No longer a smoker for over 3 years and not too many bodies buried! Haha. I am not sure of my path and this site has not been great. I wanted to update it. I have lost a good 100 lbs and hope to get another 20 off in the coming months
I am still alive this year and pretty sane which is more than I can say for most of you. I am talking with a Master that has reentered my life. He lives quite a distance from myself, but honesty is important for me. No, I am not closing up shop and moving. That is not practical or an option right now. I am an aggressive female at work. I do not need saving. I think it is important for a submissive slave to be able to survive financially. I would love to have a strong rich man to take me away from it all, but lets be practical.
Do not have tantrums or go off on me. If you cant control yourself you have no chance with me. No I dont just jump into bed with any man. I have never been the type and I will not start now.
Maybe this is a site for sex hookups. If it is, then I am clearly in the wrong place. I an looking for a strong man who is confident and able to lead. I am looking for a friend, a lover, and someone to help guide me in my life. I am looking to be the same for him. I will not meet you and drop down on my knees. Its more important for you and I to be comfortable. If you need to rush through steps I am not the person for you. I have updated my likes and dislikes. I feel it is important to be honest.
I am who I am. Most men cant complete or understand me I have been left alone too long to want....I have been left alone to long to want to bother...I have been left alone to long to need you. I have been used and thrown away or walked or ran away for something better. I have yet to find better except in myself. There is no need to prove I am submissive. There is no need to prove I am dominant. We are both. There is no need to deny. Once you have learned this you are free. Yet you say I am lost. I say you are the one who is lost.
At this time, I am not looking for a Master. Just looking for friendships. Not ready for anything else*
**I am aggressive that does not make me dominant. I run over a regular man and require a dominant personality without being abusive. Hard to find. I am too old to be stupid and lived too long to believe a word that you say. Am I still submissive? Maybe I am just looking for a real person. I had a Master tell me I should be alone. Maybe he is right.
Mostly shy quiet submissive that is not afraid of a stricter atmosphere. Not bisexual, but is willing to please a Master if it is wished. In need of a Master that is patient and understanding of a girl trying to find her way that has been with all the wrong Masters.I like to hike, sketch, and read. Boring, I know. I can be a bit of a prankster once I am comfortable with you. I enjoy laughing at life and myself. I am not into verbal abuse, but I liked to be encouraged and petted when she has pleased a Master. I hate to disappoint or displease. I work in the vanilla world and my lifestyle is not known. I practice wiccan. Unfortunately, I am a smoker. I can work on that, but do not expect miracles. The world is a safer place when I am smoking. I drink socially, but I think the last time was about 6 months ago. As you can see it is not a habit. I am 54 large bluegreen eyes with long dark blonde hair. I am not model thin but curvy. My measurements are 38(C) 36 38. Picture upon request.
4/3/2017 6:43:06 PM
I decided to try this again. I am limited getting on this site. Try to be nice. Lol that might be asking for too much ha ha
3/12/2016 4:58:45 PM
So I want to quit smoking......The goal is to do this. I did for a few months and buckled under peer pressure. I will let you all know. I am having hot flashes and thinking about quitting smoking....hmmmmmm Buckle up campers *winks*
5/24/2011 4:55:03 PM
Don't know. Thought I was ready for this, but not ready. Appreciate the few that were nice to me. Thank you. Good luck to all who search.
5/7/2011 5:52:37 PM
laughs....wow.....some of you are really nuts....ha ha....I feel soooo much better about myself. Thanks.
