peaches814

I have had a great couple of days talking with many. Here is what I have learned... I am extreamly turned on by the various pictures of human cows getting their tits milked and the thought of being treated as an animal. I think this would meet my desire to become mindless in my servitude.

I thought I would try something new today.... I went shopping last night and bought a pair of crotchless pantihose (a new fav) and vibrating panties with a remote control. I decided to try and wear them to work. I wore a black dress skirt and blouse, and a pair of high heels.... damn did i feel sexy today. It wasnt 9 however before my panties were soaked through. I put the buzzer on for 5 min then turn it off... I did this off and on all morning. God was i horny by lunch.

    The best was when my boss came out to speak with my and saw my buzzer on my desk. He picked it up asking what it was for while flicking it on..... I was freeking out but it was so fucking good.

   Need to think of something new for monday

It has been a very mindblowing couple of days. i have met so many people and have had such great conversations. This has opened my mind to what is out there and the new experiences I have yet to have. The world of Kink is a crazy sexy one... I have had many erotic dreams over the past few days that are shocking to say the least. I have woken up sopping and extreamly horny. I had to get my-self off by stuffing my cunt with a cucumber, pegging my nipples, and sitting on a vibrating anal plug.

I promised myself that I would be honest with myself try to record my thoughts and feelings as I went on this journey.

I cant tell you how good it feels to talk with like minded people. I have been extreamly frustrated over the years with my many vanilla relationships. I had cravings that often terrified myself (and a few boy friends too).

I knew I was different the first time I took a cock up my ass.... the pain was surreal and lead to the most intense orgasm that I have ever encountered. I tried everything I could to get my b/f to fuck my ass as often as he could. I loved the feeling of having my ass in the air and my face stuffed in the pillow. I loved the feeling of my pussy juice leaking from my lips and run down my thighs.... soon it was not enough. My ass got use to the cock and the pain disappeared and Iwas left with the bored feelings that came with regular vanilla sex.

So I turned to this lifestyle with the hopes of finding that nirvana once again.

Hello To you all,

   Thank you for taking the time to view my profile. I am here to learn more about my desires and about myself. I have skirted around the lifestyle for a while now being exposed to a few things here are there with my partners throughout the years. I am often left wanting more and bored with the role playing that I get from my typical partners. I thought I would take the first step in finding someone with EXPERIENCE that was patient enough to guide me and help me discover what fits best for me. I am curious about so much and am generally willing to try things at least once.