I understand that most "slaves" on CM will not read more than two paragraphs and they are not interested in my experience. Those are not the sub/slaves I'm interested in. I'm only interested in women who are seriously interested in becoming my real life live in, long term, slave. I don't think most slaves on CM are truly interested in ever meeting in real life; it is more of a fantasy for them. If someone does actually intend on meeting in real life then they would be interested in reading my profile. What do you feel to this ?
I have had a profile on CM since April 07’ and have met some sub/slaves in real life from some sites but this time i want just a good and real Subs and maybe Slave. I wrote out my life history for a prospective slave several years ago. I have decided to update it and use it as my profile. This will help you understand how I have developed my views and what I’m looking for in a BDSM relationship. What follows is my life story updated to today January 1st 2008.
OK, so here it goes… you may want to go to the restroom first? Lol ...
I don’t know if there was ever a defining moment when I said wow I’m a Dominant. In seventh grade I began wrestling and the summer before my junior year of high school I became NW Florida Junior Olympic Champaign. I was supposed to wrestle in BOCA RATON for the Florida State Championship but my parents were getting a divorce and I move to Texas with my dad instead, pretty girls, sunshine all that.
I remember tying girls up when I was eleven or twelve and then playing with their tits and torturing them do you call it F**k ?. I had my first sexual experience when I was fifteen or whatever age a high school freshman is; I don’t recall my exact age but know the girl and what was happening in my life at the time F*ck you say ?. I was very sexually active throughout high school and on my sixteenth birthday I had my first threesome with two beautiful girls.
When I moved to Texas my senior year I was popular and even was getting paid by a couple of married women to have sex with them you surprise?.Don't be baby i'm really sweet and good at this lifesytle .I was very sexually active and wanted to see how many different women/girls I could have sex with in one day. On more than one occasion I had sex with five different women/girls in the same day. I can actually remember getting pissed once because one of my regulars didn’t’ want to fool around and she would have been number six.
I move into an apartment with my girlfriend right out of high school when I was eighteen. That was my first real life experience with BDSM. I used to experiment with her learning how to tie and spank her and we delved into with a lot of the control aspects of BDSM. I asked her to marry me, and she said yes. I am a very romantic person and decided that we would be married on Leap Day. I thought it would be unique and then we could renew our vows every four years and then take the same honeymoon again stay in the same hotel, room, restaurants etc. She thought it would be great and agreed that we would celebrate our anniversary every year the 28th except for the Leap Years. Her dad was very wealthy and controlled her with greed like all parents of means can. She started planning our wedding and her father allowed her to reserve the entire (all the rooms) Hilton on the beach in Melbourne Florida back in 1988. She also was making arrangements to rent the nightclub in the hotel for our reception. She was getting ready to send out over 300 invitations and then her father suggested that since Leap Day fell on a Monday that we could not get married until Friday because he didn’t want to interrupt his or his families schedules in the middle of the week. He told her that if we got married on Leap Day and tried to hold a formal wedding on the next Friday he would not pay for any of it.
I was face with a chance to marry her on the date he selected and become an instant millionaire or stick to my values and get married on the date I selected. I chose my values, and told her that she could either be his daughter or my wife. We never got married. Life happens, I do not regret who I am today and believe I have good values.
She didn’t like to be beaten and hated going to adult stores or anything like that. I had lived with her for close to four years (85 –88), and even with the limitations she placed we both grew a lot.
I got divorced some 5 yrs back now .
