After a morning of fretting and worrying, nerves and excitement I finally got myself together today and met 'Obeythecurves' for lunch in town.

Ms H (she wishes to keep her name anonymous) and I know each other from meeting here a few years ago. Things had to stop due to unforeseen circumstances, but we are both back in a place to start again.

I had an amazing time being able to talk openly and honestly with Ms H and we've arranged to meet again Wednesday for a drink in the evening.

I wish we had more time to talk today but she had to get back to her office so we'll talk more on Wednesday.

We parted with a kiss :)

The journal is going to begin again and I'm filled with a nervous excitement.

Tomorrow I'm meeting 'Obeythecurves' again. A couple of years after our first meeting and many many emails/texts to stay in touch while private lives were dealt with we're meeting again for a drink tomorrow.

Coffee again, not Starbucks and I'll have my undies on lol. I think I still need to look nice though. Heart pounds just thinking of tomorrow, can't wait really.

I've been told to keep the journal again so I am sure I will be here to update it again tomorrow.

Could it be?

It was quite a while since my last entry.

I have to admit that not a lot happened in the meantime. The lady I met a few times had her reasons and she explained them all to me and there are no hard feelings at all, but things did not progress.

I wish her all the luck in the world and I hope we keep in touch as friends.

As it stands I took some time away, but now I lurk in this site once more, who knows what will happen this time

This journal entry is regarding my second physical meeting with Ms Obeythecurves.

It took place last week. She texted me and told me to meet her in the same Starbucks as we met last time. This time she told me to wear a skirt and no knickers.

We met over lunch and drank coffee and generally had a nice chat. We discussed times we can meet, where we can meet. She lives alone which is very handy for meeting in a more private place.

She also said she had a questionnaire for me to complete. It will be emailed to me and I must return it within 24 hours.

As we were finishing our time together she said she had to check if I had done as I was told. Right there and then in Starbucks, she slid her hand up my skirt and felt if I were wearing knickers. I gasped as her cool fingers brushed against me. She smiled and said she saw passion in my eyes, she asked me if I wanted her to touch me more. I nodded shyly, only for her to remove her hand and say 'good things come to good girls who wait'.

I hope she is contact again soon. I find myself wanting to see her more often than weekly.

It's 14.27 and I have just got home.

I'm still shaking.

After a few swapped messages on here, things have progressed steadily over the last week or so. It led up to today where we met for a coffee in a busy, neutral venue.

Upon parting, I have been told to keep a public journal describing my feelings as I travel along my journey. This is the first entry of said journal.

'ObeytheCurves' would prefer to stay anonymous on here so I shall not use her name. She contacted me through a message here on collarme. There have only been a few messages that stood out from the crowd, most were one liners.

After some awkward introductions we swapped msn addresses and began chatting there. the first time very briefly as she was extremely busy.

The second and third times were much longer and I felt increasingly nervous as I thought there was a connection. From our profiles here on collarme we already knew we lived close by. During the third chat she surprised me by asking for my mobile number, I have to say my fingers were trembling as I typed it out. She called right there and then (after checking it was convenient for me). My heart was thumping after the short conversation.

A few more chats later on both msn and by phone she suggested we should meet. She put the onus on me to ask if she would meet me however. I felt that this was a subtle mind game, however, she was probably certain I was going to ask regardless.

And so it was, I asked if I could meet her today for lunch in Sheffield.She agreed on the condition I would make an effort to look nice. it took me a while to consider what to wear, but it made her happy. We discussed so much, the time flew by, I felt like I was on my first ever first date. She told me she would very much like to lead me on this journey and that if I agreed to become submissive to her I should alter my profile on here as soon as I got home. I also had a small task to perform for her in Starbucks. She told me to quickly go to the ladies room, remove my knickers and show her them to prove my willingness to be hers.

Feeling like my heart was going to explode, I did as I was told, returning with the knickers bunched up in my fist, when I opened my hand discreetly to show her, she took them from me and put them in her handbag.

I have just got home from the bus journey with no knickers and I feel so alive.

I am glad things are progressing this way..

Thank you ObeytheCurves!!