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  At this time, wish to thanks those this girl has been friends with and whom have communicated with me over the years. Still will be around to communicate with from time to time, but am putting focus on dealing with something important right now. Therefore, wish to express, am the same girl as always, try to be polite, and respectful, value the time shared, and the things learn't as well. Will check in and answer messages, but please don't be offended if it's not right away. Winter-Hibernation time for me...see you in the spring!
What i am seeking is a loving D/s relationship that will grow over time, with someone who has similar interests for the most part and wishes to share a life together exploring many things with a true open mindset.  One that will include many aspects of bdsm throughout it, whenever possible, but still be able to enjoy those within our lives that are in the vanilla setting of our lives, as for me, that includes other family and friends and a balance of those within life.



At the end of the day, i am looking to get to know others in the event that we are that connection, we are needing and looking for.  Who knows i may already know Him, or am just about to meet Him, but i am very serious about actively seeking and being openminded to this possibility, at the same time, i know it has to be the right connection. 

Smiles softly, i am in no hurry but i know my heart is open to so many things right now, and i am ready to open my mind and soul to so many possibilities.


Thanks for taking the time to read my profile.


  Warm regards, maggie
10/6/2008 3:12:46 PM


Daddy's Girl


My heart remembers you today...
Your hand reaching for my once tiny hand... 
The sound of Your voice...
You always seemed so strong, untouchable...

My heart still remembers...
You saw a need, you met it with love...
Although you were not perfect, you were, in my eyes always...
You always seemed to know the answers...
You pushed me when I was scared but You knew without words, yet urged me to try it anyways...

You carried my heart in your hands...
You tried your best to watch over me from a far...
Somehow you always knew if I needed you...
Your anger was like a volcano, but not often directed at me but other things in life...

You placed my heart right beside yours trying your best to protect it ...
As I grew your eyes were keen even when I thought you didnt see...
You taught me so many things words cant begin to explain them all...

You see my heart even now...
You are always here...
Closes my eyes and reaches for Your hand...
Knows your hand is within mine, I just cant see it anymore...
I miss you so...

10/6/2008 12:41:08 PM

The Ranch






As she drove her mind tried to close out any thoughts other than what was ahead.  She was nervious that she would not be able to fully submit to the level she wished too or needed to, and the thought of not being able to hurt her deeply.  Her trauma from the past had come back to haunt her and she was amazed at how much this Dom had helped and cared for her dispite all of it, yet she knew she would never really belong to Him, so why did He affect her so deeply, and why did she trust Him so much?  Trust never came easy and she didnt know within herself if she could ever really reach a level of submission as she used to with her Master.  Somehow all of that has been taken away and it felt like she would never be able to go there ever again.




She pulled into the circular part of the driveway and sat there for a moment gathering her thoughts and her courage.  She knew that if and when she walked through that door, she would do anything He asked of her, why, because He had reached her heart dispite her not wishing Him too.  This could be the only way she would ever be able to do this with anyone and she knew this fact inside herself, although she seldom let herself see this truth, or feel it. 




She carried her bag to the front door, opened it slightly, and placed it to the left of the inside door.  She stood there and started to follow the instructions of stripping before entering the ranch.  She placed the clothes neatly folded on her bag and naked stepped in the door, closed it behind her with a determination to face her fears like she had never done before, she was not going to run from them forever.




She crawled the rest of the short way from the front door to the slave pillow that was set waiting for her on the floor, as she placed her knees on the pillow she knew it was going to be a very long night.  Eyes lowered she waited silently.




The silence was broken by Him calling to her to join Him beside the large dinning room table.  She crawled the distance between them, as He extended the palm of His hand she kissed it slightly, she was so nervious, and He scolded her, stating she could do better than that.... her kisses caressed His palm and she showed Him she truly was happy to be there with Him..where she felt safe in His care of her.   He took each of her hands in His and placed leather pouches over her hands as to restrict that she had any use of her fingers or hands almost to make them paw like.  Beside her on the floor was a bowl, and He gave her a choice, did she wish the food in her bowl or from His hand....she chose His hand.  So dinner began with Him eating and her patiently waiting for Him to feed her as she took each bite out of the palm of his hand, and as He pressed the water glass to her lips each time she needed a drink, and half way through the first course, He ordered her to stand with her palms against the wooden railings behind her placing his foot between her legs and making her spread her legs, and with her ass stretched out behind her, His leather warm up strap came down upon her with a resounding smack, several times before the main course continued with her once again kneeling before Him on the flloor as if nothing had just happened we were back to me eating out of His hand, with a much warmer ass, tingling from the strap He had just administered.




Each course she was allowed to crawl over to retrieve and carry back by foot with her leather paws.  In the middle of the other courses each time He would order her to take her position and use a different implement with resounding effects and her ass was becoming a bright red.




Desert was chocolate covered fruit, that had been freshly done earlier, and He ordered her to serve them out in the hot tub outside, and there He allowed her leather paws off and she fed Him the fruit, as He did her, hmmm that water smarted on the ass, but it was also delicious at the same time. 




Upon returning to the inside again, He made it very clear He was not finished with me yet, and as He moved up in impliments He picked up the cane...




He started to use it, then make her suck His cock.... then used the cane.. and started a controlled regiment of cane and sucking cock, then... at a certain point He started to offer her cock, or cane, until the clear choice as it was so tender was cock almost every time.




In between He would also make her assume a position fuck her hard, pull out when still hard and cane her some more and offer cock to suck, this continued for a long while.  He wanted her to replace the bad experiences she had as a child with a good one.. and her hard part was getting past those ghosts and flashbacks while doing oral so a balance of both was His idea of what would work, as He watched her closely making sure if she seemed to be having troubles to bring her to a decision each time, knowing it would remind her where she was and whom she was with.




Another break for a short while....




He could see the welts on her ass, and decided it was time to take her to the next level yet... and he took her into the bedroom with the four poster bed, tied her up with legs spread open and then He started to cane her inside thighs, and caned her pussy, as she moaned and cried out, He pushed her farther and farther, taking her whenever He wished and continuing to make her have a choice cane or cock to suck, and now she was pushed almost to the limit of having to choose cock... and He gave her little time to think without striking for her to answer Him, and she took cock more often than cane, and He would continue even when she was crying.. He loved her tears.... and the level of submission she gave to Him.  She would not give up her orgasm to Him easily, for is she did it meant He truly owned her heart, and she fought to keep that final control.  Her ass was burning with welts from the cane earlier and her thighs had marks inside on the most tender parts and she cried out with pain and as the cane came down on her pussy lips she begged to Him... no more.. please... yet He knew she would never say red.  She truly amazed Him at times the level of pain she would endure.  He took her yet again... and untied her hand and ordered her to touch her clit and cum in front of Him.........




It was 3 am when He finally let her sleep after fully using her in all places... He washed Himself up and her.. and they slept.




Next morning upon driving home..... her whole body felt the welts, and she drove away knowing it would be a very long time before she would return if ever.






 

11/11/2007 7:27:03 AM

Lest We Forget, Remembrance Day!

KaitlinE
 
 Age: 26
 Cape town, South Africa