I am looking for friends only! I am not looking for a new Master or play dates, but others in this lifestyle who have struggled with being released.
My story is this: I was very happily collared for 2 years. I was new to the lifestyle but learned very much from a loving, respectful Master. Both of us married to others not in the lifestyle. (for those of you who wish to judge someone, take it elsewhere) I was recently released because of complications and difficulties resulting from our marriages. I was well aware of the struggles we would have from the beginning. And the past two years have been an amazing journey into this wonderful lifestyle.
That being said, I hope to make some true friendships here. And again, I am not looking for a Dom or Master any time soon.
2/15/2011 6:48:21 AM
Trust, respect, loyalty, devotion and communication.
These are imperative to fulfilling a meaningful, amazing M/s relationship.
As we learn from our Masters, we start to allow an unparalleled force to take over. To be lucky enough to have a Master who will take you to your fullest potential emotionally, mentally and psychologically is to have achieved a part of yourself that is undeniable and cherished beyond life itself.
As I struggle to come to terms with my release, and though my heart is shattered, I can say without a doubt that I am forever grateful for His love and guidance.
Thank you all for your comments and replies. I am trying to get back to everyone as I can. Your words and advice are healing.