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Male Submissive, 39, warren, Indiana
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Male Submissive, 33, Near Tulsa, Oklahoma
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Female Submissive, 36, Chattanooga, Tennessee
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About trulylovingkink
Smart, passionate, playful, loving sub is an excellent penpal and potential playmate searching for a wise, imaginative, strong, patient, loving Master!
I wait... breathless... yearning... hoping... for you to sweep me away into the essence of your being, your words here drawimg me inexorably into your innermost being; your magnetism powerfully drawing me firmly under your control, making me yours. My essence inside yours then turning you into a hot sweaty satisfied dynamo and then titillating your tastebuds with the sweetness of ecstasy, our minds entwined, enchanted, creating mutually throbbing, swollen, engorged, oozing blood vessels, dilating your exquisite dribbling, throbbing manhood until the tissue fluid becomes seminal fluid dribbling into a puddle and then squirting with a spurt towards the ceiling as your mind leaps with joy into the throes of ecstasy and bliss while my body spasms into a high pitched joyous squeal of delight from orgasm, after which I slowly float down wholly and fully satiated with love that feels oh so very good. Can we, will we?
And some dare say that cybersex is (somehow) not real! that is SO real and I am real and I am here. . This profile was last revised it on 9/17/2010. I am a kink. I get anywhere from mildly to extremely horny when I view, or discuss, or imagine, many different kinds of kinky porn, especially intensely emotional female tortures: such as those found on Mood, Inc. (e.g. "In the name of Love")... with sensual, erotic, music playing in the background; enemas, exam tables, bondage (Desadov), helplessness, sharp long needles in tits and clits,(e.g. "Elite Pain") and spanking or beating with assorted paddles, multiple whips (SchizoBlack), canes, etc. especially bullwhips.
I reside in an MDA wheelchair in a nursing home in Emmett, Idaho between Ontario, Oregon and the capital of Boise, Idaho., and often feel as trapped as a prisoner must. My body has multi-restrictions, but in my mind I am free and can fly with you anywhere. For those of you who are trapped by webcams and telephones I can only see and listen, but not receprocate. I have a heavy lisp you probably cannot understand easily unless you are an EXTREMELY patient listener. My computer is too old to accommodate a webcam and being on welfare pecludes my getting a new one.. I am in both the regional Idaho and Emmett phone books. Excluding the need for a dominant cyberplaymate I am happier now that I have ever been in my entire life.
I was born 12-22-1940 at 12:15 p.m. near the Sagitarius/Capricorn cusp @ noon that day in Columbus, Oho. I am a third generation Armenian with German and redheaded Irish lineage. Most peculiarly I have never gotten into trouble by drinking (it tastes terrible) nevertheless I am a genetic alcoholic and understand them. I was valedictorian of my R.N. nursing class (1962), have two additional years college and last worked as an Assistant Clinical Supervisor in the biggest HMO in the country in 1988, Kaiser, San Francsco. You are most welcome into my life as far as you are willing and able to come.
When I was 18, I was a Roman Catholic for a year. I thought that if I became a nun I would be marrying Jesus. Just like a male sub who is into Female Supremacy, my heart longs to find a man (or woman) that I can almost worship as much as I once did who I thought Jesus was (one dynamic, wise, loving, sexy, Jewish carpenter). That, of course, is impossible. My mother was severely emotionally abusive and tortured me wth enemas. My emotionally distant, multi-abusive father wanted a son. I tried to be one for him until I hit puberty at age 11 and my being a tom-boy had to end.. I am currently on post menopausal estrogen/testosterone supplementation injections. They are great! My two most favorite topics are sex and religion. I have experienced Tantric Kundalini Yoga Fire Breath Ecstasy if you have more esotric interests..
My conscious awareness of, and entry into, kinkdom all began in my 30's reading a Time magazine about the torture of prisoners in the jungle. The prisoner was helplessly bound tightly by ropes into the "parrot" position: knees and elbows folded over a pole. In addition, immobilization and beatings caused edematous skin bruising and swelling, and escalating, excruciating muscle and joint pain. This extreme torture also created screams whose sounds were funneled and increased into unbearable intensity into the eardrums of the prisoner by a heavy hood that not only shut out the light but also caused additonal pain to the neck and limbs from its heaviness.
Reading that in the 1970's, abruptly and instantly took me to pre-orgasmic levels of intense sexual . excitation that caused my blood pressure to elevate, my breathing to become more rapid, many of my muscles to tighten, my pelvis to engorge rapidly from pounding blood vessels, and all of my attention riviteded. Even today, the mere act of writing all this down causes a milder swelling in my pelvic regions. I was shocked that day and am still a wee bit confused by occasionally suddenly getting horny at unexpected stimuli..
My undiagnosed Asperger's syndrome husband was almost a lawyer (graduated from law school, passed his bar exam, then put his certificate and his diploma into a drawer and never touched them again. I divorced him in 1976. He died 7-13-2011. Now I am a widow on welfare.
Sexual History: I was painfully raped at age 8. Then there was statutory rape ages 10 & 11 with my cousin. Because of all that, I have had sex with over 100 men: 50 before marriage to alleviate loneliness, and 50 while married to learn about sex, (to find out why I was not reaching orgasm yet not frigid). Out of abysmal ignorance (to bve a good 50's wife) I allowed my husband to rape me for all of 3 1/2 min everysingle night for 12 years! I had to learn how to reach orgasm from reading a book. God bless Masters and Johnson. My very first extramarital sex was with a wonderful lawyer. My only post-divorce lover (of sorts, for 8 years) was an extrenely feminine (male to female) sexless alcoholic... Transsexual who taught me how to use a strap-on but never once kissed me. I was also completely emotionally shut down until 1991. That makes me a mere age 21 emotionally.
After that, my love matured and grew deeper online: #1. My very first Dom cyber-lover was from Denmark. #2. My second Dom cyber-flirt was a married man from Norway. #3. My third and only, delightfully submissive, passionate, male cyber-lover of three years was a pet from Iran. #4. My fourth Dom cyber-lover was a former Florida University executive and Hell's Angel's biker. #5. My only sweet female sub cyber-lover belonged to the Tennessee polyhousehold of Dom (#4.) The ONLY Dom MASTER (#6,) from Las Vegas that I deeply loved was a psychologically and emotionally sadistic prosecuting attorney (for the Feds) and I, VERY sadly, had to leave when I figured out he had no respect at all for any woman. He died a year after I left him. I was devestated for a while.
The very best way that I know, for me to be able to tell a man that I love him, is through fellatio.
Recent history: Between late 2009 and mostly 2010 throiugh early 2011 I had a total of 8 (3 minor and 5 major surgeries): 1. D&C for polyp removal, 2. colostomy, 3. urostomy (failed so #4. it's removal), 5. perineoplasty (SSLS supraspinatus ligament suspension), 6. & 7. esophagoscopy (twice) and 8. the re-establishment of a suprapubic foley. All better now.
Like a happy puppy, imagine me, butt up high, wrigggling furiously side to side, forearms planted flat on the floor, with a high pitched inviting yip. Wanna play? Love, Bobbie Jeanne
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