Sammie86

ABOUT ME:

I am Owned and Collared by an amazing Master "SamDom88". (Becky)

We are fairly new to the lifestyle and are loving every minute of it.

- Hmmm..... I love being a slave but apparently I have developed some very bad traits for a Slave.
--My BDSM path has not been the easiest of journeys and all my decisions have NOT been commendable.
---I am a runner, an avoider, I "try" to top from the bottom, if I don't get my way I tend to become 'bratty, manipulative, and tend to push" until I get my way and if I don't get my way !WATCH OUT! I am a stubborn tornado. (I am NOT proud of the traits that I have developed over my life) but I am looking forward to change.
***The change will take time and wont be cured with a simple ass beating, writing sentences, or an hour play session. I was spoiled my whole life and the ONLY child. I always got what I wanted (it's not cute) and then I joined the Marine Corp and all that did was make me more stubborn and stuck in my ways but I did learn discipline and manners. I have not been broken by my Master and am not looking forward to that day. My Owner is understanding and firm and learning herself..
--We welcome friends, advice, potential play partners, anyone with anything positive to say.

My Owner will NOT tolerate any disrespect or negativity on this page. She allows no drama and no chaos around us. My Owner is trying to help me better myself so I do not spend the rest of my life making the same mistakes, walking around acting bratty, being narcissistic, and pushing people to do what I want instead of compromising and realizing the world does not revolve around me.

Admitting all of this to others is part of my change, allowing others to see me for me instead of putting up this fake front and running from my problems, It is time for my to take responsibility and better myself for her and those around me.

Finally
- I love HEAVY sessions, I am a bit of a masochist and am learning whether I like the "pain itself" or if I get more satisfaction out of enduring the pain that I am given...
****I love being told "that I won't be able to withstand what's coming, I get pleasure out of gliding through whatever it is thats coming and then ask for more". (maybe thats bratty, but I get enjoyment out of watching those who underestimate me)

-- I have embarrassed myself, I have ran away from people, I have made mistakes....But I will stand strong and I will push forward everyday no matter how scary it is to face the future and make amends within myself.

OTHERWISE, I am an Apple guru I love my Iphone... I am a grammar nazi, I love to learn, I have taken a liking to throwing whips. I am pretty much happy go lucky until I do not get my way, but thats going to change. I love the beach...surfing, swimming, wakeboarding, I love having my photo taken, and I love just meeting new people but forewarning I tend to be a bit socially awkward..Thats it for now If you have any questions or thoughts feel free to add my Owner (SamDom88) or myself..