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Things are looking up. Thou I am still confused as hell about who I am. out of the bed room i want total control. yet in the br I have found that i will submit to Her as She demands! i find its very pleasurable for me to do as She wishes. when She wishes. and how She wishes.  and thru all this we are still getting a divorce. yet, Im back to living at home. So much confusion! for us, and for our children.

i had my firat exp as a sub, omg HOT. When She demanded that I stick my toung in her asshole i almost cum! It was so much pleasure for me to pleasure Her...... god my shit is getting fat just remembering!

well all seems to be going well with my x. its cool that we can talk about stuff and not fight! Its nice to hear what we did wrong and the things that we need to change, and have respect enough for the other to know there being honest. She made me open my eyes and see I'm a switch. Just a Dom switch. I'm not about to suck some toes, and don't think that  your putting me in time out! But i do find it hot as hell when a girl throws me down and takes some cock! 

so I got an old pic up.. its not the best but its what i had on hand. I've lost a fw puonds from that pic...    Today has been interesting for sure!   I talked to some old friends and made some new ones, put in a lot of job apps and walked a good five miles, Still haven't been to sleep my mind wont slow down... psychotic..no.. well maybe a lil but arnt we all?

So, I am new to this world with only one sub in the past that didnt work out after 4.5 years. I would like to think that it was a huge lack of comunication. So here I am looking again. For now only friends. I am still married to the woman I love and would yet today kill to protect even after the lies and the cheating. I demand 100% loyalty!  And I give it. I hope to move on with the desired outcome and learn for my mistakes.  Do know you will NEVER come befor my children. want to know more? just ask