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AH,THE READING PROBLEM STRIKES AGAIN. THIS IS FOR WOMEN WHO WOULD ACTUALLY LIKE AN ACTUAL MAN IN THEIR ARMS AND HEART AND BED SOMETIME SOON, AS IN DAYS, WEEKS AND CERTAINLY NOT IN MILENIUM.
I have read many profiles where women have wished to HAVE THE MAN make a commitment to become a couple more than anything else in their lives. Not that they wished encessairly to make a commitment or had even thiought about the fact that women can be weay more squirrily than men.
This has made me curious to see how that will play out. Often, when 2 people (or more) get together, the psychological insecurities and sexual jealousies remind me more of a junior high school or for that matter 2nd grade, than they do a loving and complex relationship amoung adults. I am an artist/sculpture with one hand (that is one side of my brain; and a fairly high powered technology and venture capital consultant/investor with the other. Here is what I have seen here so far. No gap between real life and what people are willing to claim they dream of and are ready for here is gigantic. One and only one person has actually made it from typing to showing up in person and being the person she said that she wished to be and having the experience of love, surrender to passion and the moment, submission and peace to the flow of the real - what the musilim's might call "surrender to the will of god" and what white folks in CA. call surfing, and deep mind disolving pleasure - both giving and receiving - that this site in theory is all about. ALL THE REST ARE STILL LOST IN SPACE, and I must assume will dwell happily there until the site runs out of electricity or the sun goes dark.
SO: I you want life in the actual real world, if you want an actual man, an actual woman, and actual couple, an actual sink, stove, refrigarator, set of steak knives, a parking place and the real chance to live some of your fantasies and dreams rather than just dream with the other fantasistics who can tell you exactly what kind of rope to use to tie them up to do exactly the perfect japanese rope trick they learned from the great Master Tai Wan Up.
If you want to step up, meet, have a cup of coffee, strip naked and kneel or simply shake my hand and meet, then fine, come on ahead. If you want a long dialogue about which way up is and how you julienne carrots according to Julia Childs, I am not the man for you.
But in the end, you either come out of this box and present yourself in full effect, or all this is merely ones and zeros signifying nothing.
You can read "jasmeen" if you can find it and you can write to me directly if you can find me. There are pleantly of clues on this site to find me in my personal profiles, "tallbrilliant" and "tallbrilliantone"
Do take a step, make a call, leave a number, climb over the wall naked and see what actually happens if you leave the dream and enter my actual real life
Mark
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Mark (tallbrilliantone) commited suicide in August of 2006 while in Thaliand.
R.I.P, my friend. |
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From UC Santa Barbara:
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citric and ascorbic acids, enzymes, protein, and zinc. Though the
nutritional value of semen is almost non-existent, knowing exactly what
one is ingesting may help in the swallowing process during oral sex.
The consistency of semen is generally somewhat thick and sticky, but
should not linger inside the throat any longer than, for example,
pudding. Though we have no scientific data regarding what an individual
should drink after performing fellatio, drinking citrus juices (orange
juice, lemonade, etc) after oral sex can help eliminate any seminal
aftertaste.
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ok, I have a long moment to write and I am tired of the confusion and silliness that all this seems to fall down to.
we keep having false starts and I wish to do this really carefully since we seem to run off the rails quickly.
i would like to come to know you.
i have no designs on you as to this or that or the other specific activity or relationship. there is something alive about you that i find intriguing
and of course, you are lovely and i am a guy, but let's not go there right now
i am - amoung other things - a sculptor newly moving to NY
i have been in my life a write, a poet, a man on wall street in a suit, a man on wall street suitless, a management consultant, a technologist, a polymath, a horn-dog, a lover, a friend, a decent musician, a better than decent phtographer and sometimes, just sometimes, a man well worth the time to come to know and for some, to love
this is staright, no jive, no bullshit, direct from the heart, not edited except as to spelling, since I suck at spealing, being as I am dyslexic x10
call if you wish
917 297 ||||
Warm regards
Mark
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Here now. Slave is gone by mutual consent. Have found and am trying
to get an artists loft which will do wonderfully - if I get it. NY
real estate is such an amazing challenge. Much harder than find ing a
good slave
Some quotes I like:
REALITY IS THAT WHICH, WHEN YOU STOP BELIEVING IN IT, DOESN'T GO AWAY
~PHILIP K. DICK
I'LL PLAY IT FIRST AND YOU TELL ME WHAT IT IS LATER. ~MILES DAVIS
THE WAY TO DO IS TO BE. ~LAO TZU
TO SEE THE WORLD IN A GRAIN OF SAND,
AND A HEAVEN IN A WILD FLOWER;
HOLD INFINITY IN THE PALM OF YOUR HAND,
AND ETERNITY IN AN HOUR.
~WILLIAM BLAKE, AUGURIES OF INNOCENCE 1805
WHEN YOU LEARN TO DISTINGUISH BETWEEN THE CONTAINER AND THE CONTENTS,
YOU WILL HAVE ATTAINED WISDOM. ~IDRIES SHAH
MAN MAKES PLANS, GOD LAUGHS. ~THE KORAN
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To any and all who may find there way here who are female and loving and have a clue as to which way up is and which way North is and which way love and life and pleasure is... for if you do not come with that, there is little hope that anyone will have much fun....
I am interested and wish to explore the goodness of fit between us. As to what you are looking for, I suspect that it is what we are all looking for. A place in the world and in bed with a person who we can please, you by surrendering to me and me by your having knelt before me and made yourself my own... and to be pleased being with me as a source of delight and pleaseure and thereby being yourself
Send me something more about you and let us talk and arrange to meet
Mark
tallbrilliant at gmail dotcom
917 297 ||||
web site is "jasmeen" and it is a dotnet
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ARRIVED IN NY 9:30PM SATURDAY |
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Ok, let's try this gently. I can only assume that you wish to know me since you keep writing. I wish to know you and that evidence is that I keep writing.
Can we agree on that so far?
Rather than type, which seems to be producing some odd misunderstandings as to internet and tone and our respective heart's desires, let's talk.
If you have the time and wish to, there is quite a bit of my writing on jasmeen”
You may find that I am more of the man you seek than you have given credit for, and you may find that sweet works better with me than tart
Mark |
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Someone (a sub in theory) wrote, breaking my balls for not being willing to fly and see her somewhere not near anywhere one would ever wish to be in the ordinary course of life:
That which you wrote is not simply "honesty". It was offensive and if you do not know how to comport yourself than that is said. you seem educated and bright and that you have a clue, but what you wrote to me was rude and unneccesarily harsh.
Either you are actually a cruel person, in which case, I am not the right meat for your table, or you simply have not been around people of compassion and decency.
And no, this is not a debate.
If you are a sub then take this under rule #1
If you are not, then please find someone else to write to
Mark |
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Someone wanted a picture before they would call:
If you want a picture or me, these folks for some reason will not post mine. ou can go to my web site (name censored) or to Iname censored)
and there is a link I can email you, but I would need a real direct email address
And, no doubt, you are going to send me pictures of you as well along with your journals and writings for the last oh so many years of your life, as I have shared on my own site that they will not let me post the address of here
If all you want is a pretty boy, or a pretty man, and are not so much interested in the contents as you are in the container, although I have/am ok in so far as containers go, then I am likely not the man for you anyway
Mark
PS here in Vegas until the weekend of the 2nd then off to NY. there for a month or so, depending on business and the wind and tides of my life |
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Someone responded to me and thought I was "jaded":
"I am not jaded at all. just extremely aware of the balance between what goes on here in "virtual land" and how many (or rather how few) of the people here can show up and live what they write.
Once you have been here for a while, you may find that someone who has a cowboy hat, but has no horse nor cattle, is not really a cowboy.
But it is your call to make. I would keep me in your inbox on the small chance that what I have said is actually true and what you read as jaded is simple realizm.
I have a site you might find more hopeful but I can not tell you the name of it here without getting rubbed out.
that is my actual real real life. This is sort of a virtual side show to see if there are real people in the nooks and crannies and byways here
Mark"
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An interesting letter s arrived at my gmail account:
Mark,
Please forgive the lag in my response to your extraordinary email.
Collarme has more than a few flaws, one of which is bulk mail. One is supposed to be able to filter mail from people who are unsuitable. I thought my settings were pretty accurate. Maybe it had to do with the denial of your profile. Which I would have been curious to see.
I never look in my bulk mail. There is a depressing sameness to it.
For some reason, I clicked that button in the course of cleaning out email.
And what do I find?
A pearl, a gem of an email. It was the most intelligent thing I had seen, certainly on collarme, maybe ever in email.
Such an honest and forthright bit of writing. And I thought, is this for me? Maybe it was misdirected, or more tragically, maybe it really was bulk mailed.
Either way it was fascinating. And then, I went to look at the pictures on Yahoo. Such touching and personal pictures, such openness. I applaud it and I fear a bit for your privacy. The Internet being what it is.
That picture of you in the pool with the baby, the look on your face; I just don't know what to say.
So I flip between the pictures and your note. Then I see the website address and go there.
You ARE brilliant. I am completely overwhelmed by the thoughtfulness and the generosity of knowledge. It does give a very good picture, not complete by any means, but you blew my mind.
I am intensely curious as to why you contacted me. I think that I am smarter than average, but I'm a bit intimidated by your obvious intellect and accomplishments.
At collarme I feel like a big fish in a small pond; in life not so much.
As to meeting, I understand what you say about not drawing things out, but there is a lot to know about someone. I'm pretty perceptive, but these things do take some time. I want to live in the real world as you do. Collarme has taught me that it is best to be careful and thoughtful and yes to go a little slow, so as to catch one's breath and be clear.
However you choose to respond, thank you for providing me with things to think about and hope that there may be someone out there that I can admire.
Laura
My response:
Hmmmmm Destined for the dustbin of history all because of a bulk mail setting.
If you wish to become naked and visibile here, rather than directly eyes to eys than you are welcome to do so. Phone is a nice middle ground as it allows me some intuition as to whether you are a smart 6 year old girl with a great sense of humor, or some other odder creature.
NOTHING HERE IS REAL UNTIL IT IS.
There is no way here to confirm anything, that is my reason for wanting some external event in the non-digital world. You could REALLY be a space alien, say you were a space alien, and I would never know because of the 30 milion Star Trek fans who are convinved that they are space aliens.
So, show what you can show of what is in your heart. Be as precise and open and specific as you can. Otherwise, you and the 12 year old boy who lives next store whose Mom won't let him watch Baywatch look exactly the same to me, that is you look like words on a computer screen Enough said
Take the plunge, come out of the box and land in my lap. Maybe we will like it.
Maybe we will not like it. Maybe I will play Gimple the Fool to your Mary Queen of Scots Maybe you will play slave girl to my King Solomon. Maybe we will just be a man and a woman who like to be together in play, in bed and playing 9 ball. Mark
tallbrilliant
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