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It doesn't seem like very many actually read profiles or check dates on profile content. It has been a while since I have posted any journal entries. I relocated back to Maryland from Virginia, had to get back in the night shift swing for work, was working a more than full time schedule and found out I was pregnant. Not sure what this means for me continuing with the lifestyle, as I will be extremely busy and I'm not particularly interested in what most of these 'submissives' offer ("oh mistress, I'm sure your pregnant and deprived! I want to pleasure you!") with no consideration to the fact that I have other wants/needs with greater priority than that. But...I suppose that's the nature of male kinksters. Dick driven. I may just delete this profile...unsure. |
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When older dommes decide to contact me attempting to be condescending. Not only is that scatty and extremely childish...but the fact that you wasted five minutes of your life contacting me shows that you care way more than you should about whatever it is you've decided to pick with me about. Which in all likelihood means you feel somewhat threatened. Which isn't very becoming of a dominant...or maybe that's just me... |
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So, I've recently taken on a new submissive. Hasn't even been a week and he's already violated in a major way. I told him that he was free to play with other dommes...WITH MY APPROVAL. He can't even run that by me though. The domme came to me and told me of his indiscretion. I understand that submissives are still consenting adults with agency over their own bodies. But don't waste my time signing up for things that you are not ready for. I have no intentions to restrict myself to one submissive. And it is more than fair that I don't require my submissives to restrict themselves to servitude to me unless they are formally collared. Maybe I should stop being so lenient in that regard.
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Nothing makes my skin crawl like being addressed in diminutives. Baby, honey, sweetie, sweetheart...that's a no go. My title is Goddess. |
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I'm just going to have to respectfully ask that you not contact me if you're Christian. I do not share your beliefs. I do not share your fears. And I would be entirely respectful of your imaginary friend if you kept your preachy, fearmongering bullshit away from me. But since you can't, any mention of religion or ploys to "save my soul" will get you blocked. Immediately. It never ceases to amaze me how Christians feel so persecuted, yet they're the ones practically raping (actually raping if you want me to take it back and bring up my ancestors and colonization) people with their beliefs. |
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I genuinely marvel at people that feel the need to come at me for what I have in mind as far as play versus what they want. We are two separate entities. I'm sorry (not actually sorry) that you're stuck with a boner you don't know what to do with and pissed at the fact that that literally has jack shit to do with me. You could be an adult about the situation and not spew venom...but apparently, you feel women owe you something although you claim to be a submissive. |
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Having a bit of whiskey to take the edge off. It has been a long week of scheduling and initial meetings with potentials. But overall, it has been promising...so I cannot complain. A conversation I had with a submissive today provoked the thoughts leading to this entry. I genuinely hate being rushed, hounded and pressured.
I would think older submissives would know better...or maybe they feel like they can pull certain shit on me because of my age and I'll simply accept it...but if you say you are interested in something long term/ongoing...I'd think familiarity, understanding of one another and finding common ground would take precedence over rushing to play. Maybe it's just me...but I wouldn't want to be bound and flogged by a stranger just because I found their outward appearance appealing.
In short...if you don't seem to give a damn about practicing kink responsibly...why would or should I want to take you on long term? |
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I am a fairly live and let live sort of person. As long as somebody isn't actively pushing something (that isn't harmful to me or others) in my face, I won't remark on it or fault them for it. I had a Christian user start harassing me claiming I was a Satanist (which I actually am not...people that aren't up on symbols often assume because of my Baphomet sigil...and people that aren't aware that my username is a joke between myself and my sister assume it is indicative of my beliefs. I am actually an atheist.) So...today's lesson.
The inverted pentagram is not Satanic. It is WICCAN. It represents grounding and embrace of the carnal (which I fully stand for, as being on a kink site would indicate.) I was formerly into obeah and hoodoo. I feel as a person of African descent...it is a slap to the face of my ancestors to practice the religion of the oppressor (Christianity). This does not mean I go around burning churches or attacking Christians. I respect the beliefs of others so long as they aren't forced upon me or used to attack me (and attacking nonbelievers isn't very Christian anyway.) Also...Satanists do not worship the Christian idea of Satan. Laveyan Satanism teaches that you are your own god.
The individual who took it upon himself to assume I was his enemy (also not very Christian of him) harassed me from two other accounts after I blocked his first one. So in closing...this is the internet. Grow up. If you see something you don't like or disagree with, you always have the option to look away. You'd think people more than twice my age would have that figured out...but they seem to appear with the most hateful bullshit and not come off it because they feel they need to "teach me a lesson". Get off the internet and read a book, kiddos. |
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Might be making a trip to Las Vegas soon. Hoping to make some good connections and expand with my real time clientele. |
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With online play, I have encountered quite a few submissives that think petty flattery will get them out of doing what they're told and drive me to letting them top from the bottom.
I am far from lacking in self-confidence. Your compliments are hollow and useless without your OBEDIENCE. |
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So many approach thinking I will chat them up constantly and allow them to disrespect and waste my time at no cost to them. I am an extremely reasonable woman. The moment you show me that as a submissive, you think I should be pandering to your desires while you make no effort to be of service...is the moment you get a block and a permanent dismissal from my presence. I don't negotiate. If I tell you what is required of you, there is no "can I do this instead". Take it or leave. |
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If you are a submissive that has decided to approach me, be respectful of my time. Acting frenzied and like you can't leave me alone is not going to impress me. Calmly and respectfully ask what is required of you and if it doesn't suit you, step off. |
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This WILL be the year that "look at my dick" motherfuckers learn that I'm not the one. This lifestyle should be based on respect and consent. Unless you want your sad little wang and your pleading messages posted on various social media outlets to be ripped to shreds by my peers...keep it to yourself. |
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Really starting to miss Baltimore...or maybe I just need a change from the drudgery Virginia is becoming. It's frustrating and sickening trying to figure out where is best for you to thrive and just wanting to settle somewhere and feel at home. Maybe it's only wishful thinking. Either way...I sense a trip and some changes brewing. |
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Hetero male dominants tend to have this attitude that anyone female is up for grabs if they demean her enough. Like...is this actually effective anywhere? Is there a bitch out there so stupid that if you call her a slut a few times and tell her to get on hee knees, she'll fucking do it? And can your stupid ass not read...I'm pretty sure it clearly says dominant on my profile. But there's something so magical in your idle threats and lazy slurs...I'm about to turn 50 Shades of Punk Bitch and fall for your bullshit.
I don't give a fuck if it's 9 a.m. It's shot o' clock, then I'm roundhousing this punching bag a few times. |
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If you aren't close to me and I'm on an uncomfortable subject for you in conversation, there is a 200% chance I know it and I want you to piss of because I know you're wasting time. So by all means, ride a mythical unidick into the fucking sunset and never be seen again. |
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Just ordered a new ten inch BBC strap-on...hopefully one of my local boys is prepared to volunteer to break it in with me. |
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One of my biggest pet peeves is when a submissive thinks waving his penis and sexual desires in my face constantly constitutes having something to offer me. I can find sexual gratification anywhere...as anyone with a vagina and a pulse can. That does not impress me, get me going or show any type of true dedication to serving me. Servitude is what you have to offer as a complete package...not what you can do for your own gratification that you think will also serve me. |
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The smell of leather is delicious. One of my subby boys gifted me a gorgeous jacket...and I couldn't be happier. |
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Had a lovely playdate last night. Fisting, and a collection of 8-12 inch straps for me to pound his eager asshole. Great time. |
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So much flakery and fuckery going on. Just reading and waiting for packages to arrive. I'd really like people to not make plans they no they have no intention of following through on. |
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So I have a session lined up tomorrow. Filthy little cut slut is the victim. And Satan isn't in my username for no reason. I am going to make this bitch hurt in ways he could never have dreamt. I plan to meet him at the playspace and immediately kick his legs from under him and put my shiny PVC platform boot in his neck...to assure he remembers his place. I will then bind his hands and feet behind him...leaving him kneeling and unable to stop me as I draw the blade...teasing it down the side of his face. I'll level with him for a moment...staring into his eyes and giving a sinister snicker. "You will bleed for me, bitch," I breathe into his ear as I drag the blade across his scalp... |
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When stupid people attempt to make a fool of you. Rich. |
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At home alone for this entire rainy day. If anyone is seeking Skype sessions, message me. |
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Don't expect me to take you seriously as a submissive if you want everything to be on your time and terms. |
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Pole setup arrived today. Now...to start scoping out potential practice/dance spaces to start working on my death metal pole videos. I'm so excited. If only my room wasn't so damned small...and my knee wasn't acting shitty. |
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Learn to accept what you can't have gracefully. If you don't like terms I lay out, exit the conversation. You can't make me feel bad for not adjusting for you. You claim to want a D/s connection. It isn't about your demands. It should be about a will to submit. |
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When a male submissive propositions me regarding servitude and the first thing he mentions is cuckolding, it comes off to me as "I want to exchange favors for sex".
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Been working on pulling my latex shoot together and working on a dress for a client. Really excited about the way things are coming together. 2016 is going to be full of big things!!! |
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A true dominant doesn't run around trying to assert their dominance on those who don't consent. You're only proving that no amount of therapy can fix your pathetic ass and that you're missing something vital in your life...happiness, maybe? |
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Disrespectful submissives. Be a fucking oxymoron if you want to...just do it outside of my inbox. |
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Verbal abuse from guys that pose as submissives, then try to make demands of me and order me around. Swear I'm in the mood to rip someone's dick off and sodomize them with it. LOL. |
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A person is only as good as their word, in my opinion. If you aren't going to follow through...don't bother saying you will. And don't think I'll allow you to continue wasting my time after bullshitting me once. |
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A user here...display name Caughtup...contacted me to tell me I "look like a girl he owned on the West Coast". Though he is the one who initiated contact with me...he got nasty when I politely told him I have never been owned. Etiquette, people. I don't give a fuck if you consider yourself a dominant or not. This isn't a pissing contest. Put your fucking dick away. |
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If you're going to be rude and/or call me a fake because I'm not dying to interact with you, you will be blocked. Immediately. |
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