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I need a job... anyone in need of an Adult caregiver, housekeeper? or Adult companion?
Odessa or Midland. |
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So in my journey I have found that it is what I let it be.
I'm not a good submissive. My heart break broke me of that desire. I still crave very much more of what I've learned.just a hard headed Slut. |
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Time heals all ...someone smart said that...I think it's bullshit.
Heart was broken....not easy to forget.
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Got a new computer toy. Hope y'all are All well. Hugs
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What are yall doing out there? Working , sleeping, fucking? Giggles. Hope everyone has a good weekend! lotta happy endings! |
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Been a productive slut today. Errands, Papa(grandpa) time, got the band saw put together. Have not gotten too the laundry yet.. will get too it though. |
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Hmmm... its a lazy saturday. Cleaning and doing laundry. |
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Happy Birth day too Me! happyy Birthday too me!! happy Birthday too meeeee! :P |
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Self bondage is not as fun as it looked....spanking ones self is almost makes one feel silly... the need, the want.... stravation at its best...How do you say...i need a fucking spannking!! and a fucking along with that! hmm... maybe ill figure that one out.. ive said it... just does not happen as i in visioned it! |
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Wishes for another life... maybe just a little different. just alot less stress! |
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hmmm i think i am out of steam i shall hush for a few and try too find something good about the day. holler if your up.. |
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Everyone wants what they cant have and just aint fucking happy with what they got!
Go figure! |
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oh yeah! and the makers of chevy cavalier can suck my DICK!!! the damn Anti-theft system is haywire! wont let me start the car if you dont do it quick enough, or the right sequence! fuck i got the damn key!!! the key means i have permission to drive it!!!
the dealer says come on downa nd we can make a key and fix it for a price!. i haave the key too the car! why would someone put that shit on there if its just gonna fuck up! and piss you off in 110 degree weather!!!@! |
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What exactly are we suppose to do when the kids are grown... they dont require all our attention any longer... they are making thier own money etc.... My parents flaked out way early in my life. so im just curious what the fuck am i supose to do now?? |
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Today was a day from hell. i should have went back to bed. But i just had to keep on keeping on.. i have screamed and yelled. and broke shit... so i still dont feel bettter.... im frustrated. and twisted, and all the need for ya know! its just making me a bit crazier!
Happy weekend! |
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Thanks too You who have shared the grief experience with me. i miss her more and more each day. Just part of life.
I have the ache... the want.... the You know what im talking about! graaaa will drive a girl sane!! |
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Today is a better day.
Strange how things work out. If one thinks too much... its just makes a fucking mess! |
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Taking it one day at a time. Death suxs!
The way i feel about loosing my grandmother hurts as bad if not worse then when my Dom Jason left me... Like part of my heart is missing and it does not return.... an empty sad loss.. |
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im back :-). Life has handed me my dying granmother with cancer,... we are in the last days. so i need a vent place and some hair pulling!! Smiles. hugs too all that did miss me. email or text. peachy |
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another lazy day. Boob healing, achey, but better. wishing too be snuggled up with someone warm and fuzzy. |
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Sleeping off and on, healing. Watchin Netflix. i am very bored now. :-) few more days. |
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Breast surgery went well. They removed the communication from the center of nipple and cleaned up the infection. Drain tube still installed until wednesday. Still hurts but a different kinda hurt. Should be back to well in a cple of weeks. No mouth action for 3 months!! that makes my boob sad...:) will have alotta catching up too do! Thanks for all Yalls support! Hugs |
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Someone asked me today what does it take too be married 20 yrs... my answer was communication and a good sex life.
i love my spouse he has been a good husband and a wonderful father too the girls.
now my question is what does a girl do when the husband is not into spanking and inflicting pain as i have found i enjoy....
Spanking myself or binding myself is just not as much fun.
just my ramblings.
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today was a wonderful day!! my guy friend moved back. Makes me a happy girl.
the boob is still under construction. i go back to see doctor again tomorrow. Hope they will wait for the mamogram now that they had to re-open nipple. :-) more later.. Hugs too You all. Have a goooood week! |
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feeling some better. still hurts. going back to have packing removed tomorrow. |
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Hmmmm nipples had too go under the knife again!!! the fluids just keep building and not healing rite! I am going to out a few days on pain meds. hugs |
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Smiles... Have a safe weekend! |
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hmmmm i need a "Fix". :-)) |
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Test results came back on breast samples. All is well.
Nipple is very tender. Will not wear rings again. Cant take the stimulation.:(
Hopefully the ducts will reopen and all will work right. If not then will have to open the otherside of same one too fix it. |
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Blows kisses ~~ sees where they land.:-)) |
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another day another dollar. I will be super happy when fall gets here! Its so Damn HOT!@ |
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Smiles... Hope everyone has a great weekend! |
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in Dallas for the nite./. |
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The boobie is getting better. Still open wound. But healing and hurting!
Wish pain meds were overthe counter!! :-)
Just being a lazy slut today. resting my boobie. |
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Seen sergeon today. Wound is healing good. Will go back monday. I'll have to have another surgery in augst. to fix the other side of breast.:-((
Hanging at the hospital. My oldest is in for kidney infection. Yall have a good week! |
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Had an emergency breast surgery Saturday morning. Abcess under nipple. Go back to see surgeron again Weds. Samples sent off. Thank You too those for Your best wishes and prayers. I am gratefult too the Doctors and Nurses of this world! they saved my life as well as my boobie! thank You! |
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Happy Birthday too me! Happy Birthday too me!! :-) |
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Met with a Sadist for a session. Thank You Sir Bill and blondie.
I think i am not a big a painslut as i thought..... |
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sluts dont wear panites~or bra....:-) |
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Another HOT HOT melting HOt day in TExas!! DAMN!! |
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My daughter graduated last nite!! i am so proud of her! i gotta post it everywhere!! |
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where r the Zombies?? Hmmm. |
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i am very excited for my gf, she is so excited i can feel it over here!! Good luck tonight!!
I love you girl. |
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Is one happy girl! Kisses |
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Hugs Blondie girl! Be good to yourself! Clamps and all! Nite Nite |
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Was tied to the bed this morning, arms above head, legs spread and tied to rail of bed.
Breasts bound tight! they were purpley and felt OHHHhhhhh soo good. Vibe in place... not a thing a lil slut can do but CUMMMMM.. it was very very very veryyyy exciting! cant wait for nightfall! |
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Going too Motionless in White concert tonight! Yeah |
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Hmmmm, today has been very long. Hope all is well in the CM world. |
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