ShatteredSoul


shattering1 Male Submissive, 46	ShatteredHeart Female Switch, 20, West Bend, Wisconsin	ShatteredHeart Female Switch, 20

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	About ShatteredSoul If you don't read my profile to the end, do not contact me! My little story: Once upon a time in a lifestyle that was so much different than the one we have today, I met a slave. She was the best slave I ever owned. The very first time we met, I moved in with her. I was about 20 at the time. She actually understood that a slaves job was to take care of her master - not the other way around. She did absolutely anything I wanted sexually, she was a perfect housewife, she was perfectly submissive to me whenever I needed her to be. She was also there when I needed a friend to confide in, when I exposed my horrific past and opened up about how I viewed the world and about my insecurities. I was incredibly vulnerable during such times and not very dominant at all based on todays views. But she was a good slave and she understood and loved me all the more for opening up to her in such ways. When I met her I was broke and she supported me. When I was lazy she was that swift foot in my ass. Yet still she was my slave and submissive to me. She was there through every step of me making my first million, she was also there when I lost everything to an investment scam (think I am kidding lookup "zeek rewards investment scam"). We leaned back and forth on each other over the years - yet she was always my slave and I always her master. She was always my sub and I was always her Dom. No matter what the outside world thought that's always how it was. She is no longer with me and life has never been the same sense. I have tried other slaves and it never works right. They consider me broken. They don't want me to become vulnerable to a point I am not dominant. They don't want a master who exposes their weaknesses. They don't want a master who is broke. They don't want a master who needs to lean on them ever. The entire lifestyle has become one where a slave needs a master but somehow a master is strong enough to do it without a slave - its crap. Recently I released a slave who had three kids. I left her everything including the apartment paid in full for 6 months and extra cash so she had food. I once again became broke and homeless. I desperately (yes I am desperate) seek a slave who was more like my first slave - understanding and strong enough for me to lean on when I am at my worst, and equally strong enough to submit when I am at my best. I fear that I had a once in a lifetime slave and I will never again find anyone like her but I can't give up hope. I need a slave I can go to right now while I am at my worst. I need a slave who can allow me the time I need to heal. I need a slave willing to accept me now at my worst, so that she may deserve me when I am at my best. Yes I am a broken master, a broken dominant, and a broken man - but I fear without the right slave I will always remain that way. AND NO I AM NOT A CONFUSED SUBMISSIVE OR SLAVE. US MASTERS AND DOMS DO IN FACT BECOME BROKEN OURSELVES FROM TIME TO TIME. If you are such a slave, I want to hear from you, but understand I am not the dominant master I should be. I am just a broken man who needs some love in his life before I will ever be right again.

I give up there is absolutely not one girl on earth who can truly accept me for who I am - the claim of "be yourself' is totally lost on me. Being myself never ends well.

The girls on this site can be so incredibly frustrating.

I hate talking to girls for extended periods of time, and then when the topic of meeting comes up - the replies just cease.

This time it wasn't even me that brought up the topic. She asked questions, I replied, she read the reply, no more replies from her.

Then it seems the ones who would want a master such as myself are not in a position in life to have one and the rest don't want one such as myself.

Frustrating.

1. The second you say you want my picture to see if there is an attraction - I am instantly not attracted to you. The second you want to see a picture of me to see if we will be compatible - I am instantly not compatible with you cause I no longer want you.

Looks are nothing. Personality, submission, and servitude are everything.

If you so much as think "some kind of attraction is required" I have no interest in you.

I don't care if you are big or small, short or tall, black or white (or other), gorgeous or homely, blonde or brunette looks don't matter EVER.

2. Whats with the sudden burst of gay and bi male subs looking at my profile... seriously... in the past hour over 30 male subs have viewed my profile.... why? Is someone blogging about me or something - why the sudden burst of male subs??

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