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If we are lucky enough in our lifetime to have a Master, ... As morning drew on an innocent telephone call was made....accepted and the two are bonded....maybe because of the grief they both have seen, the horror of wanna be's, the thrill of the crack of the whip....the sounds echoes through my mind as each whip resounded deep in my soul when that night came... body responds without warning betraying the slaves body evidencing the hunder within her.....within moments, just his presence, his voice takes her down to a softer kinder place....memories overtake her as she watches and yearns for the touch of Master..He agrees to take her....what more can a slave ask....what more can a woman ask, that a Master/Man takes that chance one more time and with her, both having lost faith in the M/S dream. now awakened and alive together, healing and growing as One.

~If only You had seen the things that I have seen in the dark of night~...."Escher"

....the ice melts without knowing the depths of the glacier that surrounds her heart, the tears flow in torrential torrents as it takes your breath away...You stand back and feel her surrender....."sin"

~.....the mind is captured.....He takes my breath away.......bringing me out of the darkness and into His light....." ~sin~


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"i feel no fear......i embrace the calm...He grows strong inside me with each breath i take....This is the calm of submissive surrender.....welcoming the tears and experiencing feeling that one only dares to dream of....." sin

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Silently leaves You with these thoughts and showers the canvas beneath her feet with delicate rose petals, erasing her footsteps as she walks silently down the sandy beach....tears mixed with rain, the storm clouds disappearing with a new day beginning at the break of dawn....

~~sin~~


My Ideal Person:

looking for friends or like spirit and mind....someone that can make me laugh.. I have no time for the internet games and relationships so please respect that and dont step into my sandbox.

When Y/you find that one there is no need to look any further.....

Velcro collars have no place in my world. I choose...my own destiny, You do not choose it for me unless I decide You have that power over who I am.

Its amazing how something subtle and simple may alter someone's destiny.....His mind is amazing as His voice echoes in my ear..softly embraces the woman in His arms...

Thank You... sin

~hellcat on fire~

11/15/2009 8:31:46 AM
It is amazing how someone as innocently as a phone call can alter your life.  ..my heart was heavy and many things clouded, He has a chore in me and He knows this but He believes in me....He now knows my heart....He touched me deeply as we just spoke, man to woman, no expectations, no regrets....healing....
7/21/2009 3:44:40 AM
It has been a while since I stopped in to see you all...hoping that you are all well and life is treating you well.  

Things change and we find happiness in the oddest places....i assume we all need to just let our hair down and enjoy the moments together.

will stop back in again sometime soon when hopefully you are all around...

Love and Respect to those who are dear to me........

"the sun peeks its head back out from behind the clouds....time is the healer, the sun warms our way...."


THank you to my dear ones who are always here for me....and a special thanks to Sir Paul...who always takes my hand....life would be less without You in it....be well my friend....

will update the photos soon....its summertime and the season is hot....and look out when Jewel gets her groove back...

Always....sin
4/21/2009 12:31:41 AM
In time we all change, our outlook into life takes turns and stops us cold when we least expect it.    The haunting from the past of things we should have said, done and taken advantage of echo's in the darkness. 

the light is bright of those we call friends who find us stranded on that plateau....do you take their hand or do you withdraw back into the corners of your soul....

Just dropped into see a few old friends, sorry i missed most of you.. Be well and hopefully ill catch you next time i take a hnkering to stop on by... Be well and be good to eachother...life's short.....dont waste a moment of it......

Always, sin... aka jewel    Love and Kisses
10/5/2008 6:50:50 PM

 I believe in miracles, do You?

~my life will be less without Him in it but my life is so much more just having had Him in my world. Loving Him, if even for a brief moment, is worth the pain I feel being told He will be taken from this world far to soon. How can I know the joys of love if i havent felt the pain~

Life is short and we never know when our time has come....don't waste a moment of it..live and love without hesitation...for you will awake and know the reality of having loved and lost then all you can do is dream of what could have been...what should have been, and now what is....   ~sin~

~How do you thank someone for the moments already having shared together...the memories which we still will created and the peace that i will keep in my heart and soul when His time here is done.... He changed my world with his smile something so simple as a laugh altered my existance.  He had the grace and love to open my child's eyes as a Man and gave him the chance to love again....He is the best part of our day. I will miss Him ..and the world will be less without Him in it.  To find a remarkable man who asks nothing and expects even less is hard to find.