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Greetings,
Puppy needs strong, Dominant owner/trainer for full time training, objectification, service, discipline, and some companionship.
pet has said this before, but this is the last time it goes a-searching. Really. *giggles* But at least it has gotten a bit more mature. How so? Well, for one thing, it knows better than to cast a wide net, hope for the best, and just end up wasting E/everyone's time. Let's go for a proper fit, or nothing, right from the start, shall W/we?
So, to begin, pet is sweet and smart and kind and wickedly funny. But W/who cares? it is glad it is good companionship also, but this about being dehumanized, trained to Serve, used for Her pleasure and amusement and convenience. Also, and pet doesn't want to scare anyOne off, but for pet this is deeply sexual. That doesn't mean it expects sex, but if this isn't a primarily sexual thing for You, this probably isn't a good fit. Basically, pet seeks safe, sane, consensual.... slavery. To be kept shackled, boxed when not in use, trained and kept busy. it knows, it knows... another fantasy wannabe do-me slave. Well, yeah, maybe.... but if there's a Lady out there who wants nothing but body worship, breakfast in bed on clean sheets, and a whipping slave for those fun/rough days, well.. it has to start somewhere, just like everyone else. Give a try? :)
Pet is handsome, good body, outside online income, excellent social skills for the vanilla world, and a desperate desire it can't ignore and can't make peace with to be whipped to a thorough cleansing cry, to be led by a strong hand, to feel the crop and glory in the aftercare. it wants to be Your empty vessel, Your home to be remodeled, Your puppy to be brought to heel and taught tricks. Intense, impersonal but also deeply intimate.... maybe a fantasy, but W/we'll see.....
it is seeking a 1 to 3 year contract. Please, do not try to turn pet into a husband. That has happened before, and it's just too messy. Rules, protocols, boundaries, authority, and singular direction. This is what pet craves, and what it longs to give and share. it can't wait to assist You in Your career/business/art, to be Your sounding board, to share precious moments of life. But it needs... well, it doesn't know. To be ravished? To have absolutely no confusion perhaps? In any case, pet is what it is, but that is something special, for the right One. it is really not interested in leading anyOne on.
Speaking of which, pet should list its limits/conditions;no blood, no permanent markings, no scat (though pet does love clean rimming ;), no men, not very poly, not usually into the local scene. Not trying to be a jerk or a drama pup, just trying to find a solid match.
Hope this is a good idea of pet for You. If it sounds promising, by all means check out its' profile or say hello. it is never rude or offensive (to Women) in its emails. And yes, it does share numbers and photos, in other words it is real, more or less. And it wants so much to be real-er...
Happy Hunting, Hope You liked what You saw.
*wags tail*
trainmepuppy
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hmmm..... total truth and honesty? I'm scared. Scared of my sexual self, scared of being rejected.... i would say scared of Women, and i wouldn't be wrong, but You all are soooo... Wonderful. How do I know?
Because i game, i use, i foul up, and You're so gentle and understanding and patient. That's so wrong, i feel so ashamed. i don't think i do it intentionally. i just don't know what to do. i thought this would be so much easier. I have these feelings, i'll be what You want... it seemed like a guilt-free sure thing, so long as i found an appropriately dominant woman. But i'm finding there's no such thing as a dominant woman. There are just women, subtle and loving and needing real men who are there for them... and no matter how much i think i can hide behind the role, that i can be "less than human" and that'll be enough, the more i learn that women just don't seem to be like so many men are reputed and do indeed appear to be. A moist hole just isn't enough for a woman. i don't know what You want, i don't know if i can be it, now or at some later date, but i have to love and respect You the way You all have always loved and respected what little You saw of me.
And where this really opens up, where the ecstasy is, is when i manage to get past my own fears and desperate desires and try to connect with You. i don't know if i have to love myself more or less, i don't know if i have to learn to listen or to mean what i say and say what i mean.
Anyways, i felt that had to be said. Hope EveryO/one is having a Wonderful Night/Day, and that EveryO/one finds what T/they are looking for.
kneeling humbly,
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