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Spankme554

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Spankme554 - Female Submissive, CouncilBluffs Iowa | BDSM Profile on Collarspace

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I've found what I'm looking for. Hopefully you do too.
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Tribute to Rainmaker
I was in a relationship with my perfect Master and the love of my life, I didnt believe he was out there, but I'd actually found him. He was kind, loving and trustworthy. He helped me along my journey of discovering the kinks in my life. He taught me how to ask for what I wanted and not be afraid to step outside my comfort zone to get it. Im so lucky to have had him in my life and thankful for every day we had together. RIP Rainmaker

How can I say this politely?   I am looking for someone, who is local to me.  If you're not local and message me I might not answer if you just say Hi.  I do want to find someone, but won't relocate and don't want an online relationship.   If you've read my profile, you will know that.

Rant over!  Hope you all have a good day and find what you're looking for.

I sit there, the toy inside and the remote vibrator just where it needs to be. He ties my hands behind my back and then my ankles. Not too tight as I will be staying like that for a while. The ball gag goes in my mouth tied behind my head and the hood goes on. With my vision gone, I can only breath deeply the smell of leather and think about the vibrations going through me. The seat is reclined all the way back and I start to writhe around as he pushes on the vibrator rubbing it against me. I moan and twist in the seat while the first wave rushes over me. 



And then the car starts to move. We are still in town and while I'm still clothed, I know I can be seen. Where are we driving? Who can see in? I know he will keep me like this as long as he wants to, playing with me until I can't stand it anymore. There is barely a moment to breathe before the next one starts. And then his hand is on my breast. Squeezing and pinching. Twisting and making my moan louder. I have one orgasm followed by another and then another still. There is no sense of the passage of time or mileage. Nothing other than him and me. His hands on me. And for all the excitement I know that I am safe with him. That he is in control. And that I am, completely and wholly his.
It started as it usually does when I'm waiting for him... a text.

White pantyhose on, cuffs on wrists and ankles but not fastened together... black stocking hood, ballgag, blindfold... radio on, sitting in wooden chair in the livingroom facing away from the door. 15 minutes.

I strip and work to get ready for him. Pantyhose on, wrist and ankle cuffs in place, stocking over head to keep my hair from pulling, ball gag in and blindfold on I wait.

It seems like a long time sitting in the chair waiting. I listen to the radio and wonder what he will do. Finally the door opens. He says nothing and it seems like forever before he touches me.

He starts by pulling my hands straight down by the sides of the chair and tying them there. The rope goes from one cuff under the chair to the other ensuring they can't move and interfere. 

Then he ties my breasts. The rope wraps tightly around one making sure it is plump and painful then wraps around the other one over and over again. I feel it being pulled up behind me to the top of the chair back and then back to my breasts again, this time going from one to the other and then to the other side of the chair back. I've been bound and tied to the chair with the same rope so I can't move from where I am without pulling on my sore breasts.

Next he takes hold of my right ankle, pushing my thigh up so that my foot almost rests on the seat. He attaches a belt around my thigh just above my knee and then attaches this to the chair back behind my shoulder, pulling my leg up and away. When he does the same thing with the other leg, I am left spread open with my sex wide open for him and waiting for his touch. 

He plays with my breast, rubbing gently then harder. Squeezing and pulling the nipples, pinching and caressing.

I hear a buzzing noise and know what it is and I shiver in anticipation. I feel something pushed against my clit and know it is the hitachi wand. 

He increases the speed down and up, taking me almost to the edge and then backing it away. He has the regulator attached to it so it is always just as fast or slow as he wants it to be. He plays with me for a while, then holds it there and turns it up high. I'm screaming behind my gag and working to try to bring my legs together. My clit contracts again and again as I cum with an intensity that is almost too much to bear. 

Then it slows. I feel it moving around again and feel more rope going around my legs as he ties it in place and starts again. He brings me to the top and over again and again. He asks, Have you had enough? and I nod yes. No, I don't think so... And again and again.

I can't tell you how many times I came as there is no counting or clear remembering past the first couple. Is it sub-space? Possible.

The he starts to take things off one at a time. blindfold, gag and hood. Now I can see what he has done. I can watch his face as he turns the dial up to high and watches me cum. The smile on his face as he enjoys himself watching me doing the same. I love what he is able to make me do when he ties me tightly. 

When he is done with me he will hold me against him and sooth me. He will take my lips and nibble me. He will nip and bite. How I love this man.

He placed the Hitachi in between my legs… right where it needed to be…

He wrapped plastic wrap around me from the upper thighs to the ankles trapping the powerful vibrator between my legs and assuring it couldn’t move.  He told me to make a fist and wrapped it up, repeating it with the other hand.  Now both hands where useless.

 

He added ankle cuffs and a ball gag harness.  He had me bend over a little and used black electrical tape to bind my breasts once at the base and again in the middle so they stick out like torpedoes.  He started lightly stroking my breasts and playing with my nipples making me moan.  My breathing was coming faster now. 

 

He helped me l lay down on the bed and used handcuffs to make sure my hands would also be out of the way.  He clipped my ankle cuffs to something at the end of the bed that kept me in place although I could still wiggle around a little. 

 

He turned on the vibrator using the rheostat control to keep the vibrations low.  I started to rock back and forth on it.  He played with my nipples rolling them around and then pinching them while increasing and decreasing the vibrations on my clit.  He slapped my bound tits and then rubbed them gently.  He ran his fingers lightly over my underarms and the sensitive areas of my stomach and sides tickling me.  I tried to roll out of his reach but couldn’t.  I laughed and screamed behind the gag.

 

He turned the vibrator up and down turning my attention back to my aching needy clit.  He slapped my breasts.  He tickled my feet.  He pinched my nipple.  He turned the vibrator up to high and I exploded.  I don’t know where his hands will go next.  The vibrations are coursing through me and I’m cumming.  It’s a constant wave of more and more sensation.  I’m moaning, I’m screaming, I’m trying to escape the vibrator although I don’t really want to and can’t.  I stop screaming and gulp for air.  I scream more and he turns it down to low. 

 

This repeats.  I don’t know how many times.  The vibrations increase and decrease.  Nipples are pinched.  Tits are slapped.  Fingers tickle.  I cum again.  And again.  And again.  I scream into the gag.  I writhe around trying to move into it.  Move away from it.  To find him.  To get closer. 

 

The vibrations turn down and I rest.  He removes the tape from my breasts and rubs them gently.  He caresses me and I love it. 

 

He helps me to roll over onto my stomach.  The flogger hits my ass.  Lightly for now.  He stops to rub my cheeks and the vibrator turns up again.  I start to hump the bed pushing the vibrator closer into me.  The flogger comes down again harder now.  3, 4, 5 times.  Then stops and he’s rubbing me again, soothing the ache.

 

The vibrations increase.  I feel the sting of his wooden back scratcher hitting my rear.  He moves it around hitting one part of my cheeks and then another.  I never know where it will land next or how hard it will be.  I jerk at each hit.  I start to cum again.  It goes on and on.  I hump the bed and scream into the gag.  The vibrator is turned down again. 

 

The flogger again.  Harder and harder.  I jerk against the bonds holding me in place.  He stops and rubs me.  He starts again.  1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6.  The vibrator increases.  7, 8, 9… I can’t count them.  My ass feels hot and I love the feel of the leather hitting it.  It stings wonderfully.  I cum again and it is so good.  It courses through my body making me want more and more.  I scream and it continues.  I focus on nothing but the waves going through me and the flogger on my ass.  The pain is getting more intense and I flinch at each hit.  He cuts through the plastic wrap on my legs and peels it off.  He helps me to roll on my side and nudges me to spread my legs.  He takes the vibrator and moves it up and down my so sensitive clit.  He hits the spot and pushes it tightly in making me scream again and again.  He moves it again, up and down.  Each time it touches my clit I jerk.  I moan.  He holds it tightly in place again and again.  I cum over and over. 

 

He stops and holds me to him.  He kisses me and strokes my back.  He tickles me again. 

 

He loves me so much and I love him too.  Thank you for the perfect night!

So many wonderful things you do to me.  You bought me a new harness and locked me in it.  You played with me as I came again and again, until my muscles ached.  When you released me all I could do was crawl into bed and sleep.  

 

The best part of the night... when you stroked my hair as I slept.

What do I want for Valentine's Day...?

 

I want to feel his hand in my hair moving my head just where he wants it and kissing me deeply over and over...

 

I want to be tied, gagged, blindfolded and played with until I can no longer breath...

 

And I want to wake up wrapped in his arms.

I lay here awake. Waiting for the next time to see him. Smiling as I think this. To spend time with him is like walking into sun shine. Feeling peace settle around me. My world comes into focus when we are together. We don't have to do anything special or exciting, just spend time together. As I walk up to him and we kiss it is like I'm coming home.
As I lay here after, with all the ropes removed, ungagged, and unblindfolded, all I can feel is the peace that comes after. It starts with the excitement of being tied up. The heart races, the breath quickens. The play starts. There is complete trust that allows complete loss of power. Loss of the need to make any decisions, take any action, be anything other than who I am. The loss of control allows for the complete feeling of sensation. To have my eyes covered, the ball gag in and my hands tied has me feeling every touch, every caress, every tickle as though it was amplified. As he plays with me I squirm and wiggle to get away, to get closer. And always, as he gives one orgasm after another I scream into my gag and release all that is in me. All the pent up emotions, all the excitement, all the feeling pours out. I give it all to him. The one who gives all of himself to me. My Love.

A true man, a true dominant, protector, lover, friend...  How do you tell when you've found one?  The one person who you can share your heart with.  Your thoughts, your fears, everything that is inside of you and know that he will still love you.  How do you believe that you've found the person who will stand beside you when things aren't per and still be there?  How do you find that real man?  

 

You have to look at the person inside and see his heart.  I have found the heart of a real man.  And he is mine.  

 

I sit there, the toy inside and the remote vibrator just where it needs to be.  He ties my hands behind my back and then my ankles.  Not too tight as I will be staying like that for a while.  The ball gag goes in my mouth tied behind my head and the hood goes on.  With my vision gone, I can only breath deeply the smell of leather and think about the vibrations going through me.  The seat is reclined all the way back and I start to writhe around as he pushes on the vibrator rubbing it against me.  I moan and twist in the seat while the first wave rushes over me.  

 

And then the car starts to move.  We are still in town and while I'm still clothed, I know I can be seen.  Where are we driving?  Who can see in?  I know he will keep me like this as long as he wants to, playing with me until I can't stand it anymore.  There is barely a moment to breathe before the next one starts.  And then his hand is on my breast. Squeezing and pinching.  Twisting and making my moan louder.  I have one orgasm followed by another and then another still.  There is no sense of the passage of time or mileage.  Nothing other than him and me.  His hands on me.  And for all the excitement I know that I am safe with him.  That he is in control.  And that I am, completely and wholly his. 

Wanting to be with him.  I've just left him and I already can't wait to go back.  To be in his arms, to be tied and tickled... to be touched and stroked.  To be teased and toyed with.  He is where my heart is and where I long to be.

It started with a text. White pantyhose, white hose hood, ball in white hose gag, leather hood, short toy inside and off, crotch rope...

That's all it takes to get me started...

On your tummy, hands behind your back...earplugs in...

So I arrived at his apartment knowing he wouldn't be home. He always gives me time to get ready after a text. He usually leaves everything laying out, but today, I have to look. I never know how long I have to get ready, so I have to search quickly. I find the white hose and put them on. Then I see the ball and hose gag. Sometimes he uses one nylon balled up and tied inside another, but today he has specified the ball, so I make sure to use that.  

The white hose hood is next. The leather hood and the small dildo are just there beside the rope. With the hose on, I put on the crotch rope making sure to tie it tightly. I think about what could happen if it isn't. I put in the dildo just before I'm done making sure it is seated tightly so it won't fall out. Of course before I put the rope over the end I move it in and out just enough to make me a little wetter. 

I take the earplugs and work them in. We've found it makes me focus more on his touch then trying to figure out the where he is or when he will touch me next. Then I put the nylon gag on which feels wonderful over my head and and keeps my hair out of the way. I put the ball in the nylon gag and put it deep into my mouth tying it tightly behind my head. 

Next comes the leather hood that will keep out the light and helps keep me from seeing shapes or shadows. I love the smell of the leather as I pull it over my head. I lay on the bed, on my stomach, waiting for him. Breathing heavily in the hood I turn my head to the side to breath easier. My hands behind my back I wait for him. 

I think about what he will do when he comes home. He will see my legs...white hose on. The leather hood on my head, hands behind my back, waiting patiently. Will he spank me first? Will he use the flogger or his hand? Maybe the crop... Will he stroke my back or touch my legs? Waiting for him...for his touch...

And now he has arrived. His hands are on me... the fun will begin.

My love.... he talks to me, then actually listens to what I have to say.... I see his smile and my world is always better.... We laugh together and I know there is a reason we are here... he holds me and I've found my place in the world... In his arms, I am my best me. My Love... my best friend.

When my Master tells me it's time to play, I always get so excited.  Little did I know what he had in store for me last time.  

 

He sat on the bed back against the headboard and told me to kneel in front of him.  He had me spread my legs and started to run the vibrator over my slit back and forth, making sure I was nice and wet.  Then he started working it up inside of me until it was buried deep.  He told me to turn around and sit down leaning back against him, leaning into him. Does he know how much I love it when we touch?

 

He put the cuffs on my forearms and tied them together behind me keeping me from touching myself too much.  He put a blindfold and a gag on me and then put the Hitachi wand directly on my clit.  

 

He held it there as I built to a quick orgasm, the first of many.  Usually, when he plays with me I roll along on a series of very nice orgasms that come one after another and today was shaping up to be just as good.  I was writhing against him, trying and not trying to get away.  Then he found that perfect place.  The right spot and the right place in my orgasms that had be coming so hard that a scream was ripped out of me.  I remember feeling his hand cover my mouth, holding in the sound, keeping me still for his pleasure and mine.  And he kept holding me as I continue to come so hard that there was no thought, only sensation.

 

He knows just how to make me his again and again.  And I am so happy to be his.

Do you realize the excitement that runs through my body when we get ready to play?  How all it takes is for you to look at me with that twinkle in your eye and that smile on your face... How I start to feel shy all over again when you tell me to put my hands behind my back, when you tie my breasts, when you position me how you want to so you can play with me?  To feel the gag go in my mouth and the blindfold go over my eyes still makes me wet.  How all it takes is your touch on me?  Anytime?  How I crave for you to hold me and stroke my side while I lay beside you?  All it really takes is you my love... my Master...

Today the new toy came... a small vibrator that sits inside the panties and is controlled by a small wireless remote control. We played with it a while at his place before I had to go home and I wore it as I was driving, just to see what it would be like. It was wonderful! As it was buzzing around and keeping me very aroused, I came up with the fantasy below.

The plan that night was to go to the movies and we were going to see the early show, so I wasn't surprised to find him ready to leave soon after I arrived at his place. He did surprise me when he told me to put my new toy in and take off my bra. I did as I was told, put my jacket back on and we were on our way to a night full of fun.

There were very few people at the movies that early in the day and we sat down in the back and settled in to watch the show. Before the lights had even dimmed, he took out the remote and started up the toy. It made me moan softly and move around in my seat. He just turned and smiled watching me. "Comfy?" he asked. Before long the lights dimmed and the show started. There are a couple of different settings on his remote including one where it will pick up loud sounds or music, so as the music went up, the vibrator started to move along with the music! What an experience! I'm not sure I could tell you what the movie was about as he kept turning it on and off throughout the show and I would just start watching again when it would start again. He kept telling me to relax and just watch, but I couldn't keep focused. He also kept reaching over and playing with my tits on and off, pinching them then way he knows I like so well, rolling the nipples between his fingers, both under and over my shirt and just fondling and squeezing them.

I was so hot when the movie was over I couldn't wait to get out of there. I had to use the bathroom, but he told me to be quick as there were other plans for the rest of the night. I knew he meant not to play with myself so I quickly took care of business and we were back in his truck again.

We ended up at a restaurant and after we had sat down, he asked me to take off my jacket. I was a little embarrassed as my nipples were still hard from him playing with them throughout the movie, but I could tell it wasn't a suggestion, so I took it off. When the waiter showed up to take our order, his eyes lingered a little too long on me, but then he tactfully moved away. As soon as he did, I felt the toy come to life again! I was sitting on a wooden chair and was sure everyone else could hear it, but no one looked over and it continued until I was squirming. It would stop for a while, then come back on, sometimes staying on for a long time, sometimes turning on and off quickly so I never knew what to expect. It was buzzing away when the waiter brought us our food and he kept turning it on and off during the meal, making me jump a little, or moan occasionally. Again, I was glad it was still early as there weren't many people around.

When we were finally done, and back in the truck, I was ready to beg him to turn it off, but he had other plans. It had turned dark while we ate and while we were driving away, he told me to open the bag in the back and put on what I found there. It was the leather hood. He had talked about this before. Driving around town with me wearing the hood, visible to anyone who might see, but I had never done anything like that before, so I was a little nervous about it. I did as I was told though. I do try to be a good girl most of the time!

I don't know how long we drove around or where he took me. I couldn't see anything, so we could have been in town or out in the country. I will never really know. The thrill of being seen added to the buzzing right up next to my clit. After all the sensations from that day, he reached over to play with my nipples again, and I couldn't help but coming. I wonder if anyone saw?

This is what I thought about on my ride home. I sit here now, just me and the new toy buzzing away...

I've been away for only a few days, but I miss his touch.  I miss the way he smiles at me, you know the one... I miss kissing him, the way his tongue delves into my mouth to explore, the way he holds me in his arms that lets me know I'm safe, loved and his...

I get used to being with him... just in his presence... spending time, doing nothing... naps in the afternoon wrapped in each others arms... what a lovely way to spend the day.  The feel of his hands on me, running up and down my back as we lay together.  Almost as good as tied and gagged, butt plug in place, vibrator humming, waiting for the next touch.    And there I go again....

He asked me yesterday how he had found me before someone else did, and I wonder how I found him?  Being new to the lifestyle, I stumbled on the most perfect Master.  Rainmaker really cares about what I want and while he is always in control of what we are doing, he always makes sure I am satisfied.  All I can say is thank you, thank you, thank you, for answering my email love!     

I spent the evening with my Master and love tonight and it was wonderful.  Just spending time with him is always nice.  Nicer still when he ties me tightly and plays with me while he spanks me...  Thank you for a wonderful night!

Looking forward to the afternoon spent with my love. We've talked about flogging and butt plugs, a nice drive somewhere and dinner. Can't wait! I'm in heaven!
Waiting again...waiting for his hands on my body...touching where he will. Stroking my pussy until it's wet and open. Kisses..his tongue intertwining with mine...hand in my hair to control every move...hot breath on my neck...his tongue just behind my ear...bent over, my ass in the air, waiting...for the flogger, the crop, the ruler, his hand...nipples pinched, pulled, sucked, bitten... waiting...
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