NyxxRae18

So I am back again. I have been quite busy lately. Occupy San Francisco has been raided a few times since my last post. In the last two raids, this month, over a hundred total people have been arrested, one remains in jail. We are marching today for him Michael Chapin. We need to get him out and reunite him with his beloved dog Sampson.

I don't have a lot to say because I am not feeling well today.

I will write more later on

So it has been about two weeks since my last journal update. I have been hard at work making OccupySF work like it should. There's a lot left for wanting in the functionality department of this group. Our numbers flux as Occupy Oakland's ongoing struggle fluxes as well. One night, while things rest in Oakland, our numbers may be in the 800s; when Oakland suffers another strike from the police we go down to around 150. We make it work with what we have but we are still putting some effort in place towards keeping it functional and avoiding being raided by SFPD again. I am suffering a few injuries still from the most recent police action in Oakland where I went over to help protect them. I was shot with 4 rubber bullets and had a tear gas canister hit me in my gut, the bruises are huge. I guess I've yet again earned my old nickname, Bruises.

I will post again at the next development

So, as a direct order from my Master I am going to start journaling here every day if I am able. I do like this order as it is a test of not only my discipline in obedience but also in my literary skill and transparency. Both important parts of being a worthy pet. So here we go.

October 23rd, 2011

So it has been almost three weeks since I happened upon the Occupy Wall Street branch in San Francisco. I began my stay here working. When I told them that I was good with cops they made me their Police Liaison, a job I have upheld to the utmost of my ability. I have been told that I am doing really well. I have established lines of communication between SFPD and OccupySF to the best of my ability.

Though I don't personally believe it, the camp is calling me a hero. The reason they believe I am a hero is because the day I became Police Liaison, we had been raided by the police only 5 hours before I took the job. I began work at 6 AM after a 1 AM raid on October 6th. At 8 AM I was in a meeting with Police Chief Suhr, mayor Ed Lee, and three of the SFPD Sergeants. By noon we had established Liaisons, not only from SFPD to OSF, but also from the Federal police. The Liaison from the Fed cops was crucial as well because the location of our protest is in front of the Federal Reserve Bank at 101 Market St. By 2 PM I had arranged for our group to have warning before the Police actions that would affect our living situation. After that it was more or less just communication. It was listening to the new shift's questions and concerns, voicing them to the group, and having the consensus agree on what should be done. Unfortunately, with my body's health being very fragile, as it has always been, there was a price to pay for the hard work in the pouring rain. I fell ill shortly after retiring for the night at nearly 2 AM on the 7th. It had been 20 straight hours of running and working, not only with Police, but Media and curious bystanders. My job literally was to be an info-booth, and a runner. The following day I found my body in more pain than I could physically manage on my own, so an officer called for an ambulance and I was taken to St. Francis Hospital not too far from camp. I was told that I had literally run my kidneys dry. They were on the brink of failure and I needed to be down for a few days to let them recover.

Four days later I was bound to a wheelchair for the fact that my legs were still weak, but I was doing just fine otherwise. The camp made me a known hero over the news, the radio and over the internet. I am still a bit annoyed by that factor. I am not a hero. I'm really not. I am a political activist. Nothing more in that spectrum, I did a job that needed done, even if it hurt me. I am fully recovered now and back on my feet. Since that day we have moved our base camp to Justin Hermann Plaza just down the road from where we maintain our protest in front of the Federal Reserve Bank. Sunday night of this last week, after only 2 nights in JHP we were raided once again. I was injured in the fight. Well it wasn't a fight from our end, it was more of us being beaten by the police while remaining entirely peaceful. And that is exactly how it goes. I am currently nursing several severe bruises, a few abrasions and several cuts that have yet to heal. I don't think that anything other than the bruises will last much longer. Bruises caused by a Police baton are the kind that last a few weeks on a healthy body, so I assume they'll be here another month on mine.  

As for what the Occupy movement is. We are a leaderless resistance movement centralized against Corporate Personhood, Political Bribery, and Police Brutality. Corporate personhood defined as the influence of Corporations on law making and political action in America. This is made blatantly obvious by the fact that 1%, actually less, a list of around 1,000 people, controls 90% of America's monetary resources. They have come across this control by underhandedly siphoning percentages off of our taxes, and out of our labor commissions. These accusations have been indubitably confirmed, yet the method they were committed in is not illegal so it continues to happen. Political bribery defines itself. It is the use of Corporate money to influence the swing of elections, so our money and how we spend it defines who actually wins the elections races. This means that our votes are actually meaningless unless this method of political bribery is abolished. And the addition of Police brutality to our list of demands for abolition is due to how many people get hurt while participating in peaceful protest by Police violence. We as a whole are acting as a living example of the governing pattern we would like to see in America, by General Consensus as it began that way. We are literally trying to go back to the constitution, only with fair amendments to accommodate the modern world, amendments such as the sexual freedom we experience that allows sites like CollarMe to exist, or gay marriage laws to be instated to make being who you are legal, and safe.

In my time here I have acquired two Subs. I am a bit perplexed as to how this came about. One is a male, named Jim. He gave me the key to his collar of his own accord and has been made my personal caretaker for when I fall ill. He has upheld the expectations given to his as my Sub perfectly and without fail. The other is a female, named Pria. She is not so worthy as a Sub for she is not one to commit, she is more of a play sub really and doesn't get that when I finally gave in and let her wear a Collar from me that I expected some loyalty from her. I am currently training her in the interest of giving the key to her Collar to another Dom who has expressed interest in having her long term. My hopes are that my training will make her suitable for him as he has come to be a good friend of mine. I have openly disclosed this information to my Master for his permission to continue working with them both. Jim is being trained as a Master by myself as of now because, though he is a flawless Submissive, he is a Switch who does not know well how to be his Dom side effectively. As a Submissive myself I figured it would not be that hard to direct him in how to maintain a Dom/Sub relationship to the satisfaction of both parties. He is coming along beautifully as I have him working with a Sub of his own who has reported that her satisfaction levels rise after each session I have with them, teaching him how to Dominate without being unintentionally abusive.

As of now I am planning a return to Oregon for Christmas to visit my family once more before continuing my journey on to becoming a live-in Slave for my Master. This is what I have been up to. I hope you all enjoy this little literary excursion. Thank you for reading.

Nyxie

So, I am mainly talking to just one Dom at this point. I have expressed interest in him as he has in myself. I am very interested in pursuing the next level in this dynamic.

I have never met a Dom, or any man in that matter, that has such an impressive level of experience. He really has captured my interest and held it, as I was waiting for someone to do.

Easy as it sounds, I actually move on rather quickly and admittedly inteded on not even responding to his initial email.

I am so glad I took the time to talk to him.

Well the last few days have been so interesting.

I have met and spoken to many Doms and a few Dommes and a select few have managed to keep my interest. I am working my way through a specific 4 right now and I will have my decision made in due time. I am not looking to rush into things. I am really interested in a few of them and 2 in particular really. Good luck to all of you though