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Male Dominant, 47, Los Angeles, California
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Male Submissive, 39, Wappingers, New York
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About Mouthy
OK. This is what I know about what I want, and can give in return, right now (5/29/05). I'm here to play. I love to give blowjobs. I also want to crawl, get tied up, give blowjobs, wear clothespins all over, give blowjobs, play at the Wet Spot, and have your phone number so I can call you up on a rainy Sunday and make a plan to see a movie that either will or not will involve being fondled under my skirt and sucking your cock in the car in the parking lot before and after. I don't need exclusive involvement. I can't complain if you play with other women, because I've got a guy I suck off whenever it's convenient for the two of us and no way am I gonna give that up. I won't help anybody cheat on his wife, though, and I'm not looking for anybody who needs a big role investment. No Lord This, Sir That, Master So-and-So. Sensation, mutual respect, laughter, patience and orgasms. If you can cook, that's great. If you have a Harley, that's better. If you get hard at the drop of my top you can forget the cooking AND the Harley. |
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Part of me feels like I made a mistake. I indulged myself in a crush on someone I didn't know and it's hard to shut the longings down, now that he doesn't reciprocate. He kept his part of the bargain--he wanted a blowjob, he told me where to go and at what time, and the blowjob happened. I'm the one who introduced the element that's now causing me the problem I have. I'm the one who had the crush. I wish now that I hadn't, but it was so strong at the time, and so much fun, I went ahead and let it have a life of its own. I even warned him it was happening, thinking (I guess) that if I looked it straight in the eye I'd take some of the power out of it. Wrong.
If I could've known, then, how long it'd take to ride out the feeling of letdown, I might've tried harder to prevent it from happening, but I probably wouldn't have had the self-control. I'd have just told myself, "Maybe this could really work."
It's a constant shock, finding myself STILL having to grow up, when I'm as old as I am! |
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The anonymous blowjob. Having worked out how to arrange to give them and how to ensure that both parties enjoy the experience, the next step seems a little harder. It requires more patience and more commitment. It's almost, but not quite, a question of establishing an ongoing relationship--although with a variety of men--that really is NOT a relationship in any of its essentials. I've only repeated once, so far. And he's interested in a third time, as am I. Another guy is interested in seconds and I'm looking forward to a couple first times. Play it by ear, I guess. If it happens, it happens; if it doesn't, be honest about seeing what I can do to make it more possible. |
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