shantalle

omg.. this blows my mind compleetly, you exchange two emails with someone,  1 and 5 lines, then add the person to yuor msn, because you respect wht that person does.. and not even two messeges in, video chat has to come up.. seeing i am at work in a hospital in the nicu unit, so you explain why it is not a option and bam gone they are, now i ask you.. where is the respect now a days.. its like wham bam, thank you ma'am, cmon, get a grip.. 

how people are so inconsidered, i dont understand. imagin that.. not being able to video chat with someone, and wanting that the very first time you talk to someone, what happened to get to know eachother.. guess another wannabee, thinking to push his wishes on others.. does not work like that..at all.

Is does not end on here does it, got ride of some nut job now this, seeing i am NOT looking anymore there still people that send me mail.. on occassion i would answer it to be polite, but then you get those that keep on sending You stuff, some i will explain properly i am not interested and that we are both wasting time.. but then there are those small minded little boys..that go off of the deepend when i dont answer them or throw away their messeges  and so if i do not answer Your messege or delete it, it most likely means i dont wanna talk to You or dont see the use of replying since You did not take time to read my damned profile, its seriously really sad yoiu guys out there when i delete a messege that you get nasty right away.. name calling, thats so very very Dominant.. yes it shows how stupid and desperate you actually are. RME geesh, this lifestyle so seriously fucked up these days and then you wonder why some of us stop looking.

omg..some of your guys on here are simply tobig a joke to even spend a minut on..like this truearabdom..nut job..thinks you can put emotions into words..people come on, realise that upto the point that someone puts a collar around a girls neck, she makes her own choices and decisions.. you want a mindless/meaningless girl,go buy a blowup doll, they dont talk back, have no mind of their own and spread their plastic legs whenever You want some.. get a grip, get realistic, you dont want a sumissive, you want a doormat. Move on, dont make a compleet ass out of yourself, its pathetic if you can not take no for a answer and keep on mailing someone even after you seen them toss your mail unread in the trash.. to funny how the truearabdom made a second profile to try and get more trash emails to me...busted stupid excus for a man..againagain.. very original that name

Wow so much happening.. Family has returned to the middle east leaving me behind ..alone.. yeah yeah.. i know.. stop the whinning.. good news, did the tests and had filled out all the apllications.. going to medical school.. AWSOME.. soooo now i have to pack myself and leave my beloved Kelowna now as well.. the journey goes to the big city.. Vancouver.. i start in the new year.. but have to find a new place to live, put up this place for sale.. i did not think it would all go at this pass.. maybe its what i need a change of scenery..

There comes a moment in everyones live that your saying.. what the heck am i doing here.. guess that moment is here for me.. seems my parents are moving back to egypt, mom who is canadian said "i am going to give it a try" so at least for a year they are moving back there.. seeing how two of my siblings still live in that save nest, they are moving with them as it seems now.. so now i wonder, should i stay here or move myself..well going there is not a option.. it would be a culture shock for me, being this modern and with the work i do, i doubt i would get anywhere in a country where women mean less then.. well fill that in yourself.. they just are barefoot and pregnant most of the time.. not what i want.. i need to work beside everything else.. dont like to hang around the house day after day.. so the questions arises.. what the heck am i going to do.. -chuckles- is it a luxury question.. so many places to go, yet no idea what, why and where..

What the heck is wrong these days with these very very young Dom's that set up a profile and find post nude's, geesh does D/s now depends on the size of His dick ? the larger it gets the more Dominant He is ? wow what a crap.. being a Dom does not go by the inch.. for christ sake, grow up and get some normal pics on your profile's

Did someone say dont give up ?
 He is out there somewhere... The last weeks i have been so restless, not content with whats going on in my life, only meeting people with the wrong ideas of whats D/s or thinking they are "IT" .
The last experiance was a tough lesson i learned, but You know something ?, out of something bad can only come something good..

Dissapointed and bitter are not even the words i would want to use for the last experience.. wonders why i am a sucker when it comes to kind words.. maybe a different approach would be advisable, then again who am i to give myself advice... heh..

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