sighs... I thought i had figured out what I needed from this lifestyle.... but I am more confused now than I have been in along time... I suddenly find myself wanting feeling that maybe the Dominace, power and control I have been seeking wasnt from someone else.. but from myself.
I come to Y/you and ask that Y/you yet again deal with a confused Peace...
So here is a new Peace.. I have decided to try and see if the Dominance I crave and need isnt needed from someone else.. but from me...
I want to explore the Domme that seems to be lurking in me
I am going to stop fighting all these scary feelings... and reach for the brass ring...