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Female Submissive, 48
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Submissive Couple, 45, Albany, New York
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Female Submissive, 35, Biloxi, Mississippi
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About ScarletStar
Irish born, petite amazon... red hair, blue eyes, platinum hearted & fiery spirit. Raised by obedient teen mom & razor tongued step dad with napoleon complex. Force fed fear & guilt every sunday... Daddy's lil tomboy... Tough, assertive, competitive & disciplined... I had to be the best, at everything. Ballerina on toe before 10 yrs old, I was verbally sliced & physically switched by an over active homosexual ferret who trained me by exposing & inflaming my inadequacies... The only girl in daddy's social circle's offspring, I played baseball instead of tennis. Boxing boys in the ring, only 2 options to choose... win the match or face daddy when I lose... Not hard to see that this freckled cutie was one tough cookie and faced any obstacle head on. Distinguished education, primped & primed for proper etiquate, poise, grace, charm and generosity, implanted & taught.
A violent sexual assault brought forth Devon, she shielded me and hid me away from things she thought I couldn't handle... She protected my pure heart so that one day I could give it to one worthy of such an unconditional & untainted love. Devon carried me through most of my early years... her presense grew stronger as the years passed... and her appetite for things dark, wicked & left hand became appearant when we accepted a Domme Mistress title at an exclusive dungeon hidden within the walls of a corporate high rise. This place was very well put together... everything you could imagine except a sexual influence or goal. This lifestyle was not for fun & excitement, this was not a place that harbored sins of the flesh, this was a mental, physical & emotional hell... and the clients loved it... they craved it... they cherished it... Devon loved it too, this was easy for her... and our financial comforts & freedoms from this job, made it even easier to partake.
Although I've put Devon to rest a number of years ago, I can still feel her stir inside me now and again. Mostly when someone gets aggressive or forceful with me... or when my adorably stupid but slutty friends decide to share their Vanilla - Butterscotch ideas & stories... they joke about making me play in their reindeer games but they don't understand the evil siren that wants to watch them cry & yearns for the chance to burn their playhouses to the ground... So few want to see or know Devon, she even scares me at times... I'm sure I don't have to spell out the fact that in my life there was no bowing to anyone, I relinquished nothing, I controlled every act, every move, every thing...
Until March of this year... that's when I met Him. He was the first man that I felt inferior to.. The way He looked into my eyes and captured my soul with His stare. His voice wrapped me in excitement... His hands awakened every goosebump that my skin has ever experienced. With Him I felt safe and complete... He brought my soul home... I was His, like it was always meant to be... He introduced me to rope play, He said He wasn't experienced but wanted us to learn together, He allowed me to trust in Him, I could see and feel everything He was afraid to say... I've never experienced a love more intense, more pure, more real... He loved me like no other... and I know He still does, but He did something that He cannot fix, He damaged himself and destroyed my trust. He broke a rare bond and failed to keep me safe... He let me fall, then He dropped me...
But through Him, I've learned a few things about myself... about me and the right man...
I love being woken up first thing in the morning... there is something so pure and instinctual about being intimate first thing... I love that feeling of complete natural possession... I really loved that feeling of being totally and completely "His" It's incredibly empowering for a woman to give herself... heart, soul, mind and body to the man she loves... and to feel & see the way he loves her for it... ***I have realized the importance of that for me...I need to have that kind of a bond & connection...
along with all of that, I also need to have a complete sense of trust & security... I need to know that I'm not only physically safe in His arms, but my role as number one in His life, is never at risk... I need to know that He respects me enough to not let another talk badly about me or treat me poorly... He needs to feel the same sense of pride and value for me that he does for his most prized possessions... |
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