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bright and sunny day. Mine began with a lengthy session pleasuring myself. What could be better than that? Pleasing someone else..... unfortunately there was no one beside me so I imagined myself at a wonderful party. I was naked except for a beautiful black collar. I was asked to please the people with my mouth and spent an hour under skirts and lovingly sucking on penis presented to me. Like a dog, i soon found myself sitting on laps getting my belly stroked and my clit pinched and pulled.
Like my other dreams, faces remain blank and my owner a mystery. I am only aware of the smell, taste and extream pleasure that is given and received..... but what a beautiful way to start a day! |
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Hard night last night. I think i offended a friend by sending explicit photos when i was not asked for that. its harding trying to determine what is wanted of me. i feel myself doing or saying things that i would not normally do or say simply to try and gain approval from those i have not seen.
when will the madness stop!!!! |
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Sick Sick Sick..... both in body and in mind. I am tired oh so tired of dealing with the constant crap life throws our way. I cant wait to be bound and blindfolded, as only then am i free. |
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Jan 23
I have been haveing strange dreams for a while now that leave me feeling unsatisfied and wanting. I am introduced to men and women by a man who soon begins to strip me and leads me to a table. After being securly fastened people begin touching me. I am terrified at the toughts running through my head. Part of me struggles against the bonds and another part of me soars to the sky in absolute pleasure... |
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Jan 22
i have begun my search in earnest to find that one (or two) person who can help me find what I am looking for. i have experimented a bit on my own and have discovered that i am at my happest when i am with a dominant person and i have provided them with pleasure. I have had all my holes open for their pleasure and although sore at the time i find myself craving it more often. unlike my friends i seem to think about sex more often than not. I have been known to seek my own pleasure up to 10 times a day, and although i achieve it, i am always left with a feeling that something great was just out of reach.
very confusing times..... but i know something awesome is waiting for me, its just a matter of achieving it. |
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