Shadowsgirl

What do you bring to the table that would interest me besides being a fucktoy? Skills? Deeds? Income? Security? Stability? Character? Charisma? Are you willing to learn or do you think you already know what you need to know? Will you study hard? Are you a princess girl that competes with everything for Daddy, or are you independent and self maintaining? Do you add to his life in a positive way or are you more work for him?

i can't answer this in exact. but i will try my best to give You an insight.

i am a submissive (slave at heart) 

i enjoy cleaning and cooking, making things easier for Him so when He comes home He can sit and relax. i will admit i hate yard work but if asked to i would do my best with the exception i am not able to use a push mower. i cannot start one, it is one thing i know i cannot do. i have tried and it makes me feel week to even attempt it any more. but i can do the gardening and landscaping. i have plenty experience in that area of yard work. 

i am attending school in order to become a therapist so maybe not right now but in a few years (hopefully not to much longer) i will be able to provide financially as well. i do not want to be the sole provider but i would love to be able to cover half of the financial responsibilities. 

i do not believe i know everything as such i am willing to learn. i enjoy learning what makes You happy. i enjoy learning new things in general. if i am given a task to learn something i will learn everything i can about it. 

i can be a princess at times. i can be bratty at times.and there are times i will question You. please know it will not be out of disrespect but sometimes i need to know why.  and there are times i want/need to be center of attention, but that is not all the time. i also enjoy alone time to recenter myself and am self sufficient in taking care of myself. i do enjoy being pampered at times but it is not a necessity. and there will be times i will need to sit at Your feet and have You pet my head in order to ground myself and find my center. 

i do not need to be at Your side 24/7 i am sure there will be days or nights You will want to just go out with Your friends and there will be times where i need girl time with my friends. 

i would like to think i would add to Your life in a positive way but i will be honest and say there will be times W/we will most likely butt heads and or disagree on things. so at times there will be work to be done to keep the relationship flowing but i believe that is true in all relationships. i believe as long as there is the possibility to discuss things then things will work and i will enrich Your life not stifle it. 

there will be days i just do not feel like serving but on those days i will still do so it will just be a bit harder than normal. and there will be days i just want to just go out and have fun as a family not Dominant/submissive. i do have a child and she is very important to me. so family time is very important. 

i think this is a good starting point in what i can offer. but this can and may change over time. 

i should also add i do enjoy Topping. i have a sadistic side.

i am also a masochist

Relationship i want

(this is not set in stone, it is more just a starting point)

i have been putting a lot of thought into this and i refuse to settle for anything less then what i want and need. 

i want One Dominant in my life, i only crave to serve one person. This Dominant must be able to accept me as i am, He must be able to handle my littles. He needs to be able to interact with my littles, Brea and Layla. i am playful and can be bratty at times and i don't want a Dominant who cannot handle this. yes i need structure and rules. there should be punishment for breaking the rules. i crave Total Power Exchange (if You do not understand T.P.E than ask me i will explain). i want to find a Dominant who wants to own all of me not just parts of me. so a Dominant with a Daddy side is close to ideal. 

i need a Dominant who enjoys the types of play i enjoy, like knives and impact play and the list could go on

I want a relationship that is sexually monogamous. i do not want and WILL NOT share my Dominant sexually with another i want a relationship with a Dominant who does not like to share His girl. After time this could change if W/we both mutually agree that W/we want to add another to O/our family but only if W/we agree that it will benefit O/our family.

how ever when it comes to play that is a different story. i would not mind if my Dominant played with others NON-SEXUALLY as a matter of fact i would enjoy watching Him play with others. yes i understand there is a level of intimacy that is involved with play and that is acceptable but there is a huge difference between intimacy and sexually. He needs to be open to me playing with others as long as it is NON-SEXUALLY as there are a few Dominants i have grown quite attached to and love playing with. 

my Dominant needs to be ok with me being a switch. I do have a Dominant side. even though i am not really sure it is prominent enough to want a submissive of my own i do like to exert it at times but mostly in scenes when i top.

i am sure i will find more to add to this as i continue to grow and explore. but for now i hope this gives an idea of what i want.