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I want to be a more bashful, docile version of the guy in the "...And no more holding her purse!"  Progressive car insurance commercial.   The "it's a european shoulder bag" women would be a bit more agressive, giving me the "don't deny it... tell Flo yourself" look.

The normal me in many but not all ways is quite a contrast to what my profile states i wish to be trained to be. My natural persona is that of a man in total control of himself and his life. I'm a masculine power tool, race car loving kind of guy that still has all his body hair (until it's been forcefully removed or i've been ordered to remove it).

However despite the above,  i've always been quite docile and easily controlled by the female gender. I seek to have this part of me to be exploited to the greatest degree. 

  Though in actuallity what i seek is ocasional (ideally full weekends at a time at least one weekend per month) role-play, i desire for it (the role-play) to as realistic as possible. Total imersion into an alter ego to the point that there will be times when i wish for it to end..... but that wish not be made possible or negotiable. Once we agree to a time in which i am to be released/dismissed there is to be absolutely no renegotiating it. Just asking to do so should result in very real, unpleasant punishment.

As i believe my profile above states, the total contrast to my normal self would be that of an effeminate male. Also as my profile states, my cross dressing interest is not derived from a need to be a female. I'm not the proverbial girl trapped in a boys body type of CD. I have no interest in trying to fool anyone into thinking i'm a female..... unless, of course, my Superior i may be serving desires me to do so. My key interest as far as clothing goes is to be made to wear things my normal jeans and T or polo shirt wearing self would never think of wearing... in public. It's just another method of taking me out of my natural element.... one more layer of being under the full control of someone else. Over the years i have built a sizeable wardrobe of unisex/androgynous apparels that i don't have the nerve to wear in public on my own. Most of the wardrobe is female clothing but is pretty much androgynous..... to the untrained eye. Being forced to dress in fem. version of androgynous apparels is not where my interests ends. I also wish to be trained to have very fem-like posture and mannerisms to the point they become so natural i'll find myself acting in such ways after our "play" has ended. I'd like to mention that the type of posture and mannerisms i speak of are that of a very well turned-out proper girl. One that would almost appear to have attended a finishing or modeling school as opposed to slut-like behavior so popular with many other CD's.  A very nit-picky and mostly no-nonsense type Dominant obviously works best for this.

I need to also mention that although i've clearly stated what i seek is a form of role-play, should a Superior that i'm truely in love with wish for me to begin living my alter ego fulltime, i would feel most obligated to do so. The aid of a device like one made by made by a company named Neosteel (www.neosteel.com) would certainly help with such a decsion...especially with their RCES option!

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