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Name:- cariye

Owner:- SadisticWorrior

SRN :- 961-216-172

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"Though I am slave," she said, "yet for the first time in my life, I am free."

Page 303 - Nomads of Gor

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Befor cariye goes any further she would like to explain the meaning of her name. cariye's name is of Turkish origin, (that does not mean she or her Master are Turkish for any who may assume). cariye = n. female slave; concubine, odalisque. she was given her name by her Master as He has a strong interest in Turkey and it is the name she is known by there.

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So where does cariye start with this....

cariye is proudly owned by SadisticWorrior. she is here with His consent to make freinds and talk with like-minded people, both submissive and Dominant. cariye will show the respect requested of her where it is due, she asks very little but does expect the repect in return, not only for herself, but for her Master also. If respect for her Master property is not going to be given then maybe it is best for you not to speak to her any way. Other than this please dont be shy, take the time to say "hi".What she wants and her Master wants for her is to make real time friends with similar interests, that means friends who in time when getting to know then she can meet, and that means friends in the UK. It is unlikley she can pop across the the States or over to the Continent to meet up for coffee. so lets keep this real *smiles*

cariye has been submissive as long as she can remember. she has tried hard to push the need for the control she craves out of her life, she has done this more than once, but there is a pull that just brings her back. But Master turned her life about. He gave her focus again, gave her a reason for being who and what she is. Master is strict, He is fair, and yes He can be very harsh, but this is what she needs in her life. cariye knows her Master needs more in His life than she can give, He would love a 24/7 slave, which at this time although it is her unlimate dream is out of reach for cariye;but this does not mean cariye is any the less his slave. With this in mind although she is not going out there and trawling site after site to find the 24/7 He needs if she makes friends with a slave who she thinks would be good for her Master and is in the possition to be what He requires she will introduce them to Him.

12/22/2014 12:31:46 PM
cari has been asked by her Master to begin a blog. This blog is to show what she has learned while being His. cari has been His now for quite a while and her blog is going to show month my month hopefully how she is learning and growing within her skin and role as His submissive slave. To give a month by month brake down of her time with Him so far would be a near impossibility as she has belonged to Him since the 3rd of July 2010. During this time there was one period where for personal reasons that cari will not go into that she was released, all she will say about that time was that even then she was learning. What she learned then was that there was only one Master that her slave heart and soul could ever belong to truly.
Ok, so other than that there is only one Master for cari what else has she learned over the years. One big lesson cari has learned is how to be patient, to some this may seem a strange things to say, but it is an important part of being a sub/slave. Impatience is something cari has to admit has been her down fall in the past, this is not only a bad trait in a sub/slave but is also a dangerous one, her Master has taught her how taking things at a slow steady pace is the safe option and that this way He knows how far He can go to keep cari safe within the bounds of her capabilities, which due to the steady progress will grow steadily.
So what other things has she learned over the years. Its really hard to single them out. One very important thing she has learned is the difference between a true Master and one who just wants to be a Master, before she goes any further with this, if any of her previous Owners are reading this, this in no way is to demean what we had together, with each relationship cari has had being different, she has learned different things. cari has never belonged to a sadist before, at times she has wondered if she is capable of being where He needs her to be and what she has begun to realise she needs.
 
On her journey she has learned that she can take what is asked of her, because she has learned that her Master will never ask of her what He knows she can not take. she has also learned that as long as she allows her Master to guide her; her boundaries will stretch at a pace that will be good for both her Master and herself.
cari has learned there is am immense difference between fantasy and reality. cari reads a lot of books, she's seen pictures on line and fantasised bout lots of things she has seen and read about, but the reality of it is hugely different. This came home to her the day her Master took her for the first time to the dungeon. Yes she had read about them, fantasised about being the girl on the cross, the girl bound and blindfolded. Reality hit as her Master went through the door into the dungeon and cari stood on the threshold looking in to what she had only ever imagined before, here feet felt like lead, the air emptied from her lungs but the encouraging look in her Masters eyes told her she could do this with Him. The fantasies from the books and pictures are no longer fantasy, they are reality and cari has learned from this she wants and needs to go one step further each time.
A big thing cari has learned over this time is that her mind and body are no longer her own. She has tried hard to turn the feeling off, its not possible any more, her mind and body belong to Him, even now while writing this blog her body responds to what she writes in a way she never believed possible.
cari has also discovered that things change in a girls life, things she never thought herself capable of in time become achievable. cari never thought of herself as a pain slut, and maybe she isn't but she knows that she can take more pain than she thought possible and with each time she is with her Master than increases. She has learned that she can overcome her fears. She proved this to both herself and her Master when the first time He took His whip out to her she totally lost the plot. She was fastened to the cross on that occasion but on the following occasion she was told she would not be fastened to the cross and she would stay still and take it....and she did!!! she knows from this that she is capable as long as she opens her mind to it to take what her Master wishes.
8/10/2013 7:53:15 AM

In Awe of Gor

 

 

 

Edging, ever nearer, not knowing where she goes,

Towards the sound of water on little tiny toes.

Though the spray and under with eyes so wide and bright,

Steps through a curtain of water, into the brightest light.

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Her body wet and glistening beneath the glorious sun,

Where she is, she does not know, her journey’s just begun.

Sun kissed legs beneath her, she drops to tender knees,

Tilts her head in wonder and looks towards the trees.

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Where is it now that this girl kneels? she really does not know

Soft breezes blow around her, “on this journey you must go”

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Everything is so different, it’s crisp and clear and new,

The trees they are so colourful, the sky it is so blue.

The plants and birds and the beast, she looks upon with awe

For nothing quite so wonderful has she seen before

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With ebony eyes turn heavenly, and a smile upon her lips.

A tiny purple bird with pointed ears soars high before it dips

But what is that beyond the trees? What is it that she spies?

Hawk like birds, with men on back ~ she can’t believe her eyes

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Where is it now that this girl kneels? she really does not know

Soft breezes blow around her, “on this journey you must go”

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In awe and in wonder, from the bright sun, she shades her eyes,

With the reflection from the water, impossible, though she tries

Taut legs move from beneath her, firm calves and nimble toe

The sparkle from the water tempting, in dainty feet must go

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What was that, that touch her? With bulbous eyes that shined

A fish, that comes on to the rocks? This must be in her mind

But no, it walked upon its fins, and took a breath of air

Sat upon the rock, it turns and sits, with bulbous eyes to stare

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Where is it now that this girl kneels? she really does not know

Soft breezes blow around her, “on this journey you must go”

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The silvery water ripples as fish leap and splash and play

The colours of the rainbow, shimmer in a fabulous array

A shoal if tiny fishes follow, on a mammoth lizards wake

But a lizard this size is unusual, of that there’s no mistake

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Slips into the cooling waters, she wades towards the shore

This place it does amaze her, she wants to explore more.

Each step it takes her nearer, and she climbs up the incline

Shakes of all the water, sits once more in bright sunshine

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Where is it now that this girl kneels? she really does not know

Soft breezes blow around her, “on this journey you must go”

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The heat of the sun will dry her, on the grasses she will sit

Colours, shades and hues of which, an artist pallet fit.

In browns, and blues and violets, shades to please the eye

Short and soft, tall and sharp, differences she can’t deny

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A sea of yellow meadow flowers, blowing on the breeze.

The yellow of the flowers, mirrored in some of the trees

Flowers that look like roses, in the distance grow on a hill

There’s something about these flowers that give the girl a thrill

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Where is it now that this girl kneels? she really does not know

Soft breezes blow around her, “on this journey you must go”

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Is that a yellow antelope, with one horn upon his head?

From the trees he ventures, to the clearing he does tread

But what the creature looks for, she really does not know

Suddenly it spies her, and with fleet of foot begins to go

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What’s the noise behind her? It coming from in the trees

Where a huge tawny feline, takes the antelope to its knees

The sight she sees does scare her, and the girl begins to leave

Something deep inside her says, to go on, see and believe

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Where is it now that this girl kneels? she really does not know

Soft breezes blow around her, “on this journey you must go”

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As daylight fades, the evening comes, and brings a big surprise

For up above, there are three moons, which lighten up the skies

The sky so dark without them, with stars that twinkle bright

It feels to so right to be here, as day time turns into night.

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On the breeze, she hears music, from where she is not sure

Its soft and clear and beautiful, the sounds they are so pure

To and fro she gently sways, in time with drums and strings

Rising with one single movement, to dainty feet it brings

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Where is it now that this girl stands? she really does not know

Soft breezes blow around her, “on this journey you must go”

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With eyes so full of wonder, the girl just has to dance

On lithe limbs and tiny toes, the girl begins to prance

With visions of the beasts she’s seen all dancing in her head

On agile feet she swiftly moves like the antelope that fled

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Then slowly like the feline she stalks across the ground

Step by step so silently she does not make a sound

With thoughts of the beasts she saw, she glides leaps and flies

Of fish and beasts and fauna, and the bird up in the skies

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Melting back to tender knees to the ground beneath her feet

For some unknown reason, the girl now feels complete

Where is it now that this girl kneels? she looks around with awe

Soft breezes blow around her,

“THIS PLACE IS KNOWN AS GOR”

4/28/2013 1:31:41 PM

Sunday 28th....one week down and 5 more to go....life sux while Master is away....this never gets easier if anything its harder each time He is away....its too soon to start counting the days till He comes home

9/9/2012 3:10:05 AM

Master and cari need somewhere (maybe a club or private dungeon) to go on saturday night in the NW UK

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