punishingyou4eva

I have to admit, its fairly difficult to get responses outta of girl. I assume I am either to sidistic, or not sidistic enough. Ironic that I just may be sending the non-sidistic messages to people who need to be degraded....and and horrible "omg I cant believe he just said that" to others whom I feel may not have as extreme passions as I.

I am not sorry, that I cant help it. yes I have a dark mind, yes I love to tell sluts to shut the fuck up. I love to push them till they want to ignore me. its the only way that I will find that one girl. that no matter how much I push, no matter how horrific of an act I commit upon her, to her, or with her. she'll still me there asking for more.

What can I say? My admittance. I'm broken, but your shattered. I need your Psyche unchained from reality. Your to exist, but worthlessly as any object that exist to only serve purpose. I need to see void in your eyes, as you cast your gaze away in attempts to avoid eye contact.

I want you to be disgusted in yourself. disgusted by me. tortured by our own submission to not leave.

Come. Be. My. Victim.