and your black skin, and I look into your brown eyes and I remember every single secret you ever told me, and I take a deep breath, and I say get your belt, whore. I get your handcuffs and cuff your hands behind your back, and tell you 'now u know what it feels like, right whore? Hurts eh?'
And I take that belt and I swing it across your back, the buckle end hitting your skin, and even I wince at the sound. I hear your cry, and I remember that night, when the tables were turned and I was the one crying, I was the one being dragged up the stairs, I was the one being hurt, I was the one giving my testimony that no one believed. I ask you, whore, which end, which end of the belt, and you say not the buckle end. I call you a pussy and a baby and a girl, and tell you that I will take you to Goodhandys, with a leash and collar on, and write on your back' blowjobs $3.00, ass fucking $5.00', and I ll pimp you out like the whore u are. And I watch as your cock grows at the thought of it.

costa, part 2 After he licks the fingers that have just been in my pussy, Im lying on the bed, looking up at him. He takes off his shirt, and his upper body is awesome and cut and gorgeous. He takes off his jeans, and I see, through his underwear, a big package.? He pulls off his underwear and this enormous erection pops out, and all im thinking about is how scared i should be, but how much I want to suck it. He jumps on the bed, with one foot on either side of me, and says ' Suck my cock, whore'. He reaches down, grabs a handful of hair, and pulls me so that Im sitting upright. I? cry out in pain and grab his wrist with both of mine, trying to ease the tension in my hair.? He crouches and aims his cock for my mouth, as he is standing? astride me. I open it and he jams it in and face fucks me, holding my head as he pounds my face, and within a minute, he says 'Im so fuckin horny' and shoots in my mouth. I can feel his hot cum enter my mouth, filling it, and I lean back, turn my head and spit it on the sheets. That infuriates him. He gets on his knees, so he is straddling me, grabs my face, and says 'lick it, you fucking cunt 'and pushes my head into the sheets.? My face is in an inch away from the puddle of cum, and I lick his cum off the sheets. It tastes sooo good.? And then he says 'good whore', brings my face to his, and proceeds to french kiss me. I cant really taste him because I can still taste the cum, but his tongue in my mouth has me so turned on, that I just want to consume him,? I wanted to kiss him back, but i lay there and took it.? He said 'I do taste good, if I say so myself'. And then he says' time to taste you, but before I do, Im going to have to tie you up.'

Costa was a cop I fucked once but before we met, we had a very dirty online relationship. We lost touch and several motnths later i received an email from his wife, she had seen an email I had sent him about wanting to hook up, she sent it back to me with the message 'hes all yours, enjoy' he had a two year old

costa, part 1 i enjoyed it, you turned me on, i want to fuck you, here is my fantasy, can u make it happen?
Im in my house, its night, Saturday night, in the middle of summer, Im in my dining room, on the computer, chatting on pof and listening to music loudly on youtube. My husband is out, like usual, and my daughter is at a sleepover. Its a hot, summer night, and the fan is blowing warm air on me. I have a rum and coke going, more rum than coke, and occasionally I can hear the helicopter as it flies overhead, looking for drag racers, or whatever it is that it looks for on hot summer nights.
All of a sudden, my cat, who is lying on the floor beside me, growls. He only growls when someone comes in the house. I turn down the music, and listen. Nothing. I remember that the back door is open with just the screen on, and I get up to lock it. The helicopters are making me nervous. As I get up, i make the sound of scraping of chair against wood floor, and walk into the kitchen. Its pitch dark, and as I fumble for the light switch and allow my eyes to adjust to the darkness, i feel him. Before he touches me I know he is there, but its too late. He grabs me by the face and pushes me into the kitchen wall, and my head hits a picture frame attached to the wall. I see stars, grab his arm to steady myself. He grabs that hand and manages to spin me around and pin my arm behind my back and hold my hand in the most unnatural positions imaginable, so that the pain almost brings me to my knees.

He pushes me and says upstairs, move now. As he is marching me up the stairs with my hand pinned behind my back, im telling him that I will give him whatever he wants, if he will just let me go. He can have my jewelry, my credit cards, my money in the bank, anything he wants. Hes say, 'You know what I want, cunt', and from his position behind me on the stairs, he reaches between my legs and brushes his hand against my pussy. it has been so long since anyone touched my pussy that the sensation is so much stronger. We reach the top of the stairs, in the darkness and he says, which room is yours, i want to fuck you in your husbands bed. I go past my husbands room into mine, and in the darkness, i trip over something on the floor and go down. He searches for the light, cant find it and tells me to turn it on. I reach to the lamp beside my bed, turn it on, and turn and look at him. He has very short hair, in between a brush cut and a shaved head. Hes 6 feet tall, very hot, very fit, very young. And he said he was going to fuck me. He watches me and says take your nightgown off. I say 'no please dont, I hate being '. Slap.Before I can finish my sentence. He hits me so hard on the face with the palm of his hand that I am knocked off my feet onto my bed, where I lay, trying to regain my senses. Where I lay on the bed, he comes over, and grabs my nightgown and roughly pulls it. The fabric digs into my skin before it gives, and it would have hurt if not for the throbbing in my head and face. He looks at my naked body as I try to cover it, and he raises his fist again and says dont. He touches my pussy, says 'just shaved eh?' and gently fingers me. He raises his fingers to his mouth and licks them, and says 'damn you taste good, I cant wait to lick you"
You want more?

Pedro: She stood in the doorway, and watched, as he lay on the bed, naked. He told her ' You can not come any closer, until you get me hard'.? She looked at him and said 'Pedro, please babe, don't make me beg'. He shook his head, looked at her and said 'Get to work slave, don't make me come over there. You have no idea how sorry you will be'.
She took off her sweater and her skirt, and she was wearing a blush colored silk camisole top and a matching slip. She was barefoot, and carried a pair of ridiculously high come fuck me pumps, in bright red patent leather. She took her hair out of the pony tail, and shook it, so it landed in a wavy blond mass around her shoulders. She leaned against the door and said,? in a voice just loud enough for him to hear her, 'Remember last night, Sir, when I sucked your cock, for an hour, in bed, and how, when you finally came in my mouth, I couldn't take it all and it ran down my chin? ' He looked at her, unsmiling, and said 'No, slave'.? She reminded him of the time he took her anally, how he had been the first one, and how her tears had wet the sheets and she had thanked him for not hurting her more. He looked away, and repeated 'No, slave'.? She put the pumps on, and said, 'Sir, what if I allow you to tie me up, lie me spread eagle on the bed, my arms and legs tied to the bed frame?' She had never trusted him to that point, to permit him to tie up one of her limbs, let alone her whole body. He was interested. She continued, 'Or, I ll let you tie me to the bench, on my hands and knees, so that i can't move, and you can fuck me all night.'? He smiled, and she saw how hard her promises had made him. 'On your knees, slave, and crawl over here and service your master'.?

Two choices:? go back into the room, or head to the elevator.? Leave everything I knew, everything I loved, everything I believed in, everything i wanted, everything I lived and died for, everything I desired, I needed...... or, stay.? Stay for what? For what? For nothing. A love that would never ever equal mine, an affection that would be nothing compared to the place he had in my heart,? a respect that was a pale comparison to the respect I had for him, a loyalty that was sickly and weak compared to how faithful and true I was to him, always. In that minute, as I stood at the edge, and weighed the value of my life against the worth of him, I felt the scale tip, in my favor. He saw me look, he knew what I was thinking, the decision i was making. He said ' I'm OK with what ever you decide'? I looked at him, raised an eyebrow, my evil half smile. That internal struggle, which I'm sure I had subconsciously been wrestling, was decided.? It was nice to know I meant so little to him,?? easy come easy go.? I tossed my hair and started walking toward the elevator, barefoot.? I didn't expect him to come after me, and of course, he didn't.? I didn't feel my feet touching the carpet, I was floating. ?

Tim:
This session, it seemed, had turned into an elaborate game of uncle, and she was losing, dismally.? She had done everything she could to bring him to the breaking point, with no success. There he knelt, on his knees, the same position he had been in for two hours.? His hands were bound and clasped in front of him, and his ankles were tied together as well, and connected to the collar at his neck by a short piece of rope. He had a rosary in his hand, and he was saying it, in latin.? It had taken her forever to teach him that.? He was blindfolded, and naked, except for the military dog tags that hung around his neck.? The room was quite, but for the sound of the hotel room heater and the music that played from a small portable CD player, Cat People by David Bowie.? And, the words he whispered.? She sat on the bed, and thought ' What can I do next?'
Her mind drifted back to an incident from her youth, she had spent the night at some guys apartment, and walked out of the bedroom the next morning draped in only a sheet. Feel my blood enraged, its just the fear of losing you. There, at the kitchen table, sat the guy she'd just fucked, and five of his friends. As she stood there, one of them reached over and started pulling at the sheet.? Her lover watched, amused, saying nothing, doing nothing. She told him to stop, and he only pulled harder. See these eyes so green, i can stare for a thousand years. She wasn't afraid, but she knew that losing the sheet would result in an gang bang at the least, and God knows what at the most.? She picked up a lit cigarette and said leave it or else, but, he didn't stop.? It took her butting the cigarette out on his hand to get him to stop, and then, she knew she really liked the feeling.
See these eyes so red, red like jungle burning bright.? It was a suitable punishment, but not something that was warranted for this occasion.? Besides, neither she nor the slave smoked.
She had flogged him, the soles of his feet, his buttocks, his back, the backs of his legs. She'd tickled him, and he was very ticklish, but still, nothing. She had sat on his face until he couldn't breath, and pinched his nipples until they bled. She had bitten him all over his body, and it was now covered with crescent shaped marks, perfect half-moons. Dont you know my name, you've been so long, and ive been putting out fire with gasoline.? She had abused him with the hugest strap on she possessed, with no lube, and still nothing. Her entire fist, encased in a latex glove, and not a word. It was a test of wills, and he was winning.? She leaned over and whispered 'just say the words and it will be over'.? He prayed even louder: 'Ave Maria, gratia plena, Dominus tecum. Benedicta tu in mulieribus, et benedictus fructus ventris tui, Iesus. Sancta Maria, Mater Dei, ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc, et in hora mortis nostrae. Amen'
Still this pulsing night, A plague I call a heartbeat.? She got off the bed, and started swaying to the music, watching herself in the mirror. She bent over at the waist, stood upright, and admired her handiwork. Her long, blond waves were a tangled, sexy mess, and she picked up her cell phone, and started capturing her image as it appeared in the mirror. The cell phone made that ridiculously loud camera shutter noise, and his praying became more quiet as he listened, wondering what she was doing.? She sat on the bed and started going through his clothes; 'Keep praying slave', she ordered 'you'll need it.' See these tears so blue, An ageless heart, that can never mend, These tears can never dry, A judgement made, can never bend.? She found his Blackberry. She started talking out loud, stream of consciousness, only a stupid slave doesn't lock his phone, he stopped praying. She ordered him to keep going. He started again. She went through his phone, looking at the contacts. She knew his wife lived in Alberta, whereas he was stationed in Nova Scotia. She asked 'slave whats the area code for Alberta? its 403 isnt it?'? He said 'Mistress, what are you doing?' 'Dont talk slave'. He said 'put my phone down' and she replied 'Who is Marnie at 403- 226- ......? ' Still this pulsing night, A plague I call a heartbeat, Just be still with me,You wouldn't believe what I've been through, You've been so long, Well it's been so long, And I've been putting out fire.?? She knew it had to be his wife.? He started struggling against his binding, but it just made them tighter. He was demanding that she put his phone down.? 'In case you've forgotten, I give the orders around here. Now which of these numbers is her cell phone or must i just send my picture to all of them?"? He broke.? He said 'I love you, I love you, I love you, now stop.'?? She immediately put his phone down, went over to him, removed his mask and kissed him. She started untying him. He said 'Did you' and she answered not this time, as she removed the last of the restraints. And ive been putting out fire with gasoline

I Remember You: Part 3.? I have to admit, there have been many times throughout our relationship,? that I have tried his patience.? I've been disrespectful, refusing to call him Sir or Master, often more preferring to call him babe instead.? I've been impatient and needy, argumentative, clingy, demanding, short. But he never, ever got mad at me, or angry or acted anything but the perfect caring God that he is. But, I had never defied him. I knew the rules, and obeyed them-an orgasm without his permission was a huge sin- now I had to accept what was coming.
As I was on the floor, he grabbed me by the arm and started pulling me across the carpet. I was scrambling, trying to get up, trying to escape the pain of the carpet burns and the feeling that my arm was going to be pulled out of its socket. It hadn't yet dawned on me what he was doing. As we passed the bed and I got to my feet, he grabbed my dress off the bed, and then I knew what was happening. And then I really started fighting. I was crying and begging, 'No poppy, no babe,? no Sir, No Master, please dont.' I was grabbing on to anything I could find to try and slow down my exit from the room, anything to keep him from taking himself away from me.? I was like a marble in a pinball game, bouncing off him, off the wall, off the door frame, until finally, with on enormous push, I was out the door, into the hall, skidding backwards on to my butt, hands breaking my fall. I just managed to raise them to defend my self against the dress? he flung at me. I stood, pulled the dress down over my head, and tried to steady the spinning of my head. He opened the door one more time, and drilled my purse at me with such force that, when I ducked, it dented the wallpaper in the hallway. I stood there, shoeless, and bent down and picked up my bag,? hearing the smashed contents moving inside. I was lost.? Would I crawl to him? Would? I fall for him?

The hotel room door opened, and he stood there, with a flogger in his hand, and said 'Are you ready to make it up to me now?'? I stood there and looked at him, standing in the doorway and thought, there goes a piece of me.? The three steps to him would be like falling from a mountain top.? I looked slowly down the hall to the elevator, and thought how easy would it be ?? ?

I Remember You, Part 2.? "I want to touch you, please babe, please let me go, my arms are hurting'.? He released them, and I shook them out, trying to regain the feeling in them.? I touched his upper body, everywhere, I memorized every inch of him, I smelled him, I tasted him,? I listened to him as he said ' that's my girl'. He held me so tight, and kissed me so hard and so deep and so passionately, because he knew that's what I wanted.? I was reaching the point of madness, I was so far in over my head, it was getting away from me.? I took his hand and touched it to my pussy, and he said 'you are so wet and your clit it so hard'.? He jammed what felt like his entire hand inside of me.? It felt so wonderful, and in my highly aroused state, it only took me rubbing my pussy back and forth on his hand twice and I started coming.? It lasted forever, and i moaned 'oh baby baby' as the waves swept over me, and I lost myself to his touch.? When I was finished, I was leaning against him, catching my breath, holding him so tight, still straddling his lap, facing him.? I was waiting for the onslaught, for my punishment, I knew it would be swift and brutal, but it was far worse then I imagined.? He knew there was only one thing he could do to kill me.? He said 'you didn't just come, did you? Don't tell me you just came, because I know you wouldn't even think of coming without asking my permission, would you, whore'. He got up abruptly and I fell off his lap onto the floor.?

I remember you, part 1.? The first thing I wanted to do when I met him was kiss him, difficult to do in a public place, especially the kiss I wanted to give and receive.? One kiss, break the ice, take away my nervousness, tell me something about him.? Was he generous or mean, was he passionate or cold, did he find me attractive or not?? His kiss told a story of a thousand words in 15 seconds-it was beautiful-everything I could want and more.
We chatted at the bar in the hotel, sipping our drinks, talking, talking like we had spent so many hours doing before.? I held his hand, his left hand, and felt the fine gold band that circled his finger.? It wasn't hard to believe that someone loved him so much that she wanted to spend the rest of her life with him, not so hard to imagine at all. Drink finished, small talk over, we took the elevator up to his room.? It was dark and there were candles burning.? It smelled like... what was that smell....? cedar, sandal wood, an accord of vetyver, rosehips?
He sat on the edge of the bed, and I said, 'You promised we do it my way first'. 'I remember, Angel' he answered.? I asked him to take off his shirt and I pulled the knit dress I was wearing over my head, revealing a short, pink slip.? He obliged and I knelt behind him on the bed, and? put a hand on each of his shoulders. I kissed the back of his neck, that is my most favorite? part of a man.? He said nothing as I kissed him and then pulled my breasts out over the top of my slip, cupped them and rubbed my nipples against the soft skin of his naked back, and felt them get hard.
I moved from behind him to the front of him, straddling his lap as he sat on the edge of the bed. He reached behind me, grabbed a handful of my long hair, pulled me to him.? My lips against his, and kissed me, and then bit me, and then pulled my hair even harder.? Any movement on my part brought more pain.? I mumbled 'Babe, you promised.'? He said nothing as he grabbed the front of my slip, pulled it, ripped it , and out tumbled my breasts.? I started struggling for real, desperately trying to cover myself, and he grabbed both my arms and pinned them behind my back, and held then there, with one hand.? I had no idea how strong he was. As he held me still,? he grabbed a breast and started gently biting the nipple.? I whispered 'babe, you promised', and a tear ran down my cheek and fell onto the back of his hand.? He looked up, surprised, he said nothing, but took the other breast and started gently licking the nipple.? 'Better Angel?', he asked, and I answered 'yes'.

Jessy's Love
Jessy was my lover a long time ago, and his name wasn't really Jessy,? it was Giacomo, but he was much better suited to the name Jessy.? Jessy loved to fight and fuck, I don't know which one he loved more, I often thought it was fighting, but one usually led to the other. Jessy was 6'3", 230 lbs, with the most gorgeous, widest ass ever. The greatest gift that Jessy gave me was that he taught me how to be a submissive woman and to love it.? One of his specialties was public humiliation and domination, and I remember one particular incident and I still masturbate to the memory of that.
It was a gorgeous summer evening, and we were eating at an outdoor patio.? The evening had gone particularly well, and it was, as I recall, our first dinner together after a particularly nasty breakup. Dinner was over, we were waiting for the check, getting ready to leave.? I was was sitting at the table, going through my makeup bag, looking for my lipstick.? Something in the clear plastic bag caught his eye, and he nonchalantly reached over and grabbed the bag out of my hand. He reached inside and pulled out a condom. We didn't use condoms.
'Whats this, whore?'? I got up to start walking away, which infuriated him even more, and the people at the surrounding tables stopped talking. He reached over with one hand and grabbed me by that throat, and I can remember how my hand flew up to his hand on my throat, I remember seeing the diamond sparkle on my finger as it caught the light, and looking up to his face, as he started pushing me down into the table.? I was thinking, 'Jessy, now you've really done it, I can't help you this time', as I looked into his eyes. I made it halfway down, two guys at the table beside us jumped up of their chairs, the sound of their chairs hitting the ground. Jessy released me and I righted myself. He put his hands up in the air, as if to say he was finished, and started walking away from me.? Everyone was looking, and then Jessy turned around, took a hundred dollar bill out of his wallet, bunched it up, flung it at me, and said 'Pay for dinner, whore, and here's five bucks for the blow job just you gave me'. He started walking away, and I had to reach under a table to get the bill.? As I ran inside to find our waiter, I heard him start his car, put it into gear, and drive away with a squeal of his tires. ?
All i was thinking about was how I was going to get home in the four inch sandals I was wearing, which were already killing my feet.? I walked out of the patio with as much dignity as I could muster, and started walking along the sidewalk, in the direction, I hoped, of a TTC stop. Then I heard what sounded like his car coming up behind me, he'd modified the Corvette to be particularly loud and obnoxious.? Everything about Jessy was a heatscore. I turned and watched him drive up, put the car in park, get out, and stride toward me.? I starred him down as he approached me, and when he got close enough, I grabbed him by the back of his neck and pulled him into me. My mouth pressed against his, my lip got caught between out teeth, and I flinched from the pain, but I still kissed him.? Our tongues were together, and I could taste the cigarette he had just smoked, and smell the the Mania cologne he wore,? and I could feel how hard he was against me. I couldn't breathe and I wasn't sure if it was because he was holding me so close or because my heart was beating so fast. I tottered on my heels and he steadied me, released me, walked me over to the car, opened the door for me and I got in. He entered on his side, and as he started driving away, his? hand was reaching for his zipper, pulling his cock out of his pants, and then reaching over to my head to push it down into his crotch. He quickly found an alleyway to park in, pushed back his seat, and let me suck his cock until he came in my mouth, which took all of two minutes, he was so turned on.? All the while, he was saying 'babe, I love you so much' and he had bunched up my long hair in his hands and was watching as I sucked him.? After he blew in my mouth, he frenched me, tasting himself in my mouth. I knew then and there that Jessy would do anything for me, and I wasnt far off.

To Sir:

I got out of bed and walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.? Because i was wearing a shift, there were no visible outward signs.? Having slept with my makeup on, there was of course the raccoon eyes and the smudged mascara. I took off my clothing and stood there, inspecting his handywork, his symbols of love. ?
First and foremost, huge swollen lips from sucking his cock for an hour and then being face fucked after that.? My neck, some sort of red abrasion from a particularly sharp bite.? My upper arms, bruised on the inside from being held down, were those new bruises or the same old ones or a combination of the two. My nipples ached from being pulled and twisted, and my breasts felt like huge heavy burdens on my chest. My back and my butt stung, and the only part of me that was somewhat unscathed was my pussy.? That was off limits, except to hard banging cocks and fingers. I do not allow abuse of my pussy of any kind. Its too precious to me.
I took a hairbrush and started the insane task of combing the knots out of my hair, how much had been pulled out last night? With each movement of my arm, the gold bangles on my wrist made a jangling sound. As I brushed, I wondered what my back looked like, the movement of my arms was excruciating.? I thought about how long it would take to recover, this time.? I wasn't worried about my husband seeing them, we hadn't slept together in years, but it would be difficult to explain to my love, who didn't partake in this type of sex.
He knocked on the door, and I quickly threw the shift on, and opened the door. He wrapped his arms around me, clutched me to his chest, he held me so close and said the words he has said over and over and over again.? There is something about it, when a man is bigger than you, when he has to bend down to kiss you, when he makes you feel small and vulnerable. How could he feel that way about me, and why did I not feel the same way about him?
I could feel his erection pressing up against me, and I tried to draw away. He whispered ' just one more time, Angel', and tightened his grip. I felt that feeling in my pussy, i call it the pussy quiver, its as close to a orgasm a woman can come with out actually coming.? The thought of him inside me again made me shiver.? He does things to me no one can.? I live to listen to the sound of his breath. His touch stops my heart. His look quickens my pulse. The scent of his skin is an aphrodisiac beyond comparison.? My life is in his hands and I when I am most vulnerable, and i can not move and I can not see, and I can not hear and I can not touch, and all I know is him, he is my world.
He took my hand and I followed him into my bedroom.?

the viewing theater:??

When a man kisses me, I feel at once euphoric and then, disappointed. Its kind of like feeling him in side me for the first time, there is the initial rush, and then, bitter disappointment, as I realize there is no way he is going to bring me to a climax.? The first kiss with Him, I look into his eyes, he leans over me, he bends down to touch his lips to mine,? I close my eyes and expect the expected. He is so close and I wait, i feel him above me, the presence of his body, and then I feel his tongue, not his lips, across my mouth. I move backward, and my eyes open, and its in slow motion. He hand is in my hair, forcing my head against the wall with a soft thud. I try to protest, but my indignation turns to fear as he has me pinned against the wall, his body holding me there.? I can feel the solid mass of him, and I can feel his erection grinding into me, and then his lips are on mine. The simultaneous feeling of fear, because, he is after all a stranger i just met a short hour before, and erotic excitement overwhelm me. I feel weak at the knees with the promise his kiss delivers of beautiful, passionate sex, but I'm also afraid as his had tightens around my throat and I'm totally immobilized.? His mouth moves to my neck, the most sensitive area of my body, and then to my ear. I moan and struggle, but in this dark space filled with cubicles of masturbating men, no one will hear me or care.? He whispers 'trust me, I won't hurt you', and he kisses my forehead, and I can smell my perfume as it rises from my hot body, and I can smell the tobacco smoke on him, and the smell of the fabric softener his wife used to wash his clothes. Through the tears welling up in my eyes, I look at him and say 'My life is yours.'

You are a brave one. I never thought i'd hear from you again- You like my untamed heart, it seems. I still maintain that I am not the one for you-one kiss of my lips and you would be chained in longing for me- but how would it play out?
You would come to my house, open the front door, see me standing on the landing to the second floor. I turn and start up toward my bedroom - you run up the stairs after me. The kimono i am wearing- you grab it by the hem- I walk out if it- leaving it in your hand.
I'm lying on my bed, on my back, and in one fluid motion, your pants are undone, your****is out, you're on top of me, your****is sliding in me, your mouth on mine, your tongue in my mouth, and as soon as i feel you enter me, I'm coming. I grab your body and pull you into me- you can't believe how loud and intense I am, and it seems it will never stop. I say over and over again oh please baby oh please baby.
Finally I am finished. I'm lying under you, catching my breath, and you're still in me, so hard and huge, and you whisper, 'I'm just going to take my clothes off'.
And I open my eyes, and I look up at you, and i say 'Don't bother, you're finished, you can go now'. And you answer 'its like that, is it?', to which I respond 'its like that'.
Theo that you are, you'd smile, get off me, swear me black and blue in your mind, and vow never to let me live for another second in your thoughts. And then you would leave.
Theo that I'd love you to be, you would say through gritted teeth 'Oh no you don't' and you would hold me down as I try to wriggle out from underneath you. With one of your hands, you'd have both of my arms pinned over my head, against the mattress. The other hand would be firmly buried in my mass of long, wavy hair- holding my head still. And you would pound me with your****and listen to me as I beg you to give it to me harder.
The bed is hitting the wall and I can hear skin smacking against skin, as your body slams against mine. You bite my face and lips until a tear rolls from my eye.
And then you say 'Open your mouth'. I look at you with that look of defiance, that look that says make me. You grab my hair harder and I can feel the strands break loose from the skin and the pain brings me so close to the edge. I open my mouth and you look down at me and open your mouth, but not to kiss me. Instead, you release a drop of saliva, like a tiny crystal bead, which falls from your mouth to my tongue.
I tell you I'm coming and i can feel your release inside of me- and it makes my orgasm even better than the first time. I am so lost in myself that I am oblivious to your pleasure, and you collapse on top of me. I can feel your heart beating and feel your breath softly on my neck.
I can smell your fragrance, combined with the smell of cigarette smoke and weed, all over me, and I know I will recall these images when I masturbate later to the desire for your****
You peel yourself off me, and I feel like I am losing half of my being, half of my soul. Your clothes have left impressions on my naked skin. You pull a strand of my long, golden hair off your clothes, and say 'My mother is tired of your potana hair in my laundry'. I tell you to find someone else to ****, I say 'stop calling me for sex, you horny ****'. You smile and say 'I will' , and I look at you with that look, and say 'No you won't, I do things to you that no one else can- I may not give you what you want but i give you what you need.' You watch me as I take my finger, trace it down my body to between my legs, and touch it to your cum that is dripping out of my ****. I raise my finger to my mouth and slowly lick the mixture of my **** juice and your essence, and say 'you taste sooooo good babe'. And then you are my slave again.

For Theo
So now we are both in agreement. I am a ****. And you are a gentleman, but I , Sir, am no lady. Having said that, I do not want to offend your gentlemanly sensibilities, but if you?re feeling brave, and are not offended by content of a sexual nature, then read on....
I masturbated this morning, thinking about what it would be like to have sex with a hot-blooded guy like you. Your profile says your 5'11", but I?m thinking that you are taller than that or appear taller. I looked at your picture, at your face, and imagined what it would be like to touch it. I think that your beard is very soft and that you have the most gorgeous smile. Might you be one of those people, like myself, with a dimple on just one side? I can imagine touching your body, I bet your arms are hard and muscular. Your chest, I wonder, you are not the type to shave, leaving it all sharp and prickly. I bet its soft and masculine and very touchable. Your**** uncut and a nice size.
I think that kissing you would be as close to heaven as I will ever get, and that feeling your tongue in my mouth will make my stomach jump- you know that feeling you get when a car pulls in front of you and you slam on the brakes and say that was close.
I think your fragrance would linger on my skin for hours, a subtle reminder of my sin, making me want you again and again and again.
I can imagine what it would be like to go down on you, to feel your****in my mouth. I can feel your hand in my hair, hair that will no doubt cling to your clothes and to your body after, leaving a gentle reminder to you, that I was really there.
You approach the edge, you tell me where you are, you ask me, its ok, I tell you yes. I want to feel you come in my mouth, I want to taste you, I want to feel you losing it all.
The pain from you grabbing my hair is exquisite, as you come in my mouth, and you taste so wonderful, and I think to myself as you get soft, it will never be this good again.
But of course, this is just a fantasy. I can tell you, in my experience as a geisha in my past life, and a concubine in my existence before that, that the first time is rarely very good. And this scenario that played out in my head, is, I think, more to your liking then to mine. My fantasies are about darker images, myself as a dom finding a man strong enough to put me in my place, to hold me down by my hair, to jerk me across the bed by my ankle, to bite me in just the right spot as I?m coming, to make me totally submit to him by force rather than by will, this is what I am in search of.
I wish you great luck and good karma in finding the hot steamy sex you desire and deserve, and I impart this advice to you; stop looking it right in front of you, you just don?t see it.

The Office, Part 3
Pulls his cock from inside me and forces me on my knees with a well postioned handfull of hair. Im frantic as I have no idea who is walking about upstairs.? He thrusts his cock in my mouth, and its huge and I gag, not sure if its the size or the over abundance of?pussy juice that is making my stomach revolt. I franticly deep throat it, and I look up and him and see him smile at my obvious fear. I furiously suck at it, trying to finish the task, and then I hear the buzzer that opens the door into my office, and I know my boss is upstairs, looking for me.? I try and get up and he grabs my head and face fucks me, all the while whispering 'this is what you wanted, this is what you wanted.'? I hear my boss call my name, and the tears are running down my face, from the gagging and the fear that I am going to be caught and fired. The door to the basement opens, at the same time he comes in my mouth, with a loud 'ah...' .? I feel his liquid coat my tongue, running out the corner of my mouth, and I cup my hand underneath to catch it, I dont want to waste any. He quickly zips his pants, pulls me off my knees and pushes me out of the washroom, just as Steven starts down the stairs. Steven looks surprised as he sees us standing there, and the man holds out his hand, introduces himself and says, 'Your assistant was just showing me the construction your doing down here, it will be very nice."? They walk up the stairs together, leaving me to wipe my tears, gather my underwear and my buttons and figure out how im going to piss for the next few days without excruciating pain.

The Office, Part 2
The underwear, pulled from my body?is flung into a corner, and his hand is roughly thrust between my legs, and the pain is sudden and intense.? Four fingers enter me, and although I am very wet and slippery, its a large burden for my pussy to bare.? He says 'You horny cunt, I cant believe how wet you are, you want me that bad, eh.' Hand leaves pussy and is jammed in my mouth, and I can taste my pussy, and the taste reminds me of all the cocks I sucked, freshly pulled out of my pussy and waiting to deposit their gifts in my mouth. In one moment, he had his pants open, cock out and shoved in me.? I didn't even have?a chance to see how big it was or if it was cut or uncut. Two or three hard thrusts later, and I can feel my clit is so hard and I am going to cum. I tell him and he delivers his message even harder, and then I am coming.? I am trying to be quiet but a loud moan escapes my mouth, and he grabs my hair, pulls my head back and bites my neck, which intensifies the feeling greatly.? Im not sure if im going to faint or pee my self, I just know I am losing control and I can barely stand, and he is supporting me like a rag doll, all the while roughly fucking me.? I hear the door alarm sound upstairs, and the sound of footsteps above us.? Im frantic, and I try to escape from his firm grasp.? Through clenched teeth he says, 'Dont even think about it' pulls his cock from me and

The Office, Part 1
here is a little fantasy you might be interested in
I'm sitting at my desk at work, its 8:40 in the morning, I'm just answering the emails from all my suitors from XXX, listening to music on you tube. I'm alone because we don't open till 9 and my boss doesn't usually get there till around 9 as well.? The phone rings and I think about ignoring it, but, me like a dumb ass, answer it anyway. I'm irritated because all i want to do is read my emails and look at all the photos of cock that strange men have sent me, and get all horny.? On the phone is the? law student from xxx, which is the law firm that is handling the estate of my boss's father-in-law, who recently passed away.? I've had confrontations with this woman before, and have no patience for her today. She asks for steven, my boss, and I tell her that he will not be in till 9.? She tells me she will stop by then to have him sign some papers.? 'Fine' i reply and return to my icky clicking.? Not five minutes later, the alarm on the door chimes, and in she walks, with a guy, and asks for Steven.? I tell her? 'I told you when you called that he will not be here till 9, you'll have to wait' and the tone of my voice is pretty pissed. She looks really angry and says to the guy she's with, 'I'm going outside to have a cigarette' and out she walks. I look at him and when I see the hostile look he gives me, I realize I am staring. Hes sweet and sexy and gorgeous and so my type. He looks at me and says 'can I use your washroom?' I look at him and say 'fine but we are doing construction in the basement, I will have to go down with you.' I open the door that separates the waiting room from my office, and allow him in. I'm well practiced at managing the door so that who ever enters has to brush against me to get around the door to the stairway to the basement.? He squeezes between myself and the door, and the feel of his body is heavenly.? He smells like gucci by gucci or The One by Dolce and Gabanna.? I stand behind him, reach over his shoulder, and my boobs brush against his back, and I turn on the lightswitch to the basement.? I tell him to go first, and to hang on to the railing, because the stairs are steep. He gets to the bottom, and I once again brush against him as I walk past and show him the way to the bathroom. I enter it, turn on the light and as I leave, he enters the room.? We brush against each other in the doorway, and? i dont know why i did it, but i touched his ass.? It was an oops moment, and as soon as I did it, I knew, it was the wrong thing to do. I had totally crossed the line.? He grabs me by one arm, pulls me into the bathroom, pins me against the sink with each of my arms held to my side by his hands. He is face to face with me, we are both the same, height, around 5 10, and i can not move. I can smell his breath, its minty like he was chewing gum, and he proceeds to say, through clenched teeth, 'you fucking whore, that was sexual assault, you know, who the fuck do you think you are touching me like that, you fucking bitch'. He takes one hand off me, and he grabs my hair, and kisses me. He is so on top of me that I am leaning back over the sink against the mirror, and his tongue is down the back of my throat and I am so turned on that I cant believe its happening. He rips open my dress shit, and I can hear the buttons fly off and hit the floor. He grabs my $100 Lejaby bra and I really start struggling.? I'm trying to say no, but his mouth is on mine and I cant move. He pulls it down and my breasts pop out, and his mouth leaves mine and he takes a nipple between his teeth and bites. I whimper because it hurts but feels so good.? At the same time, he has my skirt up, my legs spread, and he grabs my tights at the crotch and rips a hole in them, scratching the shit out of my skin with his nails.? He takes hold of my underwear, gives a mighty pull so that it feels that the material is cutting my skin, and yanks them clean off my body, with a loud tearing sound.
Shall I continue?

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