Just to be clear, I am not seeking at  this time. I check this profile occasionally to chat.

I love pink. If you wish to please Me, it helps if you like pink too.

Greetings minions,

I am still unemployed. I had a temporary job in April, but am back to job hunting now.

So... I'm once again open to suggestions. If you sent Me one the last time, I thank you very much. I'm hoping for some new, perhaps creative ideas.

This Goddess misses having Her nails done. *Sigh*

Above you,

Goddess Pink

Dear Minions,

I am in a financial valley. I am open to suggestions for LEGAL ways to earn money quickly.

Donations will be accepted, but don't create for yourself any expectations that I will owe you any favors, services, etc. a donation is just that.

Message Me if you have any suggestions, but be nice. If  you just want to hate, do it elsewhere.

Above you,

Goddess Pink 

I'm only seeking females. I miss the company of women.

As I am recently married, I am no longer seeking a slave. I am, however, seeking LOCAL submissive female friends for friendship and possibly intimacy.

Pathology report said NO CANCER... whew, what a relief!

Trying to help My nieces through some drama at home... not fond of My sister's husband. Enough said.

Peace to all,

Goddess Pink

It is not My intent to disrespect anyone. I have been working late recently to get things caught up before being out for My surgery. I have 2 weeks to IM, email, and chat on the phone before I have to get back to work. I had a complete hysterectomy. I'm waiting to find out if the tumor was cancerous. Meanwhile, I'm still looking for a soul mate with whom I can share the remainder -- however long I have -- of My life.

So remember that I'm a Domme, but I'm also a person. If you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all.

Goddess Pink

Getting ready to have surgery on Thursday. Thanks for your prayers and well-wishes.

Goddess K

Hello, minions!!!

I am still searching... I haven't had a lot of candidates lately. I am still in need of a full time, full service slave...

Peace to all,

Goddess K

Greetings minions,

I worked today and My feet are very tired... they hurt. This is one of those times I would really like to have a slave here to rub them for Me. The search goes on...

I have had few emails lately. I suppose that's how it goes...

Peace to all,

Goddess K

Greetings all:

Yesterday I had a lovely massage from a sub. He is very talented with his hands and tongue.  The only thing more I would have liked was more attention to My feet.

I'm still searching for that one slave. The one who will make Me the center of his universe. 

Peace,

Goddess K

Greetings minions,

My feet have not been worshiped in some time. They are longing for massage, licking, and sucking. For that matter, I haven't had any oral service of any kind of late. Oh well, a time and place for everything.

Peace,

Goddess K

Thank you to the few who acknowledged missing My journals. Even a Goddess likes to be appreciated.

The search continues. I have many emails from males who talk the talk, but few show any evidence of walking the walk. I chatted several times with one male. Turns out he is in no position to relocate as he offered to do. Pitiful really.

Another one bites the dust.

Peace to all,

Goddess K

okay, the slave mentioned in the last entry... we were back on, then off... his loss.

It appears that no one missed MY journal entries. Oh well.

NEW--- Wanted: a slave Female. preferably young and average build. has to be bi or lesbian as she will serve My body. she will be my domestic slave, and serve Me. I'm so tired of having no one to come home to.

Be well.

Greetings:

(I wonder if anyone missed My journal entries?)

I was recently very disappointed. A potential slave led Me to believe that he was serious about a relationship, but then (big surprise?) he just fell off the face of the earth.

Sometimes I wonder why I keep trying. I just don't think I could be happy with a "vanilla" lifestyle again. I have needs. It would be a rare bird indeed who could fulfill all those needs.

I am a complex, complicated entity. I seek only someone whose needs will complement My own.
you need to serve... I need to be served... you need to perform foot and body worship, I need to receive same. you need to be controlled, I need to be in control.

Where are you, My destined servant?

From Above,

Goddess K

Hello, My minions,

I've been silent for a while. I've been very busy with work. I am still here, and still seeking a permanent, full-time slave. Is My profile not detailed enough? I hardly think I could add anything further that would not be redundant.

I'm not receiving many messages lately, but I'm still hanging in. Patience and time are on My side.

Blessings to A/all,

Goddess K

Greetings minions,

Another day has passed without service. I'm positive that there is a reason for the time it is taking to find the right slave. Growth for Me, growth for the slave who is destined to be owned by Me, and other unknowns I believe will inevitably bring the right slave to Me.

I'm a Goddess, but I am mortal, human; with feelings, needs, desires, goals, and dreams. I am a REAL person, not a "pro Domme."

So, My faithful underlings, help Me to manifest the right slave for Myself by meditating on it, thinking positive thoughts and believing in Me as a real person, who really wants a long term relationship--not for wealth or power, but for a mutually satisfying future with the slave who is meant for Me.

Blessings,

Goddess K

The slave of whom I wrote in My last post... will not likely even read it...

I'm tired. Tired of all the wannabes and slaves who want to be owned one day, then want to remain independent the next. Certainly this bipolar behavior is puzzling, and causes Me great concern. I am not, however, responsible for a submale's health and wellbeing unless and until I own it. I'm just doubtful whether I will find the right slave on this site.

Admittedly, I have met several worthy aquaintances here, for which I am glad. But sometimes I get discouraged, to say the least.

Be well,

Goddess K

dogsbody should contact Me asap. Thank you.

I have a cold... anyone make a good chicken soup?

Goddess K

I had a birthday today. I had only one email here on CM... very disappointing.

Greetings loyal minions,

Happy Easter everyone. I have had a pleasant weekend, and look forward to a relaxing week.

I would enjoy a trip to the beach, but at this time, that is not in the budget. So I will sit outside with a book and pretend to feel the sea breeze and hear the soft swoosh of the waves lapping at the crystal sands. I will pretend to smell the salt air, and look at the horizon in twilight. Aaaah...

Wishfully,

Goddess K

Greetings loyal minions,

This week I met with 2 subs. Both were satisfactory, pleasing to the Goddess. I hope to see Sunday's sub again... will he read this? who knows?

To subs: This Goddess was married vanilla for 24 years. About half of those years Her husband was impotent...yet She was faithful. The Goddess deserves to be pleased and worshiped. While no male is truly worthy, there may be one who is able to devote himself completely to the Goddess. This Goddess is worthy of total devotion.

Q. Can you love and worship your Goddess and be Her cuckold... share her in order that she is pleased? Can you derive your pleasure from seeing her pleased? 

Loyal minions,

*Sigh* Thank you for the encouragement. I am somewhat refreshed for the moment. The slave who had ceased contact, resumed, but has now decided that he is not attracted to Me and therefore can't go on in the relationship, so I bid him good luck in his search and I'm closing the door on that chapter. (I really should write a book.)

I am still somewhat tired from the search, but for now, I will endure and soldier on. I feel sure there is someone, somewhere, who is meant to be Mine. Whether in vanilla or in the "lifestyle", there is someone for everyone. I'm an optimist... and I want what I want, dammit!

Searching hopefully,

Goddess K

Loyal minions,

I am considering taking down My profile for a while. I'm just a bit burnt out. Perhaps some sub/slave/Domme can offer some encouragement...???

A recent prospect has ceased contact. . .  Let's see. . . . text, email, IM, phone. . . . all ways to communicate to let Me know it just isn't right. . . but I suppose I'm used to it at this point.

Be well,

Goddess K

Greetings loyal minions,

I am again becoming weary. It seems I have many prospects, but no one willing to jump in with both feet... of course, as I said in My last entry, I would want to be sure the slave is really up to the task.

I'm just tired. I feel like just suspending the search, but I'll hang in for a while longer... tune in next time for the saga of Goddess and slave.... *sigh*

Above all males,

Goddess K 

Greetings, My loyal minions.

Another day has passed without My being served by a devoted slave.  So many want to play... serve part time... when what I seek is a permanent, fulltime, totally devoted slave to worship Me and care for My needs.

Do be absolutely certain this is the existence you crave. I would be remiss if I didn't insist that a slave closely examine her/his motives. Is that the life you were born for? Service is a demanding, hard life. The one who serves, must be able and willing to subjugate(sp.) its own will to that of its owner. There should be no expression of opinion, or offer of some approval... this is the Owner's domain... not the slave's. So don't tell Me what you would be open to other than being My no limits slave.

Certainly, I have limits. My limits should be My slave's limits.

Winter doldrums... a little down at the moment. Still seeking the right one for Me. So many talkers... so few doers.

Had a nice time at LF a couple of weeks ago.

I feel like something outstanding is waiting for Me, but I haven't found it yet... Hope springs eternal...

Health and Happiness to A/all

With all the sub males on this site, and all those with whom I have met or spoken to on the phone, I'm wondering how much longer it will take. Its annoying when I meet someone and they fail to contact later. I get it... but you could at least send Me an email saying you are looking for something else...

I am also looking for females slaves. I have a long range plan of having a polyhousehold. Still working out the details, but it is taking shape in My mind.

Okay, evidently there are no other places to play here in NC... I stand corrected. I do hope to be able to go back to LF soon.

I was enjoying LF until the male I took with Me had to go. Sheeesh! So I hope to be back soon.

Goddess K

I am looking forward to going to the dungeon tonight. Here in NC there are only a few BDSM clubs. This will be My first trip to this one. I am SO excited! Can't wait!

Goddess K

The restaurant was crowded as is common on a Friday evening so I gave the hostess My last name and let her know it was a party of two. . . a twenty minute wait. . . not too bad I decided.  I had hoped to wait at the bar, but there were not enough empty seats, so we went to the waiting area, which was also crowded... stood for a bit until a section of the bench opened up and we sat down. I watched as people came in, others were called and seated... it seemed the wait was taking longer than predicted. I stood to have a better view of the goings-on. "Should I stand?" he asked. "Sit." I commanded. He complied. In another minute or two we were seated.
The conversation was good, but the dinner could have been better... the salmon was overcooked... but the salad was enjoyable. I make it a policy never to drink on a first meet with a sub, so as to keep My wits about Me. Typically I don't get too intimate with a sub on the first meet either. I've grown tired of being used as an evening's entertainment and then not hearing from the sub again. (Males are males, just like dogs are dogs.) Typically, I only meet vanilla the first time and then arrange another meet for a bit of play. Tonight would be an exception to that rule. I sensed that I could take complete control of this submissive male.
When we got to the house, I let My housemates know I was there, with company, and we proceeded upstairs. "Take your clothes off and get on your knees," I instructed. He complied. After a bathroom visit, he returned and took his place on the floor. I got the handcuffs out and cuffed his hands in front. Naked he resembled a plump baby, I chuckled to Myself. His hair was thinning, and he wasn't what I consider attractive. If his soft blue eyes were on an attractive face, they would be lady-killers. He claims to have been very good looking in his youth. Oh well, those days are long gone. At 50 years of age, he is sadly lacking the distinguished appearance that would attract a vanilla woman, but I care only about obedience.
I selected a flogger. As I began working on his back, he began to moan. I wasn't worried about disturbing My housemates, but I hate loud noises, so, lacking a gag at that time, I decided that if he got much louder, I would back off on the intensity.  I hate to hold back, as it is so satisfying to let loose on a willing (or unwilling) piece of male flesh. Finding it a bit confining with him on the floor, I instructed him to get up on the bed. I whipped him with My flogger for a while. When I felt he was warmed up, I brought out the paddle. Whack! The pink, heart-shaped paddle made a delightful sound when it made contact with the tender skin. It still brings a smile to My face, just thinking about it. If the light had been on I might have seen small round marks from the holes that are drilled in the pink paddle -- in a smiley face, LOL... made for Me by a highly favored sub.
He was not expecting the paddle. His yelp made Me chuckle aloud, which made him feel even more submissive. I love it. So I paddled him a bit as suited Me.
Then it was time for some reward. "Back to the floor," I commanded. With My red patent alligator heels, I instructed him to worship My feet. He was hesitant at first, so I gave him more specific instructions; lick, kiss, and of course after discarding the shoe, "suck". He became quite excited, loving My forcing My toes into his mouth, fucking his mouth with My toes. First My right foot, then My left. I savored every wet moment. "That is where you belong," I told him, "under My feet." "Yes Goddess." He sucked eagerly, feeling owned and wanting even more of that feeling.
I had donned My strapon before starting, and now he would be totally owned, as I took a handfull of hair at the back of his head and forced his mouthdown onto the cock I weilded. Forcing his head up and down, fucking his mouth, I knew he was Mine to control. Knowing his liking of cleavage, I sat up and pulled his head up off the cock. I whispered gently, softly, "you like cleavage, don't you?" "yes, Goddess" he answered meakly. "Look at this cleavage" he did as ordered. I let go of his hair, and carressed My bosom with My gloved hands. His eyes followed My hands, fixated upon the tender flesh under them. I took his head by the hair and carefully held it close enough to feel the body heat. I could feel his hot breath on My chest. "you want to touch them don't you?" "yes, Goddess".
Withouth warning, I pushed his head back and slapped him hard across the face. I liked the feeling of control. He like the feeling that I owned him and would do only what I wanted.  I could see that he was fully into subspace.
I knew he wanted to suck My nipples. He wanted to lick My golden (and wet)pussy.
But I would not give him that. Not this time. I give no more intimacy than this until he proves his intent to belong to Me long term. He must show his intent before he gets to please Me on the next level. I removed the handcuffs and the collar. "Get dressed. I'm done with you," I commanded. He left contentedly, and I was pleased by the evening. He messaged Me the next morning, thanking Me. As he should.  I look forward to exploring further with him.

A blessed and happy new year to all!

Am I mistaken? I'm under the impression that slaves do not own property, but rather they ARE property... D/s relationships are like others in that the individuals must get to know each other and trust each other...

I am quite frustrated when I am messaged by a slave who does not have the patience to learn to know and trust Me.   I want nothing that is not freely given.

If you want to be a slave, be a slave--accepting all the aspects of such a life. Don't try to dictate what you will or will not give to Me. I'm not looking for someone who wants to be a slave, except for [fill in the blank]. If you like cumming, don't be a slave. If you are attached to property, don't be a slave. If you cannot someday trust Me enough to turn over everything to Me, DON'T APPLY TO BE MY SLAVE. Stop wasting My time and yours.

NOT NOT NOT! looking for doms... Looking for only a bull.

I seek a bull with whom to cuckold. I have plenty of wannabe cuckolds, and no bull at this time. 

*Doms, don't see this as an opportunity for domming Me... I can't and won't be a sub... message Me ONLY if you can stick to the bull role.

Goddess K

I've made a few changes to My profile today. Give it a peek if you like...

I will soon be spending most weeknights in S, weekends in HP. I'm focusing on spending time with My youngest son in anticipation of his entry into the army. 

As saddening as it will be, I'm going to be off the internet most of the weekend... but should be back on Monday... I'm at My house in Star and have no internet connection there...

Blessings to all,

Above you,

Goddess K

Update on Friday's slave... he called Me today. I'm not sure how he plans on serving Me due to his work keeping him away from this area of the country.

I updated My profile a bit. If you haven't read it in a while, perhaps you would be interested in having a look... especially if you are unclear about Female Supremacy. I'm tired of Doms messaging Me... all messages from male "doms" go straight to My bulk file, so: whatever....

"If you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all."  (common proverb)

I am thankful for good friends and family, for employment during the current economy, and for My realization of who I am. . . I tried to repress it for years, and successfully for the most part. I feel such freedom now that I can be Myself. . . .

Salud!

Lately I am thinking more about female slaves. . . .

So many subs from far away messaging Me... how do you expect to come to Me? How do you think we will really get to know each other?

I prefer real time encounters, so I expect anyone who messages Me to be interested in long term service... worship your Goddess.

I am quite disturbed to find a sub writing to Me for advice... who thinks his Wife is dominant, but cannot bring up the subject..... Ladies, allow your husbands to obey you... to serve you... some of Us are still searching for that ONE who will be devoted and obedient... who will serve unquestioningly.  

I have only discovered My dominance since My vanilla husband passed away... had I known the possibilities, I could have had a much more comfortable life with him when he lived....

I seek that ONE who will be devoted to Me for a lifetime... will suffer for Me, who will OBEY Me for life.............

How will he serve Me? How will he show his devotion?

How will he make My life easier? How will he serve? Will he be My perfect cuckold? Will he have My best interest at heart? Will he cling to Me for better and for worse? I may not want to marry him... will he serve Me just the same???

I will have complete freedom, he will have no freedom... but to serve Me... he will OBEY, OBEY, OBEY, OBEY, OBEY..... he MUST obey... period.

To Dominant Females: If you cannot be civil, even nice... leave Me alone. I will not bother you and I expect the same courtesy.

I am pleased with the respectful responses I have received. I get these and begin to feel positive and encouraged. Then I have more disappointments. Some subs are only out to get their rocks off.... not to serve and please their Goddess.

If one is not focused on serving, what is the point?... just get a vanilla girlfriend and beg her for what you want... Sure, she will most likely look at you in disgust, and tell you to get lost and never call her again...

When you serve Me, you must do it in a devoted, sincere, reverent way... I am your Goddess. you will worship Me....

Okay, I've come to a very important conclusion... I must make ready for a long search....I want what I want.... If you don't want to please Me, then don't message Me. males are all inferior.... they think only with their little heads..... and then they want their ladies to suck it.... PIGS! FILTHY, DIRTY, DISGUSTING PIGS!

THEY DESERVE TO BE STEPPED ON, GROUND INTO THE DIRT!

Take care all Females,

Goddess K

Good morning all... I hope to make it a productive day... be well.

Still searching... slaves, slaves, slaves.... so fickle... why not just serve and be content in your Owner's satisfaction?

Don't think that I am incapable of owning more than one slave. I am worthy of the best of everything. I am worthy of whatever I want. If you are not interested, just don't bother Me.

Above all males and many females,

Goddess K

I am who I am. I know what I want... and there are several things I want...

I am tired of the trolls, and fakes, and subs who think I am here to serve them... I mean, Really!

If you want an owner, message Me. If you want a playmate, go to another site.

Good day to all,

Goddess K

I'm convinced that there is someone out there (somewhere) for Me. I am seriously searching for a lifetime relationship. It is as challenging in this lifestyle as it is in the vanilla world....

I'm hanging in there.....

I'm becoming weary beyond belief. Weary of the promises and almost drooling that gives way to silence. If you tell Me how perfect I am... I expect you to continue to communicate...

Goddess K

Here is a poem I received. I like it and thought perhaps others would too.

I find it so strange that one that I have talked to several times just suddenly discontinues communication. If you do not feel it is right, at least email Me. There is so little common courtesy in the world anymore. Not in vanilla and seemingly, not in BDSM either. If I were to cut off communications with a sub/slave without explanation, I would be called every kind of bitch. What gives sub males the perceived privilege of such behavior? To those who are considerate I give you My blessing. I welcome friendships with well mannered subs.

Health and happiness to all,

Goddess K

We are the givers of life, the leaders of the home, and the conscience of the world. We are the Innovators, the compassionate Deities and Givers of justice.

If you do not agree that you(males)are inferior, you are free to move on to another Female/Superior. I am Superior to all males and most females. Every Woman, whether Dom or Sub, is Superior to all males. Males are in this life to serve Females. If you are too arrogant or insecure to accept your place at My feet, I won't concern Myself with you.
You have the right to your opinion. I won't message you with My criticism of your beliefs, so I expect the same courtesy.

Be well.

I am losing My faith in humanity. Seriously... a male purporting to be a slave... but won't give Me his cell number? Really? Wants Me to hypnotize him, but doesn't want to give Me a number to reach him when I want?... Whatever... I'm getting frustrated.. I'm considering ending the search for a while. Could anyone give Me a reason to continue... renew My hope for a real slave husband.... ?

tell Me what you want. . . . and give yourself to Me. Don't play games with Me by hoping I will force anything on you...including My own wishes. I will take what I want when I know you are ready to give it...

I am looking for a relationship. This takes time. Get to know Me. Let Me in so I know who you are. Only then, can we build the foundation for a lifelong bond. When I take something, it must be from that one who is right for Me. I'm no longer looking to find play partners... I want a serious, lasting M/s marriage.

What I seek is so simple. Complete devotion. Total obedience. Who can give Me what I seek? If you think you can give Me the life I deserve... I am worthy of the best... I would like to hear from you. No I will not ask you to send Me tribute. I seek a relationship, not a cash cow. I seek the one true slave who is destined to serve Me. he or She is out there somewhere. I am looking for full time, 24/7 service and devotion. Worship Me as the Goddess I am...  

Be most assured, I will be in control. I will not be dictated to by an inferior male.  Yes, I lived a vanilla life once... never again will I "submit" to a husband. It will submit to Me... totally and completely, and without question...

I will put My shiny red stiletto in its ball sack... the pathetic little worm. And he will love it.

I hope the lack of contact today is just a result of people being out of town and visiting family. Of course that is NO excuse for failing to message Me.

And the search goes on... I see some potential in a rare few supplicants here. If they will stay the course... If they will be true to their word... If they will be consistent and faithful to Me.

Goddess K

True, I want a slave husband. Some call it submissive only, but I promise, he will be a slave to Me. he will serve Me and be available to Me.

I am still searching... how elusive is the perfect one... like that pearl of great value... for which I will sell all I own to purchase... but I am no longer into the Christian patriarchy.... still... the analogy applies...

Ok, if you are unable to relocate... move on... I am not moving at this time.

We are all looking for something. One prospective slave spent 4 months calling Me every day (with only a couple of exceptions). Now he claims he no longer wishes to live the lifestyle. If you do not wish to serve Me, you are always free to politely decline. I will not stalk you. There are more than enough slaves and subs out there to keep Me busy in My search.

Yes, I know there are many people on this and other sites who are just playing their little fantasy games for a while, then disappear. They do this at the cost of a real lasting, meaningful relationship. I'm looking for the real deal. I seek someone who will make Me their priority. Do you want and need a strong woman to be the center of your world? The simple truth is that, although I have a sadistic side, I treat people well. I certainly try to do that; whether I succeed will be for each individual to decide as we get to know each other. 

There are those who seek what I offer. I seek those who offer what I want... to be the center of the universe for an individual who longs and needs to serve a Superior Female. Yes, males are inferior, but they are absolutely valuable. I have lived My life not knowing of the existence of such males as want to be of service to Females. Now that I know, I cannot ignore it... I will continue until I find the one devoted and loyal male who will do anything I desire.

Trust is an issue. There are some who have been victimized and are super-cautious. I respect that. There are absolutely some self-serving and cold-hearted Dommes in the world who care nothing for their slaves. If that is what you seek, look for them elsewhere. I am not that. I care about people. In fact I have a huge capacity to care about others.

Yes, I am a bitch at times. But in the end, I care. I am earnestly seeking a slave to be My inferior partner in this journey through life.

Thank you for reading, and be well. Goddess K

Do you seek a Goddess? Are you ready to give your all to Her? Are you willing to make Her your utmost priority?

Will you wake in the morning with Her on your mind and heart?

Will you sleep only after vowing your undying devotion?

Will you worship at Her feet?

Will you humble yourself before Her, knowing She is worthy of the best you can give?

Are you able to give unselfishly?

Can you forsake all freedom for Her?

Will you take a leap of faith?

She awaits the one who is worthy of Her attention. That individual who is to become part of Her and She part of him.

Finally!... after clearing cookies from My browser, I am able to log on again from My trusty computer... :)

The issue of the day: Distance.

I am quite willing to entertain the possibility of a relationship with someone from far away... if it takes too long before a meeting can be arranged, the relationship seems to fade... So be aware that if you ask that, you are taking on a challenging task.

Also, if I am speaking with you on the phone, don't be an idiot and try to keep Me on the phone all day/evening... I do have other things to do...AND...if you do... don't be surprised if I am pissed off...

Peace and prosperity to all,

Goddess K

I am having trouble logging on using the computer I always use. I will check as often as I am able, but if I do not answer emails quickly, be patient.

Please note that I have made a couple of small changes to My profile. I am quite disappointed in all the game-players and fantasy-junkies who just want to talk to Me on the phone to try to get off. If you don't feel you can meet Me within 2 weeks, it will be difficult to take you seriously. Obviously, this is a challenge if you are from somewhere other than NC. It is, however, a result of My talking to certain individuals on the phone and then finding they have suddenly disappeared... I won't waste your time, don't waste Mine.

I'm still here, just kind of burnt out with slaves who think they can make demands.

My profile states very clearly what I expect. If you want to have some control, be a sub instead of a slave. Or just be a lowly worm who gets rejected and doesn't get to worship a Goddess...

Stop thinking you can make demands of Me... I am worthy of the best of everything. If you don't like what is on My profile, don't bother Me.

Attention: Kelly054 is a LIAR. It is a male pretending to be a female. It is married and tries to top.

Ok, I am through with subs and slaves who think it is ok to top by asking for things like, "I must be whipped 2 times per day, etc..."

Really? Let's examine the dynamic here... I am the dominant... therefore I make the rules... If I choose to whip you, you will take it and thank Me for it. So stop asking Me if I will femme you. If I choose to do so, I will. Now get on your knees and keep your eyes lowered...

Okay..... summer's passing fast. I am looking to take possession of 2-4 slaves before I go back to work in August. looking for at least 2 males, 1-2 females... but you aren't real until you are here at My feet.

If you are an asshole, no worries, I will discipline you severely.

Take care....

Greetings to all.

If you are a slave in search of a home, consider this: What is your idea of slavehood?

Can you see yourself at My feet?

Can you see yourself worshiping My feet?

Can you see yourself attending to My needs and wants?

Are you able to take care of Me?

Are you able to pamper Me as the Goddess I am?

Would you like your inferior being controlled?

Do you crave to release the stress of having to make choices?

And finally, do you seek this for life?

     I seek lifetime service. I seek total devotion... you must worship Me as your Goddess. My magick will engulf you if you will step out in faith and give Me your mind and body to mold. Can you trust? Can you give yourself totally to Me? I am gracious to those who will give themselves to My control.

Be well,

Goddess K

If you contact Me, be prepared to follow up on your promises... I am looking for full time, 24/7 slaves... if that is not what you are seeking, please say so in your initial contact. I am open to chatting with everyone other than male doms. I have no use for a "dominant male".

I take you at your word until or unless you give Me a reason to distrust you. So do not feel you have to pretend to be anything you are not. I have love for all human beings, but no patience for deceit.

6-28-2011

In My world, there are many prospective slaves, each with his own story. Let Me say again that I am worthy of the best life has to offer. When the right ones come to Me, they will gladly give Me control of every aspect of their beings. they will become livestock for My use. 

So, do you possess the fully submissive soul of a born slave?

Do you CRAVE to be Owned by a Superior?

Are you ready for complete enslavement? -- This is a particularly important question. Certainly, I want to get to know the livestock subject and will invest the time needed to do so, but if you are years away from being able to commit, don't waste My time and yours. This will only create drama and disappointment. I can be ready to take possession of a slave in a matter of weeks. I am not looking for anything less than a permanent, real time slave. it must be devoted to serving this Goddess and ready to do so in the near future.

The following is a poem sent to Me by one of My prospective slaves:

Clouds white stacked and fluffy

Turn to black and electric

Crackling with energy

Booming with power

They bring me back

restrained tied on the rack

no use fighting

the cane swishes

through the still air

Your musky scent

envelopes me in its

Dominance

I am worthy of the best o has to offer.... who is worthy to serve Me? are you the best slave there is? are you eager to serve? Do you long to have your will consumed by Mine?

I will repeat what I have posted before. A slave is not real until he/she is here in front of Me kneeling and submitting to My control. Until you are here, you are merely a word on a screen.

I think I am becoming more desirous of female slaves. The one with whom I am communicating seems genuine and real. She is not preoccupied with sex, (as some males are)but seems to be ready and willing to be shaped and molded for My use. Slavery is not about sex, but about power exchange, and she appears to want that control from Me. I am very optimistic.

I am enjoying getting to know a certain female slave. I am quite optimistic. :)

Meanwhile, the Brit is somewhat out of contact, but I'm still hopeful...

I am very tired today... perhaps tomorrow will be a better day...

I am hoping to obtain a female slave as well as 2 males... It seems difficult to find females for Mistresses. Yet I read the journal of one today that said her Mistress made her do things like take piss to class and drink it... really? . . .
I continue to learn about this lifestyle. . . . Be well.

I rested today. Met 2 new subs . . . one seems a possible regular, the other is questionable... neither are beat meat... just subbies... not potential full time slaves. While it is nice to have a good meal out, I want and need a real slave.....and the search continues....

I'm back from Sunset Beach, NC. It was relaxing until I got sick Friday... I'm slowly recuperating, but still feel somewhat nauseated.

I will be online more often now than when school is in session, but at different times of the day...

I've been reading about creative visualization. I hope it will be a tool for Me in finding what I want... the life I have earned and desire... what I want...

I'm also reading about Celtic mythology... very interesting...

Take care!

I'm on vacation for week. I will be back Sunday evening, June 19.

So if you expect a message from Me, be patient... I won't have internet access where I'm staying...

Take care and Be well,

Goddess K

I appreciate those who view My profile. I occasionally peruse those who view Me.

Bobby... you still don't get it... and mixing Catholic with voodoo... really... good luck with that... LOL....ROFL...

Kisses, hugs, slaps and pinches to all....

Sometimes I question the intentions of people on this site. I had a very pleasant chat with a sissy slave and ended it in a courteous manner, only to have "it" message Me telling Me not to contact it again... geeez! I blocked it of course.... what an idiot!

I've had many compliments on the photo I am using for My profile. Most people have no problem identifying it as a statue of a Female over a male.

For idiots who are clueless, the statue, for Me at least, represents the Superiority of females over males.... 

If you don't have something good to say, shut the hell up!

Can you worship a Goddess? Can you serve Me unconditionally? If you have any reservations, you are not that which I seek.... I will own you, I will rule you... I will demand your complete loyalty... trust is essential... disrespect will not be tolerated... you will give Me the upmost place in your world.... I will imprison you... enslave you, . . . hold you in contempt.... you are inferior. . . but not useless.....

Ok. A slave who was scheduled to come for a weekend interview has not contacted Me in a week... his loss...

MystressSusan had a slave candidate over today and was very pleased with his work... he had to leave before I arrived home.

I will finally be able to relax... aaahhhh....

Still in communication with the Brit...

Still determined to find a slave to serve Me for life. Susan has arranged for one of My prospects to come to the house tomorrow and serve around the house, then serve Me! It will be good to have some stress release....

Wondering if the slave who claimed he was coming for this weekend is actually going to do so... haven't heard from him in a few days.

Cheers!

I have a headache this evening. I'll check My messages again later on but for now, I'm going to lie down... Still in negotiations with the Brit... I'm an optimist...

To the individual who has disrespected Me on his profile: If you do not take down your hateful words, it is you who will suffer. Remember that you do not matter in My life any longer. You are a non-entity who I will not be bothered with.

To all others: Do not disrespect Me. I do not take well to such.

And the search continues. . . . I am chatting with several candidates for My slaves. I am still not able to connect with a female slave prospect. Perhaps it is not meant to be.

A slave isn't real until it is here and serving. If it wishes to just play and get off by teasing with offers and then always finding something with which to find fault, I cannot be expected to take it seriously. I am very serious. I will find and keep a slave. It will not happen overnight. I have chatted off and on for 5 months with one slave in hopes that it might work out. I'm an eternal optimist, but even I am discouraged.

Let Me correct the previous entry for the benefit of those who are too literal to understand. When I said My "slave" cancelled, what I really meant was My "prospective slave" meaning that the individual wants to be and identifies itself as a slave. And that it was coming to interview with Me.

I think I will need a beat beast with which to relieve My stress. I don't want one that has to be kept in a dark closet 23 hours per day. I certainly don't intend to let a slave define Me or My ownership style. That would be the definition of a submissive. So even though I truly want a slave, and can treat one appropriately, I will not modify My life for it.

5-21-11

My slave cancelled... will reschedule. I want a slave... there are many out there, surely I can find a match. I want a real slave. Its not about sex, its about power exchange. I will own you for life. I will be your Goddess. I expect service and worship, and to OWN him/her. Yes, I'm looking for a female slave too, although it seems to be a more challenging search. If I find one, we msg for a week and then she stops responding. What gives? Perhaps I am not rude and bitchy enough...?

Of course the slave will service My sexual needs if ordered to do so... but I'm the owner, dammit, now get on your knees and obey!

Ok, it seems we are still searching for slaves. I have one coming this weekend, and MystressSusan does too. We will see if this one will be the right ilk for our household....

I am continuing to seek slaves. Until you are here and in chains with Me as your Owner, you are not real. So don't expect to be the only one or to be a guest. You will come visit as a slave and if you stay or return, you will do so as a slave. There are no rights, no safewords, no limits except those which I set for My slave. I will be the center of your universe, your Goddess. If you are not prepared to put Me before everything and everyone, do not bother Me. I expect TOTAL SERVITUDE - PERIOD. You will serve Me, love Me, worship Me, and even fear Me.

I want slaves. To serve Me. To worship Me. To adore Me... I am optimistic....

5-8-11

As I lay in bed awake, I wonder if I made the right choice. Will he really be the one? I've put in the time and effort to mold him into what he says he wants to be. We have talked every day, sometimes multiple times per day. But when the two of us are in the same space will he satisfy or fail Me? Will he be the obedient boy I want or will he be obstinate and need a sound thrashing to conform? Will it be worth the time I have invested? Will this inferior cause Me more headaches than he is worth?

Or. . . will he obey all commands? Will he anticipate My needs? Will he service Me well and be the ideal slave for Me?

4-17-11

I am becoming somewhat frustrated. Every female who begins to message Me, stops after a week or so....

Further, it seems that most males are more talk than service... I am quite serious about having a slave. Are you out there somewhere? My perfect slave....

I need someone to massage My neck and relieve My headache... and suck and worship My toes....

I am not giving up . . . Come to ME.. . . .

Sovereign Mistress Kecia

4-24-2011

Can you imagine yourself at My feet, inferior?

You will suffer for Me . . . your back, legs, ass, cock and balls will endure the pain that will satisfy My sadism. . . .

You will crawl to Me on all fours... gently kiss and lick My feet...

When instructed, you will take My toes into your mouth, licking, sucking, worshipping...

You will lick the soles of My glorious feet, and the delicate arches...

Once properly worshipped, My feet may be left for My most intimate of jewels... the next object of your worship... Only upon My instruction. . . .

4-23-2011

I am talking with a very interesting male. He is mature, accomplished and very submissive. He tells Me I own him already, which I like. I am hopeful that after some training, he will be an ideal slave.

We are chatting online and on the phone. I have a very positive vibe from our conversations.

I have found it challenging to locate educated individuals who also wish to be slaves. One individual with whom I chatted is very intelligent, but is also very needy and insisted upon Me fitting into his idea of what a Domme should be. If I wanted to fit Myself to someone else's mold, why would I seek alternative lifestyle? I would simply remain in Vanillaland and drink that Kool-Aid...lol.

Thanks for reading and take care.... until next entry...

4-16-11

I am working with MystressSusan to form a polyhousehold. We have no real prospects yet, but continue to chat with males and females who express an interest.

To inferiors: When one finds the right Mistress/Goddess, it should carefully examine why it would deny itself the joy and contentment of serving Her. Are there obstacles that cannot be overcome? If so, then perhaps She is not the ideal Superior for it.  This can be understood. If, however, it cannot stop thinking of Her, if it cannot sleep at night without Her invading its dreams, if it feels the constant siren call of Her voice in its mind, perhaps the obstacles which seem so formidable can be overcome after all.

For My potential slaves, I wish to express that I am dominant, AND human. I am Superior, and sensible. I expect total devotion, total respect, and total obedience. That said, I also expect it to communicate with Me.