mountianmantim

Well its beeen a long while now.8 years on this site and still no women that want to use and abuse me.

This is a perfect example of what I am searching for!

He wants to feel helpless, forget everything he knows, his life, his identity and all of the baggage that goes with it. He has been coming to see her for years and every time he says the same thing: ?Make me forget. Send me away to that land where nothing matters.? Everyday stresses add up over the weeks, months, leaving him feeling hollow and longing for a way to release the anxiety, the pressure. His everyday mindset forbids him to behave certain ways, forbids him to express his deepest desires and needs. Composure and control are a way of life for him. It is how he has become successful and it is how he maintains his success. But success and the image that comes with it holds a heavy price. Every man has a secret side that very few will ever see. The more successful, the more that secret side grows. Repressed for years, eventually it can no longer hide and eventually something must give. So he asks to be controlled and forced to do things he normally would not, but we both know, the force is only an illusion. He secretly desires his Mistress to do things to him that no one will ever know about. For his own sanity, he needs the type of therapy that only a loving and caring Mistress can provide. His Mistress must be able to read his thoughts and understand the needs he dares not confess. His secret must be unleashed.