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About MistressEvil504
I dont check My collar Me as much as I should. If any slaves are really wanting Me... get your ass on IMVU.. it is an advtar world.. add EvilRainy.. I am tired of these damn i want this kinda subs... I am not into subs,,, I only look for slaves. TRUE slaves... please dont waste My time and I really dont care about your cock. |
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flipping the photo's .... cock , more cock, cock with cans, cock with phones, with a remote. Now I am thinking all the damn males have lost their minds.and for god sakes as I am flipping through I think why cant someone do better than showing a cock..THEN I swear on a stack of holy subs... I see the most perfect penis... someone took the time to dress his up.. stickers.. little sunglasses , a bathing suit and flip flops.... THANK YOU OMG finally
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Life can be a blisful thing, or it can be like Forrest Gump's Mama said Like a boxes of Chocolates.I would love the Chocolates and I dont mind the nuts.Someone today told Me , I mess with your mind. Duh Mr Rock Science Guy,,, Mental Mistress , what do you think I do.I say if you cant run with the wolves stay inside the house.And people not to be mean,,,nah,,, I get off on the damn Mind games... But good ones.... not the ones that hurt you... well let not get Me lying so close to Sunday...Love Ya Collarme |
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Hello Freaks and Geeks, I would like for you to take a chance for one moment to think about what you really are searching for. What makes your insides shake? What makes your heart beat? What takes your breath away?Is it a glance from Somone that is longing for the same things. Is it the tears that flow from the pain of the needing it?Desires are a wicked thing is a person's mind. It will make you forget why you came on this site. So many use it for sexaul gain or money. Dont get lost in it. For it cheapens the whole meaning of This Lifestyle. I have seen one of My ex slave because used as what they call pets now... and it is sad to see the look in his eyes.. he is hurting from not being close not having the connection. Sex is only a tool to let the mind forget,but you cant kill the soul of a true slave.Playing will easy the pain for a moment but remember a Real Mistress watches a slave for many months and really I wont take a slave that is overly used.. See Quality is a must.Be warn slaves, you may get used by alot of Trashy Mistress' ,Who do not care of what you become. But We are watching and We are what makes this Lifestyle... so when you play with so many you are so marked amoung the Higher.. |
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Hello Collarme,
Lets talk about no knowing what you got till it is gone... If you leave it tough shit,,, stay gone !!! I hate the if you love it set it free shit.... I say if if leaves you hunt it, shot it.... and dont come back smeeling of trashy whores... you are vile and I hope your cock falls off. and for all the subs in the world hat do this.,. We are suppose to be patient and wait right, I ,Myself have said this till one did it to Me.. |
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Hello Collarme,
I write alot on the sadness and heart tearing pains that slaves go through,but tonight L/lets focus about The Mistress and Master.When Y/you look at B/both sides of this ,no it is not easy for Us either.I have waited many years and I have been watching the slaves online. I have had in the pass a connection here or there with slaves. Learning the ends and out of their desires or needs and not fully having the same desires or limits as they did.It hurts when two P/people dont share the same thoughts on the Lifestyle,but Y/you move on.It becomes a daily heart break to be alone in this.See it is hard for the Tops,because the slaves put so much on Us.We deal with the common fast kneeling slaves,or the cyber whores,or the pass around sally ( the slaves that have been used so often and thrown back).And all the while We search for what is Our slave.Oh I love the myth that the Mistress or Master do not search for the slave. Honest I am not willing to give up any control.Yes I am the One that searches , I am the One that will make the first move towards the slave and yes I am the One that decides to take it deeper into the dark so to speak.So see the pain is on B/both sides. I have let slaves go and truely cried over it, as if someone died. Because I carry the Title Mistress does not mean I am not a WOMAN.I know many Masters that are kind and I have seen Them so toren over a female slave ,where His heart was ripping out. Honestly with ALL My heart, believe Me, when I say being in the Lifestyle does not mean it is easy.It is not , but it is REWARDING.It is Breath Taking to see a slave kneel for the first time ,to see their tears of joy because they have pleased Me.and to finally find THREE slaves that make Me ,Who I am.Life sucks but it sucks less when all seems to work out...So the end of this ramble and the POINT is, I love you ,boys...and Life with you is a rollercoaster,a haunted house,a car doing 100 miles an hour without brakes and I would not change a thing... GOOD NIGHT COLLARME. |
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Hello Collarme,
When I woke up this morning to a new day, I find Myself alittle lighter. Yes maybe from this damn diet,but I think My heart.I was reading emails ,as always, and in it was a woman thank Me for My words. Silly , I guess I never thought Me typing and rambling on here meant anything. I guess it does. This Lifestyle is hard ,I admit it. W/we search for the one that completes the freakness, do W/we not?The O/one that will guide U/us or Lead.Being from a culture here in New Orleans ,Y/you would think it is easy huh.Coming from the land of freaks, well it is not.I call it the Closet. Where even here W/we try to fit in.But then there are moments when I find Myself screaming at the top of My lungs to the world , I am Me and I am a FREAK. Sounds funny huh?So alone W/we sit in front of a screen with the hopes of find O/our Freak Mate.(hahah Rainy Speach)Life is what I make it, My Lifestyle is what I will make of it. And it is full of Romance,Pain, Control,Needs,Wants, Desires,Dreams, Nightmares and all the things that go with it. And I am not alone, I have Y/you here on collarme. The O/ones that Everyday come online and read Y/your emails, for without Y/you there would not be this Lifestyle and I am learning that together W/we make this work. I have been through so much in My life, I was raped as a child and the sweetness was taken. Left in pain and tears. I hated men for so long and yes I was bitter.I have had problems in relationships and I left men so fast due to getting too close.But I have learn in this Lifestyle that being open means to share the darkest parts of My soul. and that scares the hell out of Me. But when it comes down to it,healing is worse than the action that broke Me.Love is not what make the world go around.... it is U/us.. and somewhere out there one person will read this and cry as I am ....yes people a Mistress can feel pain too. and he or she will feel the warmth of My arms and hear Me say...Together W/we will survive and Honestly is that not what O/our Lifestyle is all about... Together W/we stand and Together W/we fight. I love Y/you collarme..... |
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 I know subs are searching for answers, God I wish I had them for you. Searching for a Mistress or Master is hard. The journey of a sub is almost like finding a new world is it not? Look I am going to be honest.. Really stop searching so damn hard relax.. She or He will find you. I know this will sound so mushy and maybe a few will shake T/their heads... The One you are meant to be with, will find you. I have read so many emails with pleads and begging.. sweety I know it is hard. I know you are sitting in a dark room holding a pillow and crying your eyes out because you needs seem to be as a freaks. Trust Me it is not easy on this end either. But out of darkness does come light. Hold your head up and be proud for you someday will be a sub or slave.. I have faith in your dreams for who knows you might be Mine. Have a great day Collarme, Mistress Evil
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 okay another day...did they say another dollar???? Or The sky is falling by Chicken Little... I am getting old people.. I am 41 and went to My check up for My eyes.. Now is this time to write to Me ,,,,,I CANT SEE..okay weekend.. I fell in the front yard due to the damn drive way... ( want to see Me act 4)well knees bleeding and My ass screaming OUUUCH.. I am not a Switch...YAY.. I can give out the pain cant take it... Anyone want to see Me act like a child ...make Me bleed and see a four year old girl beating your ass with a teddy bear yelling ... That fucking hurts.. okay I am old ... cant walk and cant see... |
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I am looking for Fetish Models...Omg that sounds like a cheesey pick up line... Please get in contact with Me as soon as you can.. female and male subs needed right now.. Soon I will be looking for Mistress' and Masters for photo shoots. I am not doing porn this is a magazine I am trying to pull to together for BD/sm Lifestyle OF All Parts. I am also looking for Fetish writers... Please dop and email...Thanks |
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 When did it say a Mistress is to save the world?I know I have patients, when I sit back and listen to a sub ramble about past Mistress'. Yep and I was wanting to run faster than a grey hound at a dog track..Hey I like the smiley faces on here.(I have shiney thing habits..) Okay so this week was Mardi Gras in New Orleans. I was so happy to see that New Orleans was banging.. Yall know the Saints won the SUPER BOWL.. Hell yea.. and then Mardi Gras, Lord New Orleans has not slept.  I had people come in town for the events.. Nope I stay sober, I was a good Mistress.but .. god three people puked in the taxi' (sorry Tony the Cab Driver). and God One Mistress came into town I know from Pal.. Showed the world Her tits( I can live a thousand more years and not want to see that again). But over all I hate people in My house.. Can We get to the point I am a bitch,huh.. Okay I admit I am hard to live with but I dont like chaos in My house.. 25 people in My house and the Mistress I saved from Her family ( She moved in with Me) freaked out over My hands towels... heeheehee My OCD is rubbing off on Razzy. I never never want to hear I can't be sweet.. I did not freak out all weekned .. I waited till they left to have a break down. Okay I am set in MY ways and YOU know what I am happy I am the way I am... Moral of this ramble is Never change to make others happy.... want to know why?... Because those idiots will soon leave and you are left with a shortage in your switch... Good Night Collarme |
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 and For all I am worth, saying to a Woman, you can relocate, I swear it makes Me think I have to support you... YEP see the shit a Woman goes through and when someone finally means well I am so pissed I can't see the roses from the bullshit... OMG and I am not even PMSing....I swear I am going to open a daycare for stupid subs. |
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men of collarme,look honey bunnies...lol you cant really think I am that stupid,right?Looks around to see if I am born lastnight. okay lets try to do something okay. 1st submission is not a fucking game for you to just jerk of over. By your emails you really dont have a clue what BD/sm is,do you?Really you have no clue of the insulting way you email Women with the, may i submit? TO WHAT!!!! I gringe with the thought of the lack of knowledge most have on here and honestly it turns My damn stomach. YOU idiots that think this is about your worthless cock, that you can not even give away...WRONG...you dont have what it takes with a drunk woman and guess what, YOU DONT have what it takes to feel true submission.... you cant feel submission from a web site, that forces your sorry ass to your knees.Forgive Me if I sound pissed... BUT I am Mistress not your damn whore... I have class, I have brains and I have taste... I have a heart that gives and I fucking longing to have the perfect sub... I long for the truest form a male sub, that feels that his submission is from his SOUL...dont his cock. I am not into useless men that take this for a game.. I eat men like that alive...I HATE WEAK ASS CRY BABIES. Being a sub does not mean you are weak.... get a grip on your ideas of what submitting means.. If you leave dumbass messages for Me ... god I pray, the Women on here are smarter than the male subs.... I DONT WANT YOUR MONEY... I DONT WANT A FAKE ASS MAN.... screams where are the real subs...I would walk through hell and grab you,,, I would swim the ocean to find you... I would give My soul, so you can have more to live for.. I would hold Myself in harms way to make sure MY sub was safe... but the same for him...What is MY ideal sub... someone asked Me that.. that would hold out his hand not kneel..he would rip through all the walls that so many have put up..would look at Me with the light of a million stars and just smile.. SOMEONE that knows his self. Understands he is the key to all this madness.. Can make Me laugh even if I feel like crying..Can hold Me close, but take the pain I give. Can give more than he would take..and knows I need more than submission ..I need the Heavens and Hell.. I need passion and Loyality. I need Friendship and MADNESS. I need love in chaos.. I need the fight and I need to relax.. Confused??? Dont be, see the wonder of all is this , I NEED REAL.. With any thing it is work.. you dont feel the submission just by words or a picture.. CONNECTION... stupid people this is the hardest Lifestyle and YOU make jokes of it... I would be ashamed if I was you.. |
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Life is like a box of chocolates, a great man said..I guess Mama says Y/you never know what Y/you will get.MMMM I know what I would get in the damn box, a bunch of nuts.Okay first somewhere on here someone has to have brains.. I dont want to Own anyone I dont know. Why do men on here leave message for Me saying want to Own me.. Look to be honest if you need to ask that question god knows you need to have a doctor check your brain.. and I loves the ones that will relocate.. Whispers to the Women.. hey it means they want Us to support them.Okay look I know you guys think I am some lonely Woman who cant get a man... get a damn grip ... and stop Leaving My ass Messages... Unless you are a rich bastard ready to die and I can be Anna Nicole and you be pawpaw... dont waste MY damn time... |
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You know at times I wonder, Does A/anyone read My rambles? Insane people mumble their words in the dark at time, taps on the computer screen , hello crazy woman in the dark here. I am very happy to live in New Orleans.. looks down at hell freezing over and laughing at satan... Saints are going to the SUPERBOWL. For once I really became honest with Myself to what I search for. submission to Me is the Golden Cow. Everyone claims to have it and none show it. I feel at times I am banging My Own head on the tombs of this great city walking in the graveyards of subs. See I know there is a rare breed of subs , like vampires , I know they are there but I cant find it. I am a true believer of what is real I have to see and touch or it is not alive. So to the subs in New Orleans .. I am screaming out into the night....WHERE ARE you |
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So P/people of the great Collarme, this is a journal of My ass on pain meds. Typos will be in for sure. Y/you know a great man was sitting under an apple tree fell off and hit him on the head... and bam He comes up with this theory...well for those W/who know what I am getting at. I fell off a ladder and I have one now... Now wait dont roll Y/your eyes and think okay this will be good, Rainy on drugs and where did the apples go? If what goes up must come down( get the punt?) applies to most of Man Kind, what if by some chance( I have trouble with shiney things so if I go into something else a cute sub has pmed Me)What the bigger T/they are the harder T/they fall apllies in the same manner. Okay now what goes up... My ass on the ladder, Must come down. My forgetting I was on it.. bam the bigger it is the harder it falls.. HELLO where are the apples? So My point being.. sometimes Y/you have to put all the ego aside and sit on the floor and cry like a child. And sometimes W/we need to remember ( where are the damn apples?) it is okay to cry.. It is HUMAN.Hey Y/you know what now I am going to get an apple.... Good night collarme may Y/you sleep well and hope this made Y/you smile.... kisses..... Rainy |
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Okay want to laugh your ass off? I was driving on the highway today and a car full of elderly women flew pass Me like I was standing still. They were in a red sports car. They flew pass this trucker and started to slow down, flashed the trucker their tits. Well I saw the damn cop car come from no where. Well the Grannys speed up, and needless to say the cop car chased them. A few miles and a few moments go by. The cop car has the grannys pulled over.Now as I am driving by, the trucker is too. The damn Grannys flashed the trucker again. Only in this great state can women not care if a cop is there or not.. We will live on to party.and all I have to say ,this is the day I have learn... The Older a Woman gets the more meds We need.Let this be a leason KNOW WHERE YOU GRANMOTHER IS. |
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Have you ever been held under water not able to breath. Feeling the life leaving your body not fighting for breath just letting the power of the Person holding you under take over. To trust that Person to allow you one more breath. Can you feel the intense emotions taking over. you are pulled up and the air refills your lungs. Again down into the water. This is the amount of control and trust I want. Do you have this much faith.....I doubt it. |
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What does sex really have over Us? We long to have this common goal man and women. Dont fool yourselves men , women are pigs about it too. But why is it, when we are single we cant get enough? We are always going out to look for it and low and behold when we get married, nothing. The sparks go out and then you are laying next to a willing soul who hates you. So is sex a cruel joke made up by the Gods? I think sometimes when you search for so long to find one thing, maybe that onething was the death of us all. It changes you and it becomes the one thing we fight about more than money. Ask any married couple , they fight over sex or money. So here is the thing is sex reallly all is is cut out to be? Looks around to see if anyone is looking when I scribble on the walls of collarme, yep worth every stinking moment. Have a great night collarme |
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Omg what can I say... Life is like a damn rollercoaster and I am in the front car trying not to cover My Own eyes. ANd the screams I pray are not My Own...lol... I hate rollercoasters... lol... |
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Hello I am Rainy,
I live in New Orleans and I am a Fetish Photogragher... Need I say more.. |
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