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shadowpleasure

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Friends:
MyPatronGwyeneth1110vampireazrealmichellecuthbert
LaneyStar1987
RussetVixen
Traits to Offer:
Gentleman
Actively learning more each day.
Intellectual
Willing to Experience Everything.
Looking to Find Myself.

Happy to find friends, possible relationships, or whatever the world offers me.


I am interested in both meeting new people simply as friends as well as potential relationships. Life is very short, and I believe the worst thing anyone can do is waste it on silly things such as fear, what-ifs, etc. Please send me a msg anytime, about anything, and  I'll respond within a day.
8/29/2009 7:27:55 PM
 Today marked the end of my relationship, albeit short lived, with my first possible D. She made me feel fantastic, but in the end we just couldn't make anything work out. We're still close friends, and I've gained 3 other friends through her as well, so it all worked out ok.

Still, I hope someday I find the right person for me, someone I can take care of, someone who needs me.
8/21/2009 7:01:23 PM
testing to fix journal...
8/21/2009 4:59:53 AM
So much has happened so fast... I've learned so many things from so many places and so many people. Tonight, I watched a lengthy scene of 2 lovely women in chat, and I've never been so enthralled by text before.

Tonight, I realized I'm not a switch, but a sub. This is another step towards finding my place in this world, and I can't wait to explore the rest.
8/21/2009 12:14:16 AM
Another few days spent looking for a lovely domme. So far, I've had 1 guy ask if I was bi (nope), a girl asking for 300 dollars so I could fly her in (nope), and 3 or 4 people sending me replies comprised of single words...

Sigh, I'm still so excited and hopeful about entering this world, but I worry sometimes if I will ever find someone for me. O well, I'm still hopeful! Every day will be another chance... At least I have my major to keep me busy sometimes.
8/18/2009 5:44:27 PM
So today I finished sending notes to anyone in my area (~50 miles) and anyone who seems interesting whom I'd love to talk to. I'm really hoping to get to know someone soon, though I admit I'm worried how long I must wait...

In addition, I just got done reading about 25 great articles almost tripling my knowledge of this fascinating community. I almost feel empowered enough to call myself a non-newbie. However, my experience still remains almost zero... Looking forward to meeting some nice people soon.
8/18/2009 2:58:20 AM
This is my very first day looking actively to join the BDSM community. I've added and sent notes to many girls within the area, and am looking forward to positive feedback. Pics will be coming online soon enough, once I get them.

As this night turns to morning, and I try to get a little sleep, I can't help but toss around in my bed, thinking about those I've talked to, and those I've yet to meet... I can't even begin to describe my excitement for this thrilling new adventure.
Emberdark
 
 Age: 30
 Nyc, New York