PyreanSpring

I'm terribly inexperienced when it comes to this lifestyle, but I'm also very eager to get involved. I'm only twenty-three, and I feel like I'm missing out on something that I've wanted to take part in since the age of sixteen. I see so many people who are younger than myself -- dominant and submissive, male and female alike -- who have already been a part of these events for several years, and I find myself overcome with envy. Admittedly, this isn't the best place to look. The ratio of males to females is terribly unbalanced, but I still haven't given up hope.

Until very recently, the only thing keeping me from the Orlando munch was my work schedule. I recently switched from a five day work week to a rotating two week 12-Hour shift schedule, so needless to say I'm terribly excited. The only problem is that my schedule rotates; I can go to the Saturday munch three times, and then for the other three months I'll need to spend vacation time if I want to get out there.

I've never actually participated in a scene, but I have myself pegged as a submissive. I'm still a little shy, and I see myself as a clumbsy dominant (which is sort of intimidating, considering that clumbsiness can get people seriously injured in this lifestyle). It's very disheartening, considering that more often than not, the women that I find myself attracted to are generally submissive. I think that I'd need quite a bit of guidance before I even considered playing as a top, and that prerequisite alone lends itself to a submissive nature.

I'm always willing to talk to others about their experiences, and as time passes, I find that I've grown much more comfortable with my own fetishes and desires. My biggest kick is just surrendering to another person, but I'm also a little bit of a masochist. Like just about everyone, I get excited by paddles and floggers, even though I've never been beaten or spanked. I'm not a pain slut by any stretch of the imagination, but I have an open mind and I'm willing to try just about anything once.

I'm a very cordial and jovial person who delights in laughing and making others laugh. I believe that a relationship based on dominance and submission -- like any relationship -- involves a great deal of give and take, and I am more than willing to reciprocate in any way that I can. I've always enjoyed opening myself up to new experiences, and despite the trouble its gotten me into, I have no intention of changing that now.

I have an average height and I'm a little overweight, but I've lost quite alot over the course of the last three years. You won't ever find me in a speedo or a tight fitting tank-top, but depending on the way things turn out over the next year or two, I don't believe that they will always raise the same insecurities as they do now. We'll have to wait and see what the future holds, but the magic eight-ball has declared that the outlook is good.

I've been role-playing since I was eleven years old, but unfortunately my experience is limited to tabletop gaming, message boards, and chat rooms. I'm a hopeless nerd, but not the slimey kind that you find locked in his parents basement. I won't prattle on for hours about my seventeenth level paladin or bullshit you with subjects that I know nothing about, but I take an active interest in narrative fiction and "New Age" spirituality. I'm currently studying Tarot, Astrology, The Kamitic Tree of Life and Kabbalah, but I am far from what you would consider a student of these things. I don't care for a great deal of fundamentalists, partcularly because I don't believe that there is only one path to salvation (or even that everyone needs to be saved.)

Also, if you've read George R. R. Martin's A Song of Ice and Fire, I will probably want you to bear my children.

Whether you're just looking for internet friends, or you're willing to try and meet up for lunch, don't be afraid to send messages. Too often I find that this website is flooded with fake pictures of models, short profiles that appear to have little or nothing to do with power exchange and (most commonly) overzealous men who have no sense of language or self-expression.