Lets be honest, the most frustrating thing about the D/s lifestyle is the tons of game players and people lacking sincerity. My strong suit is that I am experienced enough to know that is the LIFESTYLE I choose and I am 100% sincere in what I seek.
I kind of want it all. I want a woman who will respect me and understand my submission to her is a gift, and that no matter how she might debase me, I am still loved , revered and respected for the quality of my service to her and the character of my being.
I am single. I have no children, no family, a professional job. I earn an outstanding income, I am moral, kind, ethical, considerate, decent. I would make a great husband for the right person, who wanted the "safe-harbor" of a protector and a vanilla side of life, but would function more like a domestic slave behind closed doors most of the time.
MY ULTIMATE SITUATION:
I love serving a woman and ultimately would like to be a slave, trained to serve implicitly. I would want to be a true asset to Her. My strengths are cooking, cleaning, gardening, laundry ~in effect, I'd make an excellent "wife", attention to detail, utter dedication and sincerity, desire to please, craving to serve. I am kind, witty , clever, likeable and a good conversationalist.
I thrive on intellect, a devilish quirky smart woman is knee weakening to me... Smart and sophisitcated, and urbane or Bohemian and haughty...A woman who knows who she is and is secure and confident in her own skin.
My weaknesses are I'm not that handy I'm not "a Mr. fix-it".
I would hope that I would build a real love and bond with my Mistress, but never forgetting my place, at Her feet. I would expect my Mistress to take any lovers she wish .(cuckolded) What about jealousy? It’s a natural human emotion. I would hope to find a woman intuitive enough to know that if became a bit jealous, kindness, reassurance, petting, combined with training such as a thundering switch to my hiney would be an effective and mature way for a Domme to address such an issue.
I respond well to chastity, though the thought of the frustration and total release relinquishment of power is scary and intoxicating, teasing and denial, strict and harsh punishment, humiliation of all types from penis size to degradation. I want to be revered and respected as my Mistress' property, yet constantly reminded I'm on the bottom of the totem pole.
Race is not an issue. I am straight and not a TV, but also understand that as a slave, I would endure any scenario that pleases or amuses my Mistress.
My ultimate Mistress would be busy, playful, taunting, enjoy oral worship, a clean home, and have an unapologetic sadistic streak from hard spankings to CBT..
As a slave, I would also serve a couple or a male, even though I am straight and have never been with a man, as I consider servititude more important than sexual biases. Also, I would submit to "strap on" rituals, and though masculine I see the virture in becoming my Mistress's humbled bitch and enduring the ultimate violation.
I consider myself to be a real treasure for the right person who is serious and willing to enter a TPE lifestyle with
but various manifestations of the above scenarios could work if you are bright and willing to explore , and vice versa.
Lastly, do I crave to serve a woman, with all my heart and soul? YES!! but sometimes slaves forget its not about them at all. Every breath my Mistress gives me is an honor, every glance, every moment, every stroke of a crop.. I should be utterly grateful, and commited to returning that gift by providing top quality servitude to the best of my abilities at all times.
