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i am writing this to get things that are going on out.... i'm really not sure where to begin.   i am suppose to belong to someone right now(SweetGoddessMI)....but i have done some things that are keeping me from being with Her. i have known Her for about 6 or so years...W/we were doing good until i went back with my ex 4-5 yrs ago. When i did that it hurt Her so much. i never intended on hurting Her. But i did and now that i broke up with my ex again....i've managed to hurt and piss off Goddess once again.     i am ashamed at the way i have behaved and disobeyed. i will not sit here and write excuses because any excuses i have is unexceptable. What i have done recently to piss off Goddess  is well really not exceptable. She had on Friday told me She wanted the house clean....so i woke up probably not as early as She would have liked but i got right to doing my chores. i worked all day to make sure i got them done....as i was finished with them She asked me to send Her pics of everything i finished. So i did as She asked. Then i told Her all i had to finish was the dishes.   i had started on them and then i realized it was getting late i had to go get my daughter who was waiting for me to pick her up from my cousins house. So i stopped doing the dishes to go get her. When we came back to the house we got to talking and i lost track of time.....Mistake #1.    So then we started watching movies, it got late and i was tired.....so we went to bed.....Mistake #2   When we woke up in the morning we had to get ready to pick up her friend so they could go back to my cousins house. So i dropped them off and came back here only to find myself wanting to watch a movie.....Mistake #3  i know all of this is wrong....i should of been doing the dishes instead.     Monday Morning comes along and i text Goddess like usual telling Her good morning we chatted for a bit and then i confessed....i told Her i didn't finish the dishes. : (  Oh boy.....i knew i was in for it then. but i also knew it wasn't right of me to just let Her think i did them. Well that got Her so pissed....i had swore to Her for the New Year i was going to do things right. Well 11 days into it i've managed to piss Her off and in the process i cant contact Her for 7 days. along with that i'm to write a journal everyday and send it to Her by 10 pm exact. i know this is deserved but its killing me not to be able to wake up and tell Goddess Good Morning and to see how Her day is going.      i love Her very much....although my actions will probably say other wise. i don't mean for it, i just sometimes don't think and i just do. All i want is for Her to be happy....She really Deserves that. i would like nothing more to be part of Her happiness and to serve Her as she would want Her slave to...but i guess that is to be determined. i just want to make things right and get through these next 6 days to see what happens. i miss Goddess alot....i know this is why She did this. it's making me think, think good and hard at what i want and where do i want to be.

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