spankgirl4u

TO LOVE AND LOVE AGAIN......

to have the strength to hold on regardless even if Master left me or died i would still loves him until the day i died.

Love didnt care love simply was.
love is unconditional.
Love is and was for ever more.
i have faith in love, i believe  in love.
i would love him in life and in death.
and if the chance came again I would convince him of that..

To Master kaied

I that want to follow a strong lead.

I that wants all the needs i have in my mind when with you

that im the girl who want to put her hand in her Master's hand n knows u will lead me to being my self.

that i need to be told what my expectations are......rather then having to take them on myself.

i who want to do nothing else then just to love u

knowing my every step n thoughts is owned by u

knowing urs words is my guidance

but only by u of whom i knows to put at least as much effort in me as i do for u

i want ot be ur sweet love

i want to be urs serving slave

i want to guided closely..... every step set out for me

i want ot disappear as my own single person n becum an extension of everything good in me n u.

i want to be urs cudding loving girl

i want ot b urs pleasing body

i want to b urs totally addicted slut

i want to b urs extreme dirty girl

i want to b urs loving kissing girl

i want to b ur friend, partner n person u can talk to n person as u is there for me to talk to

Whiskey lullaby...........

there comes a time in a person or this slave life where she have to let go and doing that is the hardest thing this slave could do, but could a slave to do but let her Master Kaied go and ..............................but she will always belongs to him........

Never forget what price love must cost, many are always forever lost. when the chance is

shown to you take it and use it or be forever blue and wondering. thoughts of your love

filled my days i wondered would we ever find our way! but i fear our way is lost forever.

i am givin up this part of me i dont have it in me to go thu this again n my heart n soul only belong to one person till the day i died it b him n only him it was my vow to him n im stickin to it .....saying goodbye to all the friends i made on here

the pain i feel is nuttin to what i will feel w out being my Master's slave ...... the commin days n months n yrs will b hard i dont think i b the same again it seem like life is set against me finding any happiness i gave u everythin i am n still is for u to cast me aside it hurt n for u tho believe it hurts 

When i sees you,Master Kaied  suddenly its not the earth holding me here anymore. you do.  and nothing matters more than you. and i would do anything for you , be anything for you , i would become whatever you needs me to be a lover, protector, friend, wife,sister, slave , mother .......

I used to thought i wouldn't be able to give up control completely or there no one worth to give up my control or surrender to yet my strong willed Master did it so fast it boggled my mind and also pushes past my walls i should say to ........

ok this goes out to people that request for chat with me if you want to chat with me please ask my Master he check my account everyday........ and i am not looking for a male sub or any males for that matter i have the one i want.........

I was possessed, taken, sacrificed to such pleasure that i was certain i would never survive!!! it had only triggered a hunger for more A  hunger i knew only one Man would ever ease...........

for the men on here read my profile and my journals b4 contracting me because i will reply like a bitch i aint leaving my Master ever ever ever i am proudly owned slave!!!!!!!!!

there was a time in this slave life where she thought she will never find her one!!! but to have my one find me was unexpected cant tell  you the joy and love i have for my Master only he knows how i feel and think but to everybody out there this is my message for you you never know when the unexpected will come!! Don't rush things take your time , Your one will show up don't settled for 2 best ......

there are times where i wish people would give me time to think some peace and quiet but no they just want me to be superwoman and i goes on to be superwoman , people forget i am a person and have feelings to .........

how do you plan life? you don't you enjoy what life have to offer! i hear people saying how they are planning their life and i think how do you do that without enjoying your day to day and not being open?mmmmmmm what people don't realized is that life can take a wrong turn at anytime .........

with out ever experiencing his touch, my body nevertheless knew its Master. I knew he would be the only one who could give me the pleasure and release my body demanded. he start this fire and only he could always put it out................

There are times where i feel like i am on the edge of a cliff and i am going to fall ..... but i know you will be there to catch me to keep me safe........but it don't stop me from feeling like i am going to fall and not be safe all these feelings are so new to me and i don't know how to make sense of them......

I can't stop thinking of you. When I hear your voice my body goes numb. I miss you when we don't talk. I wait for the day to..........

I smile every time I look at you . I think of him all the time I dream about him a lot. I realize I really am goin deep here but he's amazing. Everything plus some. I look forward to looking up at him.

thinking of you today will always remember you happy birthday....